Baiyun ambition

A row of holly and evergreen shrubs were planted along the campus trail. Yu Fangyun said that this is his favorite plant. It is common and not expensive, and the vitality of jumping is within reach.

Side by side through the holly bushes, Yu Fangyun and Yan Xiru walked on the road, suddenly light snow fell from the sky, it was thin, and it turned into water when it fell on the ground.The poems written by Da Wei were all written by himself in the end - "When the snow falls, it seems to quietly leave this world and fall on the branches, drop by drop."

The family members came to pick up Wei's body. After thinking hard all night, they decided to respect his wishes and donate his body for medical research.

"When he was alive, he was devastated by illness, and the hospital was his second home. After he left, I hope to bring you a little help. Maybe in this way, he has no regrets when he leaves."

Before Da Wei's younger brother left, he asked the doctor to hand over something, and he named it to give to Yu Fangyun.

A thin letter, folded paper, Da Wei did not forget the promise he made with him, and when he opened it, he saw the title of the poem: To Dr. Yu.

Yan Xiru pretended to be bitter and said: "I only see the newcomer laughing, but I don't hear the old one crying. In the end, he still likes you more."

The cactus that Dawei sent was still on the window sill. I thought it was a grafted flower bud, but it had already opened three clusters. The pink ones were small and crowded together. It turns out that it can really be full of vitality.

When Da Wei was still living in Puwai, not only did he come to see the doctor, but Yu Fangyun also often went to see him, pushing him back and forth in the corridor, holding the pot of cactus, watching a white line on the wall extending out of the window.

"Would you like to go downstairs and have a look?" Da Wei said with a smile, "No, there are too many people outside, and there are flowers on my knees."

Even if he couldn't empathize 100% of the time, Yu Fangyun also saw the same figure as himself on Da Wei - they all wrestled a lot, and they had to keep moving forward even if their heads were broken and bloody.Then, amidst my own stumbles, I lived my life carefully.

The car that picked up Dawei drove farther and farther along the road, and finally became an invisible point in the mist.Yu Fangyun put his fingertips against the glass and traced the words on the window.

The poem you wrote to me, the last line, is returned to you.

——"In the eyes of some people, there is innocence like a dream, and a life without hesitation."

From now on, your life can also be free and broad.

……

The year finally came to New Year's Eve.

Yu Fangyun and Yu Lin took the bus back to Chang'an Town to celebrate the new year.The second aunt stopped the two of them at the door, and each of them swallowed a bowl of dumplings before letting them in.

The atmosphere in Yu Lin's house has always been the best. The second uncle is simple and honest, and the second aunt is virtuous, and they never quarrel.In the past, if Yu Lin had something to add to the house, Yu Fangyun would also have it. If he didn't want it, Yu Lin couldn't even get it.Yu Fangyun even wondered if his parents knew that his uncle and aunt were good people, so they left him so reassuringly and left holding hands.

Yu Fangyun walked to the door of his small room.He began to live on campus when he entered junior high school, but his uncle and aunt still gave him a separate room in their poor home. Later, Yu Fangyun moved away and asked them to take back the room for use.The second aunt piled up books inside, but still made the bed clean, waiting for him empty.

"I'll sleep here tonight," the second uncle passed by and patted him on the shoulder, and muttered softly, "But the legs are so long, so I can't sleep..."

Yu Fangyun returned to the dining table and saw that the closed door of the kitchen was leaking.

"Yu Lin, does your brother have someone to talk to? You need to urge him more, you are the only one who can see him now."

"Mom, don't worry, my brother is full of people to like." Yu Lin grabbed a cucumber casually, "And I think my brother doesn't like girls."

The second aunt almost chopped her fingers with a kitchen knife, and raised her head in disbelief: "What are you talking about?! Your brother is so sensible, how could he have such a problem!"

"How can it be considered a problem?" Yu Lin said seriously, "You like peaches, my dad likes oranges, I like everything, so my brother likes walnuts. You can't say that such a hobby is a problem. You are so domineering, Walnuts did nothing wrong."

