Guandong Yunmengtan
Chapter 60 Desperate
The darkness is like a bloated giant beast pressing them tightly under the belly, and the eyes have become decorations in a complete sense, and even the angry eyes and canthus can't see a little bit of light. Fortunately, the carriage is narrow and they can rely on each other's nervous Breathe to confirm the position of the companions, Jin Shanqiu's breath is the most urgent and painful, and I don't know the extent of the injury.Not long after the car started, the three men hurriedly rolled to her side, expressing concern in unison.
Jin Shanqiu endured the pain and said, "Fortunately, he didn't hit a vital point, and the wound was very small, so it's not going to be a problem for now." Reverse Meng wanted Gu Yi to ask the reason of the incident.
Meng wanted to guess that she and Mizuki Shigeru must have worried about themselves and Gu Yi, and followed them secretly, but they fell into a death trap together. After explaining to the two of them, he apologized with guilt: "I didn't expect that old man to be so cruel that even outsiders I also want to silence it together, I am really sorry for involving you.”
Mizuki Shigeru only listened to his narration and already booed again and again. At this time, his anger rose to the extreme, and he raised his eyebrows and scolded: "This Yamane is really a hypocrite. I have heard people in the circle say that he is very utilitarian. Before During the active period, there were many things that the party and the gangsters bullied, and when they got old, they got worse, even daring to kill people. This kind of old bastard is a disgrace to the Japanese painting circle, and I must report him!"
He was overwhelmed by anger, and he didn't think about how he had the ability to punish the bad guys when his life was at stake.But no one wants to pour cold water on him, the more dangerous the situation is, the more desperate he must be suppressed, otherwise, once the will collapses, the end will really come.For this reason, Jin Shanqiu also expressed his agreement, saying that such a villain must not be let go, and his crimes should be exposed to the public, and he should be brought to justice.
This tomboy is very tenacious, she was seriously injured and tried her best to bear it, but she didn't cry out, and the strong smell of blood on her body couldn't be hidden from anyone. Gu Yi accidentally rubbed the sticky blood beside her, and said in surprise: "Jin Shansang, you have shed a lot of blood!"
Meng Xiang and Mizuki Shigeru were terrified immediately, Jin Shanqiu tried to be brave and gasped and said, "It's okay, I can hold on..."
Mizuki Shigeru heard that her breath was much weaker than before, and his own voice changed: "You have to hold on, don't fall asleep, cheer up and talk to me, don't close your eyes!"
Thinking his anxious look was funny, Jin Shanqiu couldn't help laughing: "Are you stupid? Now I can't see anything, what difference does it make if you open your eyes and close them?"
Meng Xiang said: "You can chat with us more, you really have to stay awake at this time, otherwise it will be dangerous."
Jin Shanqiu nodded: "Then please find a topic, I don't know what to talk about."
Meng Xiang had no idea, so he casually suggested an option: "Why don't we come to the Summer Cooling Festival and each tell a ghost story."
Gu Yi immediately objected: "It's unlucky to still tell ghost stories now." After a pause, he suggested, "You have to tell something that can make people concentrate, why don't we each take turns to reveal our secrets, so that people who listen to it won't be easily distracted. .”
Meng wanted to say yes, starting with himself, and said: "I will come first. I first bought a Japanese Ivy in a pirated VCD shop when I was in junior high school. I couldn't find a safe place to keep it when I took it home. I wanted to hide it for me. In Dad’s bookcase, I found a lot of Ivy on the top of the bookcase. Needless to say, they were all bought by my parents. Only then did I know that they often peeked at this kind of thing behind my back. Since then, I have never spent money to buy If you pass the Ivy CD, let them watch it all."
Before he finished talking, Mizuki Shigeru and Jin Shanqiu burst into laughter in unison. Jin Shanqiu groaned in pain from his wound, and Gu Yi rebuked Meng and thought: "The wounded should not be stimulated, so don't talk too funny next time."
After taking over the baton, I also revealed a little secret: "My math teacher in junior high school was a handsome guy who just graduated. I liked him very much. I secretly wrote him an anonymous love letter with a return address. He thought it was Written by a girl, she gently persuaded her when she replied, 'I only date girls over the age of 18, wait until you are admitted to university and then confess your love to me'..."
Meng Xiang interjected in surprise: "Why did you like other people before? I thought I was your first love!"
Gu Yi smiled and said, "Do you think I look like such a late bloomer? I don't believe that you never had sexual fantasies about any girl in adolescence."
"Sexual fantasies! When I was in middle school, I only had a crush on Yui Aragaki and Emma Watson for a short time, and I didn't dare to think about that."
"Tch, then who were you thinking about when you were thugs and guns?"
"Rola Takizawa..."
"That's it. You also have many spiritual predecessors. Let's get even."
They talked in Japanese, and the other two couldn't stop laughing. Mizuki Shigeru rushed to say: "It's my turn, I have a very annoying senior in high school. He is the laughing bully in our school. I really want to fix him." , and pretended to be a student from the girl's school next door to date him..."
Meng Xiang was surprised: "This repair method is very serious."
