Lost the most important place in your heart

Heizi is already very familiar with the white world, so he doesn't panic or feel irritable, he accepts it calmly, like a guest in this space, he simply sits down and waits for him to find him that person.

At this moment, Heizi heard Ziyuan's words, "Little Heizi".

"Ziyuan-kun?" Heizi was just about to get up and turn around when he heard another voice, which was nostalgic, as gentle as ever, and as light as water.

"Tetsuya."

Heizi opened his eyes in disbelief and turned around.

How can it be?The angel, the radiant angel stood in front of him.

"Branches... rain..."

Heizi called out the name of that person a little scared, he was afraid that once he said it, the person in front of him would disappear.

But that person did not disappear, she was not a phantom, but slowly walked up to Heizi, took his hand, and smiled: "Great, after traveling 16.4 light-years away, my voice has finally reached ,Tetsuya."

Heizi's hand touched the already wet cheeks, tears shattered into flowers, and he hugged the man into his arms: "I want to see you! I, I want to see you, Zhi Yu!"

Kris let Heizi hug him tightly, and at the same time, she gently patted his back with her hand, comforting him: "It's okay, I'm back, I'm back by your side."

However, Heizi still crazily vented his accumulated uneasiness, guilt, and all kinds of complicated emotions: "I'm sorry, I forgot you, I'm sorry, I let you who was in such pain be ignored, I'm sorry, I escaped, I'm sorry, I ..."

"Do you still care about what that Sasaki Mirei said, Tetsuya?"

"I……"

Heizi couldn't deny it, and the sharp words of that person were still in his ears.

"Where are you different from me? Like them? Haven't you completely forgotten the girl who once cherished as life? Have you really forgotten? Or is this just a unilateral deception on your part? In order to be with them in a fair manner, hum, a coward like me!"

"I never think Tetsu is a coward. I'm the one who was wrong. I'm sorry, Tetsu, for leaving you there alone."

Heizi's lips moved, he had never understood her tenderness.

Chris smiled even brighter, and she pulled Heizijiu to run.

"Where are you going?" Heizi was a little confused.

"Our world..."

Before Chris could finish speaking, she heard Murasakihara's cry.

"Ziyuan... Jun?"

Chris looked at Heizi indifferently, did not speak, waited a moment before he turned around, and said coldly: "Are you going back to them? Are you leaving me here alone again?"

Heizi turned around in horror, shaking his head in panic, "No, I, I..."

Chris immediately put on a smile again: "Then let's go."

"Ah." Heizi said with difficulty.

So that day, Heizi didn't react at all. When Ziyuan came out with two dark circles under his eyes, they almost knew the end.

Midorima looked at Murasakihara's swollen eyes from crying, and then at the person inside the glass: "Are you a little heartless, Kuroko?"

"Xiao Lujian, we are the least qualified to say that Xiao Heizi is ruthless. We have done more egregious things, haven't we? Xiao Ziyuan couldn't wake up Xiao Heizi, isn't it our own fault? Don't you think that Little Heizi is ruthless, don't you think it's too much, Little Lujian?"

Kise started to growl when he got to the end.

"Kise... I'm sorry." Midorima, who realized that he had slipped his words, quickly apologized.

"Okay, Midorima, you can accompany Heizi today, Kise, come here, I have something to tell you."

Kise went out with Akashi, and none of the remaining three people was in the mood to care about each other, they just thought about their own affairs, Heizi's affairs, Heizi's and their own affairs.

Kise and Akashi talked outside for a long time, and in the end the other three didn't know what the two of them said. Later, Midorima went home and took the violin to the hospital.

When night came, Midorima touched the violin hesitantly: "Heizi, can you hear my voice?"

Heizi, who was making strawberry cake with Chris in his dream, heard this, and stopped the movement of his hand: "Lu...jian...jun?"

Seeing the dazed Heizi, Chris also stopped her movements, and the face that was still smiling just now was frosty: "Do you want to go back, Tetsuya?"

"No, it's not." Heizi quickly denied, "I'm sorry."

Chris shook her head: "It's fine, as long as you're by my side, it'll be fine."

"Hmm." Heizi forced a smile.

Midorima picked up the violin and walked over, patted Heizi's head, and smiled a little embarrassedly: "I don't seem to have told you about my learning the violin."

