Lost the most important place in your heart
53 Chapter 53, finally understand
"Crazy?" was Chris's first reaction.
However, that aloof Akashi Seijuro actually knelt down for Kuroko, gave up all his dignity, let go of all his pride, he exchanged everything he had for Kuroko’s forgiveness, and exhausted everything to atone .
If Kise's kneeling can be expected, then a person with a strong self-esteem like Akashi Seijuro is really...
No, in the generation of miracles, everyone is the proud son of heaven. It is almost unimaginable to kneel down in front of Heizi. Their pride does not allow them to do so, but they did it, especially Ryota Kise, During these days, he has always been cautious towards Heizi, holding it in his hand and slapping it, afraid of melting it in his mouth.
"Are they treating Tetsuya?"
Chris shook her head, unshakeable.
"It's really too much, Akashi-kun!" Heizi didn't know why he erupted suddenly at this time, and almost fell off the chair excitedly, but Chris went over to help him, "You said that I am an obstacle, don't Appear in front of you again! I have followed your agreement not to appear in front of you, why do you still appear in front of me?"
"I'm sorry, I..." Akashi lowered his head, he tried his best to maintain the strength of his legs so that the instant noodles did not break a little, which was very laborious.
Heizi was even more excited: "What is it now? Apologize? Kise-kun is like this, does Akashi-kun want this too? After I become like this, now that I can't stand up, I can't play, why am I, why? Do you want to forgive you? I don't want to, don't forgive you!"
Heizi yelled the last sentence, which shocked the other three present.
"Tetsuya?"
Tears flickered in Chris's eyes, and she remembered what she said, if he didn't want to forgive, he didn't have to forgive, so he...
Chris held Heizi's hand, and Heizi froze for a moment, looking at her, Chris smiled softly, her eyes sparkling, no matter what his choice was, she would support him.
This also calmed Heizi's heart a little, as she said, she would always be with him, so that's all.
Kise and Akashi are having a hard time, wanting to say something and keep kneeling if they don't forgive, but isn't this just forcing him?Forcing him to forgive them would only backfire.
Akashi thought about it for a while, and decided to deal with the problems between them in a gentle way, and couldn't provoke him any more.
"This is our atonement for you. It doesn't matter if you don't forgive me, but I will come every day to say sorry to you."
"Do you have to force me like this?" Heizi took a deep breath and gritted his teeth.
"No, no, Xiao Heizi." Kise hurriedly explained that Akashi's actions were completely implicating him, "If you don't want to see us, I will definitely not appear in front of you, I will I will hide away and just watch you quietly."
Kuroko didn't answer, and Akashi didn't say anything anymore. Chris originally wanted to chase someone away, but thought that someone would always be by his side, Kise Ryota?
That's right, hearing what Kise said, Heizi decided that he couldn't say anything else to blame.He was just crying silently.
Chris stood between them, blocking their sight: "Let's go back first, Tetsuya, go back first."
Akashi was still kneeling and didn't stand up. When Chris pushed Kuroko past them, she was expressionless and didn't even look at them.
Kise looked at Akashi, paused for a while before saying, "Aren't you getting up?"
Akashi stood up slowly: "What should we do next, what do you think, Kise?"
Huang Lai thought for a while, then took out her mobile phone: "Let's ask her."
After returning to the ward, Heizi sat there motionless, and Chris felt really distressed when she saw it. She squatted down and looked at Heizi seriously: "Don't think about anything now, go take a shower, then lie on the bed and have a good time. Get some sleep, okay?"
"But, I..."
"It's okay, Tetsuya, you're very tired, go take a shower first, and we'll talk about the rest tomorrow."
Heizi didn't insist on anything, and obediently entered the bathroom.
When the sound of water inside sounded, Chris was relieved and sat on the bed with a headache.
The phone beeped untimely, it was a text message from Kise.
"Little Heizi, is he okay? I know I was wrong, I'm really really sorry, please help me again, please."
