Lost the most important place in your heart

The screeching brake sound that I remembered was still harsh, but the huge collision sound did not appear. Chris slowly opened her eyes and saw that Qingfeng had already rushed to the side of the road, and it was Heizi who caught him.

The window of the car parked next to him was rolled open, and an uncle in his 40s poked his head out and cursed at Qingfeng: "Why, looking for death?!"

After scolding, the man drove away in the car.

Heizi's hands and forehead were covered with sweat, and if he was one step late, he really wouldn't be able to grasp it.

"Mr. Qingfeng, are you crazy? How can you make fun of your own life!"

Heizi was so angry that his whole body was shaking, but part of the reason was that he was afraid.

After the accident, he had an inexplicable fear of the road, and now he was standing on the side of the road as if standing on the edge of a cliff, precariously falling, and might fall into the endless abyss at any time.

He closed his eyes and kept telling himself not to be afraid, nothing would happen, but the wheelchair still moved back uncontrollably.

Sensitive Chris sensed Kuroko's emotional fluctuations and was about to step forward, but Akashi stretched out his hand and stopped him.

Chris is confused.

"I have to bear a large part of the responsibility for Qingfeng's affairs. He would not have done that in the first place. Besides, Qingfeng is his light. To Heizi, he is special. There is no way for the shadow who has always hated the light to come. to the bright world."

I have to deny that what Akashi said makes sense, but seeing Kuroko's appearance, Chris always felt that he and Aomine Daiki should not be allowed to be alone anymore, but Akashi stopped in front again, she smacked her lips, and was still ready to wait and see Let's talk later.

Qingfeng was still very excited: "I can't control that much anymore, you won't forgive me, then I can only pay you back everything I owe you! By the way, I even punched you, come on, Zhe , you punch me too..."

Qingfeng forced Heizi to raise his hand, pointing to his stomach: "Here it is, use your best strength to punch me hard, come on!"

"Pa——" Heizi slammed Qingfeng's hand away, and slapped him backhand, "Is that enough?"

Qingfeng stared blankly at Heizi, unable to respond for a moment.

Heizi took a deep breath, broke his original composure, and became excited: "Do you think being hit by a car is a fun thing? You know that kind of bone that hurts so much that it seems to have What kind of pain is it like when thousands of poisonous insects bite the body? You know that the warm blood flows out of your body, and then it becomes colder and solidified bit by bit, but there is still half of consciousness left. How does it feel to hold on tightly, but can only watch my life go by, and can’t even breathe in the end? Why? Why? I can clearly forget this pain slowly, Why, why do you have to remind me?!"

Heizi roared the last words, his cheeks were flushed, bloodshot eyes began to appear in his eyes, his hands were clenched tightly, and his voice became hoarse. He never wanted to remember the pain that hurt his soul to the extreme. get up.

Qingfeng clutched his red and swollen left cheek, he couldn't feel the pain anymore, it was the second time he saw such an out-of-control sunspot after that night, besides uneasiness and fear, he was more distressed.

"Oh, this is the light you are talking about?" Seeing the collapse, Heizi Chris's tight strings also broke, "Heizi is like this, what else do you want? Do you want him to suffer like that again? Are you willing to let him go?"

Akashi and Kise turned their heads away, wanting to say that's not the case, but it's true that they did something that made them feel inferior now. What were they doing before?

"Zhe, I'm sorry, I'm not, I don't want you to recall those painful things, I, just, I just..."

Maybe even Qingfeng himself didn't know what to say, and wanted to tell him that he really loved him, and if possible, he never wanted him to go through such a thing again, and he would do his best to protect him.

But none of these words came out.

"I just want me to say something to forgive you. I don't know what your true intentions are, but just for such a thing, are you going to push me to such an extent?"

Heizi has been forced to a certain extent, there is only a dead end in front of him, and there is no way out.

"It was you who hurt him. Now you are all saying that you want him to forgive you, but what you are doing is not forcing him to forgive you? You have always been clear about Tetsuya's gentleness and kindness. You know that he must not If you ignore you, your goal will be achieved, but don't you think you are too despicable? And this is just a second injury to Tetsuya!"

