Lost the most important place in your heart

After Heizi passed out that day, he did another detailed examination, and it turned out that he passed out because of emotional excitement.

Afterwards, Kise never mentioned anything about telling Kuroko Kris.

After sleeping all night, Heizi actually forgot all the previous things, and never asked Kise about "her".

Maybe it's self-preservation.

However, Akashi and the others are still not at ease, because Kuroko's condition is really not stable, so they are taking turns to take care of Kuroko every day, because the situation is a bit special these two days, so there must be Kise and Akashi in the accompanying staff One, because the other three knew very little about Chris after all.

Today, Kise was alone with him, and Heizi would still cry uncontrollably. Kise wanted to say something to comfort him, but in the end he didn't say anything. He looked at Heizi with distressed eyes, but he didn't know how to relieve him pain of.

Kise won't mention anything about Chris now, he will do everything he can to get Heizi's smile, a smile that blooms for him, not for the person who is no longer there.

At night, Akashi came to change Kise's shift.

At this time, Kise was a little tired, squeezed his temples, and said to Akashi, "Little Akashi, I'm counting on you, Xiao Heizi."

Huang Lai turned around and was about to go out. He had seen Heizi's tears enough today, and if he continued to watch, he might cry with him. Although there was nothing wrong with it, he just didn't want to worry him after all.

"Wait a minute, Kise." Akashi chose to stop him at this time.

"Little Akashi, what's wrong?"

Akashi bent his lips and smiled: "Actually, I just discussed with Midorima and the others about taking Kuroko to the amusement park."

"Amusement park? Is it so sudden?"

"We want Heizi to relax."

Huang Lai glanced at Heizi and sighed, because he was afraid that if he went on like this, he would think about Chris, or because he was afraid that he would cry too much.

But Kise won't make up his own mind anymore, the most important thing is that person's mind, isn't it?

"Does that little blackie want to go to the amusement park?"

"Amusement park?" Heizi had no intention of going there at first, his heart was so tired that he didn't even want to move his whole body, but after seeing the anticipation in Akashi's eyes, he nodded, "I see, let's go to the amusement park together." Paradise."

In fact, Heizi wanted to smile at them, but he forgot that he couldn't smile at all now.

Kise noticed the stiffness in the corner of Heizi's mouth, and forced himself to turn his head.

"Then this Saturday, Heizi, do you think it's okay?"

"Yes." Heizi nodded.

"Then I'll go back first, and I'll leave you, little blackie, little Akashi."

"Ah."

Neither Akashi nor Heizi are talkative people. Akashi brought a book and watched it quietly. Of course, he would not miss any of Heizi's actions.

Heizi was still looking out the window blankly. In the past two days, he has gradually been able to control his tears, but he just got used to the feeling of heartache and slowly began to become numb.

Akashi sighed inaudibly: "I will wait for you, Kuroko, until you get used to the world without that person, until you open your heart and accept me."

Later in the day, it was already dark, and Heizi Yeyu and Youli came to see Heizi after work.

Seeing these two people coming in, Akashi immediately put down the book in his hand, stood up, and called out respectfully: "Uncle, aunt."

"Yes." Heizi Yeyu and Youli nodded slightly.

"dad."

"Mother."

"Xiao Zhe, how do you feel today?"

"It's much better, Dad."

"Really? That's really great."

Heizi Yeyu knew that Heizi didn't want them to worry, so he answered this way, and he didn't expose him, but just walked over and patted his head, "Thank you for your hard work, Xiao Zhe."

The unspoken words were: "I'm sorry, as your father, I can't share your pain."

Heizi shook his head: "No, I'm fine."

Heizi Yeyu turned to Akashi and said, "Can I trouble you to go out for a while, I have something to tell Xiao Zhe."

Akashi nodded respectfully, "Yes."

Both Yuri and Akashi retreated, leaving Kuroko and his son in the room.

"Dad, is there anything you want to tell me?"

"Xiao Zhe, are you..."

To be honest, Heiziyeyu was quite hesitant, and he really didn't know how to say some words.

"Dad, is there anything difficult for you to say to me?"

"Xiao Zhe, to be honest, what kind of feelings do you have towards the Generation of Miracles?"

"Eh?" Heizi was puzzled, "Why do you ask such a question, Dad?"

"Why?" Heizi Yeyu sighed, "Xiao Zhe, have you always cared about the memory you lost, but you just didn't want to embarrass us, so you didn't ask anything, right?"

"I……"

"You don't need to hide in front of me, because I am your father."

"Father, no, I just..." Heizi finally nodded, "I've always wanted to ask, but Kase-kun and the others probably didn't want to tell me, their expressions told me so, so..."

