Baiyun ambition

"He and my mother belong to the same family, and there are some twists and turns in the relationship. Anyway, in the end, he became a distant uncle, who couldn't be farther away..." Yan Xiru explained in a low voice in Yu Fangyun's ear, and emphasized, " It's just that the seniority is older, and the age will not be much older."

Shen Weizhou and him had an old grudge, but it wasn't the resentment accumulated in the hospital.It was Yan Xiru, who didn't even have full hair when he was a child, who didn't behave like a human being. He pressed another Shen Weizhou, who hadn't even grown hair, to the ground and beat him. When he was beaten into a ball, he threatened him: "Should I call uncle? Should I call uncle!" The beams formed in this way are world feuds.

Shen Weizhou just happened to expand the refrigerator today, and there are panhu crabs among the hot dishes on the table. This is a handicraft that Jiang Jian misses, and his uncle took advantage of it all.During the meal, he mentioned Yu Fangyun's research direction: "Heart and lung are a family, and there will be many places for communication in the future."

Yu Fangyun nodded: "I'm doing an evidence-based study on cardiopulmonary compensation, so I just have a question and would like to ask you."

"Well, you can come downstairs to find me at any time, when the layman is not around." Shen Weizhou cast a sideways glance at Yan Xiru.From the very beginning, I felt that the relationship between the two was weird, but now that I saw him directly entering the room, I felt that this uncle didn't seem to be a serious person.

Yan Xiru was not interested in what the two of them were talking about, and concentrated on tearing apart crabs.Shen Weizhou hated A Dou, whom he could not afford to support. The last article was not published for half a year, and the content was outdated and he was still holding it in his hands.So what's the use of doing more surgeries, without bonus points for scientific research and projects, the results that can be achieved are always a bit behind Liao Sijun.

Shen Weizhou intentionally reminded Yan Adou: "Jiang Yidao is about to be promoted in his new year, have you really not considered it?"

Yan Xiru peeled off a whole crab claw and threw it into Yu Fangyun's bowl: "After careful consideration, Liao Sijun is more suitable than me. He is steady and thoughtful, and most importantly, he is more loyal than me."

Shen Weizhou knew what he meant.Even if he doesn't admit it, because of Lu Chizhang, Yan Xiru will always have a grudge against the hospital.The same goes for aiding Africa and going to the countryside, but I just want to find an excuse to leave the hospital, as if this kind of work is pure enough.Shen Weizhou said: "If Ge Zhongshan also retires this year, Zhe Taki will also lack the head of surgery. But if he is transferred from Tongshan, it will be no different from being demoted."

"Hmm." Yan Xiru's eyes moved, imperceptibly.

After dinner it was his turn to do the dishes, but the only surgeon in the room sat and pretended to be dead.Shen Weizhou kicked him up: "You eat and drink, don't you know how to put in some effort?"

Yu Fangyun passed the entrance, and saw a picture framed words on the top of the bookcase, square and powerful, quite charming.

"The high branches of medicine can still be climbed, but the only way to go far is to meditate and meditate."

"He Pingzhong Weizhou graduated, and the road ahead is bright."

Yu Fangyun calculated based on the date of payment, it was 11 years ago. "This is written by Grandpa Yan Xiru." Shen Weizhou walked to his side, "I wrote it when he and I graduated from college."

Ping Zhong...Yu Fangyun recalled Yan Xiru's pen, which was also engraved with the word "Ping Zhong" on the end of the pen.

Yan Xiru washed the dishes and made himself sleepy. He came out of his nephew's house and yawned: "I'm going to the hospital. The flight is at nine o'clock tomorrow morning."

Forgetting that he had to go on a business trip the next day, Yu Fangyun paused and bumped into his uncle's shoulder again. "You're such a bastard, look up, slow down." Yan Xiru rubbed his injured nose with the palm of his hand, letting the man look at himself through the gap between his fingers, and the palm was warmed by his breath.

Yu Fangyun hesitated for a long time before saying, "Do you want to sleep with me—"

The door suddenly opened at this moment. "Uncle, you didn't throw out the garbage." The black plastic bag was thrown out, and it fell to the feet of the two, and the door slammed and closed again.

Yan Xiru raised his eyebrows, but still stopped there: "...do you want to sleep with you?"

