Want to be gay

13

WTF!

I suspect that either there is something wrong with my ears, or that the student god has been taken away.

That pervert who sexually harassed me with nasty words on QQ Anonymous, and only wanted to fuck me all day long, is he a god of learning?

It would be better to say that the squad leader has a crush on me to be credible.

I laughed dryly: "God Xue, stop making such jokes, it's not funny at all."

The expression on Xue Shen's face didn't look like he was joking at all, he frowned, and his thin lips moved: "I'm not joking."

Damn, it's scary if you're not kidding!

I glanced around and saw that even though school was over, there were still many people in the classroom left to study by themselves, which was not a good place to talk.

So, I put my bag on my back and took Xueshen's hand: "Go outside and explain clearly."

Xueshen held me with his backhand, and slowly inserted his fingers into my fingers, with an inexplicably joyful voice: "You are holding my hand for the first time."

This familiar tone...

Immediately, I felt chills down my back, and belatedly discovered the commonality between Xue Shen and that pervert——

The same sullenness!

There is an abandoned path behind the Shaw building, usually few people pass by, I drag Xueshen to clear my mind while walking.

During the first kiss, Xueshen's passionate kissing skills...

When I met Xue Shen in the bathhouse, he stared at me with fiery eyes...

And the accident that happened in his dormitory...

"Why are you posting anonymously? Is it fun to tease me?"

"I didn't tease you." Xueshen held my hand, not letting me go any further.

I twitched my hand, didn't move a bit, and frowned all of a sudden: "Let go of your hand first."

"Can you still hold it after letting go?" Xueshen said extremely seriously.

I choked up, and the unreasonable powerlessness in the face of perverted sexual harassment swept over my body again. I tried to break free, but was held tighter and tighter: "Let go."

"I do not!"

I really don't know what to feel wronged, so I let him let go and make it look like I'm bullying him.

"Tang Jingyao!" I was so angry that I called his name viciously.

He raised his hand and stroked the corners of my eyes lightly, but the content of his words didn't match the gentle style of painting at all: "In my dream, I did a hard job, so you call me that. Tang Jingyao, you Take it easy, slow down..."

I immediately became angry, burning from the tailbone to the back of the head, sparks splashed all over my mouth: "Get out!"

If it had been in the past, I wouldn’t have dared to talk to Xueshen like this. In front of him, I’m so obedient that I don’t look like a little devil king. Catching up to make him happy, lest he dislike me as a friend.

Fortunately, he turned around and made fun of me on Anonymous.

I regard him as a brother, but he only wants to fuck me!

I decided to reason with him: "God Xue, we have gotten along well during this time, I don't think I offended you in any way, if you apologize to me, I will treat this incident as never happened and we are still good brothers. "

"I don't want to be your brother."

As soon as he uttered these words, I admit that my fragile little heart was hurt. How much I worshiped and appreciated him, but people didn't even look down on me.

My eyes were so sore, I tried my best not to cry in front of him, trembling all over: "You, you let me go..."

Xueshen sighed, rubbed the back of my head with his palm, and suddenly lowered his force, my face pressed against his chest.

"Qi Zhen, I like you."

Next to my ear was his beating heartbeat, hitting my eardrum one after another.

"I've liked you since freshman year."

I didn't care about any grievances, my body was as stiff as a door panel, and I could even hear the sound of joints twisting when I looked up.

Learn from him...

actually like men...

"What about you?" Xue Shen lowered his head and pressed against my ear, spraying his hot breath on my neck.

I flinched and shook my voice: "I, I am a straight man, the steel pipe is straight..."

14

I am also very aggrieved!

After finally making friends with Xueshen, he thought I was crooked and he just wanted to mess with me when he played with me?

I shrunk my neck, fearing that Xueshen would strangle me to death in a fit of anger, so I faltered and said: "I really don't like men. When I usually masturbate, I choose American blockbusters. As for German blockbusters, I will Haven't seen a single one!"

I don't know Damien Crosse, Angel Rock, I'm straighter than Desert Dust!

It's all the fault of those rotten girls, send me some "educational film about love" if you have nothing to do, what's wrong!

After being silent for a long time, Xue Shen said in a low voice: "Then why are you so enthusiastic about me all of a sudden?"

huh?

I took it for granted: "You helped me, I am grateful to you!"

Xueshen frowned: "Help?"

I nodded, and explained the whole story of Yan Lili chasing me, and then he helped me escape from the claws of evil.

"So, you kissed me that day because..." He paused, "To get rid of Yan Lili's entanglement?"

It was as if I was playing with his feelings.

I glanced around with a guilty conscience, and said indiscriminately: "I just met you, and I was also in a hurry..."

"In a hurry?"

Xueshen's tone was inexplicably low, as if he had been injured, he was completely different from him who didn't care about anything before.

The atmosphere suddenly became very awkward. I didn't expect things to turn out like this. I lowered my eyes and watched the ants moving under my feet.

"Qi Zhen."

I raised my head, Xueshen's eyes lost the warmth of the past, his pupils glowed with a cold light, revealing a sense of alienation that rejects people thousands of miles away.

