Baiyun ambition

"Boss, you are finally back."

Jiang Jian rushed over with tears in his eyes, Yan Xiru hurriedly avoided him: "But after walking for two days, which family did you offend me?"

"It's not me, it's their team next door."

It was Liao Sijun who had the accident.

Last time, the old lady with a lot of background had an operation under his hands, and the gastric tube could not be pulled out.At first, I thought it was because the tube was folded or the seromuscular layer was sewn too deep. It was fine, but it didn't loosen after a week.I hurriedly pushed for a gastroscopy, only to find that it was sewn up from the mouth of the basket, and the gastric tube was strung into the suture line of the incision.It is said to be an accident, but it can be avoided by timely inspection after suturing.It was an accident, and the probability was so small. Normally, the hook would not be able to get into the mouth of the basket that was as big as a grain of rice, but he passed it through with one stitch.Ever since Yang Ming left, Liao Sijun suffered a big blow. He didn't know whether it was his hands or he was absent-minded on the stage, and he didn't even check after sewing.

On the night when the patient was pushed out of the gastroscopy room, he developed symptoms such as fever and chills. After inquiring around, the family members insisted that the source of postoperative infection was the rubber tube stuck in the stomach.The hospital immediately arranged for the old lady to be transferred to the Infectious Diseases Department for further treatment. Now the situation is unknown.

During the rounds, Yan Xiru asked Director Jiang about this matter.Jiang Yidao shook his head: "Not too optimistic. The patient had old lung disease, and aspiration occurred again after infection. The pneumonia has been out of control. He was transferred to the ICU last night, and his temperature still did not come down after taking imipenem. Those family members Now I'm staring at the gate of the ICU, even the old lady's son-in-law has come..." Jiang Yidao stopped abruptly and said no more.

Yan Xiru frowned: "But we can't just insist that the infection is caused by the gastric tube. The old lady has been using a non-invasive ventilator for so many years with COPD. It's not easy to say that it's a problem in her own lungs."

Jiang Yidao didn't let him discuss it anymore, and said seriously, "I'll handle this matter, don't worry about it, and ask the doctors below not to inquire about it."

Jiang Jian said something scary at first, but it had nothing to do with him, and he was still watching the excitement: "Boss, don't worry, people in their team said that the hospital where the former director of vascular surgery went has been trying to poach Liao Sijun. This time, if he I can't stay in Tongshan any longer, I just pat my ass and leave, and I don't even need to lift the patient's shoes in a private hospital."

Yan Xiru pondered: "...It would be great if we really walked together. In the current situation, I'm afraid we won't be able to leave even if we want to."

After all, the friendship between classmates is deep, and at the same time he was worried, he also thought about what happened now, if there is less concern and less trouble, he only hopes it is a false alarm.

On the second day after returning from a business trip, Yan Xiru stayed at home peacefully for a whole day, sneaking away to learn how to be a teenager, and sitting in the vegetable garden to watch the clouds and the breeze.

Shen Zhi came back from drinking tea and saw his son squatting by the wall weeding, what a discordant scene, "You don't rest all day or go to the theater, squatting here to dig the ground for me?"

"I'm picking vegetables." Yan Xiru dusted off the dust and stood up, holding two pilan, one big and one small, "Mom, stew them."

Shen Zhi is good at stewed pork ribs with pi blue, which is a skill brought by her natal family, and has always been praised by Yan Xiru.First take the cinnamon star anise and stir-fry in the pot, then put the ribs and pilan and stew out of the water.Yan Xiru leaned against the door to see her skillful movements, and didn't let himself interfere.It was for the sake of planting these pilans for him that Shen Zhi widened the garden to make a vegetable garden, raising a whole yard of melons and vegetables.

He said without warning, "Mom, do you think it's good to be my mother?"

Shen Zhi looked at him strangely: "Well, I've been working for so many years, and now I regret the things I caused, it's too late."

Yan Chengsong was overwhelmed with work, and she almost brought up this son alone.Yan Xiru was not a sensible child, and he caused a lot of troubles, ranging from provoking troubles to provoke the teacher, to hurting his muscles and bones to ask parents, but when he was about to graduate from elementary school, he had a relationship, and suddenly became obedient.But the obedient person is not his mother, but the junior monitor of the class next door, Shen Zhi would rather his love affair be closed to death.