Chris rubbed her temples, and after a long silence, she finally returned to Kise: "Go back today, if you do anything to irritate Tetsuya, I will never forgive you! What are you going to do tomorrow? , think for yourselves."
Then she turned off her mobile phone. If she could, how could she let them get close to her Tetsuya and give them a chance to hurt him. Although she wanted to resist fate, sometimes she had to give in for him.
Chris felt very tired all over.
"Whether it's a god or a ghost, please, let me persevere, just persevere."
On the other hand, Kise showed the text message to Akashi.
Akashi's expression was solemn, unable to see his true meaning: "What are you going to do, Kise?"
"I'll come over tomorrow. Although it may make Xiao Heizi unhappy, I still want to accompany him, Xiao Akashi, how about you?"
Akashi looked at Kise with a little surprise, but he didn't expect him to be so straightforward: "I will come tomorrow too, but I didn't expect that you would tell me everything, Kise. To some extent, we are competing opponent."
Huang Lai shook his head, his expression was very lonely, and he smiled wryly: "To some extent, we should be in the same boat, right now, the most important person in Xiao Heizi's heart can only be Chris, and it can't be anything else Man, we've already lost it."
"Haven't you ever thought about taking it back?"
Tears flickered in Huang Lai's eyes, and he shook his head even more: "It's unbeatable, how could it be better than her, Xiao Akashi, didn't you ask me why I told you just now? Actually, little Chris knows our Sincerely, but for Xiao Heizi, she will help us, she will actually help us."
Akashi didn't know this, and he was very surprised: "How could it be?"
"It's like this, so when I look at her, I feel that if I like someone, shouldn't I make him happy? Do whatever can reduce his pain."
"Really?" Akashi smiled wryly, "Did you lose?"
"Well, I lost, but even if I lose, I will continue to stay by Xiao Heizi's side."
"Don't you think it's too humble?"
"Why? Because I like little Heizi."
"Huise, you've changed."
"Really? I didn't think so, but haven't you changed, little Akashi? You actually went to kneel down for instant noodles just now."
"You said it because you like him. It's better than losing him again."
Akashi smiled helplessly. He thought that no matter how much he likes him, he can't match the absolute control of his life that he wants, but the fact is that he is completely controlled by Kuroko, and he cannot lose him. This is his most direct thought.
Huang Lai didn't make any comments. Their current situation was so different that no one could give a perfect answer.
So when they went to see Heizi the next day, they also went their own way, but they didn't expect that they arrived at the hospital around the same time, and they all brought their things.
Kise was still the same, offering Kuroko's favorite vanilla milkshake to please him, while Akashi brought something else.
It was a bouquet of purple hyacinths in dreamy shades, delicate flowers budding in the wind, bursting into life's most intense colors.
Along the way, how many people looked sideways for this flower and this person.
Even Chris was slightly surprised by the beauty of the flowers.
"Purple hyacinth, the flower language is sorry, and reborn love, forget the past?"
Chris whispered, is it that simple to start over?
The moment he saw Akashi, Kuroko's expression changed, and he turned around pushing the wheelchair.
Akashi hurriedly chased after her. Chris wanted to stop her, but after a moment of hesitation, she still got out of the way.
"Wait a minute, Heizi, please."
Akashi turned to Kuroko, bent down, and put his hand on his shoulder.
It was Heizi whose eyes were slightly covered with frost.
"sorry."
Heizi was stunned for a moment, and then his eyes became colder: "What? Do you have to ask me to forgive you before you let me go?"
Akashi hurriedly explained: "No, I just think I must tell you this sentence, because I hurt you the most. I really hope that you can forgive me, and I hope to be by your side. If you can't forgive me, I will Just stand far away, look at you, just look at you. If you don’t want me to be by your side, don’t worry, I will hide well and won’t appear in your field of vision, and won’t let you I know. So, whether to forgive or not, the decision is entirely in your hands, I will not and cannot interfere with you. "
It's impossible not to be moved by such a confession, but Heizi has fallen into the quagmire of forgiveness and unforgiveness. Could it be that he is to blame for his behavior?Does he deserve to be in a wheelchair?
