Want to be gay

25

I bowed my head in embarrassment, trying to hide this indisputable fact.

The water rushes against the exposed skin, the temperature is cooler, but I feel like my whole body is on fire, the air in my lungs is so hot that the air in my lungs is about to evaporate.

"Qi Zhen..." Xue Shen's voice was low and hoarse, and he called my name, every word was full of sparks, which made my ears burn.

Even the kiss he landed behind my ear was hot, he gasped heavily, held my earlobe in his mouth, and sucked it slowly.

The fine licking seemed to turn into an electric current, lashing my sensitive nerves, I bit my lower lip hard, and then blocked the ☑ sound that was about to overflow my mouth in my throat.

"Call out, call my name..."

I shook my head twice, managed to regain some sense, grabbed his wrist around my waist, and shouted in a broken voice, "Tang Jingyao, stop!"

It's too shameful to play in the bathhouse or something.

Xueshen may have a morbid obsession with me calling his name. After I finished calling this sentence, his body froze for a moment, and he quickly posted it again, even more fanatical than before.

Not only that, his hands also slowly slid down from the back of my neck, kneading and rubbing against the soft flesh of my waist, making me almost collapse.

My earlobe was flicked with my eyes, it was terribly sensitive, and I couldn't stand trembling just when he said a word.

"Qi Zhen, I want to touch you..."

Before I could say anything, the hem of the shirt stuck into a hand, and the strong knuckles circled around my navel gently, the middle fingertips were rough from holding the pen, and when they rubbed against the skin, brought A series of shudders.

My throat was thirsty, and I was almost out of breath. The strange pleasure swept every corner of my brain, and the panting sound of changing pitch leaked from the lips, which was quickly covered by the sound of water.

Learn the hands of the gods...

I pressed the back of his hand through the shirt, but I lost the strength to stop him from doing evil, but instead slid against my chest with his movements.

"You have a reaction." Xue Shen paused for a few seconds, looked away from the obvious bulge, and spoke proudly.

I managed to get a break, took a few deep breaths, and said viciously: "Being teased like this, as long as you are a man, you have to respond!"

The light laughter of the god of learning came from the air, like a feather, light and fluttering, but the ending sound was particularly provocative: "It means that you are not disgusting when you tease me."

I subconsciously wanted to stab him a few words, but then I thought about it, if other men dared to touch me, I would have beaten him up so that he would not be able to see the national flag that will be raised tomorrow. Do whatever you want.

Well, bend it, bend it, as long as it's him.

A real warrior, dare to face up to the fact of being gay, dare to face the horror of being anal.

I sniffed, feeling quite self-aware.

I muttered: "Talk about me, you are so hard that you can move the earth if you give it a fulcrum."

Xueshen couldn't hold back, sneered, and kissed my ear helplessly: "Why are you so attractive?"

There is no way, brother, this is the personal charm brought out of the womb, and brother is also very helpless ╮(￣▽￣)╭

After finishing my chatter, I suddenly realized what kind of posture I was having with Xue Shen now...

I jerked off his hands that were still attached to my tits, turned off the shower, and pushed him out of the cubicle: "I'm going to take a shower, get out!"

Before closing the door, Xueshen muttered unhappily: "I would have known that I had touched enough."

I was so happy that I almost took a mouthful of hot water.

26

In the middle of the bath, a group of people entered the bathhouse. After listening carefully, it seemed that I knew someone else.

I can recognize him because of his magical hobby of singing when he rubs his back, and singing out of tune.

As a result, the hot blood that had just been teased by the god of learning quickly cooled down in the pig-killing "The boundless end of the world is my love", and even something excited gradually became dejected...

To be able to sing people withered, this buddy is also considered to be extremely talented!

I put on a vest and beach shorts, Hulu brushed my wet hair, and pushed the door out. It happened that Xueshen had finished washing at the same time. I glanced at him and smiled with my eyes narrowed.

The way Xueshen just got out of the shower is so sexy!

Xueshen hooked the corner of his mouth, as if he was about to hold my hand.

The compartment door behind me slammed open, startling me, I subconsciously avoided the outstretched hand of Xue Shen, and moved a little distance to the side.

"Qi Zhen, it's such a coincidence that you're here too?" The man fussed and murmured at me, as if seeing me taking a shower was so rare.

I wiped away the sweat that didn't exist, and said with a sneer: "Yeah, I didn't expect your song to be as good as ever."

"Haha, it seems that the title of the God of Songs of the Medicine Academy must belong to me!" The man leaned over and hugged my shoulder with a playful smile, "Why haven't I seen you online recently? My buddies still want to play with you for a few rounds .”

I am used to hanging shoulders with my friends, and I didn't think there was anything wrong at this time. It wasn't until Xueshen said coldly, "Let's go first", that I realized that from the perspective of a little gay, the relationship between me and that Man's demeanor is somewhat intimate.

Xue Shen is jealous, right?

Tsk tsk, it's so boring.