Yan Xiru asked: "Then when I came back from junior high school, the boy you praised me to play basketball with was good-looking. What do you think, do you want to beat me up?"

"You want to tell the truth? I want to. But I don't need to do it. Didn't you break up with others after a few fights? I don't think it's a problem." Shen Zhiguan Turned to look at him, "What I was worried about at the time was that if your father knew about your weird thoughts, he would really send you abroad to study in prison."

"What about you now? Do you still think I'm a problem now?"

The soup was gurgling and boiling, Shen Zhi covered the pot, put the casserole on the small stove on the ground, hesitated for a while before speaking: "How can I put it... Your mother is not an old-fashioned old-fashioned old-fashioned person. I followed the first batch of theater troupes to perform abroad, and I have seen and heard as many as you. If you had talked to me about this earlier, maybe I would really beg you to take these thoughts back for your own mother’s sake. Go. But I also know now that you have passed the age of being playful. In fact, when you came back from school and excitedly shared this with me, my first reaction was actually very happy, happy that you finally regarded me as Mommy..."

"Mom." Yan Xiru couldn't help shouting again, getting close to her like when she was a child, "I called you that the first time I saw you. You are the youngest and most beautiful mother in the world, and you have always been."

Shen Zhi hit him with a smile, and the tears were smoked by the fire: "So I never regard you who are different... as something wrong, and others can't see you like that. Although I didn't talk to your father I’ve been through this, but I secretly checked a lot of books behind my back and asked a lot of people. Now that I think about it, I’m so stupid. I’m more worried about you being alone than whether you’re alone or not… I I hope my son is missed and someone can be missed."

It was rare for Yan Xiru to correct his attitude in front of his mother: "Your son is not a popular character. At this age, he can't even show a mature relationship experience. So now if you want to seriously maintain a relationship, you must think carefully about it." , double the sincerity and effort.”

"Then you suddenly told me this, what do you want to ask?"

Yan Xiru said bluntly: "Mom, I want to be nice to someone for a long time."

"So, what's wrong?" Shen Zhi didn't ask who he was.

"It's not a problem, it's just that I can feel his feelings for me, and I'm not very confident." Yan Xiru looked at the flames and silently licked Taobi, "I don't know if it's because of me or himself. , he is always clumsy, unable to speak from the bottom of his heart."

He can see Yu Fangyun's earnest thoughts, and he can also see Yu Fangyun's desire to cover up.Those empathetic looks of being flattered or humiliated seem to belong to him, and it seems that they don't belong to him at all.

Shen Zhi was taken aback when he heard this, he didn't expect his carefree son to be so delicate when talking about love, he smiled again after a while, and pointed to the vegetable stalk on the ground: "This Pilan, when I just picked the ground, 80.00% is water, bitter and astringent, and only [-]% of the water is left after pickling. It looks dry, but only then can you taste its freshness, fragrance and crispness. People are no different from this Pilan Soak it slowly. Some big ones take off the leaves first and then dehydrate a little bit from the outside to the inside. The outside is soft and the inside is still hard. Some small ones look round, but in fact, the core is already soft when you lift it up. gone."

Yan Xiru listened carefully and understood clearly, raised his head and asked, "...what do you mean?"

"I don't know if yours is big or small, but when you sink your heart into marinating pilan, you have to press it hard to see if you can squeeze out the water, so you know whether the core is hard or soft."

Yan Xiru was thoughtful, so is Yu Doukou soft or hard?His waist is soft, his breath is soft, and his voice is also soft. His lips and tongue and red ear tips are especially soft when he steals a kiss, but when he touches it lightly, he becomes hard again.How can you be willing to press it, in case it hurts?

Shen Zhi uncovered the pickle jar, added a layer of salt, and asked him again: "Does your father want me to talk about it?"

Yan Xiru shook his head: "Don't probe, his mind is blocked."

