I want to practice Buddhism

This man's handsome face was full of murderous intent and anger. He was obviously a Buddhist cultivator, but he didn't have the compassion and universal salvation of the Buddha.On the contrary... like a god of death.

"Obviously, the day they arrived on this mountain, they were already dead."

Even the words he spoke were so cold, as if all creatures had nothing to do with him.

Sun Yao held back his tears, he looked at this person's face, the face his young master couldn't let go of no matter what, was it like this.

Ridiculous.

"Ah—" Sun Yao struggled and rushed towards him, took out the saber from his waist and slashed at the devil.

"Don't..." Guan Yue was about to stop it, but it was too late.The boy was knocked out of the room by an internal force, and his sword also became shattered.He lay on the ground, tears streaming down uncontrollably.

"You murderer...you killed...killed them..." Sun Yao's face was mixed with blood and tears, he wanted to shout, but his internal organs were in pain.

"Me? The ones who killed them were those Taoist priests who tried to seize the golden body. What have I to do?" Jiang Chengfeng gave Guan Yue a glance, and Guan Yue understood, and came over to help Sun Yao up.

"Ha...ha..." Sun Yao smiled, and the pain that involved his whole body became even more bloody in his mouth, "Buddha cultivators... unexpectedly... even mortals...can't protect..." He laughed even louder, blood It also flowed all over the place.

"Jiang Chengfeng... you'd better...you'd better kill me...otherwise I won't let you go...my young master...nor will I let you go..." After Sun Yao finished speaking, he felt the pain unbearable, Then passed out.

Guan Yue hurriedly took him back to the house, stopped the bleeding and treated the wound, and he was busy all night.

Jiang Chengfeng was standing in the yard, looking at the pool of blood, the little prince's smile appeared in his mind, but an emotion arose in his heart, whether it was pain or guilt, he couldn't tell.Or these two feelings are sometimes accompanied by each other. In the face of a mistake that has been irreparable, he can't even find anyone to repent.

The next day, Guan Yue came out of the house, looked at him, and then shook her head.

"His body is very weak. After the battle, he focused on cultivating Xin Jue and completely neglected to heal his injuries. Although your palm has only a third of strength, it is not enough to kill, but his body is weak, plus..." Guan Yue looked at Jiang Chengfeng's face The expression on his face, he said cautiously, "Plus he was depressed, so... he didn't make it through."

After a long silence, Jiang Chengfeng couldn't think of what to say in response.He didn't want to excuse himself anymore, he was really serious now, and he couldn't face that person anymore. "...Bury it." He said very lightly, but there was only guilt and grief.

"Now, you can't bury him." Guan Yue stopped her words, and hurriedly explained, "Now is the critical period of Kongtong Mountain. If news of your death is reported at this time, everyone will question you and cause panic. All our efforts will be in vain!" The monk didn't say anything and let her go on.

"In a few days, wait until the situation is stable, and then bury him in a glorious manner, saying that he was seriously injured in the last war, and he survived for a long time and wanted to be loyal to Kongtong Mountain. You helped him for a long time , but in the end there is still no way to recover. At that time, give the world, the world, and yourself an explanation."

Although it was a perfect solution, the depression kept fermenting in my heart.

The monk drank alcohol every day.

That night, Guan Yue sat beside him and drank a whole pot of sweet-scented osmanthus wine.Under the moonlight, her eyes were bright, she was still dressed in white, pure white as snow. "Why?" she asked.

The monk took a sip of wine and didn't speak.

"You don't seem like a ruthless person. If you were ruthless, how could you do this for a young master." Guan Yue persisted and insisted on asking the truth, "Why, it's about his parents."

I don't know if it's Jiu Jin or Guan Yue is really good at listening.The monk said: "I used to be very ruthless.

The Buddha wants to get rid of the seven emotions and destroy the six desires.So I have no feelings, and I don't feel anything about killing people.For hundreds of years, life has been as dull as water, meaningless.

When I fell in love with him, I only had him in my heart, and everything else had nothing to do with me.Whether it is life or death, it is all destiny, and I have no energy to defy the destiny for others.Until his parents were killed, I knew that my mistakes were irreversible in this life. "He smiled self-deprecatingly, bitterly.

"I wanted to speak up several times, but I didn't find the time. I wanted to wait for him to come back, and then confess to him. But I...killed Sun Yao. I'm afraid I won't be able to pay him off in this lifetime. "He drank the wine in one gulp and wet his sleeves.

In troubled times, there is no reason to speak of it.People live a life without desires and demands, which is admirable and despised.He is not a Buddha, he is a man of flesh and blood who has done wrong and begged for forgiveness.But this mistake, what should be used to make up for it?