Baiyun ambition

Yan Xiru was depressed for several days in a row.

He is not a character who is easily negative, otherwise he would not be able to support such a thick skin.But the accidents one after another always make people feel palpitating, even when hugging Yu Fangyun, they are afraid, afraid that they are in a dream.

Yan Xiru wiped his unstoppable snot. He started to catch a cold when he came back from school that day, coughing endlessly.I took a few pills talking to myself, but it didn't get better at all.Today, when I was standing on the operating table, I felt dizzy and groggy. When I came down to take my temperature, I found a low-grade fever, 37 degrees six.

The nurse asked him if he wanted to take a piece of antipyretic medicine, Yan Xiru waved his hand, as soon as he took the medicine he fell asleep, and said nonsense that it was blown by the heater.

He really couldn't stand the last one, so he asked Jiang Jian to finish it for him.It was the first time in so long that Yan Xiru got off work on time, and even went to the cafeteria to order food and take them to Yu Fangyun's house to wait for him to get off work.Sitting blankly with Shou Shou's eyes for a long time, he remembered that Dr. Yu still has an outpatient clinic tonight.

Yan Xiru squatted by the basin: "Father-in-law, is your son hungry?"

Shou Shou opened his mouth and said that his godson didn't know, but his father was very hungry.

Yu Fangyun pushed open the door, and saw two long legs resting on the back of his sofa——Yan Xiru was lying on his stomach, with his head resting on the seat cushion, holding a can of dried shrimp to feed Shoushou.But he fell asleep, and the shrimp in his hand filled a basin of water, submerging the turtle's shell.

Yu Fangyun first went to rescue Shoushou who was at a loss, and then got his legs off the sofa.Check his breath, if there is, it is urgent and hot, and his forehead is also hot.

Yan Xiru opened his eyes and saw Yu Fangyun's face, which was connected with Mengli.But the blushing person in the dream opened his mouth and scolded him: "Yan Xiru! You are a surgeon, you don't even know what medicine to take for a cold?! This is anti-allergic!"

He knocked on the pills on the coffee table, as if to teach a patient, but Yan Xiru was so moved that he wanted to cry.After being sick, he didn't dare to touch the cardamom for several days. Seeing him under his body turning pale and anxious to him, his heart felt empty.

"I didn't take it," Yan Xiru went to hold his hand, "I searched in your bedside medicine box, but I didn't find any medicine that could be taken."

Yu Fangyun grabbed the key: "Wait a minute, I'll go out and buy it."

Yan Xiru turned over and sat up: "Don't worry, have you eaten yet? I brought it back."

"I see, your fish soup." Yu Fangyun saw that his eyes were red, he didn't know whether he was sick or tired, and he couldn't help but sit down and touch his hot forehead, all emotions turned into distress.

Yan Xiru's nose was blocked and he couldn't smell the scent of the kitchen. Yu Fangyun had already moved the cold food and cold dishes to the kitchen to heat up. When the medicine came back, he just opened the table to eat hot food.Two bowls of plain rice, and four bland dishes from the cafeteria, but they were steaming hot and had a taste of reunion.

Yan Xiru had no appetite, put down his chopsticks and quietly watched Yu Fangyun eat, saw a piece of rice leaked from the corner of his mouth, watched him lick that rice in again, his cheeks puffed up... Just watching him eat quietly like this makes me feel that there is nothing in the world. Everything else can be put in the back row.

The other side is also absent-minded.Although he didn't say anything, Yu Fangyun was keenly aware that it was not only because of his physical discomfort, but also because of Liao Sijun's loss.

Tonight the moon is round and big, no stars can be seen, and the night sky is like a disc floating on the surface of a lake.Yu Fangyun asked him to sleep here at night, and Yan Xiru consciously hugged the quilt and moved to the sofa.The cold is still not healed, he dare not touch him, the doctor's health is more important than anything else.

But Yu Fangyun pulled his quilt: "Don't go."

Yan Xiru's loose footsteps were stumbled by this sound, and he couldn't take a step, let alone take a step.But his principle is still insisting: "...what can I do if I don't leave?"

The light dazzled his eyes, Yu Fangyun fanned his eyelashes, his voice trembled as if he was the one with the fever. "You kiss me."

"..." The cardamom's eyes turned around, trying to seduce someone's soul.

——The character turned upside down for some reason, and Yan Xiru would have a chance to be pulled under the quilt one day, and he would rather die than follow.