There is a strategy for darkening Chen Cang, and there is a way of breaking the boat to save the boat. He is still weighing which one to choose.But this time, it takes a lifetime to measure.

Yan Xiru took care of the ribs and rushed back to the hospital to be on duty until the next morning.Today I only need two laparoscopes, and I can work on the night shift by helping the next group with one.It's just that Jiang Jian is acting abnormally today, swiping his phone whenever he has time, poking his fingers non-stop.Yan Xiru asked him, "What are you doing?"

"Vote for myself. Boss, I voted for yours too. No need to thank you." Jiang Jian showed him the voting page of the official account just launched, the annual popular doctor vote.

Yan Xiru had a chill: "The one who can think of this to discourage colleagues' work enthusiasm is probably the same idiot who put up a score wall in the outpatient clinic."

"Boss, you are alright, you have No.9, don't be discouraged. This time it is a popular doctor, and next time you vote for an angry doctor, you will definitely win the championship."

Yan Xiru cast a glance, and then saw that person was also on the list, and the photo was in the second place: "Yu Doukou is the second? Then who can be the first?"

Jiang Jian replied: "Now the handsome guy in the electrocardiogram room is the first one, our courtyard grassroots. But when he judged the upper courtyard grassroots, Dr. Yu hadn't come yet."

Yan Xiru grabbed the phone and voted for Yu Fangyun, but one account could vote for the same one consecutively, and the number at the top of the list was also skyrocketing, which made him jump up in anger.Forget it, if you can't be a courtyard grass, just treat it as his own grass.

This day, Director Yan's duty was long and cursed. He was so busy until the afternoon that he thought he could finally get off work. The emergency department brought him a patient with acute cholecystitis who needed immediate surgery.

The mother-in-law was holding her right upper abdomen and crying with pain, and the wrinkled mother-in-law's apron was covered with eggshells, which were all stained on the hospital bed.It was only when the family members came that they found out that the two were a couple selling eggs at the entrance of the market. They didn't have much cash and had paid for the registration and examination fees. Now they couldn't afford the surgery fee.The old man cried anxiously: "We only have this basket of eggs left now, what should we do, old woman..."

The mother-in-law just had a colic attack and fell directly on the stall, crushing most of the eggs, leaving only the last basket at her feet.The old man covered it with a cotton cloth, carefully placed it beside the nurse's station, and grabbed someone in a white coat: "Doctor, doctor, can you do this operation first, the old woman can't afford to wait...she hurts... "

Jiang Jian explained to him: "Our hospital has a rule that if the owed fees are not paid off, you can't arrange surgery without authorization. Please understand, let the family send the money first, okay?"

The mother-in-law was still there, and the old man glanced at her: "My son is studying at a university in your city, and he is very promising. I will definitely not miss your money, and I will make it later, doctor, really."

Jiang Jian was in a dilemma, so he had to look up at the ceiling.Others passed by and turned over a few baskets, and broke a few more, and the egg juice dripped all over the tiles.The old man knelt down on the ground to pick it up, but couldn't pick it up, covered his eyes with dirty hands, tears and egg juice were all glued together: "What can I do, old woman... how can I save you now..."

"Jiang Jian." At the other end of the corridor, Yan Xiru strode over and threw the medical records on the table, "Notify the master to push the patient down to operating room No. [-]."

The head nurse mouthed at him: "I haven't paid the money!"

"I know." Yan Xiru missed his body and slipped a card into Jiang Jian's pocket calmly.He helped the old man up from the ground: "Master, please calm down first, and go through the formalities with this doctor Jiang and sign a few letters, okay? It's not a big deal, don't cry, don't worry."

The old man was already tearing up, and his hands were covered with egg juice, but Yan Xiru didn't hide, "Thank you...thank you."

Jiang Jian squeezed her bank card tightly and followed behind him, thinking: "It's the last time, it's really the last time..."

While waiting, the anesthesiologist couldn't help but say to him: "Always give you a chance to be a good person."

Yan Xiru took out his mobile phone: "I can't help it. I saw that the family property was used for my son's education. What can the old man keep for himself?"

