Guandong Yunmengtan

The experience of the past three months is like a protracted dream. After waking up from the dream, the clockwork of life will continue to turn as usual. Unless there is such bad news as the death of the country or the death of parents, any other blows will hardly break the hard-working young adults.On Wednesday, Meng wanted to go to the sketching classroom, but Xiao Gonghezhi did not show up. According to colleagues in the office, he took a long vacation to sketch in Okinawa, and the return date is unknown. It seems that Xiong Fat's threat has had a significant effect.Going home in the evening, Lili brought back good news, saying that their guru, Master Hong En, had come to Tokyo and asked him to visit with her tomorrow.

Meng Xiang respects this eminent monk very much, and misses him very much after being away for a year. There are many people who feel the same way as him, so the next day the Buddhist Association's residence is crowded with people, all of whom came to listen to the master's lecture.Meng Xiang went late, and was far behind these devout men and women. Seeing the master sitting on the throne, the treasured appearance of the Bodhisattva lowered his eyebrows, and his loud and clear voice was like the waves of the sea when he spoke the Dharma, which soothed people's hearts. The interpreter next to him The staff used a microphone to translate at the same time. Hearing those exquisite philosophical and compassionate teachings, the believers were deeply moved and tears filled their eyes. Everyone held a small handkerchief and a small notebook, and wiped their tears to record the guru's witty words and aphorisms.

After the one-hour lecture, the disciples gathered around Master Hong En to seek advice. Meng wanted to see too many people. He thought that he would not have the chance to get close to the master. The teacher called you over!"

Meng Xiang was very surprised. His master had hundreds of disciples in Tokyo, and he was a very inconspicuous one. The number of times he had met with him could be counted on one hand, yet his old man still remembered him.

The students had made way for him one after another. He hurriedly bent forward, a little nervous and a little excited, came to the throne to pay homage, and kowtowed three times to the master.

The master asked him pleasantly: "Robu Wangpo, I haven't seen you for a year. How are you doing?"

Meng didn't have time to think about it, so he opened his mouth and replied, "Master, I'm fine."

The master smiled and said, "Then why were you absent-minded when you were listening to the Dharma just now? I see from your expression that you are very troubled now."

There is at least three or forty meters between the pulpit and the position where Meng Xiang was kneeling just now. Master Hongen was able to catch his expression and see through his mind from such a long distance among the hundreds of people sitting there. Bright heart.

After he finished this sentence, he asked again: "Do you have anything to say to me?"

Meng wanted to know that the master was here to save himself. Buddhists can turn to the master for help if they see the three jewels, the great afflictions and the deepest sins. troubles, please advise."

The master nodded and asked him to talk to himself in the quiet room behind the hall. No one else was present. Meng wanted to confide in peace of mind and recount the matter with Gu Yi from the beginning.

"Master, I fell in love with the same sex, is this behavior wrong?"

The master shook his head: "The Buddha never said right or wrong easily. He is much more merciful than you can imagine. He always tries his best to perfect you and give you endless forgiveness and love. It's okay to like someone, but because of this It is harmful to like to cause the disorder of the seven emotions and the loss of control of the six desires."

Meng Xiang said: "I know that being greedy is not advisable, and I dare not act recklessly. It is very simple to like him. I just want to live a good life with him. But now that he has lied to me, I feel very angry. I don't know what to do."

The master did not give advice immediately, but asked: Do you still love him now? "

Meng Xiang froze for a moment, then nodded honestly, love is a tangled cable, if it were broken, he would be free and at ease, and he would not be bound by worries.

The master asked again: "Then does he still love you?"

Meng Xiangxiang thought about it, then nodded again, Gu Yi loves him more than him, and if he can persist for three years, he will never let go.

The master laughed after hearing this: "Since you are still in love with each other, what are you still worrying about? What happened in the past is the cause, and what is happening now is the effect. As long as the result is good, the previous cause and process are the supporting conditions for this good result." Do you remember the eight words I wrote on the slide projector during my lecture just now?"