Midorima put the violin on his shoulder and put his fingers in place: "The teacher said that music can convey the player's inner voice, so, what I want to tell you, Heizi, can you please listen carefully?"

The low-pitched tune seems to be talking in detail, the carelessness of the first meeting did not take him to heart, and the tune gradually became exciting.

Midorima said: ""My Memory" in "Winter Sonata", heh, when I first learned this song, I felt that the teacher was a bit unreasonable, and actually asked me to learn this. Now I can finally understand this song What is the mood of the song?"

The sound of the music slowly flowed into Heizi's ears, he could hear it, but he would not respond, and then, Chris pulled him away, so he would not give Midorima any more chances.

Midorima's performance gradually turned into a confession to Heizi, letting go of all pride.

"I, at first, thought that you, Heizi, were really weak enough, but it turned out that I was wrong, because you are the creator of miracles, how many people have been amazed by your miraculous passing, and Diguang Middle School, now that I think about it, I I really didn’t cherish that time well, for this, I’m sorry, Heizi.”

At this point, Midorima accidentally broke a tone, mocking himself lightly.

"I'm really a complete fool. I lost you in the first year of high school. I have clearly experienced the pain of failure in the rain, but I still don't have a long memory."

With a sound of "tick--", tears fell on the strings, adding a bit of sadness.

The music has reached its climax, the sadness has flooded the whole room, and the endless remorse wants to be redeemed now, is there still a chance?

"I am a sinner. I still don't want to think about what happened at that time. It is because of this sunspot that I have to say sorry to you. I have always thought this way. What I did to you , I have no excuse to evade my responsibility. But, Heizi, can you give me a chance, the only chance, to hear my reason?"

The numbers on the electronic machine did not change in any way, and the sunspots also did not respond in any way.

Midorima's heart throbbed, this kind of sunspot was too quiet, so quiet that even his breathing could not be heard.

The hand holding the lever trembled, and finally lost the strength.

"Thunderbolt, clang--" Qin fell to the ground, and ran to Heizi's hospital bed, covering his mouth with his hands. This was the first time he felt such a sense of powerlessness. Aren't they the generation of miracles?Aren't they the ones who work miracles?So why?

"Why can't you arouse your will to survive? Answer me, Heizi!"

Still no answer.

Midorima took a deep breath, retracted his hands and stroked his hair back, trying to calm down his emotions, no matter what, he couldn't lose control at this time.

"I'm sorry, Heizi, I lost control of my emotions." After finishing speaking, Midorima said cautiously, "Hey, Heizi, can you respond to me?"

Seeing the motionless Sunspot, Midorima's heart ached even more.

"Maybe I'm not the one who can awaken your will to survive, but I want to tell you everything I need to tell you, my truest feelings for you, and I don't want to escape anymore."

After making up his mind, he will not run away any more, and Midorima continued the unfinished words: "In retrospect, I was really conflicted all the time during that time. And my mother and the teacher's expectations of me, so I chose to give up my feelings for you and hide it, as if nothing had happened, my heart is still my own. It's really stupid, isn't it, Heizi? Only Unfortunately, at that time, I couldn't understand my own stupidity, so when Akashi came to me and asked me to say goodbye to you thoroughly, I agreed."

Tears fell one drop after another, wet Kuroko's sheets, Midorima wiped them away with his hands, the pain of Chris's slap is still fresh in his memory, maybe he will never forget it in his life?Because this is a sin that I have to spend my whole life to pay for.

"I'm sorry, Heizi. We are the ones who know the meaning of basketball to you best, so we unanimously decided to use basketball to completely defeat you."

"I'm sorry, Heizi, I said that to you, I really really regret it, these really really weren't my intention, I, I... I'm sorry, I didn't catch up that day, I'm sorry, at that time, you I was not by your side when my life was at stake. In fact, I really really wanted to buy that lucky item for you. She, Mirei Sasaki, really has similarities with you, but I It is also the most clear that she is not yours, and to use her as your substitute to achieve peace of mind and give myself a buffer space, I am really stupid, hopelessly stupid."

"By the way..." Midorima laughed at himself, "I want you to wake up, do I still have the qualifications, Heizi, are you willing to wake up for me? I, I came to you, After that, I really came to you, I came to you for Seirin's game that day, but I didn't see you, at that time, I understood that you are irreplaceable."

"So, please, Heizi, wake up, wake up, okay? I can't lose you."