Shigeru Mizuki scolded: "Listen to me first. I pretended to be a female student and asked him to open a room. The kid thought he had found a bargain, so he was foolishly hooked. I seduced him hypocritically all the way, and when I walked to a crowded place, I suddenly screamed." Molested, molested!', the people nearby surrounded me at once, and a few hooligans asked me what was wrong, and I said, "This man is touching me, I'm so scared, please help me, brothers." Those The heroism of the gangster burst out, grabbed the bad boy and beat him up, and I took the opportunity to escape. I went to school the next day and saw that his nose was bruised and his face was bruised, and his front teeth were all missing, but he passed by him and didn’t recognize me at all~”
He spoke vividly, as if he was actually there, and it was hard for others not to laugh.
Jin Shanqiu was curious: "You are very good at cross-dressing, but doesn't that male duck's voice get stuck when he speaks? How can you deceive people?"
Shigeru Mizuki retorted angrily: "At that time, my voice hadn't changed yet. It was as tender and crisp as a little girl's, much more feminine than yours."
The four had a hard time talking about two rounds of jokes. Jin Shanqiu's condition was getting worse and worse. Showing his heart, he began to reveal his inner world when he spoke for the fourth time.
"Everyone may be puzzled by the fact that I like to dress up as a woman. I have a normal sexual orientation and I am not a sissy. Why do I like to dress up as a woman so much? It is because of the shadow of my childhood. I was born in an old-fashioned family, and my family education was very strict. Ever since I can remember, the grown-ups have been telling me, 'A man must be prudent, he must be cautious in his words and deeds, no matter what he knows or not, he should speak less. He is a very lively and outgoing person. He was scolded countless times by his family for speaking, but he finally learned to control his mouth and became a stable and taciturn person. Although this met the requirements of the family, it made me very painful and distressed for a long time. After a long time, I finally found a solution, which is to dress up as a woman. As long as I put myself into the identity of a woman, I can speak freely and my mood will be cheerful. So the men’s clothes you usually see are dull and boring. When I wear women’s clothes, I Only then can it reflect the true state of the heart.”
When he said these words, his energetic voice was like water flowing into a stagnant pond, and he became lonely and dull. It can be seen that he usually goes his own way, but in fact, he still cares about other people's opinions and his own shortcomings in his heart, and he is deeply saddened by this powerless status quo.
People's expressions were covered by the darkness, and the only voice that could figure out their mood was blocked in their throats. They were silent for tens of seconds, and Jin Shanqiu continued the interrupted topics. Persistence is revealed in the speech, and the rhythm of the speech is also very urgent, as if an abandoned well that has been blocked for many years is suddenly revived, and the water flows out of the cracks in the rocks.
"It's my turn... Everyone thinks that Mizuki-san is strange to dress up as a woman. You must think of me as a man in the same way. I don't want to be a maverick, and I'm not a lesbian that many people misunderstand. That's why I'm like this... The reason is the same as Mizuki-san, it is also because of what happened in childhood..."
She spoke too hastily, her saliva choked into her trachea, she coughed violently several times, and it was difficult to breathe. Gu Yi advised her to rest, but she continued stubbornly.
"When I was six years old, I was sexually assaulted by a male teacher in elementary school. Because I was too young, I didn't know that I was hurt. I told my mother when I got home. My mother was angry and sad, and decided to call the police, but my father didn't agree. Press this down..."
Mizuki Shigeru was surprised: "Why? The children are like this and still don't settle accounts with criminals. Could it be that you are not your father's biological daughter?"
Jin Shanqiu smiled wryly: "My father also loves me very much, but his identity affects his attitude towards this matter. He is a member of parliament and an official in charge of education. He has always been committed to protecting minors from sexual abuse. If the outside world knows that he Can voters trust him even if he can’t protect his own daughter well? For the sake of his future, he chose to remain silent and only transferred the criminal. My mother couldn’t accept this result and felt very sorry for me. He collapsed and committed suicide under great mental pressure... Dad was deeply affected. After his mother passed away, he completely relied on alcoholism to cope with his worries. Every time he got drunk, he would yell at me and say, 'It's all because you're a girl, if it's a boy. This kind of thing will not happen'…”
Digging out the dusty pain, cutting open the scabbed old wound, Jin Shanqiu exposed his unknown weakness for the first time, regained a feminine tone, and cried with tears: "I also think what my father said makes sense, just because I am a weak Only a little girl can be bullied by bad guys. If it was a boy, this kind of thing would not happen, and my mother would not die... Poor mother, before she died, she must have worried that I would encounter the same harm in the future. In order to let her Don't worry, I vowed to become stronger, to be able to protect myself like a man... So I started to practice martial arts from then on, armed myself as a man, and I must be a strong person, not to be bullied by anyone..."
Mizuki Shigeru's heart was pierced by a knife, and he cried anxiously: "You fool! Wouldn't it be good if you were afraid of being bullied and find someone to protect you? If no one wants you, you can find me, and I don't think you are rude..."
Listening to him crying non-stop, Meng Xiang also shed tears for him, this game of life does not have a broad road, the road to clear the level is full of pits, when you fall, others are rolling, when you are injured, others are also In Licking Blood, everyone is fighting against fate on different maps, and the strong ones who break out of the encirclement all have helplessness hidden in their arms.
