Baiyun ambition

Winter is the hardest-hit area in the cardiopulmonary department. Most of the surgery patients have underlying heart diseases. Yan Xiru hasn't slept for more than three hours in a row for several night shifts.As soon as the weather got cold, the symptoms became urgent and serious. Their department was either calling for consultation with the cardiology department every day, or on the way to calling for emergency consultation with the cardiology department.Yan Xiru went back to the office in the afternoon, Yu Fangyun was not there, and he met Shen Weizhou again. The fourth time today was more frequent than drinking saliva.

These two people have had a long-standing grievance, going back at least 20 years, and they can't explain it clearly.Yan Xiru said, "I really don't want to see you again."

Shen Weizhou tore off the consultation sheet: "You think I want to see you every day, and you are the ones who have the most problems.

"Lao Jiang is not here. Only Liao Sijun and I and a few directors are left. After the supervisor left, we dared to send you the consultation form like a snowflake. How dare he."

"Puwai really raised a bunch of trash." Shen Weizhou glanced at him, "After Jiang Yidao left, it's your turn to be the leader."

Yan Xiru was leisurely: "I don't want to be the leader of this ruined temple. I have to be the leader. It is suggested that I be the dean directly."

Just as Shen Weizhou opened his mouth to scold him, Jiang Jian walked in and swallowed the swear words back.

"Boss! I told you last week that they owe so much medical expenses for the [-]th bed, and the department is out of money."

"Let's go according to the old rules first." Yan Xiru took out a card from the drawer and handed it to him.

Jiang Jian acted like a thief, and said angrily, "Your credit card is about to run out of money—"

"Why do I have no money?! How can I be so poor?!" After checking, he was stunned by the balance on his card.

Jiang Jian said: "Borrow here and borrow there, is your card a cornucopia, can you make money yourself?"

Yan Xiru thought he was talking too much, and pushed out the door: "Just this time, the last time this month, maybe next month."

He came back to fetch a cup of hot water for Shen Weizhou, and the other party looked up: "Are you going to aid Africa again?"

"Register casually, fill the number of people, and this opportunity will not be my turn."

"You usually work so hard, performing dozens of surgeries in a row, and the number of surgeries in a year is three or four times that of others, isn't it to find an opportunity to be dispatched?"

Yan Xiru's expression tightened, and he squeezed the paper cup tightly: "What else can I do, I can't work hard."

"But you are not a proper official, you are not promoted, and you are working so hard just to make money?" Shen Weizhou's face darkened, "Is it for the so-called ideal? To make up for Lu Chizhang?"

As soon as the name came out, Yan Xiru's eyes also sank: "It's so good, you have to talk to me about this."

"It's you who always refuse to talk about it."

The window was blown open from the outside at this time, and the cold wind poured into the room, blowing the white paper on the table everywhere.Yan Xiru bent down to pick up the paper and didn't answer, the atmosphere fell into embarrassment again.Fortunately, the savior appeared in time, and the nurse station called him.

"Yan Xiru," Shen Weizhou called to stop him from behind, "You don't owe him anything, and we don't owe him anything,"

Yan Xiru strode to the door of the ward, saw Liu Rui's mother pulling Yu Fangyun to talk, and vaguely heard a sentence: "...you and Dr. Yan will live happily ever after."

Who will be happy with whom? Yan Xiru walked up behind Yu Fangyun silently, with the tip of his nose just touching the top of his head: "What are you doing?" Trembling, raised a corner, Yan Xiru smoothed it out smoothly.

Yu Fangyun turned around and met his chin that had been bumped by him: "She thanked you."

Yan Xiru didn't speak, but took a step closer, and immediately saw his own reflection in his panicked eyes.He grabbed Yu Fangyun's slender wrist and shook out the folded envelope in his pocket: "Did you give his mother money?"

"...a little bit." Yu Fangyun confessed honestly, and tiptoed to grab it again.But the height difference is here, and he can't reach the opposite side if he raises it a little higher.

"The hospital didn't even pay you when you first joined the hospital. Where did you get the money?" According to Yan Xiru's observation, as a new doctor, his income is not shabby, nor is it to the extent of helping others.

Yu Fangyun was helpless: "Aren't you helping them too, I want to help a little too."

"I have money and no place to spend it. You don't know how to save it at the age when you use it?" Yan Xiru taught him as a teacher uncle once in a while, "Children, don't be so soft-hearted. There will be more patients like this in the future. Soft-heartedness alone will help you." Not coming."

Yu Fangyun suddenly raised his head, and almost bumped into the opposite front teeth: "I'm only nine years younger than you, not a child anymore."

"Okay, little nine-year-old Cardamom."

There were only the two of them left at the door, filled with the smell of disinfectant, quiet.Yu Fangyun's eyes are the same as those of Jinghu, the only light spot is a moon falling on the lake.Yan Xiru's heart became hot: "If you want to soften your heart in the future..." A card slipped into Yu Fangyun's chest pocket, and he attached his ears: "The password is 2036, remember it?"

