Princess is dying again

Chapter 45 Gray Fear

The sound of wind and snow blowing by, the cold wind beat mercilessly against the shaking window, Su Wou pulled the quilt tightly around her body and rolled her body into a ball, she didn't bother to get up to close the window, and let the cold wind pour into the house, The coal fire on the ground flickered.

The emptiness in the room was getting colder and colder, all Su Bao could feel was a little bit of residual heat from his body, and even the edge of the quilt seemed to be frozen.

She touched her forehead in the quilt, she seemed to have a fever, her hands and feet were cold, her whole body felt so cold, only her hot body could allow her to get warmth from her body, although it was a sick temperature.

The dizzy Su Bao barely raised her eyelids, she looked at the busy maid outside the door, opened her mouth slightly and said, "Help me..." It was as if no one answered the sound of mosquitoes.

At this time, a woman in a fancy dress came to her, didn't touch her, and said extremely impatiently: "It's no big deal, just sleep well, Madam is very busy now, don't always give her troubles." Trouble." Then he turned and left.

Su Wrap stretched out her arm and wanted to grab the woman's clothes, she wanted to tell her that she had been burned for a week, and if she continued like this, she would die...

In the end, she didn't touch the corner of the woman's clothes, and her arms fell weakly.

No one will care about her, they will just let her fend for herself in the dim little room, even if it is nothing, there are still some servants who are arrogant and demeaning, they will secretly look at Su Bao with their small heads.

One of them stood outside the door and said to the other: "Hey, I see, if I don't see the doctor tonight, she won't live long."

Another person said: "It's more than that, if you don't see a doctor tonight, you will definitely die within three days!"

Su Wrap was so frightened that she wanted to get up, she was terrified, she was still so young, she was only seven years old... and she was about to face death, she shouted hysterically: "I don't want to die, help me. .. woo woo woo..."

The two people glanced at each other, covered their mouths and snickered and left. Su Bao felt more and more uncomfortable, her throat felt like it was on fire, she opened her eyes wide, and kept thinking, "I won't ask the doctor to see you again tonight." , will definitely die...who, who will save me...uuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..."

Death may not be scary, but the scariest thing is that during the time you are waiting to die, every moment is lingering.Watching life go by helplessly, there is a lot of voices around but no one is willing to lend a helping hand.All are watching you die slowly.Like admiring an animal, the death of others is an invisible pastime.

The two lying servants would sometimes sneak a look at Su Bao, and when they saw her face turned golden in fright, they whispered a few words and then walked away.

She couldn't remember exactly how Su Bao survived. When she saw the sunshine on the third day, she didn't have the joy of surviving after a catastrophe, but only the lingering gray fear.

In the dark room, there was a sound of "pop!", the plain-wrapped cheeks were swollen and high, the woman kept shaking her, crying, weeping, and finally hugging her endlessly...

"It's all because of you that your father died, why don't you die!"

Su Bao lowered her eyes, she remembered that the relatives and maidservants around her once said, "If the master hadn't seen that he had a daughter, he wouldn't have gone out depressed."

"Isn't it? If you don't go out, how could you be bitten to death by a snake on the way back?"

"all because of you...."

Su Bao cried and looked at her mother, she asked: "Are you regretting..."

"Slap" Another slap across the face, the woman screamed, "Is it useful for me to regret? Can I choose? Aren't you still born?"

When Su wrapped was 11 years old, she was lying on the snow alone waiting to die. A woman came from afar in the cold and snow. Seeing her make-up messed up, Su wrapped cried and begged her not to die.. .

"You are everything to mother, you can't leave mother, your father is gone, if you are gone, how can you let mother live!"

Su □□ able to lean into the woman's arms, the woman gently hugged her, Su wrapped her head in the woman's arms, even though she was so suffocated, she was reluctant to leave.

"It's so warm, I really want my mother to hold me like this all the time..."

The warmth is like fireworks in the sky, fleeting, and Su Bao returned to the once cold little black room, alone, like an object, obediently staying at home.

The gossiping maid was whispering again under her window.

"Have you heard? The madam is going to give the young lady away."

"I heard that it is going to be sent out to be a wife..."

"Hey, this is really not a good show. That girl, who doesn't know any kind of work, is just sent out to be a daughter-in-law, and she will inevitably be rubbed by her in-laws."

Su Wrap quietly walked to the window, poked her head out and said, "Is Mother going to send me to someone else's house to be a slave?"

The two maidservants said to Su Bao one by one, "Miss, you have to learn to wash and cook now, and you have to learn to please others. You have to be sweet. You can't treat yourself like you are in your own home. Miss, if you marry, you will be a hard-working slave!"

Su Bao was ignorant, she said: "Why, mother wants me to give me to someone else's house?"

One of the maidservants sighed, as if pitying her, she said: "Miss, do you know that when the master left, the grandma of the family threw you under the stone bridge and left you to fend for yourself. I picked you up from a pile of corpses of dead children, this family doesn’t like you, you’re so old, and you know people’s affairs, leave early, and be a slave in someone else’s house!”

The maid next to her covered her mouth and snickered, and couldn't help but tugged at the nonsense maid, the two of them looked at each other tacitly and rushed away.

Su Bao sat in the room foolishly, waiting to be abandoned by her family, it was much better than waiting to die, at least she could still live.In the afternoon, the sun was shining brightly, and Su wrapped secretly ran to the back mountain and saw the legendary stone bridge.

The green mountains and green waters, the creeks are glistening, and some small fish are wandering and playing in groups in the river.Su Wrap walked under the stone bridge, curled her body, touched the wet soil, held the soil with her fingers, it was slightly sticky, the weeds were in the soft soil, like snakes in the snow, when she didn't notice, they stabbed broke her palm.

