The rainy season, my time is in your name

Qin Ce hasn't spoken to An Wenbin for a week.

He finally withdrew that issue of the school magazine at Chu Ranjie's suggestion. In exchange, he also voluntarily resigned from the title of head of the school magazine and handed it over to his vice president.The burden on his body was lightened, but the big rock in Qin Ce's heart never showed any sign of falling.An Wenbin's attitude towards him was even colder than when we first met him, and he was unwilling to bow his head to reconcile. Qin Ce stubbornly believed that he did not need to bear the main responsibility, and refused to apologize.So in the eyes of others, the two people who had a good relationship are now fighting to turn their relationship into strangers.An eyewitness claimed that when the two met, the atmosphere was cold and embarrassing. Rumors began to spread audibly, even Fang Ze, who didn't know anything about foreign affairs, heard about it.

Qin Ce didn't want to pay attention to gossip at all, he knew very well the relationship between him and his baby, so it was not his turn for outsiders to make irresponsible remarks.What bothered him the most was that the tutor said that the school planned to let him go to Italy for exchange study. He hesitated for a long time between going or not and still couldn't make a decision.There is nothing wrong with going there. Broadening your horizons to understand foreign languages ​​and literature is beneficial to your studies. There may be something different from others in your graduation thesis.However, the reason why he didn't want to go was still An Wenbin.

A week ago, Chu Zhanjie's words woke him up like a thunderbolt, and the unaware feelings buried in his heart collapsed at that moment.If you like it, you like it, and there is no shame in admitting it.It's just that the current situation is extremely pessimistic, and Shen Gu also feels a bit confused about the way forward.Qin Ce's favorite thing to do is to paint the ground as a prison to make his loved ones willing to throw himself into his arms. Of course, this also has a hint of Jiang Taigong's fishing willingness to take the bait.The reason why Qin Ce didn't want to go on an exchange study was entirely because he didn't want to leave An Wenbin.This is the only person he has been tempted in his life, how can he give up at this moment?The future or love, this is an extremely difficult choice for him.

It was a dark night outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, but the place where he stepped out was dark in contrast to the lights inside, and his expression could not be seen clearly, only the profiled profile was prominent, like the silhouette of a lonely figure who could not blend into the gorgeous scenery.The light beams of red wine and green light hit him gently from the side and back, outlining the whiteness of his face and the delicate facial features.One cup after another of strong wine made him dizzy and his mind became more and more unclear.Oh, use wine to dispel sorrow and worry more, the extremely bitter taste of wine in the mouth and the helpless and lonely heart form a pair of incomparable partners.A gentle scum with a glamorous appearance and a twisted heart, I am afraid that this is the current self.The woman beside him looked panic-stricken, trying to snatch his wine glass and pinch his wrist, but was slammed away. The dark purple wine was splashed on his fresh long skirt, and the stains were even more glaring, but his heart was full of tears. No apologies.

"Chairman! You can't drink any more!"

"leave me alone."

Qin Ce was walking home alone. His family was in the same city, but he still visited his parents once a month.In front of him was a place dyed by neon lights. In his memory, it was a bar that opened to welcome customers on the street where he went to school when he was a child. From time to time in the middle of the night, people reeking of alcohol would come out of it, and The quietness of this street during the day forms a huge contrast.Qin Ce doesn't like to drink alcohol. When he was a child, he was allergic to alcohol, which left a psychological shadow.To be honest from the bottom of my heart, Qin Ce doesn't think highly of people who come out of the bar. In his eyes, those places that are nothing more than idle prodigal sons wasting time are also a place that cannot be contaminated by right and wrong.

All he thought about was seeing a man and a woman who came out of the bar being ruthlessly disrupted. Of course he knew that woman, Qin Xue, assistant to the presidium of the school's student union.However, the drunk and unconscious boy she was supporting looked somewhat similar to An Wenbin.Shen Gu's heart was suddenly tightened, and he stared with wide eyes.The man didn't wear glasses, his handsome face turned red from drunkenness, and his familiar style of dress prompted him to come to the conclusion that it must be An Wenbin.

Qin Ce hurried forward and couldn't help but snatch the drunk and delirious An Wenbin from Qin Xue's hand.Qin Xue was also a little surprised to see him appear, and seeing An Wenbin's peaceful appearance in Qin Ce's arms was quite different from the miraculous rejection just now, a strong smell of jealousy rose in her heart.Qin Ce looked at the half-comatose half-comatose man with a heartbroken face, with infinite self-blame and remorse welling up in his heart.Why, can't you protect him well?He who is so serious would go to a bar and other places of right and wrong, he must have received a lot of stimulation, but the most glaring thing is Qin Xue beside him.A woman walked with his sweetheart in the middle of the night, and even hung out in bars together. Qin Ce had a bad impression of her in his heart. He took a picture of her hand, which was about to help An Wenbin tidy up his clothes, and grabbed her hard. wrist.

"Qin Ce, what are you doing? Let go of me, it hurts!"

