Master Fox Immortal, you have demonic aura
Chapter 108 Becoming a Woman to Love You
"Linzi, I know that I have been avoiding, escaping the fact that I love you. I am not gay, but I fell in love with a man. Subconsciously, I want myself to forget this fact. I desperately hinted to myself, telling myself, I I love Linlin. My cowardice and timidity ruined a good woman, and even made me lose you."
In the quiet night, facing the cold tombstone, Chen Chen told the secrets that he had hidden in his heart for many years.
After Chen Chen smoked a few cigarettes, he slowly sat down on the ground with his head resting on the tombstone, as if he was embracing the person he loved the most.
"Linzi, did you call me that day because you couldn't let me go?"
It was only on the third day after Shen Lin's death that Chen Chen found out about it.
He said it was impossible at the time, because he received a call from Shen Lin that night.He found Shen Lin's parents with the call records and told them that Shen Lin must still be alive.Shen's parents felt that he must have been irritated, and cried to comfort him, saying that Shen Lin had passed away in the early morning of that day.
Chen Chen couldn't accept this reality until he saw Shen Lin's body.He lay silently in a piece of pure white, clearly within reach, but far away and untouchable.
Only then did Chen Chen believe that Shen Lin really left him.
He gradually became depressed, and when he returned home, he saw his earnest wife, and found that she turned into Shen Lin, smiling slightly at him.
Chen Chen was overwhelmed by guilt. If he had understood his intention earlier, he would not have harmed this innocent woman.
Chen Chen filed for divorce and decided to give Linlin her freedom as a way to make up for her mistakes.
"Linzi, I will be free soon. Then I will have a chance to pursue you again. You are waiting for me over there. I won't let you be lonely for too long."
Chen Chen suddenly laughed, and there was a strangeness of death in his smile.
He took out a blade from his pocket, and the cold light shone brightly in the night.
Chen Chen stared deeply at the man in the photo, and finally slashed his wrist hard.
Blood spurted out, staining the dead night red.
Chen Chen opened his eyes again, surrounded by pure white.
He raised his head with difficulty and found a person crawling beside the bed.
Seeing Linlin, Chen Chen's heart throbbed fiercely.
What he owed to this woman can never be made up in this lifetime.
When Shen Lin heard the movement, he raised his head and looked over, and found that Chen Chen was already awake, so he opened his eyes wide.
He jumped up from the chair, fell to the side of the bed, and hugged Chen Chen.
"Why are you so stupid? Why are you committing suicide?"
If I hadn't been unable to let him go and followed him to the cemetery, I'm afraid I would have really lost Chen Chen.
God knows how much Shen Lin regretted seeing him lying in front of his tombstone covered in blood. He should have told him earlier that he was Shen Lin.
Chen Chen slowly pushed away the woman in his arms, his sad smile made his face paler.
"Linlin, he's very lonely down here, I want to accompany him."
Shen Lin looked at him quietly, a light flashed in his eyes.He said slowly: "Chen Chen, I noticed you on the first day I entered school. You were wearing a white shirt that day, and the sun was just right. When you ran past me, I knew that this man was me. The love of my life."
Facing his wife's confession, Chen Chen felt even more guilty. He glanced over his head, unable to bear to look into his wife's shining eyes.
Shen Lin turned his body and looked straight into his eyes.
"Listen to what I have to say."
Chen Chen couldn't bear to refuse him, and nodded silently, but didn't dare to look him in the eye.
Shen Lin touched his face, and continued: "I tried every means to get close to you. I was afraid that getting too close to you would cause your suspicion, so I planned to start with you as friends first. I invited Wang Jian to dinner, and I ate enough It took him a month to vacate the dormitory for me. You want to join the drama club and say you like Shakespeare the most, but I hate literature and art the most. In order to get close to you, I joined the theater troupe. I think as long as there is a place where you are Hell is as good as heaven."
"You are very powerful. Changing girlfriends is like changing clothes. Seeing you changing girlfriends one after another, I secretly comforted myself. You are just playing around. One day you will find out that I am good. But I know that I am just a dream , not long ago, you and that girl were together. At that time, you still kept it from me. I went to deliver dumplings to you during the winter solstice, and I saw you roll the sheets with my own eyes. The dumplings fell to the ground. I wrapped the shrimp stuffing with my own hands. Yes, it's all ruined."
When Shen Lin said this, tears fell.
"I'm sorry, Linlin." Chen Chen reached out and wiped away his tears.
