grief

Ouyang Liling was sitting in the car, clutching the inspection report tightly.

Advanced gastric cancer is like a bolt from the blue.

After all, we are just mortals in this world. No matter how clearly we see it, no one can be truly free and easy in the face of death.As forbearing as Ouyang Liling, she also can't change her face in the face of irreversible desperation.

Ouyang Liling parked the car and calmed down again before putting away the inspection report and getting out of the car.

"boss."

Ouyang Liling looked at the scattered documents on the table: "Where's the feather tree?"

"The director is upstairs."

"You go to work first."

When Yuan Kun went out, Ouyang Liling closed his eyes and leaned on the sofa.The result of the diagnosis hit him too hard, and he still couldn't calm down.

After Qiao Yuxi took a bath, she came out wrapped in a bath towel, and dangled in front of Ouyang Liling, sorting out the documents that had been spread out before.

Ouyang Liling sat upright, trying not to squint.But the fragrance of the shower gel kept penetrating into his nostrils, which made him a little impatient, and he sighed slightly inaudibly: "Yu Zhi, you can go to the study."

It seems that from a certain day, unless it is extremely necessary, Qiao Yuxi no longer touches the things he has touched, and even refuses to step into the study.

"Ouyang Liling, leave if you have nothing to do, don't be an eyesore here."

Ouyang Li hesitated: "Is that why you don't want to see me?"

"Yes, so, you'd better not appear in front of me."

"If... there is no me in this world, will you be happier?"

Qiao Yuxi froze, but it was only for a moment, and even Ouyang Liling didn't notice it, and he returned to normal: "Ouyang Liling, it seems that you have been too free recently, thinking about all these things all day .”

"answer me."

"Didn't you already know that, if there is no you in this world, I will live happily."

There was a sudden pain in my heart, even knowing that Qiao Yuxi's words might be angry, Ouyang Liling still couldn't control it, thinking that he was really going to die, and the person he loved so much in front of him might eventually carry resentment towards him Belonging to someone else, he wants to throw away his reason.

"Feather last."

"Is there anything else?" Qiao Yuxi's tone was very impatient.

Ouyang Liling raised her head, swallowed with difficulty, her Adam's apple rolled up and down: "I want you."

"what?"

Qiao Yuxi didn't react for a moment, turned to look at Ouyang Liling, and saw that he was staring at him, his eyes gradually blurred.

Realizing that he was lying on his upper body, he bent down to get the laptop beside him, and planned to go back to the bedroom.

"Feather last." Ouyang Liling got up quickly and hugged him into his arms.

"Go away, don't touch me." Qiao Yuxi said coldly.

Ouyang Liling leaned close to his ear, breathing heavily: "Feather last, just once, okay?"

"Let go." The voice became a little colder.

"Why are you so cruel to me, stay by my side, tempt me from time to time, but don't let me touch." The arm strengthened again, "I'm a normal man, you are defenseless in front of me all day, I'm going crazy gone."

"Ouyang Liling, let me go right away." Qiao Yuxi felt sick when he thought of the entanglement between Ouyang Liling and Ran Luo in the video.

"What if not?" Ouyang Liling chuckled, stuck out her tongue, and licked his earlobe.

"Go away!"

Qiao Yuxi couldn't struggle and was pressed into the sofa.The files that had just been sorted out came out and were scattered all over the place.

"Ouyang Liling, don't mess around!" Qiao Yuxi pushed the person on her back.

"Feather, you love me, don't you?"

"Love? I have only hatred for you!"

"Then why don't you leave me?"

"The answer to this question, you don't know very well. Because I want to take revenge on you, I want you to pay for everything you have done, I want you... um... no... um..."

"No matter how much you hate me, it can't change your love for me."

"Stop being self-righteous." Qiao Yuxi took a deep breath.

"Feather, I won't let you go today!"

"Ouyang Liling, if you dare to force me, I'll show you to death!"

"Do you know the conditions for using yourself as a threat?"

"..."

"Take other people's care as a bargaining chip, even if you win, won't you feel uneasy?"

"I wouldn't do this to other people, but to you..." Pushing the person away forcefully, "It's not enough!"

"Qiao Yuxi, why didn't I realize that you are really hateful!"

"That's no match for you... ah!"

Heart-piercing pain.

Having not been touched for a long time, such merciless rape made Qiao Yuxi tremble with pain.

"Ouyang Liling... don't... hurt..."

"I'm sorry, Feather." Ouyang Liling realized her roughness, stopped, and slowly kissed him to relieve his pain.

The pain gradually faded away, Qiao Yuxi opened her closed eyes, seeing the pity and guilt in Ouyang Liling's eyes, her heart softened, and she turned her head away.

He didn't want to look at this person, every time he caught the emotion in those eyes, he would feel out of control.

Now, this person has completely betrayed him, and there is nothing worth cherishing anymore.

"Ouyang Liling, you have no right to treat me like this."

