slow and quick

On the day of filling in the volunteers, there was an activity in the class.

Talent show.

Zheng Man went to school with his guitar on his back.

He had already gone very early, but when he got to the classroom, he found that there were many others who were earlier than him.

Ji Lin was surprised: "It's rare, it's so early?"

"It's the last time I came to the school as a student here, so I have to come sooner. If I come earlier, I can stay longer." Li Lei replied with a smile.

Whistle again, and said to Zheng Man: "I've memorized the guitar, monitor? I've heard Ji Lin say it many times, saying that the monitor plays the guitar very handsomely. I finally got the chance to see it, and my dream came true!"

Zheng Man was funny, took off the guitar, put it next to the seat, and said to them: "Then if the dream breaks later, it's not my fault. It's Ji Lin who is bragging, not me."

Ji Lin was unhappy: "Why is it bragging?! Can I tell the truth?"

A group of people were laughing and laughing, and after a while, the head teacher came late with the report card.

After they came, they first said a few clichés as usual, and then began their respective performances.

Singing, street dancing, flute playing, poetry recitation, and the finale was Zheng Man's guitar playing and singing.

The tables and chairs were arranged in a circle, leaving a large space in the middle.

The students sat around, and there were a lot of snacks on their seats, which were bought with class fees.

The class fee is the money collected by the class to pick up garbage and sell it. After saving for a year, I have saved three or four hundred.

Zheng Man walked to the middle of the classroom with the guitar in his arms. Ji Lin followed like a dog's leg with a chair and set it up for Zheng Man.

This provoked Li Lei to laugh again.

Ji Lin frowned: "I'm happy!"

With a snort, he walked back to his seat triumphantly.

With a smile in his eyes, Zheng Man watched him sit up, and then began to pluck the strings.

The pieces he played and sang were not too difficult.

It is Chen Xiang's "True Words".

When the prelude sounded, Ren Ran raised his head and looked at him.

Zheng Man smiled at her, and began to play and sing:

"I want a big world

will have a small self

because of you

life becomes beautiful

......"

The whole classroom was extremely quiet.

The boy's clear voice resounded throughout the classroom.

Clean and bright.

Ren Ran bit his lower lip tightly to stop the crying that was about to overflow.

Looking around again, many people had tears in their eyes.

The boy lowered his eyes and played and sang seriously.

The moment he raised his eyes, he saw Ji Lin staring at his fingertips.

The hand trembled, and a syllable was wrong.

Zheng Man panicked, and quickly retracted his eyes.

Focus yourself on the song.

Ji Lin just stared at his fingertips, dazed.

In a trance, he was still slightly upset.

"I don't want others to see Zheng Man like this."

With this thought, his heart seemed to miss a beat.

It was like beautiful glass falling from the cabinet, jingling, smashing and causing panic in the room.

The sun shines on Zheng Man's fingertips, they are fair, delicate, slender, and graceful.

very beautiful.

It's as beautiful as a thorn, piercing into Ji Lin's eyes and the tip of his heart.

After singing the song, Zheng Man stood up holding the guitar.

Ji Lin's eyes moved up with his fingers, and met Zheng Man's smiling face.

He smiled lightly, with some playfulness in his eyes, and looked at Ji Lin.

Ji Lin choked for breath, a little afraid to look at his face, and hurriedly looked away.

Something is gradually sprouting, but the owner of the rooted heart has not noticed it yet.

After filling out the application and taking a group photo, the two walked back slowly.

As usual, Zheng Man was going to take a nap. When he walked to the door of Ji Lin's house, he stopped for a while, then suddenly turned to look at Ji Lin, and asked him, "Will you go to my house for dinner?"

Ji Lin was in a daze along the way, and when he heard him speak, he froze for a moment, then looked at Zheng Man blankly: "Huh?"

"Go to my house for dinner, then take a nap together, and then we will go to the mountains to play in the afternoon?" Zheng Man smiled, "It's finally a holiday, let's go climbing trees with you."

When Ji Lin heard "take a nap together", he couldn't help but feel a little hot, and when he heard the word "climbing a tree", he felt ashamed again.

He had told Zheng Man before that there was a tree so tall and big that four adults could hug it around his grandmother's house.

The branches are also wide enough for a teenager to sit on them with bare feet, holding grass roots in his mouth, holding them with both hands, looking at the small pond in the distance, and humming a little song leisurely.

Ji Lin really likes that tree, and also likes the leisurely and peaceful environment at her grandmother's house.

He almost used up all his praise words to describe how comfortable that feeling was.

In the end, I only got Zheng Man's cold sentence: "Oh."

Adding it looks very casual, but for some reason, Ji Lin raised his hairs and glanced at it.

He was too scared to speak anymore.

Later, there was also a hint to Zheng Man who did not give up, saying that I saw the mountain near us, and there was a big tree on the mountain. Although it was not as big as the tree in grandma's house, if you sat on it, you would know how comfortable it was .

Zheng Man's response was: "Have you finished your homework? Will the chemical formula be balanced?"

Ji Lin snorted, and swallowed the words aggrieved.

Zheng Man didn't want to climb the tree with him, and even lectured him because he climbed the tree.

It is unsafe, unclean, and destroys the ecological environment. Such a big tree may be dozens of times your age. If you climb on it, isn't it killing the old tree?

Ji Lin was ashamed for a while by what he said, and never dared to mention it again.

As a result, Zheng Man himself mentioned it here.

Ji Lin looked at him suspiciously.

