It's not my fault to be ugly

On New Year's Eve, the snow that had fallen all morning finally stopped.Wrapped in a thick cotton coat, Chen Fayu walked slowly to the entrance of the station like a big bear, stomping his feet and waiting for others.

His timing was accurate, and the bus that he had to wait for soon arrived.He watched the passengers jumping out one by one as if they were eating dumplings, but he couldn't see anyone waiting.

After all the passengers had left, he climbed into the car and saw Feng Dingkun sitting alone in the back row, looking out the window expressionlessly.

"What? Lu Mingran didn't see you?"

"People from the Lu family said he didn't come back." Feng Dingkun's voice was a little tired.

"Who are you kidding, you still don't go home during the Chinese New Year." Chen Fayu cursed angrily, and took Feng Dingkun's arm: "Let's go, first go to my house for the New Year's Eve dinner."

Feng Dingkun was pulled by him, put his hands in the pockets of his down jacket, and slowly swallowed the car.The two stepped on the snow one after the other. When they passed the medical hall, Cen Fayu glanced at the car parked there.A thick layer of snowflakes had already accumulated on the roof of the car. I don't know how long the people inside had been waiting.

Feng Dingkun walked over indifferently without looking at the car.

During the New Year's Eve dinner, Feng Dingkun drank a few cups with Cen's father, and then took Cen Fayu to hide in his small room and continued to drink, drinking and crying: "If I didn't reconcile with Lu Mingran, then I will not be reconciled with Lu Mingran now. It’s not so sad, do you understand the feeling of gaining and losing?”

Cen Fayu sighed: "I get it, I get it, you've been talking about it for so many days, I still have to understand it if I don't understand it."

He snatched the wine bottle from Feng Dingkun's hand: "You smell of alcohol all over your body, no matter how good-looking you are, you can't save a rotten alcoholic. Don't drink it, you only have a kidney, if you drink any more, it will ruin you."

Feng Dingkun was drunk, lying on Cen Fayu's bed with a flushed face and crying.

When he finally fell asleep, there were regular footsteps on the wooden stairs, and then the door was opened, and a man in a cashmere coat walked in.He walked to the bed in silence and looked at the sleeping Feng Dingkun.

Cen Fayu frowned, and asked Feng Dingqian: "Can't you get him away quickly? I drink here every day, and my girlfriend is too embarrassed to bring him back."

"He's still mad at me."

"What happened to you? Brother Feng, you can't apologize to him, Akun is easy to coax."

Feng Dingkun smiled lightly: "Apologizing is useless unless I die."

What he said was so serious that Cen Fayu was startled. Looking at Feng Dingqian's pale face, he was a little worried that he would really die.

"Don't die, die, take care of your brother yourself, don't rely on me. You don't come to my house anymore, Akun will be angry if he finds out."

"I won't come tomorrow." Feng Dingqian looked at Feng Dingkun for a while, then turned and left.

On the day of Lantern Festival, Feng Dingkun went to Lu's house again, but he still didn't see Lu Mingran.He booked the air ticket that day, greeted Cen Fayu, and flew to Country F the next day.

He didn't bring any luggage, so he took a taxi and went straight to Lu Mingran's castle after leaving the airport.Winter has passed, and some new sprouts have emerged in the land of green fields. Feng Dingkun got out of the car and walked slowly towards the old castle.He was already in a much better mood, and kept thinking about what to say to Lu Mingran when he saw Lu Mingran.These rhetoric rolled over in his mind countless times, and when he saw Lu Mingran, he would spew them out immediately.

Walking to the door of the old castle, he knocked on the door.It was the middle-aged butler who came to open the door.

"Hello, is the master at home?"

"Yes, please come in."

Feng Dingkun was excited and nervous at once, and followed the housekeeper through the gate.He remembered that it was here that Lu Mingran hugged him tightly from behind.This time, I have to hug him by myself and show him my heart.

Sitting in the living room on the first floor, his palms began to sweat.

Then a pair of long legs came down from upstairs, and the visitor yawned as he walked, and lazily buttoned up his shirt.

Feng Dingkun immediately jumped up from the chair and ran to the man.However, when he saw the other person's face clearly, he suddenly couldn't say anything.

Looking at the little red marks on Lan Xin's chest, he didn't know what he was doing.What to say.

It's ridiculous.

Ling Yuxin was right, he was really pitiful.

When he was still complaining about himself, Lu Mingran and Lan Xin had already gotten together.

"Are you here to look for Lu Mingran?" Lan Xin looked at him and said with a smile, "Then wait a minute, I'll call him over now."

"...No need." Feng Dingkun's face was pale, and he ran away quickly as if fleeing.

"Hey! Don't get me wrong! Damn! You run faster than a rabbit! Do you want to see Lu Mingran!" Lan Xin shouted behind him, the voice became farther and farther away, and then could not be heard anymore.