He knows that such thoughts are extreme, but sometimes he just can't control himself to think like this. He is the one who suffers the most, but everyone wants him to forgive them. He obviously doesn't want to, but he is always moved by them.
"Do whatever you want." This was Heizi's greatest compromise, and then he turned around and prepared to leave.
"Wait a minute, can you accept only this bouquet? Please, whether you forgive me or not."
Heizi looked at the pure purple, and if he refused again, it really couldn't be justified, so he stretched out his hand to take it.
"Thank you." Akashi thanked from the bottom of his heart, and then made way for Kuroko.
Seeing Akashi's satisfied smile, Kuroko was puzzled, why would such a proud person do this: "Akashi-kun, why did you do this... no, it's nothing, I'm sorry."
Heizi shook his head, he no longer wanted to delve into his affairs.
"You never have to say these three words to me. I can't bear it. I will always owe you, Heizi."
Heizi didn't say anything else, he just wanted to leave this place and these two people.
Chris stepped forward at the right time and pushed him away. Looking at the flowers in Heizi's arms, Chris couldn't help asking: "Hey, Tetsuya, do you know the flower language of purple hyacinth?"
"Eh? Probably just sorry or something."
"Really?" Chris wanted to explain, but after thinking about it, they still had to talk about some things.
Speaking of which, there was once a person who gave her purple hyacinths. The person said that the clerk of the flower shop told him to give this flower if he wanted to apologize to others. Later, she found out that it meant melancholy love and laughed at it. It's been a long time for that person, but when that person said that he was willing to use all of himself in exchange for going back in time and do it all over again, he would never do that again.
The tears on his face once made her feel extremely distressed, and that person almost spent his whole life to make up for her, so is Akashi Seijuro planning to use all of himself to atone with Tetsuya?
However, that aloof Akashi Seijuro actually knelt down for Kuroko, gave up all his dignity, let go of all his pride, he exchanged everything he had for Kuroko’s forgiveness, and exhausted everything to atone .
If Kise's kneeling can be expected, then a person with a strong self-esteem like Akashi Seijuro is really...
No, in the generation of miracles, everyone is the proud son of heaven. It is almost unimaginable to kneel down in front of Heizi. Their pride does not allow them to do so, but they did it, especially Ryota Kise, During these days, he has always been cautious towards Heizi, holding it in his hand and slapping it, afraid of melting it in his mouth.
"Are they treating Tetsuya?"
Chris shook her head, unshakeable.
"It's really too much, Akashi-kun!" Heizi didn't know why he erupted suddenly at this time, and almost fell off the chair excitedly, but Chris went over to help him, "You said that I am an obstacle, don't Appear in front of you again! I have followed your agreement not to appear in front of you, why do you still appear in front of me?"
"I'm sorry, I..." Akashi lowered his head, he tried his best to maintain the strength of his legs so that the instant noodles did not break a little, which was very laborious.
Heizi was even more excited: "What is it now? Apologize? Kise-kun is like this, does Akashi-kun want this too? After I become like this, now that I can't stand up, I can't play, why am I, why? Do you want to forgive you? I don't want to, don't forgive you!"
Heizi yelled the last sentence, which shocked the other three present.
"Tetsuya?"
Tears flickered in Chris's eyes, and she remembered what she said, if he didn't want to forgive, he didn't have to forgive, so he...
Chris held Heizi's hand, and Heizi froze for a moment, looking at her, Chris smiled softly, her eyes sparkling, no matter what his choice was, she would support him.
This also calmed Heizi's heart a little, as she said, she would always be with him, so that's all.
Kise and Akashi are having a hard time, wanting to say something and keep kneeling if they don't forgive, but isn't this just forcing him?Forcing him to forgive them would only backfire.