He just didn't know how to comfort Jin Shanqiu, so he just heard Gu Yiyouyou say: "Don't be so busy crying, let's continue playing the game, I'm the next one. Actually, what I want to say is not a secret anymore, but some I still want someone to know my thoughts. Three years ago, I secretly fell in love with a man. When I knew he was a straight man, I pretended to be a female netizen and approached him. I kept it from him for three years. I just said that my family owed [-] million due to the fire. In order to repay the debt, I made a deal with Yamane with my life. One year ago, when I heard that he limited the cooperation period to within one year, I decided to have a relationship with the person I like before I die, so I looked for an opportunity to make a real deal with him. I went to confess my love to that person. Although I experienced some setbacks at the beginning, I finally got my wish. During this time, he gave me the most beautiful love in the world. I feel that I am happier than anyone else. Now I am very, very grateful to him... ..."
He imitated Shuimu and Jinshan and seized the time to confess, choked up non-stop, but his words were full of sweetness, and his smile fell on Meng Xiang's heart like a soft feather, but the love contained in it was as high as mountains and as thick as seas.
He quickly responded emotionally: "I am the one Xiaoyi said, and I am the one who should say thank you. If it wasn't for his brave confession, I still don't know that the feeling of being in love will be so good. He made my life truly happy." Meaning, understand how happy it is to work hard for the one you love. I want to say a word to him here. Although this sentence is already a cliché, I still want to say it. I just invite Jinshan Sang and Shuimu Sang to be witnesses. "
After getting Shuimu Jinshan's consent, Meng Xiang swore affectionately and earnestly in Gu Yi's direction: "Xiao Yi, I will love you forever."
The torrential rain poured down, thunder and lightning surrounded the carriage, and it was difficult to hear loud shouts, so they stopped talking and made an alliance silently in their hearts. They must strive to survive, for the happiness and vision of their loved ones and theirs.
The truck drove for a long distance. When the sound of rain pattering on the truck disappeared, the truck stopped, and a wild forest and deserted village appeared in front of the people who saw the sun again.Decadent houses without lights, barren courtyards with overgrown weeds, telephone poles swallowed by vines, broken doors and windows infested by wild cats, are like a shooting base for a thriller.Meng Xiang and others knew that this was an abandoned village. In recent years, the population of Japan has decreased, and a large number of rural residents have moved from the countryside to the city. Excellent choice for corpses.
The thugs dragged them to the village hospital, sealed them with tape, and threw them one by one into the dark elevator shaft. They fell into the elevator car with a broken roof. They could only obediently wait for death, pull on the elevator gate and return to their lives.
Meng Xiang was the strongest of the four, and soon after falling into the well he was awakened by dust and mold, and touched his companion's limbs as he writhed. Start self-rescue operations.The first thing is to remove the sealing tape on his mouth. He raised his head and rubbed his face up and down against the wall of the box. The wall of the box was corroded by moisture and had a thick layer of uneven and rough rust, which just helped him a lot. He rubbed hard, Under the tense state, the adrenaline increased, and the pain sensation also subsided. When the skin was worn out, the adhesive tape was twisted into strips and gradually detached from the skin. And Mizuki Shigeru is also awake.
Meng wanted to reach Gu Yi's head with his auditory guidance, and tore off the tape on his face with his teeth. Gu Yi gasped and said, "Come closer, I'll bite the rope for you."
He gnawed from the rope on Meng Xiang's chest. It was a six-strand braided nylon rope. It took more than 20 minutes to bite off one by one. When the rope was completely broken, the roots of his teeth were covered with blood, and he collapsed from exhaustion. fall.Meng Xiang broke free from the broken rope and hurriedly untied him and the other two. Jin Shanqiu had already fallen into a coma and couldn't wake up no matter how much he shook and shouted.Shigeru Mizuki tore off the long skirt and groped in the dark to help her bandage and stop the bleeding. He said in a panic, "We have to escape quickly, or she will die if we drag it on."
For this reason, the three of them didn't dare to rest for a while, and kept thinking of countermeasures. Gu Yi said: "The height we fell was only about three or four meters, and we should be able to get out from above."
They decided to take a human ladder to explore the way. Meng wanted Gu Yi to step on his shoulders and grope upwards, sticking to the wall of the car and turning around to find the position of the elevator door, but the height was not enough to make it work. After discussion, he decided to increase the height of the ladder. , Meng Xiang knelt and crawled on the bottom floor as a stepping stone, Shigeru Mizuki stepped on his back with bare feet, and Gu Yi stepped on Shigeru Mizuki's shoulder and used the heel of his high-heeled shoes as a tool to pry open the broken door little by little.
Meng wanted Gu Yi to go out for help first, but Gu Yi said: "Jin Shansang is too injured to stay below, Shuimu-sang, you go out first, take Jin Shansang outside and pull us with a rope."
He and Mizuki Shigeru exchanged places and let the other party step on him to climb out of the elevator door. When transporting Jin Shanqiu, he found a problem. Since Jin Shanqiu was completely unconscious and restricted by the middle height, he could only be lifted by someone and handed over to the person above. , Gu Yi has been tossing around a lot recently, his physical strength is not as good as before, and he can't complete the lifting action, so he said to Meng Xiang: "I am not strong enough, let me lie on my stomach, and you step on me to send Jin Shansang out."
Forced by the situation, Meng Xiang had no choice but to give up temporarily, as he said, he picked up Jin Shanqiu and stepped on Gu Yi's back holding his breath. Unexpectedly, during the lifting, the rotten steel cable on the top cover could not bear it. After a series of vibrations, they suddenly broke one after another. The elevator car shook with a bang, and the crackling sound continued.The three knew that the stability was only temporary, so they hurriedly seized the time. Meng Xiang yelled: "Quick!", and lifted Jin Shanqiu vigorously. The vibration of the elevator car became stronger and stronger each time, and it was already on the verge of falling.