Feng Dingkun's lungs exploded in pain, and he fell to the grass with a plop. He covered his head and cried until he couldn't even breathe.He no longer wants Feng Dingqian to disappear, it is himself who should disappear!It's my pathetic and poor self!

"Hello? Where are you now?" Lan Xin dialed the phone: "It's already this time, are you still sleeping? Did you drink again last night?"

"Don't worry about it." Lu Mingran's voice was cold.

"Your wife...I mean Feng Dingkun came to country F to look for you. He seems to have misunderstood something." Lan Xin had a troubled expression on her face: "I just slept with my own person in my own home, nothing else Do."

"What could he have misunderstood?"

"He has always regarded me as a rival in love, didn't you see? He misunderstood that I slept with you last night." Lan Xin poured a glass of milk, glanced at her boyfriend who was slowly coming down the stairs, and threw him blow a kiss.

"So what? I have nothing to do with him. Let him think what he wants."

"Don't be angry. I think it's impossible for him and Pei Fei. You can see that he can misunderstand you and me. Maybe he and Pei Fei are also misunderstandings."

"There are so many misunderstandings."

Lan Xin laughed twice.

After a long while, Lu Mingran sighed and pulled himself together: "Okay, I'll find out."

After returning from Country F again, Feng Dingkun never went to the building of Feng Enterprises again.Although Cen Fayu always came to mention Feng's movements to him intentionally or unintentionally, he didn't care at all.

"Did you read the financial news last night?" Cen Fayu leaned his arms on the wooden cabinet, watching Feng Dingkun calmly weighing the herbs with a small scale.He didn't feel left out at all, and he still said to himself: "Feng has a guy who embezzled public funds and was caught. He had been absconding overseas. Unexpectedly, he was arrested in just two months." Oh, by the way, what's his name...it seems to be Jiang...Jiang Ming?"

"Jiang Yong." Feng Dingkun reminded him, still looking down at the scale on the scale, with a faint smell of Chinese medicinal materials wafting from his nose, and his eyelashes did not blink.

"Ah, yes, yes, yes! This guy is also very courageous, so much money is greedy."

Feng Dingkun didn't speak anymore, when a patient came in, he drove Cen Fayu aside.

Not long after that, Cen Fayu ran over excitedly again: "Akun, do you know? That Ling Yuxin was arrested."

This time Feng Dingkun's face finally had a wave: "It's so satisfying."

"Do you still remember that Jiang Yong from before? It turns out that he belonged to Ling Yuxin. He took so much money, part of it was used for bribery, and the rest was used to help Ling Yuxin start a company. Oh, by the way, this case also involves a F The secretary-general of some city in the country, he is the one who was bribed to open the back door for Ling Yuxin."

Feng Dingkun nodded, so everything makes sense.I was invited to the dinner by Freva, and it turned out that it was Ling Yuxin's conspiracy from beginning to end.

"It seems that Ling Yuxin had a big problem with Feng's accounts before."

Feng Dingkun snorted, if he could have caught his accounting problem before, he might have been sent to prison long ago, and there would be no such incidents with Lu Mingran later.

Feng Dingkun originally thought that all these changes in the Feng family had nothing to do with him, but on the afternoon when Cen Fayu brought the news, many reporters found Bailian Town and asked the neighbors about him, apparently planning to interview him.

Feng Dingkun didn't know what the point of these people always pestering him to find news. He was driven away by Feng Dingqian, and there were indeed gossips on the Internet about the grievances with Ling Yuxin, but how long has passed now, can't these media let him go.

Fortunately, a neighbor came to report the news, so he had time to pack his luggage, closed the door of the medical center, and ran away through the back door.

He took a car and entered Jiangshuo City. For some reason, he made several bus transfers and arrived at the detention center where Ling Yuxin was being held.He applied to see Ling Yuxin, but he was not sure whether Ling Yuxin would like to meet him.

After waiting for a while at the visiting place, there was the sound of the iron door being opened at the end of the corridor, and then Ling Yuxin, who was wearing a gray guard uniform, walked over slowly.He has a cropped head, expressionless face, and walks at a steady pace, showing no emotion.

Walking across from Feng Dingkun, he sat down and smiled: "I didn't expect you to come to see me."

"My life has been ruined by you, how can I not see how you are now in complete defeat."

"You hate me so much." Ling Yuxin leaned back on the chair, raised his head, and looked at Feng Dingkun with a pair of cat eyes: "I like you very much. I saw you when I entered school..."

He narrowed his eyes and recalled a moment.The boy I saw on the day of enrollment, although he had a scary face, had a hearty voice and smile, a slender waist, and slender legs.He couldn't tell whether he was fascinated by that smile or by that figure.

If there really was a story with Feng Dingkun back then, then he wouldn't miss it as much as he does now.But just because he has never had it before, he can only get the taste that Xiao wants in his dreams. This kind of sweetness mixed with bitterness is his inner demon.There are seven sufferings in life, birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment and hatred, separation from love, and not getting what you want.That's what Feng Dingkun couldn't ask for.