The second aunt was also distracted by him and couldn't speak for a while.Yu Fangyun just pushed the door open and walked in, and the quiet atmosphere instantly became more awkward.

The second aunt put down the kitchen knife in a panic: "Fang Yun, wait a little longer, we can eat later."

Yu Fangyun nodded, turned around and called him, "Yu Lin, come out with me."

On the steps in front of the house, the two brothers squatted one step at a time.

"When did you know?"

Yu Lin pretended to be confused with a cucumber in his pocket: "Know what?"

"I like men."

Yu Lin almost spit out what he chewed, but his brother's handsome face was on the opposite side, and he swallowed it back.

"I... I guessed it. I follow you carefully every day, and I can always find something..." Seeing the change in his brother's expression, Yu Lin defended himself again, "Then I'm just a little stupid compared to you after all. Not really stupid."

"It's really smart." Yu Fangyun patted his head gently.

Yu Lin was so surprised that he couldn't say anything, "Brother, brother...you told me that?" He quickly waved his hand, "No, no, it's not that you can't see people about this, it's just such a private matter, you can just say it Just confessed to me?! Brother, I’m touched, I’m so touched…”

While talking, I wanted to cry first, "Brother, you trust me so much, you love me so much. Brother, I love you too..."

His mood swings were twice as fast as normal people. Yu Fangyun was speechless, and only said: "But don't tell your second uncle and aunt first, I'm afraid they won't be able to accept it."

"What can't my parents accept? You don't want them to have grandchildren." Yu Lin rubbed his nose, was glared at by his brother, and changed his words: "I mean, uncle and aunt won't be disappointed either. .They left early and didn't take good care of you. How can they care about you so much. Besides, the Yu family still has me, so I don't have to worry about missing grandchildren. "

Warmth surged in Yu Fangyun's heart, Yu Lin was really a child who grew up in love, everything he saw was beautiful.

"Brother, are you in a relationship now?"

Yu Fangyun hummed lightly.

"Great!" Yu Lin stood up and clapped excitedly, only to stop after being glared at by Yu Fangyun. "Then when can I take a look at my sister-in-law? Oh no, is it sister-in-law or brother-in-law? How about I call him brother-in-law and your elder brother? Brother, don't kick me, it's snowing, bro, don't lock me at the door elder brother……"

For the Chinese New Year, Yan Xiru was on duty in the ward.He is the only one who is alone during the family reunion season. In previous years, he was voluntarily accepted for the New Year's Eve class, so this year's shift is logical and he is scheduled.

But Yan Xiru's heart is very crowded now, thinking about what the cardamom is doing out of his sight.He shivered dejectedly, he will definitely not be so dedicated to his work and career in the coming year, otherwise when will he be able to get a place in his godfather's house.

Just as I took out my phone and wanted to care about my little boyfriend, the nurse shouted again: "Yan Xiru—the business is here!"

Marriage is destined by the heavens, why is Yan Xiru's marriage envied everywhere.The anesthetist went down to the operating room with him and complained all the way: "I've been hiding and hiding, but I still haven't avoided you, the emergency king."

Yan Xiru held the scalpel and sighed, he only hoped that the curse of having an emergency every time he was on duty would end at the end of the year.

After getting off the operating table, he walked a few steps and collapsed on the bench in the corridor, with his arms pressed against his eyes, he took out his mobile phone, and he didn't receive a reply to the message he sent to Yu Fangyun before going on stage, what a heartless person.

Suddenly the top of his head darkened, he looked up and saw that it was Liao Sijun.

He said, "I'm here for you."

I don't know when was the last time the two sat together and talked openly like this.Yan Xiru also said frankly: "In fact, we all know that the patient last time should not be a gastric tube..."

Liao Sijun interrupted him on this topic: "After the Chinese New Year, I will go to Zhelong Hospital."