Qin Ce let out a muffled snort to vent his unhappiness, let go of his hands and didn't wait until the extremely glaring wine stains on her group frowned, looked at her and then at the man in his arms, the meaning was very clear.

"The chairman is in a bad mood today, so I followed him out of school, fearing that something might happen to him."

"Is he someone you can follow?"

Qin Xue could clearly see from these words that Qin Ce seemed to be declaring sovereignty, but was overwhelmed by his arrogance and didn't know how to answer for a while.

"Don't let me see that there is another time, or I will be rude to you."

He lowered the flames in his eyes, lowered his voice and warned Qin Xue's wrongdoing in an undeniable tone, and walked towards the nearest station with the half-awake person in his arms.Qin Xue looked at his leaving back, with mixed feelings in her heart but she had lost the ability to refute.

Qin Ce, I should have seen that you also liked An Wenbin.Qin Xue silently added a sentence in her heart.Why isn't she? Since the day she met An Wenbin, she has already been tempted by him.She was originally an officer in the Propaganda Department, and she entered the bureau with her own ability in order to keep pace with him, just to have more contact and conversation with him every day.And his attitude towards her was indifferent from the beginning to the end, maintaining a suitable distance.And with him like this, he actually got to know the president of the literature club and had a good conversation, which made her feel very uncomfortable.Although she could tell that An Wenbin liked Qin Ce, the contact between the two of them made her feel like a fishbone, but she didn't have the capital to be jealous.Qin Xue looked at the back of Shen Qince who was leaving with An Wenbin in his arms, and gave a self-deprecating smile.

Chairman, maybe the person you like has already regarded you as his personal property.

Qin Ce called his parents and claimed that something happened in the school and he couldn't go home tonight, but he took An Wenbin back to the dormitory.An Wenbin on the bus fell asleep in a coma, half asleep and half awake, as if he didn't realize that the person beside him had quarreled with him a week ago. It was rare for Shen Gu to look at his face so closely. His skin was fair and smooth without puberty The pimple marks left behind, the eyelashes are slightly longer but a bit agile, the lips are slightly parted and panting lightly, looking at him, I feel the desire to kiss him, and I just gave up because it was a public place.

Qin Ce took out the key of his dormitory from the pocket of the suit trousers of the unconscious man and gently opened the door of the room. An Wenbin's dormitory was actually lived by himself, and it was tidy and scary.Unlike ordinary boys' dormitories, where garbage is strewn all over the floor and socks that have not been washed for a week are flying all over the sky, neat paper manuscripts are covered with black and white letters, piled up in a pile.The stationery was placed where it should be, and the clothes on the balcony were dried in an orderly manner. The moment Qin Ce came in, he had the illusion that he had gone to the wrong girls' dormitory.

Tear off the quilt on the bed and take off his shoes for him, and put the sleeping Princess An Wenbin on the bed gently.An Wenbin's body is moderate and thin, so it doesn't take much effort for Shen Gu to hug him.Suddenly Qin Ce noticed that he began to become restless, probably because he was a little sober from the alcohol, he kicked off the quilt while still sane, and began to moan and don't know what to say.Qin Ce couldn't deal with it either. He wasn't very good at taking care of people in the first place, and he was even more helpless now. Confused, An Wenbin casually grabbed the neatly placed pillows on the bed and smashed them all over the floor as if venting his anger, muttering The tone became sharper, and Qin Ce had no choice but to try to make him calm, holding his shoulders and leaning on the bed.

"Calm down baby."

"You are really annoying. You wantonly disrupt my life and let others know what belongs to me. In fact, your aloof appearance...cough makes me hate it. I wish I could never let it go in this life... See you again!"

Is it?Don't you want to see me again in this life?An Wenbin, so you really hate me so much.

Qin Ce's heart was as cold as if he had fallen into an ice cellar, and he let go of the hand on his shoulder and drew back his arms.It never occurred to him that An Wenbin actually hated himself and uttered the truth after drinking. These words became more and more true in this state.He pulled in his fist hard, feeling as if he was suffocating.A feeling of hesitation and helplessness that didn't get the slightest reward for giving came to my heart like a tide, washing away his feelings for him.My mood became sad because of what he said just now, but I couldn't resist arguing loudly with him who was as fragile as a newborn child and delirious.An Wenbin finally settled down, and seemed to be lying on his bed and fell asleep.The hesitation in Qin Ce's heart came to a real conclusion at that moment. Difficult multiple-choice questions will eventually have answers.

Qin Ce gently helped him tidy up his clothes, tucked in the quilt and drew the curtains, the look in his eyes kept changing, after all he didn't want to go against his will and obey his wish, lifted An Wenbin's thin bangs and kissed his forehead.

Baby, let's make a bet.The bet is you and my heart.

Desperate, let me see your feelings.

Qin Ce stood at the head of his bed with his arms hanging down. His heart was tangled in pain. He seemed to make up his mind and took out his mobile phone from his pocket. In the dark room, the screen lit up with a cool light. He found out the name of his mentor from the inside, and flicked it with his knuckles.

"Mentor, I'm Qin Ce. I'm sorry to disturb you so late..."