Yan Xiru pinched his thigh.I can't kiss you, this coquettish and seductive cardamom must have been transformed by some goblin, and he, Tang Monk's white flesh/body, came here to seduce him with a skin, and he must not fall into the trap.

Is there a man in this world who is as clean as he is and listens to his wife?No more, Tang Seng doesn't have a wife, Tang Seng can't compare to him.

Yu Fangyun repeated pitifully, when sticking to someone, the ending sound is made of water. "Don't go, kiss me."

Tang Seng's legs would be weak when he heard it... Yan Xiru lowered his head and planted a hot kiss on Yu Fangyun's forehead: "Let me go."

But Yu Fangyun got into the quilt he was wrapped in, wrapped it around his waist, and the cloth moved with the movement of his hands.After groping for a long time, I finally found the buckle of the waistband of my trousers, tore it open, and fell on it.

...It's just a cold, Yan Xiru is panting, why does he feel like he is dying.Almost suffocated, almost suffocated.

Yan Xiru followed the doctor's advice and took two pills after meals and before going to bed, but the next morning her body temperature rose instead of falling, reaching 37 degrees Celsius.It can only be blamed that Shi consumed too much last night and lost the effect of the medicine.

He didn't go to work today, and Yu Fangyun happened to put him under house arrest at home.Being a canary once, Yan Xiru doesn't blame the cage for being too small, but only blames the owner for leaving too early.Flapping wings in the house, with nowhere to fly, and went to the balcony to stare with Shou Shou.

When the evening approached, thinking that Yu Fangyun was finally coming back, Yan Xiru called and asked if he wanted to go to the hospital to pick him up. "Sleeping all afternoon, I have recovered from all illnesses, my body temperature is gone, and my wings are hardened, so I can pounce to pick you up."

Yu Fangyun ruthlessly refused: "I won't be able to go home for a while, and I will go to school to find Qiao Qian later. He will return the books I borrowed."

When Yan Xiru heard this, she became anxious: "Don't take advantage of my weakness and let Hong Kou get out of the wall, even if you drop a leaf."

Every time his jealousy overflowed to the point where there were too many dramas, Yu Fangyun didn't bother to respond, but this time he smiled softly: "Then help me get it."

Of course Yan Xiru answered yes.

On the other end, Yu Fangyun hung up the phone before sending a message to Qiao Qian: Brother, please return the book to me later, I will come to school.

The hibiscus flowering period in the campus has just arrived, and the petals are floating in the air. It seems that the air here is lighter than other places.It is a pity that Yan Xi is like stepping on petals like thick snowdrifts.But a little breeze blows away his thin melancholy, someone is always young, and there is always a flowering period just right.

Yan Xiru saw Qiao Qian next to the playground, and wanted to leave with the paper bag in hand, but the other party hesitated and asked, "Teacher, is Senior Brother Yu on good terms with you?"

This is not bumping into the nailboard by himself, Yan Xiru answered him patiently: "It's generally fine, usually I post a lot."

Just when Qiao Qian thought that he was thinking too much and misunderstood them, he added another sentence: "But there are also times when your brother is greedy for my body."

...that peg board is so cheap.

In an instant, Qiao Qian was like a young white poplar that had been hit by frost, his face was blue, the leaves were withered, and the whole world was turning yellow.

Yan Xiru didn't realize that he was too straightforward, but this kid was too stupid. Isn't Yu Fangyun's attitude towards him obvious enough?This kid is not only stupid, but also thinks Yu Fangyun is as stupid as himself.How can someone be liked by others without realizing it for several years, if he is determined to refuse, he is probably a fool.

A lot of petals were stained on the trousers, Yan Xiru bent down to brush them.It suddenly occurred to him that if Yu Fangyun could be entangled by Tang Ji for several years without being able to say no to him, maybe he is really an idiot when it comes to being liked. ——Fortunately, he was a fool, so he, a smart man, was easily taken away halfway.

Yan Xiru took a long detour, wanting to bask in the sun on the playground for a while.The paper bag was so heavy that it hurt his fingers. He opened it and glanced at the cover of the book, but he froze on the spot for a moment.

Inside the paper bag was a copy of Regional Anatomy, Human Health, third edition.

He had a sudden premonition that it would penetrate his whole body from the sky to the soles of his feet.Fingers rubbed open the cover, the pages swayed in the wind, but the writing was clear.

"Sometimes heals, often helps, always comforts".It was his handwriting when he first entered university. At that time, he wrote neatly, young and full of vigor.