"Really?" Ouyang Liling chuckled, turned his head and pinched his chin, "We'll talk when you can resist."

"..."

"Feather, it would be great if you belonged to me alone..."

"Do it, and it will be considered as paying off the debt."

"...Do you have to do this to me?" Ouyang Liling wanted to cry, "You will regret it if you hurt me like this."

"Hurry up if you want to do it, get out if you don't do it!"

Qiao Yuxi was crying, Ouyang Liling was also crying, and on the sofa in the living room, two proud men were venting weakly.

Love, in the intrigue, has nothing to do with happiness.In this game, is it really clear who owes whom?

"I love you." Lost in confusion, Ouyang Liling unconsciously uttered the words from the bottom of her heart.

Qiao Yuxi blinked, tears rolled down, staring at Ouyang Liling: "I hate you."

I deserve nothing but despair in your response.Maybe I was the one who made the most mistakes, so what fate gave me was a punishment deeper than one level.

But so what?

Ouyang Liling's eyes regained clarity: "Then feel free to hate, anyway, you've already satisfied me, I don't care."

"Ouyang Liling..." Qiao Yuxi gritted her teeth and spit out four words, but couldn't say any more.

This person was still demanding from himself one moment, saying shameful love words, and the next moment could hurt people so much.He really suspected that he was blind to still love him so much at this moment.

The fruit knife on the coffee table reflected bright light, Qiao Yuxi picked it up, and stabbed at Ouyang Liling forcefully.

Ouyang Liling didn't dodge, and even for a moment, a hint of relief flashed across his face.

When the tip of the knife was about to touch Ouyang Liling's heart, it deviated from the direction and pierced into his arm.

If you can't do it, no matter how much you hate it, it still comes from love.

"Ouyang Liling, it would be great if we could die together."

Ouyang Liling didn't expect that Qiao Yuxi would stop, but he was actually expecting from the bottom of his heart that the knife would pierce his heart.

With a wry smile, his expression suddenly turned cold, Ouyang Liling grabbed Qiao Yuxie's neck: "Who instilled in you what kind of thoughts, so that you want to kill me?"

"Why, you're afraid that I'll kill you, and you want to strike first?" Qiao Yuxi swung his hand away violently, with tears in his eyes, and shouted loudly, "Ouyang Liling, I, Qiao Yuxi, no matter how many methods I use, To deal with you, this heart, this body, never betrayed. What about you? What do you think of me!"

"..." Ouyang Liling felt a pain in his heart because of his extreme reaction, and wanted to wipe away his tears for him.

Qiao Yuxi dodged her head sideways, and wiped it a few times.It had been a long time since he had cried so wantonly. He had repeatedly warned himself not to cry, but he still couldn't control it.Thinking of the content in the video, he felt worthless for himself and felt pathetic.

"Ouyang Liling, it's time for you to pay the price." Qiao Yuxi grabbed the bath towel to wrap around her body, and quickly rushed to the second floor.

When he went downstairs again, he had already changed his clothes.

"Where are you going?" Ouyang Liling held him back.The wound on the arm has not been treated and is still bleeding.

"It's none of your business." Qiao Yuxi didn't even look at him, and walked out without looking at him.

"Feather, let's talk."

"Go away!"

"Sorry……"

"Don't talk nonsense to me." Qiao Yuxi punched him in the face and roared, "Ouyang Liling, that's enough, it's really enough, you don't want to torture me anymore!"

Ouyang Liling watched Qiao Yuxi's back disappear into the night, and closed her eyes wearily.

He thought angrily, maybe he was really wrong, since he knew that his time was short, he should let it go completely, what is it to do such an unforgivable thing like today.

It's time to end, no matter how unwilling it is, there will always be a day when it will end.

Qiao Yuxi didn't drive the car, and didn't let anyone see him off. He ran all the way by himself under the light yellow light.

In the end, he collapsed at the end of the road and laughed wantonly.

Laughter penetrated the night, sad and miserable.

After that day, Qiao Yuxi worked overtime day and night, eating and sleeping at the company. Everyone speculated whether it was related to the recent rumors about the company and Ouyang Liling.

Early in the morning, Qiao Yuxi walked out of the company with two panda eyes on his face.

There was a person standing at the door. Seeing him, he turned around and left, walking in a hurry, as if deliberately avoiding him.

"Yi Yan?"

Looking at the back view, Qiao Yuxi was sure it was Yi Yan, and chased after him to hold him back.

"Feather...feather last."

Yi Yan wrapped himself up airtight, leaving only two eyes outside the clothes, which were covered by a pair of sunglasses.

"Yi Yan, it's really you, what are you doing?"

"It's okay, I just wanted to come and see you."

"You see, I don't need such a dress." Yi Yan never wore sunglasses, and such an obviously inconsistent behavior aroused Qiao Yuxi's suspicion. He quickly grabbed and pulled Yi Yan's scarf off and sunglasses.

It was too late for Yi Yan to stop, a colorful face was fully revealed.