The villain is not crazy

Tumi held back for many days, and finally couldn't hold back anymore.

Every time there is something more in the dream, not just those ulterior things.

What made him even more confused was that those two seemed to have experienced things together, but he had no memory of this.

He's not a fool, and it's obvious that something from the past seems to have erased all traces of it.

If there is no accident, it should be affected by some kind of plot.

What makes him strange is that most of the plots he encountered were love triangles between rich and powerful families, and it was rare for them to be so purposeful, as if they were just to erase his memory, acting on him.

Could it be someone who has a grudge against him?

Tumi woke up from the dream again, he subconsciously put his hands on his heart, and felt inexplicably lost, but the ordinary air seemed to be permeated with an unbearable loneliness, he seemed to be abandoned by others. In the corner of people, but never noticed, until recently gradually awakened.

Suddenly, as if forced by someone, he jumped off the bed barefoot.

His footsteps were disordered, and he lost his usual calmness.

He staggered to the living room, looked at this strange room, obviously lived with it for several years, but it made him feel extremely strange.

The room he rented in the university was withdrawn when his value doubled, and the temporarily rented community was also facing demolition in the follow-up development.

Everything in that dream is no longer to be found...

"No..." Tumi made a subconscious voice.

He stretched out his hand, as if chasing something, and bumped into the coffee table beside him with panicked steps.

"Do not……"

He fell to the ground, but still stared at the void persistently.

The originally confused and slightly panicked eyes gradually became firm.

He wants to get everything back.

"wait for me."

-

Sometimes, Tumi feels that he has always been a lonely soul wandering in this world, floating in this world, with nothing to rely on, that is, nothing to ask for and nothing to need.

I don't know why I came to this world for a while.

But suddenly one day, he picked up an extremely precious treasure. He liked it so much that he wanted to look at it every day, and was afraid that he would lose it every day, so he held it in his palm, but he was worried that he would touch it and drop it. , be careful every day.

I can't wait to keep it in my mouth, but I'm worried that it will melt away.

He has never liked such a thing so much, he likes it so much that he loses himself.

I like it so much that I am happy because of him, sad because of him, and exist because of his existence.

But he still lost the treasure.

It's very difficult to get it back.

He is like a knight who overcomes thorns and thorns, and finally slays the dragon with difficulty and walks in front of his princess.

However, his princess is still blinded by the magic. It is not so easy to really wake him up and break through the obstacles of the power of the plot.

Most of the time, Su Qingyi didn't know him, but there was some kind of hostility faintly.

Thinking of what he speculated earlier, judging from the original plot that was not disturbed by him, Su Qingyi should be taking the hostile route with him at this time.

Very rarely, Su Qingyi would remember that they were once friends, but in his memory, even if they were friends, they were friends who had long since broken up.

Tumi touched him again and again, and then hit a wall again and again.

Every time is a heavy blow to him, but he is still tireless, day after day, year after year.

-

The past passed by inch by inch, Tumi looked at Su Qingyi's sleeping face that was gradually falling asleep, he bent down, and gently pressed a kiss on his face: "Baby, I love you."

When he woke up the next day, Su Qingyi looked a little lazy. The sunlight outside the window was just right, and the rays of light dyed his outline with a golden borderline. He made an extremely lazy voice, and opened a gap slightly. Glancing at Tumi, she closed it tightly again.

Tumi involuntarily leaned over and kissed his eyelashes, feeling the slight trembling of his eyelids, he suppressed the smile in his throat: "It's dawn."

"Hmm..." Su Qingyi hugged the quilt and rolled around, and his whole body was trapped in the pillow. He avoided Tumi's kiss and opened his eyes to look at Tumi. His eyes reflected Tumi's face, which made Tumi feel... I am being watched carefully.

"Your story hasn't been finished yet." Su Qingyi opened her mouth, her voice was a little hoarse, full of laziness in the afternoon.

"Didn't you remember?" Tumi asked, reaching out her hand, brushing away the strands of hair that were about to get into his eyes: "It's not really important."

"Tumi..." Su Qingyi opened his mouth slightly.

Tumi looked at him, her eyes never shifting an inch: "Huh?"

"Did you never think about giving up for a moment?" Su Qingyi asked curiously, and then felt that it was not good for him to pierce the scar like this, so he quickly showed an apologetic expression: "If you don't want to say..."

Tumi looked at him seriously: "I have thought about it."

Su Qingyi: "..." He carefully observed Tumi's expression, knowing that he was not lying, he was slightly surprised - because in his mind, Tumi was omnipotent and would never give in to anything.

This couldn't escape Tumi's eyes.

"Everyone will have a little cowardice. It's okay to admit that you have failed, especially at that time I really didn't know if I could really change you and change everything. Everywhere I looked, it was all hopeless Facts, so sometimes, I will be disturbed by the emotions of failure, and all kinds of negative emotions are backlogged in my heart, always encouraging me to destroy everything.”

Tumi looked at Su Qingyi tenderly.

The obviously ordinary words made Su Qingyi's heart tighten involuntarily. He subconsciously wanted to reach out and touch the face of the person in front of him, but the outstretched hand turned into a fist. He knew that this person didn't need his comfort.