"Is that why you didn't ask anything?"

Heizi didn't answer.

Heizi Yeyu smiled slightly, and praised in his heart: "You are really a gentle child."

"But more or less, Xiao Zhe, you have already noticed that your appearance like this has something to do with them?"

"En." Heizi nodded, not too surprised, parents are the people who know their children best after all.

"But Mr. Huang Lai and the others definitely didn't mean it. They've been cautious these past few days, for fear of saying a wrong word or doing a wrong thing. I really have no way to talk to them..."

"Didn't it be intentional?" Hei Ziye Yu whispered.

"Dad, what did you say?"

"Little Zhe, you said that, so it's the same question as before, what kind of feelings do you have for the generation of miracles?"

Heizi Yeyu wanted to decide what to do next based on Heizi's answer.

"Eh? Dad, why do you ask that?"

"I just want to ask, is it okay, Xiao Zhe?"

Chris had told him before that everyone in the Generation of Miracles meant a lot to Heizi, even though they had hurt him like that, they were still indispensable to him.

But what is the actual situation?

"Akashi-kun and the others? I am yearning for them. I have always wanted to stand at the same height as them, so I have been working very hard to catch up with them, but now I..."

Heizi glanced at his legs. In the past few days, in front of his parents and friends, he has been pretending not to care, and kept telling himself that he was fine, but it was really too uncomfortable, not only inconvenient in life, but more importantly The shattering of dreams.How can I not be sad, not sad?

Seeing Heizi's gloomy expression, Heizi Yeyu knew that his obedience and composure in the past few days were all forced out: "It's really the same as that child said, Xiao Zhe, you don't have to be so brave with us, parents care for their children Worrying is the most natural thing to do."

"That child?" Heizi grasped the key point, and his tone became agitated, "Father, who is that child you just mentioned?"

"Ah." Hei Ziyeyu, who just realized that he had made a slip of the tongue, covered his mouth with his hand, as if he accidentally said the last name he couldn't say, "It was a friend of yours before."

"Who is it?" Heizi didn't let go of his plan, "Is it related to the memory I lost, me, which important person did I forget? Is that person the reason for my pain? Her, her in the end……"

"Calm down, Xiao Zhe." Heiziyeyu was anxious, "You didn't tell me the name of that friend of yours, so I don't know who she is."

Hei Ziyeyu, who said this against his will, felt extremely uncomfortable, but no matter what, they could only continue the lie, because it happened to be his favorite son in front of him, as Chris had said, she had nothing else to ask for, if Her own existence would make him cry, so she could just erase her own existence.

Heizi Yeyu once thought this way, she loved Heizi so much, she thought about thanking her for everything, but in the end she was wronged.

Heizi's tears fell again, and for some reason, his heart ached even more. Didn't he tell his parents that person's name?

"How can I? How can I treat her so wrongly?"

"Xiao Zhe, what are you talking about?" Heizi Yeyu was really anxious. For a moment, he actually felt that Heizi's memory had recovered.

Heizi wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes: "I just don't think she's just an ordinary friend. I don't remember her name, her appearance, everything about her, can you believe it, Dad? I don't remember her at all, but every time I think of her She, but my heart trembles with pain, I...I..."

The corners of the eyes that had just been wiped dry were soaked again.

"It will pass, you will always think of her." Heizi Yeyu sighed heavily, and lied to his son that he was the saddest one, but they had no choice.

"Father, you asked me how I feel about Akashi-kun and the others before. I probably liked them very much before, because they helped me open the door to basketball, but now I don't feel that I have to rely on them. I have the most important person, but I, I, I, I forgot..."

"Xiao Zhe, is this the feeling you are hiding?" Hei Ziye Yu's tears also fell.

"I'm sorry, I can't tell you the truth, I can only lie to you, I'm sorry, Xiaozhe." Heiziyeyu could only apologize in his heart.

"I'm sorry, Dad, I'm too headstrong."

Heizi Yeyu hugged Heizi into his arms: "There is nothing to apologize for, never."

"Since you can't say I'm sorry, why don't you say it differently."

The most gentle voice engraved on the atrium sounded from the bottom of my heart, brightening the chaotic world, but my head suddenly hurt, and the stiff corners of my mouth seemed to move by myself.

"thanks."

"What did you say, Xiao Zhe?" Heizi Yeyu held Heizi's hand even tighter.

"Thank you for being here with me, Dad."

"I, absolutely, will always protect you, Xiao Zhe."

"Great, it's exactly what you said, thank you, but who are you?"

I want to see you.