There is no way for Akashi to deny this, but he sincerely wants to atone with Kuroko, so he abandoned all the pride of being an emperor, just for the same purpose as Kise, to get a small piece of money by his side. where to stand.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, little blackie!" Kise apologized desperately, wanting to rush forward.

"Stop!" Chris ordered with a serious expression, "Don't get close to him!"

Before, Chris felt that someone must accompany him, and Kise Ryota was undoubtedly the best candidate, but in this case, she could not allow anyone from the Generation of Miracles to approach Kuroko.

It's not that I haven't seen Chris's anger, but now her determination makes Kise feel fear from the bottom of his heart. He doesn't know if Chris doesn't help him anymore, can they return to him?

Qingfeng hurriedly explained: "I'm sorry, Zhe, I won't force you anymore, as long as you don't feel so sad, I..."

"Then please stay away from Tetsuya!" Chris had already walked to Heizi's side at some point, gently holding his hand, giving him support, hoping to calm his fear, and then glaring at Aomine Daiki .

farther away?Qingfeng froze for a moment, this request is a bit difficult.

Kise and Akashi also followed, and when they saw Kuroko's pale face, their hearts thumped.

"Stay away from Zhe or something..."

"If you don't leave him, you will only hurt him. Zhe is trembling now. You haven't considered his fear of Malu at all. You are only yourselves!"

"I don't know, I..." These four words were weak, yes, he didn't expect that Heizi was still afraid, he thought he...

For Qingfeng's reaction, Chris only felt chills: "Why, did you not think about it at all?"

The face of Qingfeng who was poked at the center was full of frustration, and he wanted to say something more, but his throat was sore, he couldn't make a sound, and he didn't know whether to continue to defend himself.

Heizi lowered his head, his eyes were a little sore, is it heartache?why?Will I still feel heartache because of them?

It is undeniable that they are a special existence to me. Even if those things happen, I cannot deny such feelings, but my attachment to them will gradually fade away. There is already an important existence by my side, and it has been decided. People who should be cherished.

I used to think that there must be someone by his side. He must not be alone. He deserves the most care. I used to think that Ryota Kase was the right person to stay by his side. Until now, she is willing to believe in Huang She had feelings for him, but now another feeling called "anger" made her unable to control herself.

"Every time you so-called apology, so-called begging for his forgiveness, is actually tearing open the wound that he had so hard to heal, bloody, every time, he hides and dies slowly. Cultivate that wound, bury his deepest pain, and show us a gentle and calm him, he never wants to see us sad for him, including you, including you, he is not willing to hurt!"

Heizi looked at Chris, the sadness in his eyes dissipated, replaced by disbelief, and then relief.

"She knows, as expected she has always known."

"When you are in pain, my shoulder is your support. When you cry, I will cry with you. Whoever you hate, I will hate with you. Whether you are afraid or angry, I will accompany you in everything."

This was the promise Chris had made to Heizi before, and Heizi suddenly felt that it was really stupid for him to try his best to hide his sadness. This person would always be by his side and accompany him, so why did he keep it from her?

At this time, Heizi decided to be honest with Chris.

"Let's go, Zhi Yu." At this moment, Heizi was no longer in the mood to argue with Qingfeng and the others, he just wanted to keep his calm.

"Yeah." Chris didn't want to stay in this place that made Heizi sad.

Pushing Heizi's wheelchair, he walked towards the hospital.

Akashi and the others immediately followed.

"Don't follow!" Chris turned around and warned the three people.

As a result, he froze in place for an instant, and Qingfeng still wanted to move forward.

"Don't come here!" Chris pushed Heizi's wheelchair and took another step back, her expression became even more distorted.

She is a guardian, protecting Heizi from being harmed by them.

They were indeed unable to break through the guardian, they were frozen in place, unable to move, and could only watch the two people leave.

When those two people walked away, Huang Lai smiled wryly and shrugged: "What should I do? Is it true that I will never see Xiao Heizi again?"

"Impossible!" Qingfeng refused.

"But you heard what little Chris said."

"Yeah, despicable?" Akashi murmured, "I don't deny that the so-called atonement we are doing now may never be equivalent, but I will never let go again!"

"Yes, yes, yes!" Qingfeng quickly agreed.

"What about you, Kise."

"Does it need to be said, no matter what happens, I will stay by Xiao Heizi's side, no matter what happens."

What Huang Lai said was swearing.