Shen Lin waved his hand away and scolded: "Chen Chen, you are an asshole. You didn't know who you liked before, but now you can't see who is in front of you! Why are you such an asshole!"
Chen Chen nodded, "I'm a bastard, I'm sorry for you."
Shen Lin wiped away the tears on his face and sniffed, "I have loved you for seven years. During these seven years, I watched you become a man from a boy, and watched you marry other women. From the beginning of wanting to have you, In the end, as long as I stay by your side, I will be satisfied. You don’t know what kind of suffering I have gone through. On the day of your wedding, I thought I could let go of it, but when I saw you walking in front of me holding Linlin’s hand , I know that my love for you has never dissipated. I once thought, if I were a woman, would you love me? If I were a woman, would I have the right to pursue you instead of looking at you and Other women kiss me."
Chen Chen's eyes widened at Shen Lin's words, and he looked at the woman in front of him in disbelief.
Linlin's words lingered in his mind repeatedly. Her tone of voice was very familiar, but it definitely didn't belong to the original Linlin.
And the words just now, if you think about it carefully, it's not Linlin's experience at all.
Who is this woman in front of me?
"You're not Linlin!" Chen Chen said in surprise.
Shen Lin looked at him deeply and said: "Chen Chen, you told me that you will always treat me as a buddy. We don't want to be born in the same year and the same month, but we want to die in the same year and the same month. You also told me that you have no parents. Dote on me like a younger brother. I gave you my own birthday, and since then, we have celebrated birthdays together every year."
Before he finished speaking, Chen Chen had already hugged him into his arms.
"Lin Zi, is that you?"
Shen Lin nodded heavily in his arms, "It's me!"
Chen Chen held his face in his hands, his eyes fell on his face, and he asked in surprise, "Why did you become like this?"
"I want to love you instead of Linlin, so that I am qualified to stand by your side."
Shen Lin put his arms around his waist and said softly: "If I were a woman, I could give you a complete family."
Chen Chen shook his head, "I don't need you to be a woman, I just need you to be Shen Lin."
Shen Lin said: "I can't go back."
Chen Chen looked at him unprepared, "What should we do now?"
Shen Lin shrugged helplessly, "If I can't live as Linlin, then I can only be a lonely ghost."
Chen Chen was shocked, grabbed his hand tightly, and said nervously, "I don't want you to leave me."
Shen Lin asked, "Then you still divorce me?"
"Never leave!" Chen Chen said firmly, "I will never divorce for the rest of my life."
Shen Lin smiled, with tears in his eyes.
Chen Chen wiped away his tears for him, still unable to accept the reality in front of him, he asked tentatively, "How did you become Linlin?"
Shen Lin told him everything that happened that day.
Chen Chen hugged him tightly, as if he was afraid that he would disappear from his eyes if he let go.
"One day, will you suddenly disappear?"
Seeing that he was so nervous, Shen Lin felt sweet in his heart, and stretched out his hand to pinch his face.
"Then you have to watch me closely."
Chen Chen grabbed his waist, brought him into his arms, and hugged him tightly.
"Don't worry, I will definitely take good care of you and never let you leave me again."
The sun was just right outside the window, just like the day they first met.
That year, I fell in love with you, because only you can walk into my heart.
Rich sunlight shone into the ward, and sprinkled on the two figures embracing each other.
Shen Lin leaned against Chen Chen's arms, looking at the bright sunshine outside the window, with a happy smile on his face.
---
"Ah!"
Gu Ziyang twisted his nose with a tissue, his red nose looked like Santa Claus.
Yifan sat far away from him, looked at him with his legs crossed, and said mockingly, "Old Gu, are you still a man? You've been sick for a month, why haven't you recovered yet?"
Gu Ziyang was also quite depressed, how could he have imagined that being killed by a ghost last time would cause such great harm.
This month, he was lying on the bed all day long, and his stomach was nauseated after drinking the traditional Chinese medicine, but his illness did not relieve at all.
"Hey! The hero can't resist the stubborn illness, your father and I were raped/violent by the illness this time."
Gu Ziyang sniffed and wrapped the blanket around his body tightly.
Yifan pouted, "It's winter vacation, you can't keep me bored at home. I want to go out and play."
Gu Ziyang waved his hand, "You go! Play as you please downstairs."
Yifan stood up abruptly, and said with a straight face, "I'm going to the playground."
Gu Ziyang rubbed his forehead and said, "No, Dad is sick."
