The Man Disgusted by Death

"What, are you nervous?" Zong Yuan walked to Ji Heng with a smile.

Ji Heng took off his goggles, glanced at Zong Yuan, then turned around to check the weapon in his hand, "Why are you nervous?"

"Tomorrow's battle." Zong Yuan said: "Your luck in the actual combat assessment has always been so bad, maybe you will have an accident this year."

With the magazine in his hand, Ji Heng said lightly, "Then just watch."

"I care about you." Zong Yuan took out two small bottles from his pocket, which were only as long as the palm of his hand, filled with a red transparent liquid, "Did you see, the blessing of the goddess of luck, just from a certain student Made it."

"No need, drink it yourself." Ji Heng shook his head. He knew that this drink was a high-grade fruit wine produced by Amber. Legend has it that it has a magical effect of luck.

"Drink a bottle, have a good dream at night, and increase your chances of winning tomorrow."

"I don't need that kind of thing."

"Have you forgotten the actual combat assessment last year?" Zong Yuan put a bottle of fruit wine on the table, and opened the remaining bottle by himself, "First, the fighter plane malfunctioned, and then food poisoning, isn't that bad enough?"

Ji Heng will never forget the actual combat assessment last year.

Zong Yuan raised the bottle and took a sip, "Wow, this wine is strong enough!" He coughed, and then said, "It doesn't matter, I'll put it here anyway, I think I need to go out and run around to calm down now."

Zong Yuan left, but Ji Heng's mind was still immersed in the phrase 'food poisoning'. He remembered that Lu Zhao was very worried at that time, and said sorry to him with tears.

Lu Zhao called him senior and apologized to him, with tears in his eyes, and then Doug appeared, and the revered senior immediately turned into some horrible dirty thing, Lu Zhao never looked at him directly again, and Ji Heng, his whole life For the first time, I tasted timidity.

Putting the gun in the holster, Ji Heng picked up the bottle of fruit wine. The wall of the bottle reflected the light above his head, and the clear and pure liquid inside was shaking. The fiery red color symbolized courage.

Opening the lid, Ji Heng took a sip.

The wine was cool in the mouth, with a bit of sweetness, and it seemed that the alcohol content was not high, but soon the throat became hot, and the heat spread to the esophagus and stomach, making the blood in the whole body boil.

A total of [-] milliliters was a matter of two or three sips. By the time Ji Heng felt a little dizzy, he had already drank all the wine.Of course Ji Heng drank alcohol before, but he was more restrained and never got drunk.

Although he was a little drunk at the moment, Ji Heng felt that he was still awake. He left the shooting training ground steadily and walked towards the maintenance warehouse.

He wanted to take a look at Lu Zhao, just to take a look.

Except for rows of mechas, there is no one in the maintenance warehouse. Ji Heng went to all the places where he had met Lu Zhao, but still found nothing.

That's right, Lu Zhao is hiding from him, Ji Heng thought dejectedly, and he stopped.

The surrounding space was very quiet. When Ji Heng stood still, he heard a faint cry, a very depressed and sad sob, which made Ji Heng's heart twitch.

He followed the sound through the corridor and turned in the direction of the warehouse.

Lu Zhao was sitting at the door of the No. [-] spare parts warehouse and weeping. After turning off the intelligent brain query page, he ran out of the warehouse, but he didn't know where to go for a while, and he was still thinking about Carlos asking him to be on duty. So I didn't dare to go far, and finally couldn't help it, so I started crying in the corridor.

For his father who passed away unexpectedly, for his mother who died of a broken heart, and for the grievances he had accumulated since childhood, Lu Zhao cried, not daring to let go, and could only bite his sleeve and sob softly.

What Ji Heng saw was Lu Zhao huddled in a corner, sobbing.

The idea of ​​just taking a look was thrown into the depths of space, Ji Heng squatted down next to Lu Zhao, and stretched out his hand cautiously, "Lu Zhao——"

Lu Zhao didn't pay attention at first, until someone rubbed the top of his head, he retreated reflexively, and then saw Ji Heng's face.

"What's wrong with you?" Ji Heng asked.

Lu Zhao's answer was to use his hands and feet to get up and run.

Ji Heng was stunned for a moment, then got up and went after him.

Lu Zhao rushed into the accessory warehouse, and he pressed the door closing button in panic, trying to block Ji Heng from the outside, but he was a step too late, and the latter inserted his hand into the crack of the door, causing the sensor door to fail to close.

Ji Heng strode forward after entering the door, and when Lu Zhao tried to dodge, he pinned him against the wall.

"Tell me, what happened?" Ji Heng asked sharply.

"nothing dealing with you!"

How can it be okay?Ji Heng thought, the person he was so careful, so cherished, and so solemnly wanted to protect was crying because of someone else or something, how could it have nothing to do with him?

Stretching out his hand to caress Lu Zhao's cheek, Ji Heng wiped the tears on it with his fingertips, the tears were hot and humid, and still carried Lu Zhao's body temperature.But Lu Zhao was startled by Ji Heng's action, and didn't react for a while, his eyes were wide open, and a teardrop was still on his eyelashes.

"Lu Zhao—" Ji Heng sighed softly, and kissed the teardrop with his head tilted.

Lu Zhao closed his eyes subconsciously, and his eyelashes trembled between Ji Heng's lips, making Ji Heng's heart tremble.As if it wasn't enough, Ji Heng thought vaguely, it wasn't enough.His kiss came to the latter's slightly parted lips along the tears, soft, moist, and delicate, with a bewitching magic power, as if he had come into contact with the most beautiful thing in the world for the first time in his life, so sweet that his reason Almost collapsed.