Meng Xiangcai's thoughts were scattered, and he came in and out as he was told, but the eight big characters on the slide screen were unavoidably imprinted in his eyes and engraved in his heart.

"All kinds of suffering come from self-attachment."

There are still many brothers and sisters out there who urgently need to be cleared up by the master. It is a blessing for him to share a few words of golden jade and good words, and he has to comprehend the rest by himself.Kindness is a person's greatest root of wisdom. From this point of view, Meng Xiang's foundation is strong, and when he takes a step back, he suddenly feels that the sea and the sky are vast.His feelings for Gu Yi have become a fait accompli, and it is meaningless to pursue past mistakes, and it will be harmful and useless to persist.

Well, I’ll just take it as fate that happened in this life, let it be, and educate him well in the future, tell him not to do such stupid things again, I believe he will correct himself.

He was meditating on the subway, and got distracted and got off the wrong station. Seeing that this place was not far from his residence, he simply took a walk back.As dusk fell, the snow-covered streets were as quiet as a small village. He put on the hood of his down jacket and walked briskly with his hands in his pockets. When he approached a supermarket, two people came out of the gate.

Gu Yi! ?

He stopped walking and stood in the shadow of the light. After locking on to the target, his eyes quickly shifted to the man who was walking with Gu Yi.It was a tall, middle-aged man with a good appearance and elegant demeanor. He was wearing a long black coat and was carrying a shopping bag full of vegetables. When he went out, he pushed open the glass door to block the door, and waited for Gu Yi to come out. When he went down the steps, he even helped him straighten his scarf. These pampering actions all aroused Meng Xiang's suspicion deeply.

He dodged behind the telegraph pole, his eyeballs were tightly glued to the two of them, and he acted as a temporary spy comfortably.When Gu Yi and the uncle passed by, he turned his back and faced the corner, pretending to unbutton his pants to pee, and managed to get away with it. When he heard the footsteps moving away, he turned around quickly, and the scene that made his hair stand on end appeared.

I saw the uncle hugging Gu Yi's shoulders, and Gu Yi's right hand was naturally placed on his waist. The two of them walked and chatted affectionately. Hum flew towards Meng Xiang, and stabbed his eardrum hard.

My day!What is the relationship between him and this old man!Those who walk shoulder to shoulder on the street are not afraid of gossip! ?

He slammed his fist at the electric pole, almost breaking a bone, and jumped up and down like a kangaroo. Seeing that Gu Yi and the uncle had gone far away, he quickly chased after him, but it was not convenient for him to step forward to question him, so he continued to follow the example of a spy and hang from a distance. Creep behind.As I walked and found that the surrounding scenery was very familiar, I felt that something was wrong.

Gu Yi and his family lived here, mom!He was going to lead that old man to his house to instigate him!Dog, day, this must not be a good thing, the two colors (two people) definitely have an affair!

He guessed so far, once again Wu Dalang possessed his body, and his body became half short with anger.In the blink of an eye, Gu Yi and the uncle had disappeared in the doorway of the apartment. A few minutes later, the windows of his house were lit, and the warm yellow light fluttered gently, just like an ambiguous mandarin duck curtain, enveloping the unknown indoor scene, leaving The endless imagination of outdoor people.

Meng Xiang turned himself into the protagonist of a family ethics drama, and was facing the great misfortune of his wife cheating. His mind was full of images of Gu Yi having an affair with his uncle, thunder and lightning invaded, and his teeth and fists were chattering.Decided to be baking in the oven, Xiong Pang came out again to guide the heat. His little sweetheart Xu Can graduated soon, and planned to go to Tokyo for an internship for a month before choosing between employment and study. At present, he has contacted several companies and wants to start Let Meng want to help with the investigation.

Meng Xiang's voice was as hard as iron, as if he was chewing on a nail: "I don't have time to listen to other things right now, let's talk about it tomorrow."