Akashi thought about it for a while, and decided to deal with the problems between them in a gentle way, and couldn't provoke him any more.
"This is our atonement for you. It doesn't matter if you don't forgive me, but I will come every day to say sorry to you."
"Do you have to force me like this?" Heizi took a deep breath and gritted his teeth.
"No, no, Xiao Heizi." Kise hurriedly explained that Akashi's actions were completely implicating him, "If you don't want to see us, I will definitely not appear in front of you, I will I will hide away and just watch you quietly."
Kuroko didn't answer, and Akashi didn't say anything anymore. Chris originally wanted to chase someone away, but thought that someone would always be by his side, Kise Ryota?
That's right, hearing what Kise said, Heizi decided that he couldn't say anything else to blame.He was just crying silently.
Chris stood between them, blocking their sight: "Let's go back first, Tetsuya, go back first."
Akashi was still kneeling and didn't stand up. When Chris pushed Kuroko past them, she was expressionless and didn't even look at them.
Kise looked at Akashi, paused for a while before saying, "Aren't you getting up?"
Akashi stood up slowly: "What should we do next, what do you think, Kise?"
Huang Lai thought for a while, then took out her mobile phone: "Let's ask her."
After returning to the ward, Heizi sat there motionless, and Chris felt really distressed when she saw it. She squatted down and looked at Heizi seriously: "Don't think about anything now, go take a shower, then lie on the bed and have a good time. Get some sleep, okay?"
"But, I..."
"It's okay, Tetsuya, you're very tired, go take a shower first, and we'll talk about the rest tomorrow."
Heizi didn't insist on anything, and obediently entered the bathroom.
When the sound of water inside sounded, Chris was relieved and sat on the bed with a headache.
The phone beeped untimely, it was a text message from Kise.
"Little Heizi, is he okay? I know I was wrong, I'm really really sorry, please help me again, please."
Chris rubbed her temples, and after a long silence, she finally returned to Kise: "Go back today, if you do anything to irritate Tetsuya, I will never forgive you! What are you going to do tomorrow? , think for yourselves."
Then she turned off her mobile phone. If she could, how could she let them get close to her Tetsuya and give them a chance to hurt him. Although she wanted to resist fate, sometimes she had to give in for him.
Chris felt very tired all over.
"Whether it's a god or a ghost, please, let me persevere, just persevere."
On the other hand, Kise showed the text message to Akashi.
Akashi's expression was solemn, unable to see his true meaning: "What are you going to do, Kise?"
"I'll come over tomorrow. Although it may make Xiao Heizi unhappy, I still want to accompany him, Xiao Akashi, how about you?"
Akashi looked at Kise with a little surprise, but he didn't expect him to be so straightforward: "I will come tomorrow too, but I didn't expect that you would tell me everything, Kise. To some extent, we are competing opponent."
Huang Lai shook his head, his expression was very lonely, and he smiled wryly: "To some extent, we should be in the same boat, right now, the most important person in Xiao Heizi's heart can only be Chris, and it can't be anything else Man, we've already lost it."
"Haven't you ever thought about taking it back?"
Tears flickered in Huang Lai's eyes, and he shook his head even more: "It's unbeatable, how could it be better than her, Xiao Akashi, didn't you ask me why I told you just now? Actually, little Chris knows our Sincerely, but for Xiao Heizi, she will help us, she will actually help us."
Akashi didn't know this, and he was very surprised: "How could it be?"
"It's like this, so when I look at her, I feel that if I like someone, shouldn't I make him happy? Do whatever can reduce his pain."
"Really?" Akashi smiled wryly, "Did you lose?"
"Well, I lost, but even if I lose, I will continue to stay by Xiao Heizi's side."
"Don't you think it's too humble?"
"Why? Because I like little Heizi."
"Huise, you've changed."
"Really? I didn't think so, but haven't you changed, little Akashi? You actually went to kneel down for instant noodles just now."