Notifying the preoperative preparations over there, Yan Xiru put all the extra things into his pockets, washed his hands and changed into surgical gowns and gloves, Jiang Jian noticed that the corners of his mouth twitched: "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, I have a cramped thumb."

It was originally a quick cholecystectomy in Taiwan, but during the operation, polypoid neoplasms were found on the side of the gallbladder near the liver, and the rapid pathology of the specimen suggested malignancy.The nurse was confused: "Aren't the results of this person's tumor markers all normal?"

"Thirty percent of cancerous tumors are normal." Yan Xiru squinted his eyes. In the current situation, if he chooses to do a second cleaning, he must have a laparotomy, but a quick biopsy is not reliable enough, and he has to wait for the results of the official pathology report.No matter how many hidden dangers there are, this time we can only do this first.

"Jiang Jian, go up and explain the situation to the old man later, make it clear, and then ask them if they would like to do PET-CT... Forget it, don't ask, I definitely don't have the money to do it."

Yan Xiru was in a low mood when he came out.Every time he saw such a patient, he didn't feel a sense of accomplishment. Instead, he felt that he was the accomplice behind the executioner, and he was powerless to open the bloody truth before their eyes.

Including this operation, she hadn't slept for a total of eighteen hours. Yan Xiru squinted on the bench in the dressing room for a while in a daze, listening to the click of the second hand, and sat up again after two rounds, refreshed .Go upstairs and explain the postoperative precautions to the patient's family members before listening to the old egg man tell the truth.

"Actually, our son has a tumor on his chest, and all the money borrowed from the family went to see a doctor. That's why today... Thank you very much." He began to wipe away tears, making the circles of his eyes darker. "Our son is already like this. I believe that the old woman will be fine, and it won't be... that our family suffers all the suffering."

Yan Xiru paused and didn't say anything, it's not easy to break a hope that is weaker than an egg.

"Wait!" After walking a few steps, the old man came out again and handed over a basket, which was the basket of eggs just now.Picked out the broken shells and wiped them clean, each one was the most complete and beautiful, it was the only thing he could get his hands on, and handed them all to Yan Xiru: "Good doctor, thank you."

Facing the night, Yu Fangyun dragged his suitcase home, and met Yu Lin who was squatting waiting for him at the door, and drooped his tail pitifully: "Brother, you don't know how to give me a key." When he entered the door, he saw a man on the table. Basket of eggs, "Don't you put your eggs in the refrigerator?"

Yu Fangyun ignored him and poured a glass of water: "Why are you here suddenly?"

"Our news agency is going to publish a special feature. I want to do a doctor-patient relationship. I came to your hospital today to find materials." Yu Lin gulped it down and complained to him, "But you are not here, your department is like a fortified wall, let alone an interview. I can't even get in."

Yu Fangyun only cared about Shoushou, and responded casually: "If you want any subject matter, I can help you find it."

"It's bloody, exciting, such as holding the wrong child, husband and wife against each other, etc..." Seeing his brother's eyes through the glass, Yu Lin was scared, "If you don't have it, just look for it."

"But bro, I saw your photo on the voting list, and it ranked first, with more than 4 votes. Hehe, I don't know if your first love is on the wall."

Yu Fangyun was surprised: "What first love?"

"It was when I was a junior or senior, from your school." Yu Lin grabbed a peanut and ate it, "I can't remember, but I remember that you had someone you liked."

"Don't talk nonsense if you don't remember, go back to school early." Yu Fangyun walked into the room to chase him away, his face changed drastically, "Who told you to touch my walnut?!"

Those treasures of his were originally transferred into a glass dish and placed on the table for ventilation. Yu Lin thought it was a fruit plate, and enthusiastically poured a bag of nuts into it. "I thought it was left in the drawer..." Exposed to his brother's anger, Yu Lin didn't dare to argue, so he grabbed his schoolbag and fled.

I hid a drawer, and now they are mixed with crispy peanuts and five-spice melon seeds to become salt-and-pepper walnuts. The paper on the table was also used by Yu Lin to pad the peanut shells. .

Pushing open the bathroom door, I touched the water stains on the handle, and was covered by a bath towel as soon as I was alert.The man pressed close to his ear and asked, "What first love? What walnut?"