Yan Xiru was surprised when he heard this, never thought he would have this choice: "Arranged by the hospital?"

He shook his head: "I asked to go. I made a big mistake this time. Even if someone forgives me, I can't pretend that nothing happened... Now I can finally understand Lu Chizhang's mood at that time, even if you are not entirely wrong, But to find out who is responsible has long been meaningless in the face of life and death." Liao Sijun closed his eyes and swallowed a sigh of melancholy: "Lu Chizhang and I are completely different doctors, I thought he was not suitable for this place. Neither his weakness nor his kindness should trap him here. But looking at it now, who is suitable? Maybe in my whole life, I won't be able to find the answer. "

A halo of the moon fell on the table, and they sat on opposite edges, far apart.

Liao Sijun said again: "I have been here for too long, and I have always felt that there is no other opportunity to go to other places to see, and now the opportunity has come. Don't look at me like this, there is a shortage of surgeons in Zheyi now, we go like this Well, maybe it's the vice president."

Yan Xiru knew that he forced a smile: "But you have been in Tongshan for so many years... If you leave like this, your ambition has not been fulfilled."

"Isn't it the same to do surgery when you go to Zhetaki? Stay here, but you will have more titles and chores. Besides, there is really a need for people there. It is not easy to train a doctor. No matter what, I will not give up this profession. Yan Xiru, not only You remember the ideal."

Liao Sijun thought of something again, and said with a smile: "Do you remember, the five of us lived in one dormitory, and in the summer, no one was willing to go to the playground to collect quilts. I was two years older than you, and the four of you ganged up to harm me." , The sun was so hot that day, I carried five quilts on my back and walked half of the playground."

"Also, at that time, the four of us stole the seniors' timetable and went to the back row of the classroom to study the senior class together. When the teacher pointed out some questions and couldn't answer them, he reported your name, and you were fined to make more than a dozen copies. Homework." Yan Xiru also smiled, "There were four of us back then, I never thought that I would follow in your footsteps to the present, senior."

Senior... Liao Sijun recollected these two words, and the youthful years passed before his eyes. Fortunately, he could still retain the innocence of the first encounter.

"From now on, you will be the only one left," he swung the clear water in the paper cup to release the hops, and picked it up, "I advise you to drink a glass of wine, and go west to Yangguan without any old friends."

Yan Xiru clinked glasses with him: "From then on, Guanshan will be separated, you and I are really old friends."

But the old man is called the old man just because he left.

After the New Year's Eve dinner, more than half of New Year's Eve is over.The snow in the small town also stopped, and the snowflakes swayed in the air, just to come here to see the change of human history.

The party was boring, the whole family was sleepy watching TV, my aunt took my uncle back to sleep, Yu Fangyun took advantage of Yu Lin's dozing off, sneaked out of the room and sat on the steps outside, thinking of him for the night people call.

"Have a good time, and finally remembered that there is still a good brother like me?"

A casual sentence on the other side can make Yu Fangyun blush: "I'm in front of my uncle and aunt, so it's not convenient to take out my phone to reply to your messages. Have you eaten yet?"

"It's almost twelve o'clock, and I've had two rounds of supper." Yan Xiru was still resentful.Blame him for being incomprehensible, and don't know to ask yourself if you think about him so much that you're going crazy after a day of separation.

Unexpectedly, the other person whispered: "Actually, I've been thinking about you."

This sentence was as soft as a milk cat meowing, scratching the itch, but Yan Xiru's whole body trembled, numb from the head to the tailbone.He couldn't help laughing: "I see, my good brother misses you too."

Yu Fangyun scolded him lightly: "Stop teasing me."

"I'm not teasing you, I like you." Yan Xiru continued to tease him, "Since you don't want to call me husband, why don't you call me good brother?"

The other side held their breath and remained silent.

Yan Xiru couldn't hide her smile: "Forget it, it's okay to say something else. I had an operation overnight, don't you really feel sorry for me?"

