Silent Universe GL

On the plane, Xiao Siyi stared blankly at the stars outside the window.

"Don't cross that line."

Xiao Siyi wanted to ask clearly, but swallowed the words again.

What should I ask myself?

Qu Yao's words are very clear, but she doesn't understand.

She didn't refuse, didn't accept, but slowly told the reality.

In this line, we are still friends.

Beyond that line, what is left?

At this moment, don't step over, just stand there.

Xiao Siyi is now a celebrity, and Qu Yao has also quit her job, and is just an ordinary person who has lost her aura.

So what if I'm still working?

Importantly, they are of the same sex.

How much trouble will it cause after being together?

So at the critical moment, Xiao Siyi flinched, left, and escaped.

It is impossible not to care about this reminder. As an adult, I can no longer do things as recklessly as I used to.

Are you able to bear the consequences?

Xiao Siyi asked himself, but couldn't find an answer, so he stopped everything in front of him and fled.

Yes, I just got everything, I can't ruin it because of my own impulse, and I can't ruin her, this feeling can only be buried.

This is the most correct way.

Only then will everyone be happy.

No one is sad because of this, Xiao Siyi himself can enjoy everything he has worked so hard for now with peace of mind.

She also understood, that's why she reminded Xiao Siyi like this.

Let's stop there.

But Xiao Siyi hated such a sensible Xiao Siyi.

Afterwards, Xiao Siyi cut off all contact with her, and made music with peace of mind. Taking advantage of this fire, she took part in many reality shows, further expanding their reputation and reaching the top.

In countless performances, as soon as they got on the stage, the audience shouted their names, resounding through the sky.

This is the scene where every member of the silent universe dreamed countless times, and just like that, the dream appeared in front of them.

Countless invitations, busy schedules, and less personal time.

Xiao Siyi, who was smiling all over the camera, returned to the hotel like a puppet with a broken string, just sitting in front of the bed.

Lin Qiao didn't say a word beside her, looked at her quietly, and sighed.

Because he is on the cusp of the storm and is also the lead singer of the band, the media gossip is indispensable every day.

But in the past six months, there has been no real news about her.

During the rare holidays, the media only captured Xiao Siyi diving into the house and not showing up. Only the takeaways kept proving that she was still alive.

Out of curiosity, the paparazzi even looked at what she ate every day.

It is the usual Mala Tang barbecue rice.

So a piece of news that can't be regarded as heavy but better than nothing was published quietly the next day.

"The lead singer of the Silent Universe band lives with Malatang barbecue rice every day, and the house girl index is over the top!"

As for Xiao Siyi at home, he watched the smell of the takeaway gradually dissipate in front of him, and slowly waited for the food to cool down before throwing it away.

Occasionally, Xiao Siyi would pick up the phone, open WeChat, look at Qu Yao's profile picture, and want to talk to her, but shrink back.

Looking at her profile picture, she remembered something that happened before.

That was when Qu Yao first created WeChat for her. Qu Yao changed her avatar. Xiao Siyi laughed at her for being too narcissistic and used her own photo as her avatar. Qu Yao became furious and replaced it with a cat.

Now Xiao Siyi regretted it, he had been with her for so long and didn't have a picture of her, and he blamed himself for losing the chance to really see her even if it was a picture, and there was no movement in her circle of friends.

Even one is fine, let me see if you are doing well.

Time flies, the end of the second year.

Xiao Sa still called Xiao Siyi this year to ask Xiao Siyi to go home, Xiao Siyi didn't reply immediately, but just said: I thought about it and hung up the phone.

It coincided with the theme song of a Lunar New Year movie sung by the band in the past two days. The box office of the movie just broke the highest record in the history of domestic movies. The crew organized a celebration party and invited them there.

So Xiao Siyi put on a smart suit and went out with the members.

Even after so long, she is still not used to wearing skirts in public. Now even Lin Qiao wears an evening dress. Seeing Xiao Siyi's neutral dress makes Lin Qiao very upset.

"Sister Xiao, it's fine to wear whatever you like. What's the point of you dressing like a man for such a celebration party? No wonder you haven't had scandals with male celebrities. Now the newspapers will definitely write you as Ji Ji."

"I was originally." Xiao Siyi didn't care.

"My mother, this is worse than your underground relationship with Lao Kang!"

That's right, sometimes the media sees Lao Kang and Xiao Siyi hooking up shoulder to shoulder and inevitably writes it in the gossip. It has always been a rumor that he and Lao Kang have an affair.

Fortunately, Paul is not jealous.

When we arrived at the place, the venue was very lively, Lin Qiao didn't care about Xiao Siyi, and hurriedly put on an attitude of "I am the world's most fairy piano queen" and greeted every toasting guest.Xiao Siyi also showed an official expression and greeted politely. He took a look at Lao Kang and Paul's performance and clothes, and he was much more comfortable. He couldn't help but sigh: It's nice to be a man.

"Miss Xiao, I'm your fan. I like your song very much. Let me toast you."

"Oh, good."

Xiao Siyi came back to his senses, hurriedly clinked glasses with the visitor, and took a sip.

In the past six months, countless men like this have opened their mouths with such words, and then foolishly thought that they could get this little girl into their pockets with their "gentleman's character".

Being an old lady is a fool.

The celebration party went smoothly, and Quiet Universe also accepted many interviews. For a while, laughter continued.

Near the end, Xiao Siyi breathed a sigh of relief, he still couldn't handle such a scene, so he should hide secretly in the corner next time.

Thinking of this, Xiao Siyi glanced into the corner subconsciously.

Ok.

Ok?

Um? ?

That is, Qu Yao?

Xiao Siyi froze in place.

Why is she here?