The man breathed warmly, and when he pulled away, the badge brushed his eyelashes, the words "Yan Xiru, Deputy Chief Physician" were shining brightly in front of Yu Fangyun's eyes.

Liu Rui was about to be discharged from the hospital. Before he left, he came to the doctor's office specifically to ask for doctor's advice. In fact, he was awkward and reluctant to part with Dr. Yu, so he hesitated for a long time before saying: "Dr. Yu, I heard that you are going to give a lecture on AIDS. , Your junior brother contacted me before, I have thought about it for a long time... If necessary, I am willing to speak on stage."

Yu Fangyun said: "If you want to come, I will reserve a seat for you, but you cannot go on stage."

Liu Rui insisted: "I know you are afraid that I will stand up and be attacked more, but this time I don't want to hide behind you. I want to tell everyone that I have gained more courage because of your encouragement."

"No need, Liu Rui," Yu Fangyun shook his head and said gently to him, "Courage is your weapon to protect yourself, not a shortcut for others to hurt you."

Liu Rui's fingers gripped the wheelchair tightly. Director Yan pushed him downstairs, watched the mother and child walk away, and waved with a smile.Every time he sent the patient out, he himself was happier, but no one believed him when he said it.

On Sunday, Tongda University’s always-occupied stadium was surrounded by enthusiastic students. When the principal led the experts passing by, he specially introduced that a doctor from the school came back to give a lecture today, and he was the last student of Academician Rong.When this student was studying, he was famous in the medical school because of his grades and appearance, and every item he showed was at a level that was hated by others.

... Yan Xiru just wanted to laugh when he heard it. It turns out that Yu Fangyun's reputation in school is as great as his own in the hospital, but the former is full of praise, and the latter is mixed.

At the meeting, there was a graduate student named Qiao Qian who was warm and familiar with him. "Professor, are you a surgeon from Tongshan? My brother is also from your hospital. He is very powerful. I have always admired him because he was the only one who passed the postgraduate entrance examination."

This little junior brother, like Yu Fangyun, has a quiet and immature appearance, and Yan Xiru is a little close: "Our hospital is not difficult to enter, just let the senior brother introduce you in the future."

Qiao Qian shook his head embarrassingly: "Senior brother Yu is too deserted... I can't talk to him much."

When the meeting was over, the crowd had already dispersed when they arrived at the gymnasium. Yan Xiru hurried to catch up, but still missed.Yu Fangyun was staying on the stage to accept an interview from the student union. He was wearing a white shirt and black trousers, and his belt was tightened. He was clean and gentle, but he was like the spike of a grain of rice. He could only be seen in his eyes.

The girl passed by: "Are you going to get the senior's signature?!" "What are you signing? Brother Yu won't accept any of them. He said he is an ordinary doctor and not a star." "Forget it, this senior is very cold , It’s just my poor roommate, with more than a dozen love letters running like water, she’s going to be sad again.” “She’s satisfied enough today, when did she see Senior Brother Yu smile before? Wan even smiled at the audience. Handsome Bingshan became gentle, it was killing me."

There are beauties, but why are there icebergs?Yan Xiru's eyes stopped on the stage, this person was always in front of his eyes before, like a villain on the Jade Carving Mountain, he could play with his hands and feet at will, but now that he stood far away, he realized that the mountain was complex and lush.

Yu Fangyun met Yan Xiru's eyes from the crowd, and shouted to him on the stage in surprise: "Uncle Master!"

Yan Xiru welcomed him to step down: "Brother Yu is so popular, it's a pity I didn't hear a word."

"You're done with the meeting." Yu Fangyun smiled at him without closing his teeth, it was youthful and bright, overshadowing all the hustle and bustle on the field.

At this time, it was getting dark outside, but the mood was all the way up, so he took him out and strolled around the campus along the way.

When Yan Xiru was studying, the medical school had not been merged into Tongda, and the campus was not here. "The last time I came to this school, Zheng Changyuan asked me to come back to take an anatomy class." He calculated the year in his mind, "It was about six or seven years ago. You were young at that time, so you must have never met me." There is such a good-looking student, it is impossible for him not to be impressed.

Yu Fangyun was rarely lively, bouncing around and following behind him.Yan Xiru pointed to the distance: "Do you know where I loved to go most at that time? This is the only way to go to the end. I don't know any other places in this school. Only there, I can even feel the path clearly."

Looking at his fingers, Yu Fangyun's face froze.

"There are still people watching the entrance of that small building during the day. People from your school are not allowed to enter, but can you stop me? I climbed in through the wall of the side entrance, and I can walk along two things when I go." Yan Xiru was quite proud when he said it, and he didn't notice the face of the opposite party changed at all.

"You climbed the window and went in to steal something?"