Yu Fangyun couldn't see the way, stepped into the washbasin, almost fell down and asked someone to help him, so annoyed, he grabbed the towel and threw it at him: "Hiding in the toilet and eavesdropping, you must be a pervert."

Yan Xiru smiled and said nothing, touched his trouser waist, and got in skillfully: "The first day you knew I was a pervert?" He continued to pinch his waist, "And I left a note on the table, and you didn't see it either."

Without any foreshadowing, his fingers began to unbutton him. Yu Fangyun still wanted to break free, but was carried to the sink with his buttocks, his feet were so cold, "...what do you want to do?"

"Didn't you come to take a shower?" Yan Xiru separated his knees with his palms, stroked upwards, his fingers stirred the fabric, and pulled up the zipper, "Pervert wants to see."

"Look at..." Yu Fangyun didn't say anything, but was gagged by his face.The hot water from the shower was pouring down, making people tremble all over, and in a daze, they made a kiss with him and kissed deeply.

The sound of water dripping down the tiles became tick-tock, unbearable.

Upon receiving the news that he had landed just now, Yan Xiru went home happily to wait for him, remembering to change the water for Shoushou.Unexpectedly, as soon as the front foot entered the door, Yu Lin also entered the back foot.He was stuck in the toilet, embarrassed to sit anywhere.

The conversation between the two outside the house could not be heard clearly, and some words about first love were heard intermittently, pasted on the door, but nothing more was heard.

Warm water gurgles from the soles of the feet.Yan Xiru hugged him on his lap, looked at the knees that were rubbed red on the tiles, and rubbed them lightly with his palms.Opening his mouth now would inevitably spoil the atmosphere, he should have asked beforehand, but when he took off the bath towel and saw his wet and foggy eyes, he was fascinated by the beauty.

Yu Fangyun always hides his thoughts, if he doesn't want to say it, he will refuse to let people go thousands of miles away.But right now, putting the two places of the two together and sticking them together, I feel that there is no one in the world who can be closer than them.

"No first love..." Yu Fangyun murmured on his chest, but Yan Xiru didn't hear it clearly, and then lowered his head against his tongue and breathed between his teeth.

——At that time, he just fell in love with Yan Xiru, and he couldn't hide anything, so Yu Lin could see through it.Later, I learned to restrain myself, but the person didn't change, but Yu Lin didn't know it.

Yan Xiru ran his fingers all the way across his spine, his thumb suffered a lot of grievances for him today.Yu Fangyun grabbed his hand: "I'm only thinking about it now. You said that I was plotting against you that day, but you were obviously the one who eavesdropped on my conversation with Tang Ji outside the door first. I didn't bother with you, but you Hit it up."

"I don't care." Yan Xiru rubbed him, loving the sticky touch, "I just don't want to hear others say you're bad."

"But Tang Ji is right." Yu Fangyun seriously refuted him, "I do have a bad personality."

"You have the best temper, and you don't get angry at all if you let me do it like this." Yan Xiru said, tightening his hands, and immediately squeezed him from the tips of his ears to the tips of his toes.

Yu Fangyun turned his head away, listening to him expose himself: "It's too late to pretend to be angry now."

Leaning on his shoulders and swaying lightly.My own shyness and innocence, self-willedness and arrogance can always be pretended.But after being together, it became more and more easy for him to see through.When Yu Fangyun was being wiped by Yan Xiru with a bath towel, he whispered: "...I'm still learning how to like you. If you want, just wait for me."

Yan Xiru paused and did not speak.When he took the initiative to hug him, he wrapped himself tightly around his waist, and then hugged him out of the bathroom.After going out, they leaned against the wall facing each other and kissed for a long time.

It doesn't matter, if he takes two steps back, he will take three steps forward, and when he turns around to escape, he will also catch up with big strides.The ends of the earth and the sea are pressing in front of him until there is no gap.

Even if it is Zhang Putian's big net, he will take this person into his arms and bottom of his heart with one leap.

"Okay, I'll wait for you. Just this time, don't wrestle again."