After Mizuki Shigeru rescued Jin Shanqiu, he quickly reached out to Meng Xiang and shouted: "Meng Sang, grab my hand quickly, and I will pull you up!"
Meng wanted to know that he was bound to fall when he went up to the elevator car, how could he leave Gu Yi alone and flee for his life, instead of reaching out, he carefully went back to the bottom of the car and said to Shigeru Mizuki: "Mizuki-san, leave us alone, go outside and ask for help , Jin Shansang's injury can't be delayed any longer!"
Mizuki Shigeru knew that he had given up the chance of escape when he heard the distance of the sound prolonging. He was as anxious as a bird caught in the net, hissing and roaring: "The elevator is about to fall, you have to get one up, there is still time!"
Gu Yi's hand was held tightly by Meng Xiang, knowing that he wanted him to go up, he firmly said to Shigeru Mizuki: "Meng Xiangxiang and I will stay together, you should leave quickly, it is important to save Jin Shansang first!"
The vibration frequency of the elevator car is getting higher and higher, and the fall may be a blink of an eye. Mizuki Shigeru burst into tears. In the past half a day, he has formed a life-and-death friendship with Meng Xiang and Gu Yi. Their love for each other is better than that of old friends for many years. It was a dying farewell, crying and calling their names.With Gu Yi by his side, Meng Xiang didn't feel afraid, decided to leave his fate to God, and raised his head to comfort Mizuki Shigeru: "Mizuki-san, don't delay, you should cheer up at this time, didn't you say that your ideal partner is gentle and virtuous?" Yamato Nadeko? Then you have to become a man worthy of each other first, hurry up, we will persist until the rescue team arrives."
Mizuki was grateful and replied loudly: "Yes!" He had just withdrawn from the elevator shaft when the last strand of the steel rope split and the elevator car fell freely into the deeper darkness.Meng Xiang and Gu Yi hugged each other tightly to cover each other, and rolled into a corner together, their internal organs were tumbling, blood rushed to the eardrums, just like thunder rolling nearby, and they didn't even know where their hands and feet went.After the bone-shattering shock, they got stuck in the basement, and the debris that fell from above filled most of the elevator car, leaving only room for shelter. The sticky dust was similar to adhesive tape, making them feel the pain of being buried alive .
After making sure that neither of them was injured, the two clasped their hands together and waited for rescue. Their bodies were squeezed like quick-frozen dumplings without gaps, and the darkness seemed to be solid, heavier than cement slabs. Breathing became a painful punishment. Those dusty, musty, and rusty smells penetrated into the airways and lungs like bandit soldiers in armor, hacking and killing all the way, and the pain was unbearable.
At first the two kept silent in order to save oxygen, but when the feeling of suffocation became stronger and stronger, they could no longer control their desire to talk, and both wanted to seek support through the other's voice.
Meng Xiang asked with a smile: "At that time, you liked me only because of my good character, and there was no other reason?"
Gu Yi also laughed when he heard that: "You want to ask me if I have also taken a fancy to your appearance? That's for sure, if you are fat, round and ugly, I will only respect you but not admire you."
"Haha, you finally admitted that you belong to the Appearance Association."
"Heh~ It seems that you are not an appearance association. If I were a black, fat and ugly monster, what would you do if I teased you like that?"
"Probably beat you up on the spot."
"Hahaha, then it's over."
They teased each other, they were all out of breath, knowing that their lives were hanging by a thread, but there was no fear in their hearts, and instead they felt the fulfillment of staying with their lover until the end.
Meng Xiang hugged Gu Yi tightly, and said seriously: "You should have teased me earlier, then we can enjoy more happy times."
Gu Yitou leaned against his chest, complaining with a smile: "Can't you blame yourself for being prudish? If I didn't know that I won't live long, I wouldn't let go of my self-esteem."
Meng wanted to touch his head, wishing to give him all the love.
"Yeah, I've regretted this, but am I really that good? I deserve your liking."
"Yes, I have."
Gu Yi hugged him emotionally: "You don't even know how long I've been watching you secretly, I almost know about your daily life, every time I see you go to work and study hard in the library regardless of the weather, I will be caught by you You taught me to be optimistic in the face of adversity and not to give up my dreams at any time. At that time, I looked at you like a child who was full of expectations when he saw Santa Claus appearing at the door and gave me A very best gift."
Tears had already covered Meng Xiang's face, washed over his dusty neck, and accumulated together with hot sweat in the small pit above his collarbone. His sanity was a little blurred, but his mood was still calm. It is said that contented people are on the verge of death All kinds of gratifying hallucinations will appear from time to time. Did he realize this state at this time?The Buddhist scriptures say: There is a time to be born, a time to die, a time to gather, and a time to disperse.He and Gu Yi lived and died together, and they were inseparable until death, and there should be nothing that can separate them in the future.
He fell asleep in a daze, lost in time and space, wandering for a long time without a soul, until a beam of dazzling white light pierced the chaos that sealed him.He opened his secretion-stained eyelids tremblingly like an insect after a stinging sting, and the snow-white ceiling lamp, snow-white ceiling, snow-white shutters, and snow-white sheets came into view one by one. The hanging bottle on his head and Didi's working detector both conveyed the information of rescue, but he was shocked by the scene. What's the point of being rescued without Gu Yi by his side?
