Difficult to love

After the morning meeting, Yue Rong came to 309, but there was no one in the room, so he went to 307 again, and sure enough, Liang Xiaoxia was inside, at this time she was chatting about big and small things, the two children heard something and suddenly hugged each other in fright, And Liang Xiaoxia, who successfully scared them, raised her arm and laughed. She laughed for a while and suddenly put down her arm, her facial features wrinkled together. Yue Rong knew that her wound must be implicated. Syndrome, everything else is no different from normal people.

"What a girl..."

"Doctor Yue." Yue Rong turned around and turned out to be Mary, "What's wrong?"

"Someone is looking for you, he is waiting for you in your office."

"Got it, thank you."

After Mary finished speaking, she stopped looking at Yue Rong and turned to leave. Yue Rong found that since what happened last time, there seemed to be a barrier between him and Mary.

When Yue Rong returned to the office, he was surprised to find that it was that scumbag who was looking for him.

"Mr. Li, why are you here?" Yue Rong sat down and looked at the man, he was still slick, and the food should be good, but he looked a little sluggish, and he didn't sleep well.

"Doctor Yue, I really caused you trouble last time, I'm sorry."

"Mr. Li, don't blame yourself. If you know your mistake, you can just change it next time."

After being accused by Yue Rong, the man's expression was a little stiff, "Xiaoxia...how is she?"

"The physical injury has been dealt with, but the inner injury is even worse."

"...I...I'm here this time to see what else I can do for her."

"That's great, Mr. Li. When Ms. Liang was sent here in a hurry, you didn't tell me anything. I tried to ask Ms. Liang, but she was very defensive and refused to say anything. I want to ask Let me ask you, what happened to her?"

The man lowered his head, took out a handkerchief and wiped his sweat non-stop. After he calmed down a little, he said, "It's all my fault, it's all my fault for her becoming like this... My wife found out about me and her, and my wife sent someone to arrest her." She took her away. I was so busy at that time that I didn't know what happened. When I found her, she was only half alive. My wife told me that she had found many men to take Xiaoxia... ...Put her...for nearly a month...every day..."

When the man said this, he suddenly choked up and couldn't speak, and Yue Rong couldn't listen anymore.

The man wiped his face and said: "After I rescued her, she always said that she was dirty, that she was not perfect enough for me, and my wife was looking for her everywhere. I was afraid that she would find out that I saved the little girl." Xia, so I sent her to you, and then my wife has been sending people to watch me, which is why I can't always come to accompany her."

"Mr. Li." Yue Rong stared at the man, he suddenly felt that this man was really ridiculous.

"..." The man raised his head.

"It was you, you ruined them."

"I'm sorry……"

"Since you have a wife, why do you provoke other women?"

"I...I love her, I love Xiaoxia, I...I can't control myself." The man stood up excitedly, his face sweated again from the excitement.

Yue Rong sneered, "Let me guess the reason for your cheating. You don't love your ex-wife at all. Maybe she helped your career, or maybe you and your ex-wife started from nothing, and they have been suffering with you. When you have money, there will be more temptations around you, so you start to stay out all night. You found the love of your life outside, but the original partner came through hardships with you, so you can't get a divorce. Am I right? "

"You... Doctor Yue, you... are not what you think. I also have my own difficulties, and I don't want things to turn out like this."

"You didn't want to, but you did."

"..." The man finally stopped being so excited, but his face was still blushing after being excited, but Yue Rong thought that his blushing was purely due to shame.

"Mr. Li, what I just said is just speculation. Why are you so excited? Please forgive me if my words offend. I also care about my patients."

The man wiped the sweat off his face carelessly, he sat down slowly, Yue Rong could see that he was trying his best to control his emotions.

"Yes...you are right."

The reason why Yue Rong dared to irritate the man so much was because on the one hand he couldn't see this man treating two women like that, on the other hand he was absolutely sure how could a man who could obey his wife's orders get angry just because of his few words?It seems that he made the right choice not to keep the man last time.

"Mr. Li, I suggest that you try not to come to the hospital. If you want to know about the patient's condition, you can call me, otherwise let your wife know that Miss Liang is here..."

"I know, I know, I know... Thank you, Dr. Yue."

After seeing off the scumbag Yue Rong, he planned to go to the cafeteria to eat something, but after thinking that the cafeteria was too hot, he decided to pack something.

When Yue Rong came to 410, he realized that he had packed a lunch for Gong Jingyun.