Yan Xiru was suddenly enlightened, and finally the scene of first sight appeared.It was the hat brim that was lowered that day, and the heavy mirror frame. He threw a thick book into Yu Fangyun's arms.It was just a whim, and I regretted sending it out, but the child hugged his book tightly, as if he had found a treasure.

... Yan Xiru held that page tightly in his hands as if he had regained a treasure.All the curiosities, perplexities, and mysteries of the past now have answers.When I came across these words, I reunited with Yu Fangyun seven years ago after a long absence.

He met him early in the beginning.

Who would have been ignorant for so many years?Only him, Yan Xiru, is a fool.The leaves fluttered down and landed on the title page, and the ladybugs flew away from the leaves. They all hated him for being stupid and came home. But if you can be smart, you should tell him the first time.

"It turned out that I went around a lot and finally found you."

Yu Fangyun came out of the hospital in the evening, and when he arrived at the school, the setting sun was diluted by the night into countless scattered light spots, which fell on the ground and body.There was no one else on the playground, so he ran towards Yan Xiru stepping on the golden light.

"What did you invite me to the playground for?"

Yan Xiru sat on the grass and looked up at him, and asked bluntly, "When did you like me?"

Yu Fangyun was startled, still at a loss, but was dragged to the grass by Yan Xiru and fell into his arms. "Huh? Since when did you start counting on me?"

Yan Xiru just sat in the midst of people coming and going thinking until it was dark, all the surprises pieced together into the blank outline in time.Recalling every detail after meeting him this time, as long as he thinks carefully and piece together slowly, it is enough for him to glimpse a winding and slender vein.Yu Fangyun was always standing on the other side of the road waving, but he only recognized him now.

The man propped himself up on his chest, still not saying a word, letting his calm breathing stir up thousands of waves.

"I want to try any tricks you haven't used yet." Yan Xiru said with a smile.

But Yu Fangyun turned around and rolled away from his arms—it turned out that walking is the best policy.

Yan Xiru tied him tightly, and the two of them rolled on the dark grass. The tighter they hugged, the lower back of Yu Fangyun was hurt: "In broad daylight, there are so many people here, are you crazy?!"

"Where does the sun come from? It's already dark. And we're in a relationship. Is it too much to roll off the grass hand in hand after class?" Yan Xiru rolled over him and locked his gaze, "Let me find Qiao Qian took the book, didn't he just want to tell me today, we met a long time ago."

Yu Fangyun turned his gaze away, as a tacit consent.

Maybe it's because he's been depressed recently, or because he's finally willing to face him honestly, whichever reason doesn't matter.Yan Xiru said: "I am very happy, and I am very happy that you are willing to tell me."

"When exactly did you like me?" Yan Xiru asked close to him, forcing him to say the answer himself.

Yu Fangyun paused for a moment, then confessed: "Four years ago."

This answer surprised Yan Xiru again, "Isn't it seven years ago? Wasn't it the time I borrowed your book?"

"...I didn't even see what you looked like seven years ago. Could it be that I fell in love with you just because I heard you say a few words next to the Formalin Pond?" Yu Fangyun spoke forcefully, but dared not Looking at him, I don't know how much is true and how much is not, and I can't explain it clearly.

Whether it was the moment he grabbed his hand, or the moment he supported the podium to say those words, or the moment he stood in front of him, it was really... the first sight.

Yan Xiru rubbed his forehead with the tip of his nose again.Yu Fangyun was helpless, raised his head and leaned forward to kiss him, the starlight fell right between his brows and eyes, he licked his lips and teeth, parted and then pressed together, endlessly.Throughout the playground, the entire campus, and throughout the night, they were also the young couple who had the most secret kisses.

Finally it was Yu Fangyun's turn to be on the top, supporting the grass and lowering his gaze: "It starts very early, and it's all after a long time."

Yan Xiru pulled him into her arms, bit her upper lip, and exchanged all the excitement that filled the drawer with kisses back to him.

Bury all the memories that exist and do not exist in love.When it comes to being liked by others, Yu Fangyun is an idiot, but when it comes to liking people, he is the only genius.The two phases cancel each other out and match yourself just right.

"Why didn't you come to me sooner?"

Yu Fangyun blinked: "I'm not sure...you will like me."

Yan Xiru wiped the corners of his eyes with her fingertips, and said with a pious attitude, "No matter when we meet, no matter which side, I will fall in love with you."

Circumstances change over time, and people are often polished and wasted.But what is precious is that his cardamom still retains thousands of angular faces.

Then slowly for the rest of your life, slowly falling in love with every aspect of him.