Lost the most important place in your heart

Ever since Heizi agreed to let Kise come to see him, Kise had to come to the hospital every day.Chris simply wondered if he had temporarily suspended school like them.

However, she didn't ask.

Heizi had thought about this question, but he was too embarrassed to ask directly, so he mentioned it in a circumstantial way: "Mr. Huang Lai, have you not been busy with work recently?"

Then Huang Lai would always say haha ​​that he was not busy. In fact, he pushed all the recent announcements in order to be by Heizi's side. He couldn't care so much about other things.

Gradually, Heizi and Chris got used to Kise's daily report and didn't care if he skipped class or not.

Heizi's condition is very bad recently, because the effect of rehabilitation has not come out, he has been a little irritable these days, but he didn't show it, at least he still pretended to be peaceful in front of his parents and Chris as usual.

It was also a coincidence that later that day, Chris was called away by Xing Motoya and didn't know what to talk about, so Heizi went for cold therapy alone, and when she came out, she saw Kise standing alone on the porch, With his back against the wall, he seemed to be holding something in his hands, kicking something bored.

Heizi subconsciously wanted to go back. He had just finished the cold therapy, and now his whole body was shaking, his legs were so painful that they were already numb. In fact, he didn't even have the strength to push the wheelchair.

However, even after suffering such pain, his legs still didn't show any signs of improvement. Heizi slammed his fist on the wheelchair: "I, I don't want to do this anymore!"

He bit his lips tightly to prevent disturbing others because of his anger, and he didn't want Huang Lai to hear his voice, he was afraid that he couldn't help it.

"I'm sorry, at this time, no matter what, I can't stop hating you."

"Mr. Heizi, what's the matter with you?" When Heizi turned around, he happened to meet the nurse coming out from inside.

Because of Heizi's gentleness, people here have a good impression of him. Seeing him like this, it is inevitable that they will be concerned.

At this time, Heizi was like a wounded chick, hiding in the corner of the nest, shrinking his body, wishing he could wrap himself into a ball, don't let anyone come close to him, and let him stay alone. good.

The nurse watched Heizi huddled in the wheelchair alone, clutching her chest in pain, biting her lower lip with her teeth, she was really frightened: "Hey, what's going on here?"

Hearing the movement, Huang Lai looked up and saw Heizi, very happy: "Little Heizi."

Then trotted to Heizi's side, and took out the vanilla milkshake in his hand like offering a treasure: "Little Heizi, look..."

But only halfway through the conversation, he immediately discovered something was wrong with Heizi.

He curled up and swung his drink away: "Don't come here!"

The vanilla milkshake was thrown to the floor, the glass was broken, and the liquid inside spilled all over the floor.

Huang Lai panicked all of a sudden, and hurriedly grabbed Heizi: "Little Heizi, what's wrong? Don't scare me."

At this time, Chris had already taken care of other things, and went to pick him up in the cold therapy room before Heizi went to the rehabilitation room. Unexpectedly, it was this scene, and she subconsciously hid in the corridor.

Heizi continued to lose his temper: "Don't come close to me! If it weren't for you, would I be what I am now? Would I be sitting in this wheelchair? Why, why, I obviously endured so hard, and I persisted in such pain But it didn't get any better, I want to stand up, I want to play again!"

"Xiao... Hei... Zi..." Kise let go of his hand, and took a step back in a daze.

Chrissy's hands gripped the door frame tightly, and saw chips caught between her nails.

Heizi has always been well-behaved, but this sudden behavior made it difficult for the nurse: "Mr. Heizi, I'm going to continue my rehabilitation."

Heizi is still howling, the string is broken, and the heartache is extremely painful, once it erupts, it will be unstoppable like a flood.

Huang Lai cautiously approached Heizi, and stretched out his hand to comfort him, but he stretched halfway, then retracted, and said hoarsely, "Xiao Heizi, it's time for us to do rehabilitation."

"Does it work?" Heizi became more and more excited, and asked back, "Do you know how long I have been recovering? Have you seen the effect? ​​Has it! Has it?!"

Heizi's non-stop questions made Huang Lai take a few steps back again, frightened and thrilled, he stepped on the vanilla milkshake, and said:

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault."

Chris took a step back, but unexpectedly bumped into someone.

"uncle?"

Xingmotoya took out a tissue from his pocket, and carefully wiped away the tears on her face: "He finally vented?"

"Well. He has been holding back in front of us. Seeing him getting more and more depressed every day, but he still pretends not to care and doesn't care. I'm really, really worried about him."

Xing Motoya sighed, he has vented now, it should be helpful for the next treatment, right?

The present Kise can do nothing but apologize, these days he tried his best to make him happy, he was careful in everything he did, but he still saw him completely broken down here.

Engulfed by guilt, losing himself, and Heizi couldn't adjust his mood at this moment, Chris wanted to go out, but she knew that at this time, she was probably the first person Heizi didn't want to see. one.