Do you really want to shout... Anyway, there is no one around... Then why don't you really shout?Yu Fangyun wrung his fingers and tapped his toes on the ground. He opened his mouth and summoned up his courage—still couldn't say a word.

Yan Xiru felt helpless, he really tried everything soft and hard, but he just couldn't wait for the cardamom to say "like".Picking up the stars in the sky is not so tiring, I just want to rub his face to his lips and teach him word by word.

Yan Xiru turned the voice into a video, and the screen was immediately occupied by Yu Fangyun's small face - looking at it this way, the eyes are really round, the mouth is round, and the small front tooth exposed by opening the mouth is also round, the old lady really knows his taste.

Yan Xiru tapped his face lightly with his index finger, almost feeling that Yu Fangyun was rubbing his hand through the screen, soft and tangled.This year has been really difficult. I knew that Xiangsan was seriously ill, so how could I agree to let him run so far.

Yu Fangyun couldn't bear to hear his tired voice at first, but when he saw the black and haggard look, he felt even more distressed, so he took the initiative to lean forward and kissed the screen.Then blushed instantly.

Yan Xiru's tiredness was wiped away.It doesn't matter if you can't say it, the person who puts it on the top of his heart can feel satisfied just by looking at it like this.

In the dark night, the mandrill does not speak, the fireworks in the world flicker, and the lovers who are far away cuddle up to each other.

But at this time, there are always strange people with bad intentions to spoil the atmosphere.Yan Xiru glanced at something, tilted his head and asked him: "The one behind you, why are you wearing a couple outfit with your godfather?"

Yu Fangyun trembled in fright, thinking that Yan Xiru was talking nonsense to scare him, but when he turned around, he saw Yu Lin huddled in the shadow of the corner of the wall, looking at him tremblingly with a cloud of mist coming out.

"Brother, I came out to go to the toilet and found that you took my cotton coat away... I didn't hear anything, really."

Yu Fangyun: "..."

Yu Lin only wears a thin sweater, which is a handicraft that the second aunt is proud of, but it is the same color and pattern as the vest given to Shoushou, so it is hard not to be regarded as a couple. Pack.

Yu Fangyun immediately took off his coat and threw it to him, annoyed to drive him back to the house.Only then did Yu Lin notice his glowing phone screen, and he was very excited: "Brother! So you are calling my sister-in-law? Is it my sister-in-law!"

"Shut up, you!" Yu Fangyun kicked him back to the house with his buttocks, and locked the door from the outside, letting out a guilty breath.

Picking up the screen again, Yan Xiru's expression couldn't be more exciting. Various colors of green, white, black and red were mixed together and painted on the whole face: "...Sister-in-law?"

Yu Fangyun immediately explained: "I didn't ask him to shout."

The other person raised his eyebrows and said nothing, and sent out a signal, which was the danger alarm that Yu Fangyun had learned before, and then he was tied up by Yan Xiru's belt for a whole night, and the skin on his wrists peeled off.

"It's fun but...? You still have this taste, let me try to teach you next time?" Yan Xiru just looked at him like this after speaking, wondering what hooligan idea he was planning.

At this time, the sound of the TV came from the room: "Ten, nine... four, three, two, one." Then there was a bang, and the first firework bloomed above the head.

Forget it, Yu Fangyun gritted his teeth, brows and eyes were dyed red by the flames, and shouted: "Good brother."

The fireworks were brilliant, and they all exploded into Yan Xiru's heart. On the screen, Yu Fangyun avoided his sight, but the curl of his eyelashes could kill him.

"Happy New Year, honey."

Yu Fangyun raised his eyes and bumped into his eyes.The background is full of noisy and noisy celebrations, and the man in front of him uses his strong arms to prop up a gap for himself to store love.He met him, enough to be happy.

At the beginning of the new year, Yu Fangyun foolishly made a wish for this year to the person he likes: "I hope we will be better and better together."

The snow and moonlight tonight are so beautiful, you only need to watch it once in a lifetime with the person you love the most.