Xiong Pang asked: "What's wrong with you? Are you arguing with Gu Yi again?"

"Twitching? I want to shake (hit) his baby's flesh! I just passed by their house and saw him running to their house with a five or 60-year-old man arm in arm. The two are locked up now I don’t know what I’m doing when I get up.”

"Mother of the day! This is too outrageous, he's the one who's so good at it! You must not bear Meng Guwazi's tone, go and get rid of them right away! By the way, where is that old man from? "

"Listening to their speech, it seems to be speaking Chinese."

"It's easy to fix, don't worry about it, don't be a coward and throw us men in Chengdu in the face!"

"I know, I will go up and kill that dead old man immediately!"

"Don't make it too hard, follow me and beat me up and take a few nude photos. Don't affect your future for adulterers and prostitutes. I'm online 24 hours a day, contact me anytime if you have anything to do!"

"I know."

As soon as Meng Xiang hung up the phone, he decided to come out of the oven, turned into a scud missile and ran straight to the third floor, practicing Sanda against the door of Gu's house, shouting, "Open the door!"

There is no response from the door, time is like a pen, depicting his deduction more and more vividly, his nostrils are smoking, his eyes are breathing fire, give him a bomb, he can blow up the whole Earth.

I'm so heartbroken because of you all day long, but you're better off, until I hook up with an old man who explodes cigarettes, and lead him to the house to sleep, thinking that I'm dead!You wait until I finish wiping the old man and I'll come to tease you, tie your baby to the fan and spin it up!

After yelling for a full half a minute, two neighbors had already opened the door. Gu Yi finally opened the door. His expression was calm and unhurried, clearly he had completed his reconnaissance behind the cat's eye.Meng wanted to see that although his clothes were neat, his neck was wet, and the front of the V-neck sweater was soaked in a large area, so he preconceived and reasoned, thinking that he had just had sex with the old man, and the clothes were wet while rinsing his mouth.For this reason, the expression became more fierce.

Gu Yi remained calm, blocked the door and asked, "What are you doing here?"

In Meng Xiang's eyes, he looked like a recidivist who cheated out of the wall. He was born to be careless, so he stopped talking nonsense, and he pushed him away and rushed into the room, and went straight to the old cow eating tender grass.

"Little Wing, is there any guest here?"

Before he could call out, the uncle showed his face first, but he changed into an amazing outfit, tied a white baotou, and wore a housework apron, looking like a hardworking and capable old housekeeper.If you want to call this situation an affair, you can only rely on role-playing. Ivy Meng, who is in the role department, has seen a lot of them, but I don’t know if there is such a deacon-style PLAY among homosexuals. Scratch your head and face.

The uncle stepped forward to greet him frankly, with a charming smile.

"It's Xiaoyi's friend, please sit down."

When outsiders saw the demeanor of the patriarch, they should have reacted no matter what happened. Meng Xiang came here with the idea of ​​catching a traitor, but his head had not yet turned around, his face was tense, and he waited until Gu Yi stepped forward to introduce: "This is my father." , just came a big landslide in the mountains.

"Hi, Uncle Gu..."

His brain cells were fairly active, and when he found out that he had made a mistake of leftism and leaning toward aggressiveness, he immediately made a new decision and bowed to his father awkwardly to say hello.Gu Yi introduced at the right time: "Father, this is my friend Meng Xiang, who is originally from Chengdu and is currently studying at Tamamei University."

Father Gu's expression was more friendly, he warmly accommodated the guests, poured tea and served snacks, and then sat down to greet him.

"Xiaomeng, you are so welcome. Our Xiaoyi hasn't invited friends to our house for a long time. You came at the right time. We are going to have dinner soon. You haven't had dinner yet, right? Come and eat with us here."

Hearing this amiable invitation, Meng Xiang couldn't help feeling ashamed when he recalled the delusions he had when he came here, and hurriedly said, "No need for Uncle Gu, I'll go home and eat."

