slow and quick

The person Tao Wenxuan mentioned was his cousin.

His cousin is six years older than him.

Good-looking, excellent grades, ingenious, and gentle.

It is Tao Wenxuan's spiritual benchmark from childhood to adulthood.

He seems to be able to accommodate everything.

Tao Wenxuan had never seen such a gentle person.

Everyone praises him for being gentle, but he is not one-tenth as good as his cousin.

He is gentle because he doesn't care much about many things.

Cousin is gentle, but it comes from the heart.

For example, if a random passer-by is holding something in his hand, it looks very troublesome.

At most, Tao Wenxuan helped people to deliver them to their homes.

On this basis, my cousin still cares about why that person would carry so many things by himself, for example, there is no one else at home, for example, the supermarket is too far away.

In short, he will ask patiently, and then look for a solution even more attentively than the person himself.

Because of this, I was laughed at by others, saying that my cousin really wants to save all sentient beings.

He wasn't asking for anything in return, but simply felt that if he didn't do this, his conscience would be troubled.

Even Tao Wenxuan sometimes felt that his cousin was too stupid.

There's no need to do this, it makes myself very tired, and I can't get any benefits, and some people even wonder what my cousin wants to do.

All in all, thankless work.

"Just be stupid, I just want to live worthy of myself." My cousin told him with a smile.

It's hard for people to imagine that such a person really exists.

But when you meet such a person, you will feel ashamed.

He's so good that no matter what, you're like: Am I not good enough?

Every time someone told Tao Wenxuan that you don't need to do this, he would think.

If you want, do it like this.

I just did it.

There are people who are much, much better than me.

He had a particularly great influence on Tao Wenxuan.

"Cousin didn't have it last year." Tao Wenxuan fought back tears, but still couldn't stop it from bursting down the embankment.

When he was 17, his sexual orientation was discovered and his uncle sent him to a "corrective" hospital.

When he came out, he looked like a ghost.

Not long after I came out, my cousin ran away.

He was caught by his uncle and sent him in again.

When the family mentioned him, they all used that disgusting tone.

It is said that a child who is good is a pervert, and he usually can't tell it.

In the past, his parents asked Tao Wenxuan to learn from his cousin.

Later, they said stay away from my cousin.

Said that your uncle was kind and sent his cousin to be treated.If you dare to follow a bad example, we would rather kill you than let you go out and embarrass us.

"I feel depressed just listening to it, and I don't dare to think about how my cousin survived."

But in the end it didn't work out.

On New Year's Day, my aunt went to see him.

He jumped off the top floor.

When he fell, his eyes were fixed on his aunt.

With hatred.

There was no funeral, it was buried in a hurry.

The adults all said it was a shameful thing.

When Tao Wenxuan found out, there was only a grave for his cousin.

Such a good cousin will never speak again, never touch his head, and say with a smile, "Our Taozi is the best."

Tao Wenxuan hated it.

I hate my uncle and aunt, those who forced my cousin to death, and that so-called hospital.

Hate myself too.

He failed to help his cousin.

When his cousin was taken back, he stood aside, too frightened to move.

Just watched my cousin be taken back.

Can't do anything.

did not do anything.

"But what did he do wrong?" Tao Wenxuan gritted his teeth, tears streaming down his nose, "Why did you treat him like this, what did he do wrong? Is it because he likes men?"

Ling Sheng never expected such a reason.

He was at a loss and comforted Tao Wenxuan incoherently.

But it feels like nothing to say.

Ji Lin and the others knew the situation, and it was already the second day.

When they came back, Tao Wenxuan was called out by his sister.

After Li Meng finished speaking, everyone was quiet for a while.

Ling Sheng said angrily, "It's all my fault..."

What does it actually have to do with him...

There are too many people in this world who don't understand, don't support, and even hate to eradicate homosexuality.

Ling Sheng was only mildly homophobic.

Nothing at all.

But if you hate something, or someone, you have to get rid of them.

too frightening.

After Tao Wenxuan's cousin passed away, when people talked about it, they would only say that the child was not strong enough to resist blows, that he was not filial, that he treated his parents like this, and how would his parents live in the future.

It's as if the freedom he's been deprived of, the life he's lost, is worthless.

They even said to the outside world that the child fell by mistake and never mentioned "correction".

Because I feel ashamed.

"Taozi said that his uncle and aunt had a new child..." Wu Hongbo was silent for a while, a little embarrassed, "But what if this child is the same? Are they going to kill this one too?"

"I'm actually a bit against homosexuality, but it's a life. Is it so insignificant?"

They simply cannot imagine how their parents could do this.

Just after forcing a child to death, he immediately celebrated the coming of another life happily.

Without guilt.

He could even say something like "it's fine to die, so as not to be ashamed".

Why do parents not need to pass the test?

Ji Lin was silent for a long time after hearing this.