I found an excuse to prevaricate indiscriminately, and Pidianpidian caught up with Xueshen, tugging at the hem of his clothes and shaking him.

He turned his head and looked at me silently, with his lips tightly pressed together, looking a little unhappy.

I smiled and followed behind him: "Are you angry?"

He walked straight forward, and after a long time, he said sullenly: "No."

I poked the itchy flesh on his waist: "Are you jealous?"

Xueshen flinched, grabbed my restless hand, clasped it firmly in his palm, and said in a low voice, "A little bit."

It's more than just a little bit. Seeing how her lips are pursed like this, she must have drunk at least a catty.I was too lazy to expose him, so I continued to ask: "Don't you like me getting too close to other boys?"

Now, very sure, without thinking: "Yes."

"What about the girl?"

"Neither."

Come on, I finally found a boyfriend, and my desire for monopoly is still so strong.I followed him step by step, in a high mood, as if flying in the sky: "You care about me so much?"

Xueshen stopped in his tracks, turned around, staring at my eyes flashed too many things, only affection lasted the longest.

"Qi Zhen, you will never know how much I like you."

27

Before going to sleep, I tossed and turned, my mind was full of the words Xueshen said, just like pressing the replay button, it kept repeating over and over again.

So much so that when I fell asleep, I dreamed of Xueshen, and it was rare that I didn't do some unsightly things with him in bed, but instead I recalled the serious class reunion in my freshman year.

The gatherings of college students are boring, except for truth or dare, which is Werewolf kills UNO. I killed a few games, felt bored, and rolled back to the sofa with my pillow to play with my phone.

Xue Shen seemed out of place in such an environment, there were men and women fighting, laughing and cursing everywhere, only around him was as quiet as a reading room.

At that time, I didn't know whether it was a brain twitch or something, but in the face of such an iceberg-like god, I dared to approach him with a playful smile: "Student, what are you looking at?"

I remember that Xueshen seemed to glance at me, his eyes were far less gentle than now, like ice in his mouth, and I shivered from the cold.

He lowered his head and said, "Illustrated Handbook of Common Chinese Herbal Medicines."

Um?I didn't understand it all at once, and after I realized it, I secretly marveled, in the current beauty beer game, there are still men who can read the book?

I laughed dryly and said, "It's amazing, it seems that this classmate must be at the level of a god of learning."

He pursed his lips and said nothing.

The atmosphere became extremely awkward, he seemed a little restless beside me, and moved his position.

At that time, I was not the Little Demon King of the Medicine Academy, at best I was just a social butterfly. His blatant avoidance of me had already hurt my fragile heart.

Relying on drinking, I leaned over brazenly and continued to talk nonsense: "Do you usually like to play games? I have a very interesting little game, let me play it with you?"

His browsing speed slowed down, his thumb stopped at the lower right corner of the screen, he trembled nervously twice, and after calming down, he said lightly: "Okay."

Then, in Ghost Cries and Wolf Howl, I played a drag racing mobile game with him all night.

In the end, I was tired from playing, so I just leaned my head on his shoulder, and fell asleep as soon as I closed my eyes. When I opened them again, it had been several hours, but Xueshen still maintained the original posture, just browsing again. The complete illustrated book of Chinese herbal medicine.

At that time, I didn't know how cruel he was in front of outsiders, but I dared to blow into his ear and say good morning.

And Xue Shen is not as calm and breezy as it is now, and soon his ears and face are red...

When I woke up, I couldn't distinguish between dream and reality, as if subconsciously accepted the setting that Xue Shen liked me for a long time.

"Xiao Zhenzhen, you've woken up, Xueshen has been waiting for you for a long time." The roommate said suddenly, which scared me to death.

I looked over, and Xueshen was indeed sitting on my chair waiting, flipping through the notes he gave me.

Ahhhhhhh, today I'm going to the laboratory building with Xueshen!

I sat up abruptly, and folded the quilt with lightning speed. When I got off the bed, Xueshen helped me and said in a low voice, "Don't worry, take your time."

My roommate looked at me with eyes that were as bright as searchlights.

"How long has he been here?" I whispered to the roommate who followed me while brushing my teeth.

The roommate raised his eyebrows cheaply: "It's been almost an hour. At first, I wanted to wait outside the door, but we persuaded you to come in. Otherwise, you will be scolded by the fans of the god of learning."

"Why didn't you call me?"

"Xueshen said that you haven't been in a good mood recently, and told you to sleep more, so you won't be allowed to bark. In other words, the speed at which you press the alarm clock can apply for a Guinness record. I didn't have time to jump a word exit."

I rolled my eyes.

"The god of learning is really kind to you. He read quietly by himself and didn't talk about it. He didn't allow us to move around for fear of disturbing you. I'm sorry that I've been urinating until now."

I couldn't control the corners of my mouth from rising, I suppressed a smile, and flicked his face with water: "I can't hold you to death."

Cleaning myself up as quickly as possible, I put on my white coat, and under the ambiguous eyes of my roommate, I slipped away decisively.