Father Gu said seriously: "It's the first time I'm a guest, how can I leave hungry? I bought a lot of vegetables today, you must try your Uncle Gu's cooking."

"That's too much trouble for you."

"What's the trouble with this? More people have more chopsticks. We're all Chinese, so let's not engage in Japanese rituals."

Gu's father insisted on keeping him, and ordered Gu Yi to entertain the guests. Seeing the water stains on his lapel, he asked him casually.Gu Yi said: "The Coke bottle was shaking too much on the road just now, and it accidentally sprayed out when I twisted it."

"You kid is always so sloppy. Hurry up and change into a clean one. Throw the dirty clothes in the bathroom and Dad will wash them for you at night. Don't throw them in the washing machine. It's cashmere and you have to rub it with your hands."

After Gu's father explained, he continued to work in the kitchen. Meng Xiang rashly became the guest of Gu's family. He was ashamed and flustered. He was born in a well-educated family, and he learned human etiquette from his parents since he was a child. Meeting ceremony, otherwise it will appear that there is no tutor.He originally intended to cause trouble, and he only brought two iron fists, but now they are useless, and when he loosened his hands, his hands became empty. The more he thought about it, the more embarrassing he became. As soon as Gu's father left, he jumped up and said to Gu Yi in a panic: "I, I'm going to the supermarket."

Gu Yi looked at him speechlessly, not intending to ask. When Gu's father heard it, he hurriedly poked his head through the kitchen door: "Xiao Meng, do you want to buy something? Go after dinner, there's still time."

Meng Xiang sneered: "I'm going to buy a pack of cigarettes and I'll be back soon."

As he said, he ran towards the entrance, and Father Gu chased him out: "You won't just make an excuse and leave, I already cooked rice for three people, you can leave after eating."

Meng Xiang repeatedly promised to come as soon as he went, and rushed to the supermarket after going out, bought tens of thousands of expensive fruits in the fruit section, and took them home as a meeting gift.On the way, Xiong Pang, the chief of staff, called again from the rear, asking him how the concubine operation was progressing.

Meng Xiang said angrily: "Don't mention it, I was almost stupid (causing trouble) in this game, and the man turned out to be their old man."

Xiong Pang was shocked: "What are you talking about!? They are old men? My god, you are the one who flooded the Dragon King Temple, and almost (almost) hit his old father-in-law." He also called him stupid and reckless, doing stupid things, "When people go shopping with their own old man, why do you think it's a mess? The father and son have such a different attitude when getting along with their lover. You can't tell the difference. The eyeballs grow to the soles of the feet!?"

Meng Xiang felt wronged: "How do I know? I haven't seen their dad before. He has a good relationship with their dad. They walk shoulder to shoulder. I misunderstood it just by glancing at him."

Xiong Pang didn't agree with his explanation, and sighed bitterly: "You are a melon, a fetal god! I was still here to help you vomit for a long time, and it turned out to be like this. Hey, you Don't casually tell me about things that you haven't cleared up in two days, I've been fooled by you countless times, and you're so angry that shit is coming out, maybe you'll die in two days until your son doesn't even know it! It's dark all day Gooey, it's a serious poker leak!"

He dropped the phone and returned to Gu's house angrily. The meal was already on the table. He put the pile of fruits on the coffee table and smiled foolishly: "Uncle Gu, I bought some fruits by the way. I can relax after dinner." greasy."

Gu's father took the blame: "You child, why did you buy such an expensive thing, put it away and take it home later to eat by yourself."

Meng Xiang hurriedly said no, and used the excuse that he didn't like to eat fruit, but Gu's father still couldn't bear to accept it, saying that it was not easy for him to go abroad alone, and he shouldn't spend the money, and he had to return the fruit money to him, just because of this. It can be seen that he is also a good old man with a solid eye.

During the stalemate, Gu Yi, who had been sitting silently with his back at the dining table, turned his head to dissuade him: "Stop arguing, the food is cold, come over and eat first."