"Then let Uncle Ling go with me."
"No, Uncle Ling will be abducted by the bad aunt."
"Old Gu!" Yifan yelled, rushed over and glared at him and said, "Why do you always rob Uncle Ling from me? He has been with you for a month, so what's the matter with me now?"
Gu Ziyang persuasively persuaded, "Oh, it's not your father, I'm stingy. Women can eat people now, but Uncle Ling will be in danger if he goes out."
"Uncle Ling is a god with boundless magic power, so there will be no danger when going out." Yifan pinched his waist and turned his eyes to look at him, "I think you didn't want Uncle Ling to come with me at all, and you just made an excuse."
Gu Ziyang nodded, "You are right."
Yifan got angry, jumped on his feet and said, "Old Gu, I won't support you when you're old."
"It's okay, I have a wife to support me!" Gu Ziyang smiled shamelessly.
Ling Langxuan came out of the kitchen, just in time to see Gu Ziyang making a fool of himself.He walked over with a blank expression, reached out and knocked on Gu Ziyang's head.
"How grown up, you still get angry with children."
Gu Ziyang cried out for injustice, "Everyone who covets you, I will hate him."
Ling Langxuan squinted at him and said, "Isn't Yifan your son?"
Gu Ziyang was heartbroken, "My brother is still clear about it! What's more, it's a son who was sent for phone bills."
This sentence completely annoyed Yifan, and he gave Gu Ziyang a hard push.
"Old Gu, I hate you."
Gu Ziyang touched his nose, feeling that the joke was too big.
Linglangxuan pulled his face forcefully, "What's your rivalry with him? Are you sick and stupid!"
Gu Ziyang rolled his eyes at him, defending himself.
"I'm sick and can't go out, and he insists on arguing to go to the playground."
"I can accompany him. You're not a child. What's wrong with being at home alone?"
Ling Langxuan looked at him helplessly, feeling that recently Gu Ziyang had become very childish and clingy.
Gu Ziyang curled his lips, "No, places like playgrounds are full of people, what if you are abducted?"
Ling Langxuan narrowed his eyes and looked at him, "What is going on in your mind?"
Gu Ziyang put his arms around his waist, and said domineeringly: "As a man, you must never let others think about your daughter-in-law."
"What if someone misses it?" Linglangxuan asked with great interest.
A fierce light flashed in Gu Ziyang's eyes, "Put it."
In the quiet night, facing the cold tombstone, Chen Chen told the secrets that he had hidden in his heart for many years.
After Chen Chen smoked a few cigarettes, he slowly sat down on the ground with his head resting on the tombstone, as if he was embracing the person he loved the most.
"Linzi, did you call me that day because you couldn't let me go?"
It was only on the third day after Shen Lin's death that Chen Chen found out about it.
He said it was impossible at the time, because he received a call from Shen Lin that night.He found Shen Lin's parents with the call records and told them that Shen Lin must still be alive.Shen's parents felt that he must have been irritated, and cried to comfort him, saying that Shen Lin had passed away in the early morning of that day.
Chen Chen couldn't accept this reality until he saw Shen Lin's body.He lay silently in a piece of pure white, clearly within reach, but far away and untouchable.
Only then did Chen Chen believe that Shen Lin really left him.
He gradually became depressed, and when he returned home, he saw his earnest wife, and found that she turned into Shen Lin, smiling slightly at him.
Chen Chen was overwhelmed by guilt. If he had understood his intention earlier, he would not have harmed this innocent woman.
Chen Chen filed for divorce and decided to give Linlin her freedom as a way to make up for her mistakes.
"Linzi, I will be free soon. Then I will have a chance to pursue you again. You are waiting for me over there. I won't let you be lonely for too long."
Chen Chen suddenly laughed, and there was a strangeness of death in his smile.
He took out a blade from his pocket, and the cold light shone brightly in the night.
Chen Chen stared deeply at the man in the photo, and finally slashed his wrist hard.
Blood spurted out, staining the dead night red.
Chen Chen opened his eyes again, surrounded by pure white.
He raised his head with difficulty and found a person crawling beside the bed.
Seeing Linlin, Chen Chen's heart throbbed fiercely.
What he owed to this woman can never be made up in this lifetime.
When Shen Lin heard the movement, he raised his head and looked over, and found that Chen Chen was already awake, so he opened his eyes wide.
He jumped up from the chair, fell to the side of the bed, and hugged Chen Chen.