Later, when he came home, he tentatively mentioned to his father that an older brother of a classmate was forced to death by his family because he liked the same sex.

Ji's father frowned, clicked his tongue, and said, why is this child so upset?

"His parents raised him so much, how could he take his own life so casually? Has he considered his parents' feelings?"

Ji Lin's body stiffened, feeling cold all over his body.

Ji's father was still nagging: "As a parent, how can you harm your own children? Don't you want to do it for his own good? Parents are kind, but he is good. It's fine to go crooked. Parents want to save him, but he still takes revenge like this Parents. This kind of child is better than being strangled in the cradle. His parents are really pitiful."

As he said that, he did not forget to warn Ji Lin: "Your classmate, stay away from him and don't play with him. There is such a brother in the family, who knows what kind of person your classmate is. You are not allowed to be with such a classmate. People are mixed together, you are the one who wants to study hard."

Ji Lin couldn't speak at all.

My heart is empty.

After returning home, Ji Lin was not the only one who tentatively asked his parents.

Ling Sheng sat on the chair in a daze, somewhat unacceptable: "My mother said... If she were Tao Wenxuan's cousin's mother, she would have broken his leg directly when she knew about it."

And when Wu Hongbo opened the door and came in, he was still a little sprained when he walked.

His face was swollen, and there were obvious palm marks.

Everyone was shocked and asked him what was going on.

He shook his head and smiled bitterly: "I asked for it myself."

Both his parents are teachers.

Usually looks very cheerful.

Wu Hongbo completely wanted to discuss with his parents about the issue of educating children.

He felt that the biggest problem with this kind of thing was the parents, who were too indifferent.

As a result, before he finished speaking, he was kicked.

His father identified this so-called "cousin" as Wu Hongbo himself.

Just hit him.

After the mother pulled the father into the house, she came out and told him, why is your child like this? Is this how your parents educated you?

"My mother slapped me on the face." Wu Hongbo smiled sarcastically.

The most ironic thing is that he didn't dare to resist at all. He could only promise his parents that he was not gay and would never be gay.

On the contrary, it was Li Meng's father, who seemed very unreasonable. After hearing what Li Meng had said, he asked him if he liked men.

After getting a negative answer, I told him that it doesn't really matter, you can like men or women as you like, as long as you are obedient, grow up, and find a good partner, that's fine.

However, I would like to remind you that puppy love is not allowed.

Homosexuality and heterosexuality are fine, but puppy love is not.

Puppy love will cut off living expenses and tuition fees.

"Of course, if you can keep pace with your partner, one plus one is greater than two, and puppy love is fine." Li Meng's father laughed at him mercilessly, "but do you have that ability?"

Li Meng, who was not capable, shook his head cowardly.

His mother heard about this at his father's place, and specifically mentioned it to Li Meng, saying that you are not allowed to mention it in front of your roommate. How sad is your roommate hearing you say this?

"Well, it's actually not the kid's fault. Why did he blame himself? The fault is also his uncle and aunt's fault. Whose child is willing to push into that kind of fire pit?"

After hearing the news, Li Meng's mother went to the Internet to check this kind of "hospital", which made her terrified.

"This is [-] times more terrifying than a prison. It's hell! Don't you feel sorry for a piece of flesh that fell from your body and watched your child suffer?"

He also taught Li Meng that if he grows up and has children in the future, he must never become such a parent.

You can't ignore the wishes of your children and do some outrageous things.

Li Meng took the opportunity to express his wishes: "Mom, I don't think I'm fat, and I don't want to lose weight."

Li Meng's mother raised her eyebrows: "You're not fat! Doctors say you're too fat! Do you know that your height-to-weight ratio is almost level two?!"

Li Meng lowered his eyebrows and pleasing his eyes: "Oh..."

If you don't eat, don't eat, what a big deal.

Children of this age always want to prove that they are different.

You are different, and so are the people around you.

After hearing about Tao Wenxuan's family, my first reaction was: If it was my parents...

If it was my parents, would I do the same?

My parents must not be such people, right?

Nervous and ready to move.

I endured and endured, but I couldn't bear it.

In the end, only Li Meng, who felt that he was doomed the most, got a perfect ending.

But he didn't really believe it.

"Let's put it this way. After all, I was the first to say that I am not. If I said that I am, maybe it is not the case." Li Meng was silent for a while, and then said.

But no one dared to try again.

People's hearts and trust cannot stand the test.

He turned his head and asked Ji Lin: "Have you tried it with your family?"

Ji Lin said "Ah?", slowly came back to his senses, was silent for a while, and then shook his head: "I didn't ask my family."

Ling Sheng let out a breath: "I didn't say hello, don't ask."

It shouldn't have been tried.

Zheng Man sat behind Ji Lin, looking at his back deeply, without saying a word.

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