Gu's father stopped after hearing the sound, pulled Meng Xiang to sit down at the dining table, and served him a bowl of rice. Meng Xiang was about to pick it up, but Gu Yi asked nonchalantly, "Don't you wash your hands?"

Meng Xiang hurriedly said "Oh" and slipped to the kitchen to wash his hands. When he came back, the rice was already placed in front of the seat. Father Gu smiled and said, "Then let's start, Xiaomeng. I didn't know you were coming today." , it’s too late to prepare, you can just order the simple tea and light meal.”

There are six dishes and one soup on the dinner table, which are stir-fried chicken with young ginger, celery and shrimp, fried chicken slices with Chinese kale, sweet and sour pork ribs, vinegared cabbage, stir-fried cashew nuts with snow peas, and golden needle tofu stew.Sea and land delicacies are both meat and vegetables, which can be regarded as a very rich meal.

Meng Xiang smiled and said, "Uncle Gu, you are too polite. I haven't had such a decent meal since I came to Japan."

"Haha, then you should eat more, it's best to finish it all in one meal."

Father Gu was open-minded and hospitable, and he was also very approachable. He chatted openly with Meng Xiang, which made the atmosphere at the dinner table extraordinarily relaxed.But Gu Yi was very abnormal, he changed from his usual extroverted and lively, his mouth was only used for eating and chewing vegetables, and he listened to the two men talking happily, without interjecting a word.Over time, not to mention Meng Xiang, Gu's father also felt that something was wrong, and asked him, "Xiao Yi, why are you so busy eating and not chatting with Meng Xiang?"

Gu Yi said lightly: "Father, chatting while eating is very unhygienic, not to mention hindering digestion, this saliva splashes into the dishes and rice, it affects appetite."

Father Gu smiled and said, "Don't you usually like to chat at the dinner table, why are you so particular today?"

Gu Yi frowned slightly: "That's because there are guests here today, so you have to be polite, right? Meng Sang usually doesn't talk much, and he keeps talking just to deal with you. I didn't see him sitting for so long without eating much. Mouth, you just say a few words, so that people can eat with peace of mind."

As expected, he is pampered and coquettish, and bosses his father around. Gu's father has no temper with his beloved son, and smiles sarcastically: "Okay, okay, daddy will stop talking, Xiaomeng, move your chopsticks quickly, and eat more food."

Meng Xiang hurriedly served a bowl to catch the spare ribs he picked up, and was extremely embarrassed in front of Gu Yi's indifference. This kid has been carrying a noble and glamorous demeanor since we met today, as if an actor has taken a new script and changed his look, It's not the same as before, I don't know if it's angry or putting on airs.

I haven't blamed him yet, but he's mad at me, why?It's enough to see someone who has a meal and makes a face!

When he got angry, the rice filled his mouth like iron sand that couldn't be chewed, and he swallowed it to block his chest.But in front of Gu's father, he didn't dare to change his face, dare not make a sound, or even dare to look at Gu Yi more, for fear of revealing his flaws.

After the meal, he wanted to help clear the table and wash the dishes, but was resigned by Gu's father.

"Xiao Meng, sit and play for a while, and I'll come over and peel the fruit for you after I pack up."

Meng Xiang had no choice but to sit back on the sofa, while Gu Yi was already playing games on the sidelines. He just put his mouth away after eating and left the table. Father Gu didn't intend to ask him to help at all.

He doesn't care about people, and persists in carrying out cold violence. Meng Xiang feels that he is superfluous while sitting, and wants to do something to break the deadlock. He picks up an apple and peels it, cuts it into small pieces, and skewers it with a toothpick. A piece passed.

"Eat?"

Gu Yi raised his eyelids to look at him, lazily stretched out his hand to take it and ate it, and then returned his attention to the game. Looking at his posture, he really regarded him as a handyman.Meng Xiang was furious, wishing that a tiger would go down the mountain and hold him down, take off his pants and use his cock and dick to bless him, and to suppress his anger, he peeled two oranges and a small melon in succession. Thin, began to think calmly.