Su Bao smelled the blood in her palm, she raised her head and breathed the air in the forest, "The breath of death and life..."

She desperately dug the soil under the stone bridge until evening, when she finally dug out a hand bone of a little baby. Holding the bone, she laughed loudly. "So that's it, forgive me for that, hahaha!"

Su wrapped in nothing, she stole a golden hairpin from her mother, sneaked out, and bought a dagger she liked in the market.At night, she held the dagger with great peace of mind. She stroked the dagger and murmured to herself, "People who have died once cherish the chance to live even more. Since they are alive, they should live well.... If you don't wrong yourself, you are not worth it." Live in vain... From now on, I will love myself well..."

From then on, the name of "Silver Dress and Plain Wrap" has been spread among Huanqing's family. This person looks as gentle and pleasant as the little girl next door, but in his bones, he is a snake hiding in the snow.

The servants who took pleasure in threatening her when she was seriously ill, and the maids who used to tease her were all thrown under the stone bridge by her.Even her mother began to fear her, held her hand and said, "Su Bao, mother loves you...you are mother's only relative..."

When Su Wrap nodded and turned around, her mother stabbed her hard in the back of the chest...

With an empty back, she was lying on the ground in a plain wrap, watching her mother flee in a hurry, and many people gathered at the door, pointing at her, and it was like this...

Everyone is watching her die...

Su Wrap got up, like a walking corpse, the birds and beasts exclaimed by everyone dispersed, and Su Wrap just like that, walked out of her home dripping with blood.

In the labyrinth of the snowfield on Mount Xumi, Su Bao slowly got up, and she said to Xuanyan: "Qiongyu...I have found the demon who cast the curse, as long as he withdraws the curse, we will all be free..."

Su Bao walked on the grass, this false illusion was created by her magic circle, every plant and tree here was like the forest where she and Qiongyu lived.

Su Bao continued: "From now on, it's really possible to make a clean break. After the curse is lifted, maybe you will feel disgusted when you see me." She turned around and looked at Xuan Yan and said, "You just woke up, and what I said now All the words are just a yellow beam dream to you, so that's good, lest I have some words that get stuck in my heart and become depressed."

Xuan Yan also stood up, only to realize that he is now a soul body. He floated to a place with a river, looked down, and sure enough, it was not his face...he was a little puzzled.

Su Bao smiled softly, and she said: "Your soul has been separated for too long, I'm afraid you won't even remember your own appearance."

Xuan Yan wanted to speak, but Su Bao interrupted him again. Su Bao threw herself into Xuan Yan's arms and said, "Qiongyu...I like you...it has nothing to do with other things...even if there is no marriage, I will would like you..."

Xuanyan asked: "Huanqing is plain, I am not Huanqing Qiongyu...."

Su wrapped a self-deprecating smile and said, "It's okay, whoever it is is not important anymore." Su wrapped left Xuanyan's side, and Xuanyan said bluntly, "I am lonely Xuanyan... Where is my Amu?"

Su Wrap's body was stiff, she turned slightly, opened her mouth to say something, then closed it again, so hesitant, Xuan Yan said: "What do you want to say, but it doesn't matter..."

With a dazed look on her face, Su Bao said softly, "Cousin is in the center of the maze, go straight along this river, and the end is there."

Xuan Yan said: "How do I get out of this soul body?"

Su Bao said: "It seems that I have failed again, but..." She took Xuan Yan's hand and said: "I never do things to deceive myself, but this time, I will make an exception, my lord, let me be sorry Say a few more words to this soul body, and after finishing speaking, I will personally send you back to my body."

Xuan Yan nodded, and Su Bao grabbed the wrist of Qiong Yu's soul body. She was trembling, and she said in a hoarse voice: "I think, I love you, and it has nothing to do with marriage. After the curse is lifted, let's just say goodbye." .”

Su Wrap couldn't help twitching the corners of her mouth twice, she gritted her teeth and said, "If there was no fate, you would definitely hate me very much. How could I, such a disgusting rotten person, have gotten into your eyes? I saved you, and I didn't want to take kindness, it's disgusting to be favored by someone I hate, I have experienced it, and I don't want you to be disgusted again."

"I don't want to tell you how miserable I was, what made me who I am today, what I did when I grew up, was to please myself, I never regret everything I did, I just I like sadism and revenge. Seeing others suffer makes me happy. You came to me because of marriage, giving me the warmth I long for, and the anxiety of fear. I torture your feelings and make you miserable. The more you owe, the more inseparable the relationship, you are a good person, I am a wicked person, I don't want to cry in front of you, I shouldn't get pity that doesn't belong to me..."

Xuanyan was swept up by a gust of wind, and he saw the scattered souls attached to his soul body, flying to the surroundings in pieces. It turned out that Qiongyu's soul could not be fused, so he could only use Xuanyan's soul as a magnet, wrapping it inside , their three souls and seven souls can depend on each other.

Before Xuan Yan left, he said to Su Wrap, "Su Wrap..."

Su Wrap looked up at him, Xuan Yan said: "Love should not consist of debts..."

Bondage should not be mixed with pain.Not owed to each other may not necessarily turn into strangers, but joy wrapped in sadness must not be true happiness.

The author has something to say:

Love should not consist of debts.Bondage shouldn't require pain.

Su Bao really loves Qiongyu, only she knows.

Qiongyu doesn't love Su Bao in his heart, he will tolerate Su Bao unconditionally, it's all because of the calamity of marriage.

Just like Huan Qingying, the final compromise is helpless.

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