He tightly hugged this person with both arms, and let the other person's slender and strong body fit together with him. He could feel his body temperature, his pulse, and his heartbeat.Everything around him was moving away from him, only this person in his arms was so real and hot, as if the flames of a prairie fire swept his whole body and mind.

Lu Zhao... Lu Zhao... Lu Zhao...

A heart that has been vacant for an important part since last year has finally been filled.

Confusion, emotion, indulgence, sinking, there is only this small dark and fiery world left in the world, constantly falling, unable to stop.

When Ji Heng was obsessed with this kiss, Lu Zhao wasn't. He was just startled, and then quickly woke up.

what is this?Lu Zhao thought angrily, how could this person treat him like this?His mouth was occupied by Ji Heng, with the hot smell of alcohol, the other's lips and tongue entangled him recklessly, like a strong and greedy invader, not giving him any chance to resist.

Lu Zhao began to struggle, and when he wanted to say goodbye, Ji Heng held his face with both hands, making him unable to escape.Lu Zhao bent his elbows and tried his best to push Ji Heng's chest, but it was useless, the opponent's strength was too strong.

Lu Zhao thought of what Carlos said about Ji Heng's genetic modification, so now he is no match for this person at all.

How to do?

Lu Zhao's eyes widened, because he couldn't focus because the distance was too close, he could only vaguely see Ji Heng's tightly closed eyes under the brow bone.After anger comes humiliation, and after humiliation comes despair. Lu Zhao can only think of death when he has no power to fight back.

That was the only way he could fight it.

Then, die and die.

Lu Zhao's left hand gave up resistance, slid down Ji Heng's waist, and touched a pistol.

At any time, it has become Lu Zhao's instinct to find a weapon that can kill himself, because this is his biggest trump card to gain a foothold in this cruel world.

Draw the gun, pull the safety, all in one go.

Ji Heng was still licking Lu Zhao's soft lips reluctantly, and an automatic pistol was already on his chest.

"Let me go—" Lu Zhao said coldly.

Ji Heng glanced at the pistol, and vaguely remembered that morning on the Hanhai Plateau, when Lu Zhao was also holding a gun, so sad and desolate... How he wished that time could start again, let him go back to that morning, go to Hug that Lu Zhao.

"I won't let go." Ji Heng murmured, staring at the person in front of him obsessively, "I will never let go."

asshole!Lu Zhao gritted his teeth, seeing that the other party was going to kiss him regardless, he pulled the trigger hard.

boom--

Ji Heng's body shook, and the arm that imprisoned Lu Zhao was released. He staggered back a step, stretched out his hand to cover the wound on his body, and blood gushed out from between his fingers. He looked at the blood, and then Only after realizing it did I feel the pain.

The wound hurts, but not as much as the pain in my heart.

Ji Heng looked at Lu Zhao, still unable to accept this reality.

Lu Zhao fired, but he didn't dare to look at Ji Heng again. He heard the sound of Ji Heng being shot. This was the first time he shot at a human being. When the trigger was pulled, he didn't feel the pleasure of revenge, but only the sadness of despair. .Tears fell down, Lu Zhao sobbed and pointed the gun at his temple.

Let’s start all over again, Lu Zhao thought.

Ji Heng rushed over and clasped Lu Zhao's wrist, "Don't—" The blood on his hands flowed down Lu Zhao's forearm, "Lu Zhao, what are you doing!"

Lu Zhao turned around and wanted to shake off Ji Heng, but the other party had already encircled him with both hands, and the weight of his whole body was on him.During the fight, both of them fell to the ground.Ji Heng temporarily controlled Lu Zhao, but his lung lobes had been pierced by bullets, and due to blood loss and breathing difficulties, he gradually became powerless.

"Lu Zhao, don't hurt yourself—" Ji Heng's vision blurred, and he could only use his remaining sanity to keep begging the people under him, "Please..."

There was no turning back when he opened the bow. This time, Lu Zhao could never be blocked again. He opened Ji Heng's weak fingers and killed himself amidst the other party's pleading.

***

Lady Luck's Blessing, formerly known as Ruby, is a wine brewed from a special fruit in Amber. Because the manufacturer only uses the fruit that grows naturally in a specific place of origin as raw materials, each bottle is expensive.

Originated from the bright red color of Ruby, people have endowed this wine with many meanings, such as passion, unrestrained and indomitable, such as luck, courage, and... love.

When Ji Heng took his first sip, he found that he couldn't refuse.

The fiery liquid seeped into his limbs and bones, burning his heart hot, and he really wanted to do something right away.When Ji Heng raised the wine bottle and wanted to take a second sip, his mind suddenly became confused.

As if for an instant, and as if for a very long time, Ji Heng had a dream, an extremely absurd dream, he looked down at his right chest, vaguely felt that there should be a wound there.

Lu Zhao——Ji Heng's heart suddenly ached. In that dream, he saw Lu Zhao committing suicide. This time he couldn't stop him.

The author has something to say: (small theater)

Lu Zhao: You are playing a hooligan!

Ji Heng: What's wrong with me?

Lu Zhao: You molested me.

Ji Heng: That's not rude.

Lu Zhao: Hmph, you still don't admit it, it's too bullying!

Ji Heng: It's not bullying either.

Lu Zhao: Nonsense, what is it if it’s not bullying?

Ji Heng: Yes... I like it.