"You said it because you like him. It's better than losing him again."
Akashi smiled helplessly. He thought that no matter how much he likes him, he can't match the absolute control of his life that he wants, but the fact is that he is completely controlled by Kuroko, and he cannot lose him. This is his most direct thought.
Huang Lai didn't make any comments. Their current situation was so different that no one could give a perfect answer.
So when they went to see Heizi the next day, they also went their own way, but they didn't expect that they arrived at the hospital around the same time, and they all brought their things.
Kise was still the same, offering Kuroko's favorite vanilla milkshake to please him, while Akashi brought something else.
It was a bouquet of purple hyacinths in dreamy shades, delicate flowers budding in the wind, bursting into life's most intense colors.
Along the way, how many people looked sideways for this flower and this person.
Even Chris was slightly surprised by the beauty of the flowers.
"Purple hyacinth, the flower language is sorry, and reborn love, forget the past?"
Chris whispered, is it that simple to start over?
The moment he saw Akashi, Kuroko's expression changed, and he turned around pushing the wheelchair.
Akashi hurriedly chased after her. Chris wanted to stop her, but after a moment of hesitation, she still got out of the way.
"Wait a minute, Heizi, please."
Akashi turned to Kuroko, bent down, and put his hand on his shoulder.
It was Heizi whose eyes were slightly covered with frost.
"sorry."
Heizi was stunned for a moment, and then his eyes became colder: "What? Do you have to ask me to forgive you before you let me go?"
Akashi hurriedly explained: "No, I just think I must tell you this sentence, because I hurt you the most. I really hope that you can forgive me, and I hope to be by your side. If you can't forgive me, I will Just stand far away, look at you, just look at you. If you don’t want me to be by your side, don’t worry, I will hide well and won’t appear in your field of vision, and won’t let you I know. So, whether to forgive or not, the decision is entirely in your hands, I will not and cannot interfere with you. "
It's impossible not to be moved by such a confession, but Heizi has fallen into the quagmire of forgiveness and unforgiveness. Could it be that he is to blame for his behavior?Does he deserve to be in a wheelchair?
He knows that such thoughts are extreme, but sometimes he just can't control himself to think like this. He is the one who suffers the most, but everyone wants him to forgive them. He obviously doesn't want to, but he is always moved by them.
"Do whatever you want." This was Heizi's greatest compromise, and then he turned around and prepared to leave.
"Wait a minute, can you accept only this bouquet? Please, whether you forgive me or not."
Heizi looked at the pure purple, and if he refused again, it really couldn't be justified, so he stretched out his hand to take it.
"Thank you." Akashi thanked from the bottom of his heart, and then made way for Kuroko.
Seeing Akashi's satisfied smile, Kuroko was puzzled, why would such a proud person do this: "Akashi-kun, why did you do this... no, it's nothing, I'm sorry."
Heizi shook his head, he no longer wanted to delve into his affairs.
"You never have to say these three words to me. I can't bear it. I will always owe you, Heizi."
Heizi didn't say anything else, he just wanted to leave this place and these two people.
Chris stepped forward at the right time and pushed him away. Looking at the flowers in Heizi's arms, Chris couldn't help asking: "Hey, Tetsuya, do you know the flower language of purple hyacinth?"
"Eh? Probably just sorry or something."
"Really?" Chris wanted to explain, but after thinking about it, they still had to talk about some things.
Speaking of which, there was once a person who gave her purple hyacinths. The person said that the clerk of the flower shop told him to give this flower if he wanted to apologize to others. Later, she found out that it meant melancholy love and laughed at it. It's been a long time for that person, but when that person said that he was willing to use all of himself in exchange for going back in time and do it all over again, he would never do that again.
The tears on his face once made her feel extremely distressed, and that person almost spent his whole life to make up for her, so is Akashi Seijuro planning to use all of himself to atone with Tetsuya?
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