The palm of his hand became hot, and his face turned pink. Yu Fangyun picked up the bag and ran away.But the man behind him was so loud that he deliberately prolonged his voice: "Do you sleep here?"

In a hurry, Yu Fangyun ran back to cover his mouth, and lowered his voice with a swollen face: "Why!"

Obviously he mentioned it, but he wanted a reason for himself. "Because the moon is too big outside." Yan Xiru said nonsense, "I can't see the stars, so I dare not walk at night."

"..." Yu Fangyun believed his nonsense.But after throwing away the trash, he picked him up and went home.The moon is too big outside, and my mind is illuminated.

When opening the door to change shoes, the pen in Yan Xiru's pocket fell out again and rolled onto the carpet. Yu Fangyun picked it up and checked the end of the pen: "Ping Zhong?"

"Well, the pen that my grandfather gave me when I was one year old, Ping Zhong also took the small characters for me." Yan Xiru looked at him and smiled, "Just like your cardamom, it is the small characters that my uncle gave you."

Pingzhong's wood is as white as silver.Yu Doukou raised her head: "Then he must hope that you will grow up like pines and cypresses, upright and upright."

"No, that's not what it means." Yan Xiru shook his head with a smile, "Ping is a mediocre talent, and Zhong is in the middle. He only hopes that I will be a mediocre person for the rest of my life."

The other person frowned, not quite agreeing, and after thinking about it, he said, "Keping is also safe."

Yan Xiru was slightly taken aback.

"Grandpa may hope that you can live a normal life and be peaceful." Yu Fangyun looked at him and frowned, "That's good.

Yu Fangyun's house had a single bed in the bedroom, and Yan Xiru sat on it with great confidence: "I sleep here, where do you sleep?"

"I didn't let you sleep here." Yu Fangyun picked up the quilt with a bit of embarrassment on his face, "You sleep on the sofa."

Yan Xiru was used to sleeping on a cold plank bed, and even a rug would make him feel comfortable. The quilt also smelled of herbs, which was the smell of Yu Fangyun's collar.Yan Xiru rested his head on his arms, looking at the lamp on the ceiling, the light was faintly hidden behind the frosted glass.It's really tiring to let him be a person who hides and hides.

What a coincidence, Didi's driver didn't go out early in the morning, so he just passed by the door.Hearing from Jiang Jian that Yu Fangyun was moving today, he dressed neatly and waited at the door, full of anticipation and half guilty.

A blink of an eye for a few days is enough to forget a dream.But Yan Xiru tossed and turned, always thinking of Zhe Taki's dream and warm wind that night.Old dreams are unforgettable, and new ones are added. Repeating this makes the situation worse.

He couldn't figure out what Yu Fangyun was thinking, he could only be sure of his own mind, so he simply took one step at a time.Those dirty or clean thoughts have to be picked and picked before they can be held in front of others.He was only certain that he had been older than the other party for so many years, and his only advantage was his face, so he approached, clenched it tightly, smashed it, and went to take a closer look.

Don't be afraid of him saying he doesn't like it, there is always a way to trick him into liking it.But what must be considered is Yu Fangyun's situation in the hospital - he can't do anything like himself, and there are many pairs of eyes waiting to find fault.If I had known that other people were Polygonatum odoratum with its own character, at least I couldn't forcefully break it in my own hands.

Yan Xiru himself thought it was funny, laughing at the timidity and hesitation he had just learned, it turned out that it was because he liked someone too much.

There was one more person in the room, and Yu Fangyun couldn't actually fall asleep. Hearing the sound of turning over on the bed, Yan Xiru called him softly, and got a roll call answer: "Yes."

"It's nothing." Yan Xiru turned sideways, "I just want to ask, when you were alone when you were a child, who taught you how to take care of yourself." Every little boy should have a carefree life without being beaten, but Yan Xiru didn't care. No matter how hard he could imagine Yu Fangyun's appearance at that time.At a young age, I haven't seen my mother, and my father left early, so I can't really pin my emotions on a turtle.