"Why are you so stupid? Why are you committing suicide?"
If I hadn't been unable to let him go and followed him to the cemetery, I'm afraid I would have really lost Chen Chen.
God knows how much Shen Lin regretted seeing him lying in front of his tombstone covered in blood. He should have told him earlier that he was Shen Lin.
Chen Chen slowly pushed away the woman in his arms, his sad smile made his face paler.
"Linlin, he's very lonely down here, I want to accompany him."
Shen Lin looked at him quietly, a light flashed in his eyes.He said slowly: "Chen Chen, I noticed you on the first day I entered school. You were wearing a white shirt that day, and the sun was just right. When you ran past me, I knew that this man was me. The love of my life."
Facing his wife's confession, Chen Chen felt even more guilty. He glanced over his head, unable to bear to look into his wife's shining eyes.
Shen Lin turned his body and looked straight into his eyes.
"Listen to what I have to say."
Chen Chen couldn't bear to refuse him, and nodded silently, but didn't dare to look him in the eye.
Shen Lin touched his face, and continued: "I tried every means to get close to you. I was afraid that getting too close to you would cause your suspicion, so I planned to start with you as friends first. I invited Wang Jian to dinner, and I ate enough It took him a month to vacate the dormitory for me. You want to join the drama club and say you like Shakespeare the most, but I hate literature and art the most. In order to get close to you, I joined the theater troupe. I think as long as there is a place where you are Hell is as good as heaven."
"You are very powerful. Changing girlfriends is like changing clothes. Seeing you changing girlfriends one after another, I secretly comforted myself. You are just playing around. One day you will find out that I am good. But I know that I am just a dream , not long ago, you and that girl were together. At that time, you still kept it from me. I went to deliver dumplings to you during the winter solstice, and I saw you roll the sheets with my own eyes. The dumplings fell to the ground. I wrapped the shrimp stuffing with my own hands. Yes, it's all ruined."
When Shen Lin said this, tears fell.
"I'm sorry, Linlin." Chen Chen reached out and wiped away his tears.
Shen Lin waved his hand away and scolded: "Chen Chen, you are an asshole. You didn't know who you liked before, but now you can't see who is in front of you! Why are you such an asshole!"
Chen Chen nodded, "I'm a bastard, I'm sorry for you."
Shen Lin wiped away the tears on his face and sniffed, "I have loved you for seven years. During these seven years, I watched you become a man from a boy, and watched you marry other women. From the beginning of wanting to have you, In the end, as long as I stay by your side, I will be satisfied. You don’t know what kind of suffering I have gone through. On the day of your wedding, I thought I could let go of it, but when I saw you walking in front of me holding Linlin’s hand , I know that my love for you has never dissipated. I once thought, if I were a woman, would you love me? If I were a woman, would I have the right to pursue you instead of looking at you and Other women kiss me."
Chen Chen's eyes widened at Shen Lin's words, and he looked at the woman in front of him in disbelief.
Linlin's words lingered in his mind repeatedly. Her tone of voice was very familiar, but it definitely didn't belong to the original Linlin.
And the words just now, if you think about it carefully, it's not Linlin's experience at all.
Who is this woman in front of me?
"You're not Linlin!" Chen Chen said in surprise.
Shen Lin looked at him deeply and said: "Chen Chen, you told me that you will always treat me as a buddy. We don't want to be born in the same year and the same month, but we want to die in the same year and the same month. You also told me that you have no parents. Dote on me like a younger brother. I gave you my own birthday, and since then, we have celebrated birthdays together every year."
Before he finished speaking, Chen Chen had already hugged him into his arms.
"Lin Zi, is that you?"
Shen Lin nodded heavily in his arms, "It's me!"
Chen Chen held his face in his hands, his eyes fell on his face, and he asked in surprise, "Why did you become like this?"
"I want to love you instead of Linlin, so that I am qualified to stand by your side."
Shen Lin put his arms around his waist and said softly: "If I were a woman, I could give you a complete family."
Chen Chen shook his head, "I don't need you to be a woman, I just need you to be Shen Lin."
Shen Lin said: "I can't go back."
Chen Chen looked at him unprepared, "What should we do now?"
Shen Lin shrugged helplessly, "If I can't live as Linlin, then I can only be a lonely ghost."
Chen Chen was shocked, grabbed his hand tightly, and said nervously, "I don't want you to leave me."
Shen Lin asked, "Then you still divorce me?"