He may not be mad at me, now that he is an old man at home, he must not dare to flirt with me in front of an old father, so he deliberately pretends to be cold and blind. If this is the case, I can't either wrong him.

He also thought that if he wanted to have a heart-to-heart conversation with Gu Yi, he had to avoid Gu's father first, so after setting up the fruit platter, he got up and went to the kitchen to bid farewell.

"Uncle Gu, I have to go home and write my thesis. I'm leaving today, and I'll see you another day."

Gu's father kindly asked him to stay and let him play for a while before leaving. Meng Xiang couldn't bear to have other plans, but he just politely refused, and he had no choice but to order Gu Yi to see the guest off, and before he left, he forced a pack of snacks for him.

Meng wanted to find a chance to be alone with Gu Yi as he wished, and he thought that the little fox would show his original shape if he left his father's sight, but Gu Yi's attitude remained unchanged, and he stopped at the door of the apartment and said lightly: "I will send it here Well, goodbye."

Meng wanted to see that he was still acting pretentious at this time, and his emotions were overturned. He grabbed his arm and asked, "You have nothing to say to me?"

Gu Yi turned to look at him, with a frothy sneer: "What can I say? It's all over."

Meng Xiang was surprised and angry: "What do you mean it's over? Do you know why I came here today?"

Gu Yi shook his head: "That's your business, and I'm not interested in knowing."

"I'm warning you to stop doing this, and speak up if you have something to say, don't be so sly!"

"open!"

Gu Yi broke free from Meng Xiang's hand grabbing his shoulder, took two steps back, and completely released his cold and arrogant aura.

"I'm tired of playing this game. If you think about it carefully, you are nothing special except for being handsome. You have poor sex skills and you always like to play big names. I'm not looking for someone to play with. Why waste time with a fool like you."

These words are like a novelist’s sudden brain twitch in the middle of the serialization, causing the plot to have a terrible bloodbath.Meng wanted to gather himself together, let go of his almost gnashed teeth, and squeezed out the syllables crushed by anger: "What do you mean?"

A frost formed at the corner of Gu Yi's beautiful mouth: "My words are not straightforward enough? I'm not interested in you anymore, please don't bother me in the future, just break up like this."

He looked cynical as if he had just finished a lackluster game. Meng Xiang's heart suddenly turned into a lump of lead and sank all the way to the earth's crust. He finally realized that he had made excuses for him in vain. This man had really changed his mind. The indifference comes from the original intention.

"You, really want to break up with me?"

Gu Yi hummed like a joke: "We've never dated before, but we've slept in bed a few times and made sex appointments a few times, so breaking up is too serious."

His words are like a dense steel plate, without a single eye for a needle to penetrate. During this day, Meng Xiang's mood has been soaked in water, blown by wind, burned by fire, hung in mid-air, buried in sand, and now he has nothing to worry about. Smashed it mercilessly, and fell hard into the sunless quagmire.

His face was as dark as torn cotton wadding covered with muddy water, and he was about to seize the murderer and make a sharp accusation when Father Gu suddenly appeared at the stairs.

"Xiao Meng, you haven't left yet. I was just about to chase you. This is the dried fruit sent by Xiaoyi's grandma, including strawberries, apples, bananas, and pineapples. There are several kinds in total. They are all made by the old lady herself. What do you bring? Go back and eat some. People still need to eat more fruits, and it would be good to add some fiber.”

He stuffed the plastic bag full of dried fruits into Meng Xiang's hand, but he didn't notice the tense confrontation between the young man and his son. It was like a firefighter soaking the fuse of an explosive in time. Meng Xiang could not hurt innocent people, and forcibly calmed down his heart The riots, turning himself into an empty shell for external sales, finally did not lose his composure.Just as he was thanking Father Gu, Gu Yi had already turned a blind eye and walked upstairs.