"It's not stealing. I haven't seen such a complete set. Our hospital doesn't have this thing. I took it back and played for a few days before returning it."

"... how long do you have to play?"

"Yeah," Yan Xiru nodded, only to realize that the other person had a weird look on his face, "What do you think I'm going to do, don't you play?" He thought he just borrowed a few models and specimens to go back and study for a few days, and finally returned them according to the number Yes, this kid is too high-spirited.

When he got to that building, it was Yan Xiru who was fooled on the spot.

The towering wall outside the girls' dormitory was three or four meters high. Yan Xiru could only look up, stumbled and opened his mouth: "This was before?! Wasn't it a place to put specimens before?!"

Yu Fangyun didn't answer, with an expression that he no longer believed in men.

When Yan Xi was like this, only his own voice echoed in his ears, shaking the sky - you don't play?Don't play?play?

……

Yan Xiru's eyesight is okay, but his memory is really not very good, and he pointed in the wrong direction completely.The three-storey anatomical building at that time has long since ceased to exist, and the fence was also pulled down, only the shallow ditch remained, covered with reeds.Yu Fangyun stepped on the reed pole, but he was thinking in his heart, this uncle has a good memory, but his eyes are really not very good...

——Seven years ago, he was just a freshman.A senior in the same bed had a stomachache and begged Yu Fangyun to give him an anatomy class.He hurried out the door after the bell rang, and his roommate yelled from behind: "If you find out, you will say that I am dead... Hey, you didn't even take the books!"

There were several people who were late, and they were all blocked at the door by the boss.Yu Fangyun deliberately wore a peaked cap and thick-rimmed glasses, the brim of the hat was pulled down low, trying not to let himself be noticed, but the man on the stage raised his chin: "It's you, come here."

Yu Fangyun shrank his neck and walked towards the specimen pond, and there was rustling beside him: "This is the substitute teacher for Mr. Zheng. It's terrible. I just scolded the monitor for being autistic."

The man has long hands and long legs, leaning on the white tiles: "I said you look for it, if you find one less, you will be deducted [-] points for the end of the semester." The rest of the students' legs were frightened, and they felt even more pitiful for the chicken on the stage who was about to be killed to warn the monkeys. .

"Humeral head." "Vastus lateralis." "Circumflex peroneal artery." "Superficial circumflex iliac vein."

Yu Fangyun recognizes it proficiently. Fortunately, he has self-studied this course that was only taught in his sophomore year. He remembers every part, but this last one... the great saphenous vein is fixed superficially and fixed in front of the medial malleolus, but which of the five branches corresponds to it? which one?

"No more?" The man seemed to feel that it was unexpected to be able to answer here, so he became a little patient, pressed his wrist and pressed over, "here."

The index finger slipped into the smooth edge of the glove and pinched into the skin. Yu Fangyun saw a raised pink scar on the forearm that was close to him, connecting the veins on the man's arm.The pair of glasses on the bridge of the nose slipped down due to the weight, and the lenses rubbed against the other person's face. During the exchange of breaths, the man grabbed his palm and pressed it to his ear: "This is right here, remember?"

Yu Fangyun's palms were hot and sweaty: "Remember." The man's badge flashed in front of his eyes, and there was a small line of small characters below it: Yan Xiru, attending physician.

He took a step back and looked at him: "Don't you have any books in class?"

Yu Fangyun shook his head, but his wrist sank, and a thick book fell into his arms. "Read this book, I'll give it to you."

"Don't you want it?" Even the teacher forgot to call.

"No, it's in my head." Yan Xiru let go of his hand, raised his chin to signal him to go down, and turned to continue the class.

Yu Fangyun moved back step by step, the hand on his shoulder was still warm against his own, he obviously had a book... Thinking of this, but the things in his arms refused to loosen, and the balls of cotton were under his feet. Unknowingly, he bumped into the last wall of the classroom.

"Boom."

Under the twilight and the setting sun, Yu Fangyun bumped into that broad shoulder again.

Seeing him distracted by walking, Yan Xiru stopped on purpose, and waited for someone to bump into his back, then pretended nothing happened and continued walking.Yu Fangyun stepped on his heels from behind, the reed poles creaked, and those who came and went did not know who took advantage of whom.Back to school, no matter how mature people are, they will become childish.

In the shoal in the middle of the river, there was a handful of lonely reeds, shining golden light in the setting sun. Yan Xiru's hanging hand was suddenly pulled lightly by Yu Fangyun: "Look, there are sparrows."

He stared at the river, and Yan Xiru stared at their hands intertwined in the setting sun, even the fingertips were red... This cardamom was originally a pair of unpolished jade, but it is not good if it is too transparent, so it needs to be embellished somewhere Vermilion, preferably rubbed red ear tips and knees, or soft and delicate lips...

Under the twilight and sunset, he had an idea for the first time.I want to hold a water jade the size of cardamom in the palm of my hand, hold it alone, and polish it carefully.