Ling Yuxin looked at Feng Dingkun in front of him, at his face, eyebrows, eyes, nose, and lips.The vast world that seemed to be blurred and dreamy made him more confused the more he looked at it, and the harder he tried to see it, the more he couldn't see it clearly.

His eyes... his eyes!Those beautiful eyes are like a dreamy red light on Xikou Street, the unpredictable blue sky and stratus clouds in the autumn sand, and the colorful world that lures him to fall!

"Brother Kun, brother Kun, you shouldn't have been born at all! You are the flower of evil, the fruit of the devil! You! You...!" Ling Yuxin stood up excitedly: "If it wasn't for you... I would have sold it long ago. The shares took the money and flew away! If it wasn't for thinking about you, Feng Dingqian could have lured me into the trap so easily? It's all because of you, because you, the devil who tempted me..."

He wailed, he didn't know if it was because the accusation exhausted his energy, or because he struggled and couldn't get it, he exhausted his energy for holding on to something he couldn't hold, and collapsed on the chair, even the light in his eyes dimmed .

"Fart! Don't use love to beautify your behavior, Ling Yuxin, you are just greedy!" Feng Dingkun was amused but wanted to cry: "You are just greedy, wanting things from the Feng family, because you got it before, you were brought by Feng Dingqian How can you be willing to go back to a world that doesn’t belong to you?!”

"Feng Dingqian...Feng Dingqian..." Ling Yuxin murmured to himself, "Yes, it's all his fault! Why can't even my younger brother figure it out? Doesn't belong to my class? For a while I really thought he was my real brother until he had a kidney problem and I did a test and it didn't match..."

Ling Yuxin smiled and cried: "After that, I couldn't eat or sleep, I was afraid of being discovered by him, and he would know that I was not his brother, and be driven back by him, and I had to work hard to make a living..."

"I didn't expect it, it's still nothing!" He sighed, his eyes slowly rolled, fixed on Feng Dingkun's face: "Huh, Feng Dingqian, Feng Dingqian, what's the use of being so powerful, he also has things that he will never get ..."

I remembered that once Feng Dingqian was drunk, hugged himself on the sofa and kept calling baby, he was really frightened that day, thinking that Feng Dinggan was going to do something unethical, but soon he found that what Feng Dinggan was calling was not Own.

Baby, it's someone else.Until he found a notebook in Feng Dingqian's bedroom, and there were a few photos in it. In the photo, a young man was playing basketball with his friends on the university campus.He finally knew who Feng Dingqian's baby was.

Thinking of all this, Ling Yuxin smiled heartily as he looked at Feng Dingkun who knew nothing before him.It's true that he has nothing, but it doesn't matter, the two brothers of the Feng family have everything, but they can't get love.

Ling Yuxin smiled, covered his face and cried again.Of the three of them, none of them could achieve consummation after all.What's the point of all this?

At some point, Feng Dingkun had already left.

He greeted Cen Fayu, and then went to Jiangnan Province alone to avoid the limelight of the media for two months.By the time he came back, it was already June, and the Feng family's news had faded away, and now the media finally changed their focus.

He carried the suitcase, took out the key and opened the hospital. He didn't come back for two months. The grass in the backyard was not cleared, and it might have grown to his knees.There was dust on the cabinet, he walked into the lobby, coughed a few times, put down his luggage and started cleaning.

Less than two hours after returning, someone came to the door.Hearing the ringing bell from the lobby, he put down the cleaning tools, wiped his hands and walked out.

Feng Dingqian sat there with his people.

Feng Dingkun gritted his teeth and asked, "What are you doing here?"

Feng Dingqian raised his head.Only then did Feng Dingkun realize that he was holding a swaddling baby in his arms, and a small white hand stretched out from the swaddling baby, grabbing Feng Dinggan's collar.

Did Feng Dingqian have a baby?

But, have you heard of his marriage?

It's not so fast to have a baby. If you are born now, you should be pregnant at least in September last year.

Feng Dingkun was a little puzzled and stood still.

Feng Dingqian came over and handed him the swaddle.

"What do you mean?"

"Your child, give him a name."

Feng Dingkun stood still in a daze as if struck by lightning.

Feng Dingqian didn't move, only the child babbled and stretched out his soft little hand to touch Feng Dingkun's face.

"Who are you lying to? Feng Dingqian, do you think that if you find a child, I will obediently follow you back to Feng's house?"

"I didn't lie to you. I knew you wouldn't get married, so I asked the doctor to extract your sperm and found a surrogate. I also did a paternity test, and the report is at home."

"...You..." If he really found a surrogate, then the estimated time may be when he just returned to Feng's house!Why did Feng Dingqian do such a thing at that time? !Did he expect that the relationship between himself and him would evolve into what it is today? !terrible!this man!

"You lunatic!" Feng Dingkun couldn't help but scolded loudly.

The author has something to say:

Alas, it would be exciting if this child was born by the elder brother.It's cool to think about it.But forget it, I'm afraid of being scolded for being so bloody.