I Am Your Little Sunshine

The next day, Ji Minfei had dinner at Ma Yangyang's house, and secretly asked how Ma Yangyang and Xie Tian were doing while no one was paying attention.Although the whole school knows about Xie Tian and Ma Yangyang, but after all, they are separated by a building, and with all the gossip, Ji Minfei hasn't had contact with them since Ma Yangyang returned to school, so she still misses them a lot .

Ma Yangyang didn't know what to say about their current situation, so he was silent for a long time before saying: "Persistence is victory."

Ji Minfei couldn't help but flooded with sympathy again, and said with watery eyes: "Just tell me what is useful to me."

Ma Yangyang rubbed her head with a smile, and said with a smile: "Don't make up your mind, it's not that serious."

Mr. Ji just came back from a business trip today, and he also went to Ma’s for dinner today. After eating, Li Shiqin said that his two children would go to school. Mr. Ji was quite surprised and said: "Why do you want to follow them all of a sudden? Just let them go by themselves, don’t worry." Too used to it." He thought that Li Shiqin wanted to see them off because of Ji Minfei's presence.

Li Shiqin was a little embarrassed, but she had to give it away. Although she knew that Ma Yangyang would not break the agreement, but his attitude was so firm, Li Shiqin felt that if she didn't do something, she couldn't feel at ease. Even though it was meaningless to do it, she couldn't don't do it.

Seeing the delicate atmosphere, Ji Minfei hurriedly said to Mr. Ji coquettishly, "Let Auntie send us off."

Ji Minfei seldom acted like a baby, and it was rare that Mr. Ji couldn't bear to act like a baby, so he said, "Then I'll take you guys there, Auntie has been busy all day and let her rest more."

After all the words have been said here, naturally no one will object, but it will be a bad thing for him to go.

Anyway, we have already arrived at school, so Mr. Ji wanted to stop by to find out about his daughter's study situation. The homeroom teacher happened to be there, and he chatted with him enthusiastically for a long time, saying that Ji Minfei is smart and hardworking, and his grades are considered top in the class. , compared to the beginning of school, her personality is also outgoing. The teachers and classmates like her very much, but the little girl is too good and easy to make mistakes.

While talking, he talked about Xie Tian and Ma Yangyang, "Minfei seems to have a good relationship with Ma Yangyang and Xie Tian, ​​who are in the third grade. You also know that children at this age tend to go astray."

Mr. Ji didn't know who Xie Tian was, but Ma Yangyang had nothing to worry about, so he smiled and said, "Please worry about it, it's actually like this. As for Ma Yangyang, uh, he is my future stepson. As adults, we all know that children are on good terms, and nothing will happen."

The head teacher was momentarily stunned, and said awkwardly: "That's good," thinking about the two people again, hesitated for a moment, and then said: "I also know that Min Fei is not the kind of ignorant little girl, but Ma Yang Yang and Xie Tian, ​​hey..." After all, I'm a teacher, so it's not good to talk about other children's right and wrong in front of other parents.

Seeing the teacher hesitating, Mr. Ji became curious and asked, "Who is Xie Tian?"

The head teacher let out a sigh, and said: "This Xie Tian and Ma Yangyang heard that they are in love, and the two boys have spread throughout the school... Sigh, you still need to pay attention to Min Fei's education... ...."

Mr. Ji frowned, now he understands why Li Shiqin must send Ma Yangyang to school.

The two chatted for a while, they are both adults and it is not easy to gossip about children, Mr. Ji said thank you and left.

In the evening, he specifically asked Li Shiqin if he was free. Li Shiqin said that he would pick up Ma Yangyang later, so Mr. Ji asked directly about Ma Yangyang and Xie Tian.

Li Shiqin originally felt that this matter was a bit difficult to talk about, but Mr. Ji was no one else, they were together in the future, and these things had to be faced together, since he asked her about it, she had to tell the truth.

Unexpectedly, Mr. Ji's reaction was very strong, and later he even asked Li Shiqin to send Ma Yangyang for treatment.Li Shiqin didn't expect that the first quarrel between himself and Mr. Ji was because of this matter, and he felt cold for a while, and asked lightly: "How to treat it."

"Electric shock or something, how could he get such a problem?" Mr. Ji said incredulously.

Li Shiqin found it funny, "Do you think homosexuality is a disease? In 1992, the World Health Organization excluded homosexuality from the ranks of mental illness."

Mr. Ji was silent for a moment, and said, "Do you agree with his sexual orientation?"

Li Shiqin said: "As a mother, I can't agree, but I also can't send him to so-called treatment because I disagree, let alone electric shock."

The two argued about this matter for a long time, and Mr. Ji said: "What about Minfei? Let her live with a homosexual, and what should I do if it affects her?"

Li Shiqin couldn't help but sneer, "Homosexuality is not a disease, let alone an infectious disease. Minfei has her own judgment, and she won't become gay just because someone else is gay."

"I'm not saying that she will follow suit, I'm saying that her three views will be affected. I can't accept that my stepson is gay. This will cause great trouble to my life and my daughter's life."

"Really?" Li Shiqin laughed, "Then let's break up."

"Well, it's best to let them break up, but Yang Yang's problem still needs to be treated, I know you don't like to hear it, but..."

"I think you made a mistake. I mean, let's break up." Mr. Ji was interrupted by Li Shiqin before he finished speaking. Her heart was desolate and distressed, so painful that she was about to cry, "No Leave it alone, I'll hang up."

Li Shiqin hung up the phone, but Mr. Ji didn't call again. She stared at the phone for a long time, and finally cried.

This is the first time she has found the courage to accept a man who has passed many tests. She can bear his other small shortcomings, but she can't accept his prejudice against her son. A thorn that cannot be removed.

She couldn't say that Mr. Ji was wrong, after all, there are thousands of people who reject homosexuality in the world, but she couldn't accept that he would get an electric shock if he opened his mouth, but if he kept his mouth shut, he couldn't accept it. If he couldn't accept it, he would wrong Ma Yangyang?Li Shiqin couldn't do it, so he could only give up this relationship.

It's not that she's not sad, but what's more poignant is that she suddenly realized how much pain and pressure Ma Yangyang has endured. She can tell others that homosexuality is not a disease, but she can't stand by her son and give him courage. In Ma Yangyang's heart, she may have hurt him more than outsiders.

Li Shiqin began to wonder if she had done something wrong, but she didn't dare to imagine that if she agreed, things would develop in that direction again.

Before going out to pick up Ma Yangyang, Mr. Ji sent a text message, "Are you really going to break up?"

Li Shiqin didn't reply right away, and after going to the garage to pick up the car, facing the quiet parking lot, she finally calmed down and replied, "Yes."

Mr. Ji fell silent again, until Li Shiqin arrived at school and his text message came, "Well, I hope we can still be friends in the future."

Li Shiqin shook her head and smiled, with tears streaming down her face, she typed: "Well, okay."

This is the love of middle-aged people. It's not that they don't have feelings, but they all have their own calculations. The interests and feelings are clearly calculated. Maybe they can share joys and sorrows, but there is still a place that the other party cannot occupy. It's called "retreat", and when you get to the retreat, you can still pretend to be indifferent and say goodbye with a light smile. You are still a friend, and you are really just like a friend when you say goodbye.

Those simple fanatical rampant loves only belong to young people, and I don't know which one is more hurtful.

Yangyang, if Ma Yangyang lets you let go and love, can you guarantee that you will be happy?

If possible, my mother is also willing to stand by your side.

However, no one can guarantee that it will be destroyed vigorously or slowly, so my mother dare not gamble.