"Never leave!" Chen Chen said firmly, "I will never divorce for the rest of my life."
Shen Lin smiled, with tears in his eyes.
Chen Chen wiped away his tears for him, still unable to accept the reality in front of him, he asked tentatively, "How did you become Linlin?"
Shen Lin told him everything that happened that day.
Chen Chen hugged him tightly, as if he was afraid that he would disappear from his eyes if he let go.
"One day, will you suddenly disappear?"
Seeing that he was so nervous, Shen Lin felt sweet in his heart, and stretched out his hand to pinch his face.
"Then you have to watch me closely."
Chen Chen grabbed his waist, brought him into his arms, and hugged him tightly.
"Don't worry, I will definitely take good care of you and never let you leave me again."
The sun was just right outside the window, just like the day they first met.
That year, I fell in love with you, because only you can walk into my heart.
Rich sunlight shone into the ward, and sprinkled on the two figures embracing each other.
Shen Lin leaned against Chen Chen's arms, looking at the bright sunshine outside the window, with a happy smile on his face.
---
"Ah!"
Gu Ziyang twisted his nose with a tissue, his red nose looked like Santa Claus.
Yifan sat far away from him, looked at him with his legs crossed, and said mockingly, "Old Gu, are you still a man? You've been sick for a month, why haven't you recovered yet?"
Gu Ziyang was also quite depressed, how could he have imagined that being killed by a ghost last time would cause such great harm.
This month, he was lying on the bed all day long, and his stomach was nauseated after drinking the traditional Chinese medicine, but his illness did not relieve at all.
"Hey! The hero can't resist the stubborn illness, your father and I were raped/violent by the illness this time."
Gu Ziyang sniffed and wrapped the blanket around his body tightly.
Yifan pouted, "It's winter vacation, you can't keep me bored at home. I want to go out and play."
Gu Ziyang waved his hand, "You go! Play as you please downstairs."
Yifan stood up abruptly, and said with a straight face, "I'm going to the playground."
Gu Ziyang rubbed his forehead and said, "No, Dad is sick."
"Then let Uncle Ling go with me."
"No, Uncle Ling will be abducted by the bad aunt."
"Old Gu!" Yifan yelled, rushed over and glared at him and said, "Why do you always rob Uncle Ling from me? He has been with you for a month, so what's the matter with me now?"
Gu Ziyang persuasively persuaded, "Oh, it's not your father, I'm stingy. Women can eat people now, but Uncle Ling will be in danger if he goes out."
"Uncle Ling is a god with boundless magic power, so there will be no danger when going out." Yifan pinched his waist and turned his eyes to look at him, "I think you didn't want Uncle Ling to come with me at all, and you just made an excuse."
Gu Ziyang nodded, "You are right."
Yifan got angry, jumped on his feet and said, "Old Gu, I won't support you when you're old."
"It's okay, I have a wife to support me!" Gu Ziyang smiled shamelessly.
Ling Langxuan came out of the kitchen, just in time to see Gu Ziyang making a fool of himself.He walked over with a blank expression, reached out and knocked on Gu Ziyang's head.
"How grown up, you still get angry with children."
Gu Ziyang cried out for injustice, "Everyone who covets you, I will hate him."
Ling Langxuan squinted at him and said, "Isn't Yifan your son?"
Gu Ziyang was heartbroken, "My brother is still clear about it! What's more, it's a son who was sent for phone bills."
This sentence completely annoyed Yifan, and he gave Gu Ziyang a hard push.
"Old Gu, I hate you."
Gu Ziyang touched his nose, feeling that the joke was too big.
Linglangxuan pulled his face forcefully, "What's your rivalry with him? Are you sick and stupid!"
Gu Ziyang rolled his eyes at him, defending himself.
"I'm sick and can't go out, and he insists on arguing to go to the playground."
"I can accompany him. You're not a child. What's wrong with being at home alone?"
Ling Langxuan looked at him helplessly, feeling that recently Gu Ziyang had become very childish and clingy.
Gu Ziyang curled his lips, "No, places like playgrounds are full of people, what if you are abducted?"
Ling Langxuan narrowed his eyes and looked at him, "What is going on in your mind?"
Gu Ziyang put his arms around his waist, and said domineeringly: "As a man, you must never let others think about your daughter-in-law."
"What if someone misses it?" Linglangxuan asked with great interest.
A fierce light flashed in Gu Ziyang's eyes, "Put it."
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