Xiao Siyi rushed to the entrance of the venue, grabbed an invitation letter from the table, opened the red paper, and searched for her name line by line.

Qu Yao's name is impressive.

It's really her!

Ecstasy filled Xiao Siyi's chest, and she was a little unsure, so she took out her mobile phone and sent a message.

"Where are you?"

A rash and abrupt sentence, even if there is no contact for half a year, Xiao Siyi can't care so much, and stares at Qu Yao in the distance after sending it.

Qu Yao seemed to feel something vibrating, took out her phone, glanced at it, with a surprised expression, and put it back in her pocket.

It's really her.

It's really her!

Xiao Siyi didn't want to let go this time, the more she stood on the clouds, the more she knew what she wanted, and I hope it's not too late.

No matter how the world is turned upside down, since I saw it, I won't let it go.

Of course, hopefully she won't have a boyfriend.

When it came to boyfriend, Xiao Siyi was a little unsure. He went around the venue and checked around. The boyfriend probably wasn't here.

Xiao Siyi decided to observe again.

After the celebration was over, Xiao Siyi hurriedly bid farewell to Lin Qiao and the others, and secretly followed Qu Yao who was saying goodbye.

This time, it is the choice of Steins Gate, and it will not let you run away again.

There were hardly anyone staying on the cold street late at night, and Xiao Siyi's tailing became much easier. After following Qu Yao for a while, she was still alone, and no one called for a car, and no one picked her up.Xiao Siyi confirmed the guess in his heart.

How is she doing?

Xiao Siyi's face was flushed red from the cold, and his mind became clearer a lot.

Does she know that I'm also at the celebration dinner?

Did she see me?

Xiao Siyi gradually narrowed the distance, how about disturbing her so rashly?

No matter, she has already messed up my life, why can she appear in front of me so comfortably?

For half a year, I have been thinking about her every day, but now I just lack a chance to meet her.

If you can meet, it means that the fate is not over, God will reward you, if you can't meet, then just pass by.

Thank goodness.

Xiao Siyi stretched out his hand and pressed her shoulder.

Qu Yao turned around and saw that it was Xiao Siyi, her expression was very shocked.

"Xiao Si..."

Xiao Siyi kissed Qu Yao.

I don't want to listen to her rambling, because of her admonition, I didn't even think about it at the time, this time, I will kiss you directly.

Her lips were cool, but soft and comfortable, Xiao Siyi closed his eyes.

It's been a year, Qu Yao, it should have been done long ago.

Even a minute and a second is fine, but I have never forgotten you, I miss you very much.

It took half a year to cross that line, is there still time?

Qu Yao was a little hypoxic and a little pained by her kiss, she admitted that she was very happy knowing that Xiao Siyi was there at the celebration banquet.

I am so happy that I am about to fly.

She didn't choose to escape, but also had a little luck, and wanted to meet her, just take a look at her from a distance.

Now that Xiao Siyi was standing in front of her, still kissing herself, Qu Yao couldn't help asking if she was dreaming?

Just now.

"You have done so much for her, who are you?"

"Are you really just friends?"

"Well done."

These three sentences sounded in my ears at the right time.All of a sudden, the happiness of dreaming just now was shattered.

Qu Yao suddenly let go of Xiao Siyi.

"Don't do that."

Xiao Siyi thought it was because she kissed too tightly, she smiled embarrassedly, she felt the feeling that Qu Yao gave her just now, this feeling will not lie to herself, she is also very happy, isn't she?

She wanted to hug Qu Yao tightly again.

"Snapped!"

The voice suddenly sounded in the desolate street, and for a moment, both of them were stunned.

Xiao Siyi, who had been slapped, stayed where he was, with the gradually red and swollen palm prints showing on the side of his face.

After slapping her, Qu Yao's hand was still in the air, and she was also surprised by her actions.

The two sides who are silent to each other are like a still oil painting.

"Qu... Yao...?"

Only the sound of the wind answered her.

"why why?"

"Sorry…"

"we can not."

Listening to these two words, Xiao Siyi opened his mouth wide, the slap was hot and painful, as if reminding himself.

"Is this the price of crossing that line?"

Xiao Siyi answered Qu Yao's words half a year ago with a wry smile.

no answer.

There was a pause.

"I see." After speaking, Xiao Siyi turned and left.

Seeing Xiao Siyi walking away, Qu Yao wanted to call out to her, but she couldn't make a sound, or the feeling of being out of breath enveloped her surroundings, Qu Yao slowly squatted down, covered her mouth, and tears fell .

If she can't hear the voice, she will feel bad, and she will turn around.

I'm sorry, Xiao Siyi.

Qu Yao silently recited this countless times in her heart, but every time she recited it silently, the sadness in her heart became more intense.

The author has something to say:

I suddenly pressed the fast forward button and said sorry to everyone, forgive me who is about to start school.

Ah, I have said my apology many times, but even so, I still have to apologize.

Back to the main story of the book, when I wrote this chapter, I was reminded of the difficulty of homosexual love. To paraphrase a sentence in "False Marriage" I read a few days ago: foreigners have homosexuality, but there is no such thing as homosexuality in China.

That's right, even if the domestic situation is better and the Internet is more tolerant and open, if you put it on yourself, it will always be a "scandalous incident" that people can't hold their heads up.

It includes the incomprehension of the family members, the strange eyes of the surroundings, and even the retreat of the other half. It is difficult to experience the huge pressure without being there.

It’s a bit too much to say, and web articles shouldn’t be so heavy, so the ending of this article is still HE.

After all, the role of the story is to inspire those who are under pressure to continue to be themselves, and I will eventually believe that those who love each other will one day stand in the sun and breathe boldly, hold hands, hug and kiss boldly.

Will no longer be considered a scourge.