Uncle Master had nothing to say, but Yu Fangyun answered seriously: "I don't need to be taught. At that time, my father left suddenly, and I didn't realize that I became a person from then on, and I didn't even feel how sad. When I wake up every morning, I thought he would push open my door and walk in. When I first went to Yu Lin’s house, I often dreamed of him, holding my hand and walking down the street like when I was a child. The road will go on forever. Later in the dream, I walked farther and farther, and I realized that the people who can often be entangled in the dream are the backs that cannot be touched in reality."

So after that, Yu Fangyun never dreamed of them again.Many pains in life are caused by hindsight. He didn't understand when he was a child, but a dull and sensitive person will suffer double pain in the following days.

Yan Xiru told him: "When my mother left, I didn't even know how to speak, I didn't have any memories of holding hands, and I couldn't even remember what my mother looked like."

Yu Fangyun raised his head in surprise. He had seen that Mrs. Yan, who was well maintained and looked at most 50 or [-] years old.

"That was my stepmother. My biological mother passed away when I was three years old. The second year after she passed away, my current mother married my father. At that time, she was still a famous actress in the Yue Opera Troupe. In order to take care of me, she took care of the family. Lost all the jobs in the theater troupe." Yan Xiru loves to listen to operas, maybe because the bedtime song Shen Zhi sang to him when he was a child was Qingqing Liuye Blue Blue Sky. "My mother was only in her early twenties when she married Yan Chengsong. She spent all her time, but she put all her thoughts on my unrelated son, and never returned to the theater troupe. Yan Chengsong is always very busy and can see His number of times is also very few..."

Yan Xiru originally wanted to comfort him, but felt that it was not appropriate to compare him to himself. Compared with Yu Fangyun, his luck was much better, and the estrangement between father and son was not worth mentioning.

But the other side also wanted to comfort him.Yu Fangyun said: "It doesn't matter if you don't remember, the person who is missed always exists in another way."

Yan Xiru stretched out her hand, wanting to rub the soft and warm top of her head, but it was too far away.

"So, even if my parents didn't grow up with me, I don't blame them." Yu Fangyun shook his head lightly, his eyes shining brightly, "Before they left, they told me the most important thing. What happened after my mother died For seven years, my father has been thinking about her every day, all the time. He taught me in his own way, to love the world, to have a life of love, to find someone worthy of love..."

The top of my head suddenly felt warm.Yan Xiru didn't know when he stood in front of him, hugged his shoulders and pressed him to his waist, leaned close, and felt the rise and fall of his abdomen with his breathing.He tightened his arms, and moved his fingers to Yu Fangyun's earlobe to caress.Fortunately, the room was completely dark, and no one could see whose ears were more exaggeratedly red.

It's been a long time. "There will be."

But is there anyone in this world more worthy of matching him?Career, temper, preference, Yan Xiru can't think of anyone other than herself.

Yu Fangyun lowered his eyelashes, breathing so lightly that it almost melted into the air. "Well, I have to look for it again..." She tilted her head, but fell into the opposite arm, and fell asleep with a "huh".

Yan Xiru put the man on the pillow, flicked his bangs to reveal his eyebrows, the blunt tip of the eyebrows matched the round rabbit teeth.The voice was quiet, drifting into sleep talk.

"But I have found you."

Sleeping until early morning, the temperature dropped a lot, Yan Xiru was covered with a thin blanket, and continued to cough a few times, and after a while, he heard a rustling sound.Holding a thick blanket, Yu Fangyun secretly came to add a quilt to the uncle.

He moved around with bare feet, and almost tripped over the blanket. Yan Xiru deliberately turned over, pretending to be in a deep sleep with one arm hanging down.The other party was bending over, and his lips touched his upper lip, but the outstretched arms suddenly tightened, and the person and the quilt were wrapped in his arms.

Yan Xiru clamped Yu Fangyun between his legs, pinched and rubbed it, and used it as a pillow, relying on his fear of waking him up and not daring to move around, he acted recklessly.

But after a few blows, one place also started to burn, hot and shapely.Uncle Master loosened his hand suddenly, causing Dou Kou to take the opportunity to run away.His cheeks were hot in the darkness, he hooked his palms, and fled back to his nest like a small animal.

The back fell into Yan Xiru's eyes, and the faint light sprinkled between the two of them through the gap, everything was a dim light.

All living beings, he bumped into the moon alone.