Fortunately, when he turned his head, the false alarm passed. On the bed next door, he saw the peaceful sleeping face like an angel, and heard the regular breathing sound of exhausted sleep.
A heart finally landed safely.
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Jin Shanqiu endured the pain and said, "Fortunately, he didn't hit a vital point, and the wound was very small, so it's not going to be a problem for now." Reverse Meng wanted Gu Yi to ask the reason of the incident.
Meng wanted to guess that she and Mizuki Shigeru must have worried about themselves and Gu Yi, and followed them secretly, but they fell into a death trap together. After explaining to the two of them, he apologized with guilt: "I didn't expect that old man to be so cruel that even outsiders I also want to silence it together, I am really sorry for involving you.”
Mizuki Shigeru only listened to his narration and already booed again and again. At this time, his anger rose to the extreme, and he raised his eyebrows and scolded: "This Yamane is really a hypocrite. I have heard people in the circle say that he is very utilitarian. Before During the active period, there were many things that the party and the gangsters bullied, and when they got old, they got worse, even daring to kill people. This kind of old bastard is a disgrace to the Japanese painting circle, and I must report him!"
He was overwhelmed by anger, and he didn't think about how he had the ability to punish the bad guys when his life was at stake.But no one wants to pour cold water on him, the more dangerous the situation is, the more desperate he must be suppressed, otherwise, once the will collapses, the end will really come.For this reason, Jin Shanqiu also expressed his agreement, saying that such a villain must not be let go, and his crimes should be exposed to the public, and he should be brought to justice.
This tomboy is very tenacious, she was seriously injured and tried her best to bear it, but she didn't cry out, and the strong smell of blood on her body couldn't be hidden from anyone. Gu Yi accidentally rubbed the sticky blood beside her, and said in surprise: "Jin Shansang, you have shed a lot of blood!"
Meng Xiang and Mizuki Shigeru were terrified immediately, Jin Shanqiu tried to be brave and gasped and said, "It's okay, I can hold on..."
Mizuki Shigeru heard that her breath was much weaker than before, and his own voice changed: "You have to hold on, don't fall asleep, cheer up and talk to me, don't close your eyes!"
Thinking his anxious look was funny, Jin Shanqiu couldn't help laughing: "Are you stupid? Now I can't see anything, what difference does it make if you open your eyes and close them?"
Meng Xiang said: "You can chat with us more, you really have to stay awake at this time, otherwise it will be dangerous."
Jin Shanqiu nodded: "Then please find a topic, I don't know what to talk about."
Meng Xiang had no idea, so he casually suggested an option: "Why don't we come to the Summer Cooling Festival and each tell a ghost story."
Gu Yi immediately objected: "It's unlucky to still tell ghost stories now." After a pause, he suggested, "You have to tell something that can make people concentrate, why don't we each take turns to reveal our secrets, so that people who listen to it won't be easily distracted. .”
Meng wanted to say yes, starting with himself, and said: "I will come first. I first bought a Japanese Ivy in a pirated VCD shop when I was in junior high school. I couldn't find a safe place to keep it when I took it home. I wanted to hide it for me. In Dad’s bookcase, I found a lot of Ivy on the top of the bookcase. Needless to say, they were all bought by my parents. Only then did I know that they often peeked at this kind of thing behind my back. Since then, I have never spent money to buy If you pass the Ivy CD, let them watch it all."
Before he finished talking, Mizuki Shigeru and Jin Shanqiu burst into laughter in unison. Jin Shanqiu groaned in pain from his wound, and Gu Yi rebuked Meng and thought: "The wounded should not be stimulated, so don't talk too funny next time."
After taking over the baton, I also revealed a little secret: "My math teacher in junior high school was a handsome guy who just graduated. I liked him very much. I secretly wrote him an anonymous love letter with a return address. He thought it was Written by a girl, she gently persuaded her when she replied, 'I only date girls over the age of 18, wait until you are admitted to university and then confess your love to me'..."
Meng Xiang interjected in surprise: "Why did you like other people before? I thought I was your first love!"
Gu Yi smiled and said, "Do you think I look like such a late bloomer? I don't believe that you never had sexual fantasies about any girl in adolescence."
"Sexual fantasies! When I was in middle school, I only had a crush on Yui Aragaki and Emma Watson for a short time, and I didn't dare to think about that."
"Tch, then who were you thinking about when you were thugs and guns?"
"Rola Takizawa..."
"That's it. You also have many spiritual predecessors. Let's get even."
They talked in Japanese, and the other two couldn't stop laughing. Mizuki Shigeru rushed to say: "It's my turn, I have a very annoying senior in high school. He is the laughing bully in our school. I really want to fix him." , and pretended to be a student from the girl's school next door to date him..."
Meng Xiang was surprised: "This repair method is very serious."
Shigeru Mizuki scolded: "Listen to me first. I pretended to be a female student and asked him to open a room. The kid thought he had found a bargain, so he was foolishly hooked. I seduced him hypocritically all the way, and when I walked to a crowded place, I suddenly screamed." Molested, molested!', the people nearby surrounded me at once, and a few hooligans asked me what was wrong, and I said, "This man is touching me, I'm so scared, please help me, brothers." Those The heroism of the gangster burst out, grabbed the bad boy and beat him up, and I took the opportunity to escape. I went to school the next day and saw that his nose was bruised and his face was bruised, and his front teeth were all missing, but he passed by him and didn’t recognize me at all~”
He spoke vividly, as if he was actually there, and it was hard for others not to laugh.