Muttering: "You said that climbing trees is not good."

"Well," Zheng Man nodded, "but I'm in a good mood today, and I allow you to do bad things."

It can be said to be the princes of Fenghuo opera.

Ji Lin endured it, but couldn't hold it back, and chuckled: "Forget it, Grandpa Laoshu is so old, don't bother him anymore."

"Then to my house?" Zheng Man continued to ask him with a smile, "I sleep until [-]:[-], and then when the sun is not bright at [-] o'clock, shall we go hiking together?"

To be honest, Ji Lin was a little moved.

But he held back.

Reluctantly said to Zheng Man: "I will disturb your sleep when I am next to you, you can go back by yourself, I will go to you again at three o'clock."

Zheng Man hesitated to speak, and finally nodded: "Yes. See you at three o'clock."

Then he walked in the direction of his home.

Ji Lin watched him walk for a while, then let out a long breath, and shrugged his shoulders to go upstairs.

He returned to his room, sat in front of the computer, and looked at his frowning expression printed on the black screen, feeling somewhat uninterested.

Ji Lin's mother was frying spicy chicken, and it was so hot that the chili choked her so much that she sneezed.

Ji Lin hesitated for a long time, shook the mouse, unlocked the screen saver, clicked on Baidu, and typed: "Brother is liked by others, I feel uncomfortable, is this normal?"

After typing, I was about to press Enter, but after a pause, I deleted all of them.

Ji Lin held his forehead, grabbed his hair, and wailed silently.

What a fart to ask!

I knew it was abnormal when the words were typed out!

But why?

Why is he unhappy because Zheng Man is popular?

It's not the first time, every time Zheng Man is confessed, Zheng Man is praised, he will feel slightly unhappy.

That is why ah! !

Shouldn't a good friend be able to share both sadness and joy?

Shouldn't you be happy and proud because your good friend is popular and many people like him?

What's the matter with this sour feeling?

Ji Lin's head was about to explode.

I can't believe it.

Am I the kind of bitch who can only share pain with others and never see friends who are better than me?

Am I so narrow-minded? !

Ji Lin was surprised and confused.

When mother finished cooking, knocked on his door, and called him to eat, Ji Lin still didn't recover from this conclusion.

He looked at his mother with a confused face and asked her, "Am I very narrow-minded?"

Ji Lin's mother: "?"

Ji Lin's mother was a little puzzled, and glanced at him: "Otherwise? Do you think you are very generous?"

Ji Lin: "?"

Ji Lin sat up straight, looked at her, and said seriously: "Where am I being narrow-minded? Can you give me an example?"

Ji Lin's mother really said it: "You were angry because your cousin flipped through your book the day before yesterday, and you almost cried by yelling at him."

Ji Lin: "?"

He thought he could explain: "That's my textbook."

"Your elementary school textbook," Ji Lin's mother corrected, "and you, now, have graduated from junior high school."

He said and pointed to the graduation certificate on his desk: "See? Red book. You will be a high school student in a few months. What happened to my brother looking through your elementary school textbooks? Doesn't he just want to preview the new semester in advance? Knowledge?"

Ji Lin curled his lips in dissatisfaction: "If I didn't agree, I flipped through it privately. He was the one who was rude first, okay?"

"Okay, you're right," Ji Lin's mother nodded, "Then what's your reason for not giving your brother pudding? This happened two days ago, right? You wouldn't even give your brother a pudding, and your aunt never sees her." I'm sorry for you!"

Ji Lin frowned annoyedly: "That was bought by Manman! Why should he eat it!"

"That was bought by Manman for him, why can't he eat it?" Ji Lin's mother was surprised, "Bought by Manman, and handed to him by Manman, he took it all, and you took it away? This is also true. Is the way out?"

"He beat Manman before!" Ji Lin yelled angrily, "He beat Manman and still accepted Manman's gift! Why!"

"That happened when he was four years old! And he didn't control his strength when he was playing around at most! Why did he hit Manman? I really beg you, Brother Ji, please don't always remember this matter Did he? He was young and ignorant at the time, and Manman didn't blame him!"

"If Manman doesn't blame him, he's right? It took two weeks for the mark on Manman's chin to go away! Who will be responsible if the scar is left?" Ji Lin was furious, "And it's been so long I haven’t seen him apologize either! He hit someone, but he didn’t apologize, and time passed for many years, and he pretended to forget everything, and he was ashamed to accept the long pudding! I won’t give him any food! I won’t give him any books. Look! Who told him not to apologize to Manman!"

Ji Lin's mother: "..."

Ji Lin's mother was convinced: "You can do it."

She applauded: "Comparing with a four-year-old child, you still care about it for seven or eight years. Do you think you are narrow-minded? Can the whole village find a second person who is as narrow-minded as you?"

Ji Lin wanted to refute.

Choke.

The words slipped around his lips a few times.

Ji Lin's mother asked him, "Can you find it?"

Ji Lin was furious: "You are so annoying!"

"Okay, I have to ask again, and you got angry when you said it," Mom clicked, "Come out for dinner, stop whining here."

Ji Lin reluctantly followed behind her, went out, filled the rice, sat down, looked at such a big bowl of rice, and let out a faint breath.

So is he really too small-minded?

Ji Lin, Ji Lin, you little old man, why are you so lavish?

Ji Lin sighed.

If Manman knew that his best friend was such a narrow-minded person who could only see bad things and couldn't be happy with him, he would definitely dislike him.

Ugh.

It can't be like this, it has to be changed.