"What are you doing?" Yue Rong found Gong Jingyun lying on the bed as soon as he entered the room, the gauze on his abdomen was removed, and the hideous wound was exposed to the air.

"Itchy." Gong Jingyun lit a cigarette and was about to smoke, but was suddenly snatched away by Yue Rong who rushed over.

"No smoking! I didn't stop you the first two times, but it doesn't mean you won't this time!"

"........."

Yue Rong put down his lunch and sat down to re-bandage Gong Jingyun's wound, "Itches, it proves that your wound is healing, your wound has just scabbed not long ago, you can't..."

"Does Doctor Yue care about me?"

Yue Rong raised his head just in time to see the way Gong Jingyun looked at him, his eyes were very gentle.

"You think too much, I'm just caring about my patients."

"Hehehehe." Gong Jingyun turned his head and saw the lunch on the table and smiled.

"Why are you laughing?" Yue Rong followed his gaze, and he immediately panicked, "This... this is mine... don't get me wrong!"

Gong Jingyun held the hand he was bandaging himself, "What's the misunderstanding? Misunderstanding that this meal is for me?"

"I can't eat two servings!"

"Doctor Yue's appetite shouldn't be so big, right?"

"I gained weight...I..." Yue Rong suddenly got stuck in the middle of his words, because he felt that his words were not convincing even to himself, "I...I'm not so clear today..."

Gong Jingyun stopped teasing him, he raised his hand and touched Yue Rong's head, "You are doing it for your patient."

"how do you know?"

"I just know, it's the patient you mentioned yesterday?"

"Ah."

"Yue Rong, you are just their doctor, there is no need and you can't do more for them."

"You sound so heartless."

"Ruthless is a bit ruthless, but you have to admit that what I said is the truth."

Yue Rong looked at Gong Jingyun's handsome face in a daze, but this time he actually enjoyed Gong Jingyun's touch a little bit, and he quite enjoyed this comforting method.

When Gong Jingyun came to 309 in the afternoon, Liang Xiaoxia's condition had stabilized, and Yue Rong started chatting with her, and he changed the topic while chatting.

"Mum, last time I asked you what is the tattoo on your right shoulder, and you haven't answered me how it came about."

Liang Xiaoxia raised her arm and looked at the tattoo. At first she smiled happily, but suddenly she was preoccupied.

"If you don't want to say it, then don't say it. I'm also curious. According to your aesthetic standards, this tattoo..."

"I can tell you." Liang Xiaoxia lowered her arms, her eyes were calm, "Guess what this pattern is first?"

"I..." It was difficult for Yue Rong now, he didn't think it could be said that the tattoo was ugly, but it was really ugly, "I... I looked at it like this, from two angles, it looks a bit like a face from a distance, You can't see much from a closer look, but this messy line... looks a bit like an iron chain to me."

"Well, it's about the same as what you said."

"Huh? What do you mean?"

"I got it when I was with him and it's his face."

"Oh..." Yue Rong couldn't understand her infatuation.

"Then...then he...his wife caught me...changed the tattoo...she smudged his face with a pattern of chains."

"You probably don't like the pattern, why don't you wash it off?"

"I don't like it, but... I also love him very much. I have been struggling with whether to wash it off. Although his face is ruined, he is still him. I can't let him go because he has become ugly. .”

""...""

"But... Sometimes I also hate this tattoo. It's so ugly, and it was done by that woman. Because of my hesitation, this tattoo has been kept until now."

"You..." Yue Rong really didn't know what to say about her, if he were Liang Xiaoxia's parents, he would probably be pissed off by this silly daughter.

"I know what you're going to say, are you trying to say I'm stupid?"

"Not smart anyway."

"I don't know why... Maybe it's because... He was my first love."

"Is he really that important to you?"

"I don't know what I'm insisting on now? Maybe it's because he still wants me, I... I've been... I've lost a lot of things, I'm not perfect, but he still wants me, which makes me I am very touched."

Yue Rong shook his head and smiled wryly, that man wanted you only because of his guilt, he just couldn't stand the condemnation of his conscience.

"Why are you shaking your head?"

"Neck hurts...but I still can't understand...you're just like that...what the hell kept you going until now?"

"I don't know...I just want to do this...I...maybe I'm used to it. The habit I've formed makes me change suddenly...it's too difficult."

"How difficult can it be?"

"It's hard... Doctor Yue."

"Ok?"

"You must not develop such a bad habit as me in the future."

Yue Rong almost sneered, "How is it possible?"