Jin Shanqiu was curious: "You are very good at cross-dressing, but doesn't that male duck's voice get stuck when he speaks? How can you deceive people?"
Shigeru Mizuki retorted angrily: "At that time, my voice hadn't changed yet. It was as tender and crisp as a little girl's, much more feminine than yours."
The four had a hard time talking about two rounds of jokes. Jin Shanqiu's condition was getting worse and worse. Showing his heart, he began to reveal his inner world when he spoke for the fourth time.
"Everyone may be puzzled by the fact that I like to dress up as a woman. I have a normal sexual orientation and I am not a sissy. Why do I like to dress up as a woman so much? It is because of the shadow of my childhood. I was born in an old-fashioned family, and my family education was very strict. Ever since I can remember, the grown-ups have been telling me, 'A man must be prudent, he must be cautious in his words and deeds, no matter what he knows or not, he should speak less. He is a very lively and outgoing person. He was scolded countless times by his family for speaking, but he finally learned to control his mouth and became a stable and taciturn person. Although this met the requirements of the family, it made me very painful and distressed for a long time. After a long time, I finally found a solution, which is to dress up as a woman. As long as I put myself into the identity of a woman, I can speak freely and my mood will be cheerful. So the men’s clothes you usually see are dull and boring. When I wear women’s clothes, I Only then can it reflect the true state of the heart.”
When he said these words, his energetic voice was like water flowing into a stagnant pond, and he became lonely and dull. It can be seen that he usually goes his own way, but in fact, he still cares about other people's opinions and his own shortcomings in his heart, and he is deeply saddened by this powerless status quo.
People's expressions were covered by the darkness, and the only voice that could figure out their mood was blocked in their throats. They were silent for tens of seconds, and Jin Shanqiu continued the interrupted topics. Persistence is revealed in the speech, and the rhythm of the speech is also very urgent, as if an abandoned well that has been blocked for many years is suddenly revived, and the water flows out of the cracks in the rocks.
"It's my turn... Everyone thinks that Mizuki-san is strange to dress up as a woman. You must think of me as a man in the same way. I don't want to be a maverick, and I'm not a lesbian that many people misunderstand. That's why I'm like this... The reason is the same as Mizuki-san, it is also because of what happened in childhood..."
She spoke too hastily, her saliva choked into her trachea, she coughed violently several times, and it was difficult to breathe. Gu Yi advised her to rest, but she continued stubbornly.
"When I was six years old, I was sexually assaulted by a male teacher in elementary school. Because I was too young, I didn't know that I was hurt. I told my mother when I got home. My mother was angry and sad, and decided to call the police, but my father didn't agree. Press this down..."
Mizuki Shigeru was surprised: "Why? The children are like this and still don't settle accounts with criminals. Could it be that you are not your father's biological daughter?"
Jin Shanqiu smiled wryly: "My father also loves me very much, but his identity affects his attitude towards this matter. He is a member of parliament and an official in charge of education. He has always been committed to protecting minors from sexual abuse. If the outside world knows that he Can voters trust him even if he can’t protect his own daughter well? For the sake of his future, he chose to remain silent and only transferred the criminal. My mother couldn’t accept this result and felt very sorry for me. He collapsed and committed suicide under great mental pressure... Dad was deeply affected. After his mother passed away, he completely relied on alcoholism to cope with his worries. Every time he got drunk, he would yell at me and say, 'It's all because you're a girl, if it's a boy. This kind of thing will not happen'…”
Digging out the dusty pain, cutting open the scabbed old wound, Jin Shanqiu exposed his unknown weakness for the first time, regained a feminine tone, and cried with tears: "I also think what my father said makes sense, just because I am a weak Only a little girl can be bullied by bad guys. If it was a boy, this kind of thing would not happen, and my mother would not die... Poor mother, before she died, she must have worried that I would encounter the same harm in the future. In order to let her Don't worry, I vowed to become stronger, to be able to protect myself like a man... So I started to practice martial arts from then on, armed myself as a man, and I must be a strong person, not to be bullied by anyone..."
Mizuki Shigeru's heart was pierced by a knife, and he cried anxiously: "You fool! Wouldn't it be good if you were afraid of being bullied and find someone to protect you? If no one wants you, you can find me, and I don't think you are rude..."
Listening to him crying non-stop, Meng Xiang also shed tears for him, this game of life does not have a broad road, the road to clear the level is full of pits, when you fall, others are rolling, when you are injured, others are also In Licking Blood, everyone is fighting against fate on different maps, and the strong ones who break out of the encirclement all have helplessness hidden in their arms.
He just didn't know how to comfort Jin Shanqiu, so he just heard Gu Yiyouyou say: "Don't be so busy crying, let's continue playing the game, I'm the next one. Actually, what I want to say is not a secret anymore, but some I still want someone to know my thoughts. Three years ago, I secretly fell in love with a man. When I knew he was a straight man, I pretended to be a female netizen and approached him. I kept it from him for three years. I just said that my family owed [-] million due to the fire. In order to repay the debt, I made a deal with Yamane with my life. One year ago, when I heard that he limited the cooperation period to within one year, I decided to have a relationship with the person I like before I die, so I looked for an opportunity to make a real deal with him. I went to confess my love to that person. Although I experienced some setbacks at the beginning, I finally got my wish. During this time, he gave me the most beautiful love in the world. I feel that I am happier than anyone else. Now I am very, very grateful to him... ..."