All his disguises were for them, and now that he was seen tearing off his disguise, Heizi might never come up again.

The only thing he could do was to wait, to wait for Heizi to recover by himself.

When it was completely dark, Heizi had almost had enough crying, and slowly returned to his usual state.

Looking up at Kise Ryota, whose face was full of tears, it seemed that he was still talking non-stop, and he leaned closer to listen, "I'm sorry."

Heizi lowered his head in surprise, then grabbed Ryota Kise, and said in a low voice, "Kise-kun, I'm sorry."

Kise looked at Heizi incredulously, but he couldn't stand this sentence: "Little Heizi!"

As he spoke, he knelt down again.

This time, Heizi moved quickly, and grabbed Kise.

Heizi shook his head at Kise: "Kise-kun, come with me to recover."

Only on this matter, Huang Lai didn't dare to waste a little time.

Hearing that Heizi was finally willing to go to rehabilitation, the nurse was also relieved.

On the other side, Chris leaned heavily against the wall behind her: "Uncle, I think I will return to America soon?"

"Really?" Xing Motoya's happy eyebrows were raised several times. In the past, Chris didn't agree with what he said, but she didn't expect that she would take the initiative to bring it up today.

Chris didn't talk to Xingmotoya any more, just murmured: "Tetsuya."

Reluctance is hard to separate, but most importantly, I don't want to make you sad, especially for me.

Kise Ryota, will you always be by his side?Would you do something like that to hurt him again?

Chris bit her lip, she would never let go until the answer was confirmed.

The road to the hospital was very flat, Huang Lai pushed Hei Zi slowly towards the rehabilitation room.

"Don't tell Chris what happened just now, okay?"

Kise stopped.

"I don't want her to worry."

"I...I know." Kise stared at Heizi with complicated emotions, "She is special."

Heizi nodded, "Well, she's always by my side."

Heizi's voice became softer.

At that time, if Chris wasn't there, Heizi didn't know how he would survive. Even waking up would be a problem, right?

Gently put her hand on her chest, and her voice calling at that time still warmed her heart.

Huang Lai shook her head, trying to keep herself calm. She knew his specialness to him a long time ago. No matter how jealous she was, she caused today's situation by herself. What right does she have to be jealous?

In the rehabilitation room, Heizi struggled to get up from the wheelchair alone. Kise wanted to reach out to help him, but Heizi refused.

Heizi, who had finished the cold therapy, had almost exhausted all his strength, but now he just managed to maintain a standing posture, with his hands supporting the pole, and the sweat on his forehead kept coming out.

"Almost no strength left."

However, Heizi still took a step forward, even though it was worth a thousand dollars.

Huang Lai instinctively wanted to help him, which was a kind of suffering for him, and even more painful for him.

But Chris held Kise back at that moment: "Don't."

Kise looked at Chris puzzled.

"He wouldn't want someone to help him at this time."

Chris looked at Heizi with firm eyes.

Huang Lai fell silent, with that kind of expression, he couldn't compare to himself at first glance, so he gave a wry smile.

Chris glanced at Kise again, paused for a few seconds, and said, "Ryota Kise, are you free tomorrow afternoon?"

"what happened?"

"Do you know Mr. M next to the hospital?"

"Of course." That's where Huang Lai bought the vanilla milkshake just now, and suddenly he realized, "Did you see what happened just now?"

Chris nodded: "Don't tell him."

"Because he didn't want you to know?"

Chris looked at Heizi, smiled slightly, raised her left hand, and put it down again, with various inexplicable emotions in her eyes.

"He has been holding on, obviously so sad, but he is still smiling, because otherwise, we will accompany him to be sad, he doesn't want to do this, he would rather carry everything by himself."

"Because, little Heizi is too gentle."

At this moment, the two people's feelings for the same person overlapped.

"Little Heizi, he hates me."

Kise gripped the coupon tightly, these words almost exhausted all his strength, the cognition confirmed by Heizi was like stabbing the heart with the sharpest knife, and the person holding the knife was him I was so painful that I almost got a wedding ring, but in the end it was the bitter fruit I planted.

"No, Tetsuya, he will never hate you."

"But, he just..."

Chris gave Kise Ryota a hard look: "You know Tetsuya has suffered so much, how dare you complain..."

"I didn't, how could I complain about him." Kise held his head and shook it desperately, his body slid down little by little, "I just, I just really, my heart hurts."

It hurts only for him.

"Who do you think caused it?"

Kise stared at Chris with wide eyes, unable to answer.

Chris looked greedily at Heizi in front of her. After a long time, she finally made up her mind, closed her eyes, and turned around: "He, please send him back."

"What did you say?" Kise couldn't believe his ears.

"He, the last person I want to see now is me."

He didn't want her to worry, so she did as he wished.

"Kise Ryota, don't forget to go to M Ji tomorrow."

After saying this, Chris left, no matter how much her heart ached.