He never looked at me like that.

"Am I bothering you?"

what?

In fact, it was the pervert who really troubled me. Although I was very angry and disgusted when I saw those sentences, but considering that pervert is a god of learning, it seems that it is not so difficult to accept.

"I see." Seeing my silence, Xue Shen said to himself, and even smiled slightly.

"In this case, let's talk about it. Qi Zhen, I like you very much. It's what men like for men, and I want to fuck you."

"From the very beginning, I knew you were straight, so I didn't tell you all the time. I thought that after graduation, no matter how deep my relationship was, my relationship would fade away, and I would always forget you."

"Later, you kissed me, although I now know that you did it to get rid of Yan Lili, but I was really happy at that time, no, it should be ecstasy. I thought you were thinking the same about me, Every time you get closer to me, I'm so happy that I can't sleep well, and my dreams are all about you."

"Afraid of scaring you in reality, I had no choice but to say those words to you anonymously. There is no way, those nights, I can only climax when I think about you, I want to really touch you, I want to possess you."

"Now it seems that it is still my wishful thinking after all, which also caused trouble to you."

Xueshen touched my head with very light force, as if he was afraid that he would hurt me if he exerted force.

"Qi Zhen, don't worry, I won't bother you anymore. Friends on WeChat, you can delete it as you like, and you will be considered as classmates in the future."

He withdrew his hand, smiled at me, turned and left.

15

After that day, Xue Shen never came to see me again.

I reinstalled QQ on my phone, but the column of anonymous friends was silent, and there was no new message prompt.

As the student god said, he avoided all possible opportunities to interact with me. Except for class, I basically never saw him in person.

During the class break, the class leader didn't think it was a big deal to join in the fun, so he asked me cheaply, "Did you fall out with Xue Shen?"

I was too lazy to care about him and buried myself in the book.

"Don't mind me." The squad leader slapped my book and shouted anxiously, "Tell me quickly, I'm dying of curiosity."

I was annoyed: "What are you curious about?"

"Aren't you and Xue Shen on good terms? I've been seeing you walking together recently, talking and laughing. Why, are you arguing?"

Sprinkle salt in my wounds!Is it buddy?

"What unforgivable thing have you done? Apologize, please have a meal, and all problems will be solved."

If only it was that simple, what Xueshen wants to eat is probably not rice, but brother's unopened chrysanthemums!

and also……

"Why did I do something wrong? Can't it be Xue Shen who made me angry?"

The class monitor gave me a wink of "I still don't understand you" and made a dog-legged look: "It's been more than two years. Who did you see the god of learning get angry with? You must not! On the contrary, it is you who do evil and do all kinds of evil. Who in the academy I don’t know you, but the title of Little Demon King of the Medicine Academy was given by you yourself, maybe you forgot it?”

Before he could finish his sentence, his tone became more and more disgusting.

Damn, your buddy is about to be raped, and you still mock me like this, can you continue to be a brother in your next life!

"Xueshen seems to be very happy these days, and the smile on his face has increased a lot. A few days ago, he asked him to play golf, and even played two hands with us. I just didn't see you, and I was a little disappointed."

My cheeks burned all of a sudden, even though I knew that the squad leader would not see through the friendship between me and Xueshen, I still felt a little embarrassed when I heard the last ambiguous description.

No no no, I'm straight, straight, steel pipe straight!

I shook off the thoughts I shouldn't have, and asked, "Have you often met him recently?"

"No, I just met him in the teacher's lounge." Speaking of this, the class monitor paused for a moment, then leaned into my ear, and opened his mouth in confusion, "Xiao Zhenzhen, why did you quarrel with Xue Shen?" How bad it is to quarrel and affect your studies. I heard Xue Shen tell the teacher that he does not agree with your schedule, and it is not convenient to experiment in the same group, so I am going to change the team with someone else."

I was stunned immediately, my mind was in a mess, I lost the ability to think, and only one thought flashed over and over again.

Xue Shen, this is... you hate me?

By the time I regained my sanity, I had rushed to the first row and stood in front of Xue Shen, my eyes were on fire.

After Xueshen finished writing the last word, he raised his eyelids and looked at me with a dull expression, as if treating a stranger, and asked, "What's the matter?"

Filled with grievances, I dragged him up, ignoring the pen that fell to the floor while pulling, stumbled, and walked away from the classroom quickly.

I put him on the corner, put my arms on his sides, looked up at him: "Tang Jingyao!"

After finishing the words, I suddenly felt that I lost my momentum by raising my chin and cursing others. I put my heels on my feet and tried to look him at the same level.

"Ah."

"Why did you tell the teacher that you don't want to be with me? Do you just want to avoid me that much? I annoy you?"

The more I spoke, the more sad I became, and when I said the last sentence, I was so sad that tears almost flowed out.

I don't want to be like this either, it's too cowardly, it's the most cowardly I've ever scolded someone.

He stared at me quietly, with a helpless expression on his face. After a while, he pressed down on my shoulder, bent his knees consciously, and looked up at me: "Didn't I hate you?"