He imitated Shuimu and Jinshan and seized the time to confess, choked up non-stop, but his words were full of sweetness, and his smile fell on Meng Xiang's heart like a soft feather, but the love contained in it was as high as mountains and as thick as seas.
He quickly responded emotionally: "I am the one Xiaoyi said, and I am the one who should say thank you. If it wasn't for his brave confession, I still don't know that the feeling of being in love will be so good. He made my life truly happy." Meaning, understand how happy it is to work hard for the one you love. I want to say a word to him here. Although this sentence is already a cliché, I still want to say it. I just invite Jinshan Sang and Shuimu Sang to be witnesses. "
After getting Shuimu Jinshan's consent, Meng Xiang swore affectionately and earnestly in Gu Yi's direction: "Xiao Yi, I will love you forever."
The torrential rain poured down, thunder and lightning surrounded the carriage, and it was difficult to hear loud shouts, so they stopped talking and made an alliance silently in their hearts. They must strive to survive, for the happiness and vision of their loved ones and theirs.
The truck drove for a long distance. When the sound of rain pattering on the truck disappeared, the truck stopped, and a wild forest and deserted village appeared in front of the people who saw the sun again.Decadent houses without lights, barren courtyards with overgrown weeds, telephone poles swallowed by vines, broken doors and windows infested by wild cats, are like a shooting base for a thriller.Meng Xiang and others knew that this was an abandoned village. In recent years, the population of Japan has decreased, and a large number of rural residents have moved from the countryside to the city. Excellent choice for corpses.
The thugs dragged them to the village hospital, sealed them with tape, and threw them one by one into the dark elevator shaft. They fell into the elevator car with a broken roof. They could only obediently wait for death, pull on the elevator gate and return to their lives.
Meng Xiang was the strongest of the four, and soon after falling into the well he was awakened by dust and mold, and touched his companion's limbs as he writhed. Start self-rescue operations.The first thing is to remove the sealing tape on his mouth. He raised his head and rubbed his face up and down against the wall of the box. The wall of the box was corroded by moisture and had a thick layer of uneven and rough rust, which just helped him a lot. He rubbed hard, Under the tense state, the adrenaline increased, and the pain sensation also subsided. When the skin was worn out, the adhesive tape was twisted into strips and gradually detached from the skin. And Mizuki Shigeru is also awake.
Meng wanted to reach Gu Yi's head with his auditory guidance, and tore off the tape on his face with his teeth. Gu Yi gasped and said, "Come closer, I'll bite the rope for you."
He gnawed from the rope on Meng Xiang's chest. It was a six-strand braided nylon rope. It took more than 20 minutes to bite off one by one. When the rope was completely broken, the roots of his teeth were covered with blood, and he collapsed from exhaustion. fall.Meng Xiang broke free from the broken rope and hurriedly untied him and the other two. Jin Shanqiu had already fallen into a coma and couldn't wake up no matter how much he shook and shouted.Shigeru Mizuki tore off the long skirt and groped in the dark to help her bandage and stop the bleeding. He said in a panic, "We have to escape quickly, or she will die if we drag it on."
For this reason, the three of them didn't dare to rest for a while, and kept thinking of countermeasures. Gu Yi said: "The height we fell was only about three or four meters, and we should be able to get out from above."
They decided to take a human ladder to explore the way. Meng wanted Gu Yi to step on his shoulders and grope upwards, sticking to the wall of the car and turning around to find the position of the elevator door, but the height was not enough to make it work. After discussion, he decided to increase the height of the ladder. , Meng Xiang knelt and crawled on the bottom floor as a stepping stone, Shigeru Mizuki stepped on his back with bare feet, and Gu Yi stepped on Shigeru Mizuki's shoulder and used the heel of his high-heeled shoes as a tool to pry open the broken door little by little.
Meng wanted Gu Yi to go out for help first, but Gu Yi said: "Jin Shansang is too injured to stay below, Shuimu-sang, you go out first, take Jin Shansang outside and pull us with a rope."
He and Mizuki Shigeru exchanged places and let the other party step on him to climb out of the elevator door. When transporting Jin Shanqiu, he found a problem. Since Jin Shanqiu was completely unconscious and restricted by the middle height, he could only be lifted by someone and handed over to the person above. , Gu Yi has been tossing around a lot recently, his physical strength is not as good as before, and he can't complete the lifting action, so he said to Meng Xiang: "I am not strong enough, let me lie on my stomach, and you step on me to send Jin Shansang out."
Forced by the situation, Meng Xiang had no choice but to give up temporarily, as he said, he picked up Jin Shanqiu and stepped on Gu Yi's back holding his breath. Unexpectedly, during the lifting, the rotten steel cable on the top cover could not bear it. After a series of vibrations, they suddenly broke one after another. The elevator car shook with a bang, and the crackling sound continued.The three knew that the stability was only temporary, so they hurriedly seized the time. Meng Xiang yelled: "Quick!", and lifted Jin Shanqiu vigorously. The vibration of the elevator car became stronger and stronger each time, and it was already on the verge of falling.
After Mizuki Shigeru rescued Jin Shanqiu, he quickly reached out to Meng Xiang and shouted: "Meng Sang, grab my hand quickly, and I will pull you up!"