Tumi said: "At that moment, I suddenly understood what you were enduring. No one is born strong and perfect. God created human beings, leaving all kinds of shortcomings, like a deformed creation, but it exudes the most Vibrant vitality. Everyone will be affected by any negative emotions, such as jealousy, despair, hatred, resentment, etc. These negative emotions are always in our bodies, trying to interfere with our true judgment..."

He looked at Su Qingyi, showing a little apology: "I'm sorry, when I saw you smiling at that time, I really thought everything was over. Being able to show such a normal appearance, I naively thought that you defeated it, but later I realized that it will never be defeated, it was just suppressed by our powerful control ability."

"You're really great." Tumi said, "If it were me, I wouldn't necessarily be better than you."

It was obviously very common words, but suddenly made Su Qingyi shed tears involuntarily.

He choked up uncontrollably, he obviously didn't want to show himself to be so useless in front of Tumi, but Tumi's sentence "If it were me, I might not be able to do better than you." suddenly defeated him. All the barriers built up with so much painstaking efforts.

"I'm sorry." He cried, "I'm really in pain."

Tumi hugged him and kept kissing him: "I know."

"Those experiences, everything that Su Qingyi experienced... made me feel hopeless. I even thought about killing everyone with a knife, and finally ended myself."

"But you didn't."

"I can't do it, you are so good, I can't hurt you, my father is so good to me, I don't want him to know that I raised an ugly monster, I try to get myself back to the way that nothing happened, but I'm so useless, I can't defeat it, instead I'm increasingly desperate under its torment, everything I see becomes extremely distorted, I know I'm sick, but I don't know how to treat it, no one can cure me, I can only stay away from you, from the people I love."

Su Qingyi cried and trembled.

Tumi said one sentence after another: "I know, baby. You are great, and you are not wrong."

Su Qingyi hugged Tumi: "I love you."

Tumi: "I love you too."

"Tumi, I really love you, I have never dared to tell you. Because I am afraid..." Su Qingyi pointed to herself: "I am afraid of myself, a part of me loves you so much that I want to die, and the other Part of it has been encouraging me to hurt you."

"But I don't want to hurt you, so I think the best way to change all this is to let us separate. If one day, when I really regain my courage, try to overcome the obstacles in my heart, become stronger, and get out of all In the haze of the world, or in the dark, God has pity on me, let us meet again, I will use everything to embrace you, and never separate again."

Tumi hugged him: "No matter what, baby, everyone, including yourself, can't let us separate."

Su Qingyi was tired from crying, but still had some convulsions, he hugged her back with shaking hands, still a little lacking in confidence: "Maybe I don't have the courage yet."

Tumi said: "I'll help you, let's overcome together, Su Qingyi, you have to believe in yourself, you are strong, nothing can hinder your own pursuit of happiness, we may be overwhelmed by temporary failures, temporary setbacks It is a step that hinders our progress, but it is only a step that makes us stronger, let us lift our feet and jump over it, and we will become stronger."

Su Qingyi looked at him, and said softly: "Should I just lift my feet?"

Tumi stared into his eyes, her voice was firm and confident: "Yes, just lift your feet."

Su Qingyi said: "Actually, Tumi, there is something I didn't tell you."

Tumi said softly: "Even if you don't say it, I can guess it now. You chose to leave because you were afraid of my pain. Regret and self-blame made you choose another way. Su Qingyi, you always say that you are ugly and terrible, You always feel that you will hurt me and your father, but you don't, you are so gentle, even if you choose to leave, you don't want to make me sad, you use the power of the plot to wash away all my memories, so that no one will remember us In the past, you chose to bear all the pain yourself, just to make everyone happy and get the happiness you deserve, but what about you?"

Su Qingyi: "..."

Tumi: "Even if you take off all the clothes, you are still so cute. I like you, and I have never regretted it. Whether it is the current you or another you, I know it is you, and I never thought of separating you. Su Qingyi, look into my eyes, don't you still have the confidence to feel that you can own our future?"

Su Qingyi didn't blink his eyes, but his eye sockets turned red again.

Tumi sighed: "Baby, I really love you. I don't know what I have to say to impress you. I can only promise you constantly, but no matter how many promises there are without practical things, it doesn't seem so meaningful." persuasive."

"I've said too much today." He showed some frustration: "I don't know how much you can listen to."

"But promise me, don't leave quietly again, I can't stand it again, maybe I will really go crazy."

Su Qingyi threw herself into his arms forcefully: "Never again, I am reluctant to lose such a precious you for a second time. Even if I kill myself this time, I will not leave you, I will be with you forever You are together. I also know that I, who have made a mistake once, say these are not convincing. But Tumi, please give me another chance. Everything should not be a hindrance in front of you and my love. "

"Yes."

"You will embrace beauty at last, my princess."

"But you need some water now, you've shed too many tears."

Su Qingyi listened to Tumi's words, but he held onto Tumi's clothes tightly and did not loosen them. He let out a low moan, exhausted to the extreme, and felt relieved to let go of everything. He closed his eyes tightly and said vaguely: "Sleep a little longer."

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May all those who have suffered misfortune be reborn and hold happiness again.