"Give me the key." Xueshen opened the lock, with one leg on the pedal and the other on the ground casually, exuding a casual and handsome look.

I sat in the back seat, poked his back a few times, which was still straight even though he was riding a bicycle, and asked slyly: "Student Tang Jingyao, tell me the truth, did you fall in love with me at the class reunion?"

28

The bicycle wobbled for a while, and finally stabilized, and Xueshen's voice came from the front: "Yeah."

I suppressed the upward curve of the corners of my mouth, and put my hand casually on his crotch: "Then you have been secretly in love with me for two years?"

Xueshen held the handlebar with one hand, and patted the back of my hand with one free hand: "You have had a girlfriend before, I dare not confess my love to you rashly."

I felt that there was a gap in my thinking, and I said in amazement: "No, when did I have a girlfriend, why didn't I know it myself?"

Xueshen's tone was cold, and he spit out three words: "The Secretary of the Communist Youth League."

Oh, I'm going! That man!

"She likes the class monitor, not me! I don't know if there is something wrong with her vision. The first and second handsome men in the pharmacy school are both in our class, but she just fell in love with that guy!"

The focus of the god of learning is obviously off the mark: "The first and second handsome?"

"I'm with you!" I said happily, "A man is a man with a man's appearance, another kind of match!"

The god of learning seemed to have a short laugh.

I went on to finish the sentence: "At that time, she had a crush on the class monitor. Girls are thin-skinned. She was embarrassed to chase after her blatantly, so she asked me what to do. I have a strong relationship with her, so I helped her and pretended to be a boyfriend and girlfriend with her." , to stimulate the squad leader, I didn't expect that these two people really became friends."

Tsk tsk tsk, the more I talk, the more I feel great, and I have to take Xue Shen to have a big meal with them tomorrow.

Xueshen coughed, then said lightly: "You have a good relationship with the party secretary?"

I curled my lips: "She is a basketball assistant, and she also plays very well. Usually, the team will call her for drinks and dinners."

Xue Shen fell silent.

"Hey, classmate Tang Jingyao." I was sensitive to the reason for the stalemate atmosphere, "Aren't you jealous again?"

"..."

"She is inseparable from the squad leader every day, and she can't wait to kill all the single dogs. Why don't you worry about it? Besides, there are a large group of people having dinner, and it's not lonely men and widows looking at each other. I guarantee that there are no signs of disloyalty to the organization. occur!"

Xueshen took my hand and kneaded it subconsciously: "Qi Zhen, I didn't mean that. I just... have no confidence in myself."

What he said was unclear, but I suddenly understood the deep meaning in it, and I suddenly felt a pain in the ass.

Oh, so handsome, so helpless ╮(╯▽╰)╭

I took out my mobile phone and asked his opinion while sending a message in the WeChat group of the basketball team: "After finishing the experiment, can I have a meal with my teammates?"

In response to my love, Xueshen drove the bike out of Bugatti after a while of S-shaped turns.

It's good to do experiments with the subject, the time flies by so quickly.

After finishing the experiment, I took Xueshen to the fixed box of the team. As soon as I pushed the door, there was a deafening booing.

"Xiao Zhenzhen is here!"

"Don't get in the way of me, let me see Xiao Zhenzhen's partner!"

As if the mute button was pressed, all the voices stopped abruptly when they saw the hands holding hands between me and Xueshen.

The squad leader was the first to react: "Fuck!"

Others also continued to "Fuck Fuck Fuck!"

I couldn't hold back my face, subconsciously tightened my hands with Xue Shen, and coaxed them in a coy voice: "Then what, if you can't accept it, go out by yourself..."

Before the words fell, the group of people was like concubines in the harem welcoming Lafayette, their mouths were as sweet as honey.

"Xue Shen sit here, next to Xiao Zhenzhen~"

"Don't be polite, treat it as your own home, let Xiao Zhenzhen help you order whatever you want to eat~"

"Our Xiao Zhenzhen probably saved the Milky Way in his previous life, right? The god of learning can get it!"

"Damn it, I can't accept that an idol becomes a brother-in-law!"

The veins on my forehead were throbbing: "You guys are almost done!"

All the playwrights immediately shut up and began to persuade the god of learning to drink.

It can be seen that Xueshen is not used to the enthusiasm of this group of bastards, but he still tried his best to smile, showing a friendly attitude, and pushed the wine glass near him, no matter who came, he drank it one by one.

"Okay, that's all." I tugged at the corner of Xueshen's clothes and whispered to him.

The playwright started again, "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…""

Xueshen's eyes were already dimly drunk, but his tone was still extraordinarily sober: "I'm very happy."

He smiled at me, as satisfied as a child getting a beloved toy: "Qi Zhen, I really like you very much."

I was too lazy to talk to the group of teammates with acting personality, so I made an awkward "hmm", then took his hand again, and added.

"I like myself very much, too."

And of course, you.

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