Meng wanted to know that he was bound to fall when he went up to the elevator car, how could he leave Gu Yi alone and flee for his life, instead of reaching out, he carefully went back to the bottom of the car and said to Shigeru Mizuki: "Mizuki-san, leave us alone, go outside and ask for help , Jin Shansang's injury can't be delayed any longer!"
Mizuki Shigeru knew that he had given up the chance of escape when he heard the distance of the sound prolonging. He was as anxious as a bird caught in the net, hissing and roaring: "The elevator is about to fall, you have to get one up, there is still time!"
Gu Yi's hand was held tightly by Meng Xiang, knowing that he wanted him to go up, he firmly said to Shigeru Mizuki: "Meng Xiangxiang and I will stay together, you should leave quickly, it is important to save Jin Shansang first!"
The vibration frequency of the elevator car is getting higher and higher, and the fall may be a blink of an eye. Mizuki Shigeru burst into tears. In the past half a day, he has formed a life-and-death friendship with Meng Xiang and Gu Yi. Their love for each other is better than that of old friends for many years. It was a dying farewell, crying and calling their names.With Gu Yi by his side, Meng Xiang didn't feel afraid, decided to leave his fate to God, and raised his head to comfort Mizuki Shigeru: "Mizuki-san, don't delay, you should cheer up at this time, didn't you say that your ideal partner is gentle and virtuous?" Yamato Nadeko? Then you have to become a man worthy of each other first, hurry up, we will persist until the rescue team arrives."
Mizuki was grateful and replied loudly: "Yes!" He had just withdrawn from the elevator shaft when the last strand of the steel rope split and the elevator car fell freely into the deeper darkness.Meng Xiang and Gu Yi hugged each other tightly to cover each other, and rolled into a corner together, their internal organs were tumbling, blood rushed to the eardrums, just like thunder rolling nearby, and they didn't even know where their hands and feet went.After the bone-shattering shock, they got stuck in the basement, and the debris that fell from above filled most of the elevator car, leaving only room for shelter. The sticky dust was similar to adhesive tape, making them feel the pain of being buried alive .
After making sure that neither of them was injured, the two clasped their hands together and waited for rescue. Their bodies were squeezed like quick-frozen dumplings without gaps, and the darkness seemed to be solid, heavier than cement slabs. Breathing became a painful punishment. Those dusty, musty, and rusty smells penetrated into the airways and lungs like bandit soldiers in armor, hacking and killing all the way, and the pain was unbearable.
At first the two kept silent in order to save oxygen, but when the feeling of suffocation became stronger and stronger, they could no longer control their desire to talk, and both wanted to seek support through the other's voice.
Meng Xiang asked with a smile: "At that time, you liked me only because of my good character, and there was no other reason?"
Gu Yi also laughed when he heard that: "You want to ask me if I have also taken a fancy to your appearance? That's for sure, if you are fat, round and ugly, I will only respect you but not admire you."
"Haha, you finally admitted that you belong to the Appearance Association."
"Heh~ It seems that you are not an appearance association. If I were a black, fat and ugly monster, what would you do if I teased you like that?"
"Probably beat you up on the spot."
"Hahaha, then it's over."
They teased each other, they were all out of breath, knowing that their lives were hanging by a thread, but there was no fear in their hearts, and instead they felt the fulfillment of staying with their lover until the end.
Meng Xiang hugged Gu Yi tightly, and said seriously: "You should have teased me earlier, then we can enjoy more happy times."
Gu Yitou leaned against his chest, complaining with a smile: "Can't you blame yourself for being prudish? If I didn't know that I won't live long, I wouldn't let go of my self-esteem."
Meng wanted to touch his head, wishing to give him all the love.
"Yeah, I've regretted this, but am I really that good? I deserve your liking."
"Yes, I have."
Gu Yi hugged him emotionally: "You don't even know how long I've been watching you secretly, I almost know about your daily life, every time I see you go to work and study hard in the library regardless of the weather, I will be caught by you You taught me to be optimistic in the face of adversity and not to give up my dreams at any time. At that time, I looked at you like a child who was full of expectations when he saw Santa Claus appearing at the door and gave me A very best gift."
Tears had already covered Meng Xiang's face, washed over his dusty neck, and accumulated together with hot sweat in the small pit above his collarbone. His sanity was a little blurred, but his mood was still calm. It is said that contented people are on the verge of death All kinds of gratifying hallucinations will appear from time to time. Did he realize this state at this time?The Buddhist scriptures say: There is a time to be born, a time to die, a time to gather, and a time to disperse.He and Gu Yi lived and died together, and they were inseparable until death, and there should be nothing that can separate them in the future.
He fell asleep in a daze, lost in time and space, wandering for a long time without a soul, until a beam of dazzling white light pierced the chaos that sealed him.He opened his secretion-stained eyelids tremblingly like an insect after a stinging sting, and the snow-white ceiling lamp, snow-white ceiling, snow-white shutters, and snow-white sheets came into view one by one. The hanging bottle on his head and Didi's working detector both conveyed the information of rescue, but he was shocked by the scene. What's the point of being rescued without Gu Yi by his side?
Fortunately, when he turned his head, the false alarm passed. On the bed next door, he saw the peaceful sleeping face like an angel, and heard the regular breathing sound of exhausted sleep.
A heart finally landed safely.
The author has something to say: end tomorrow ~ end tomorrow ~ end tomorrow ~
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