male god

Is it a boy?

Ye Liguang's simple four words were like a huge stone thrown in Tang Jing's already restless heart lake, setting off a bigger round of turbulent waves.He almost failed to hold the phone with his right hand, and subconsciously covered his mouth with his left hand, for fear that he would make any strange voice.

Before Tang Jing met Ye Liguang, he had always been indifferent emotionally.From childhood to adulthood, although he was quiet and indifferent, there was never a lack of beautiful girls who pursued him. Of course, there were a few boys who showed affection to him. He didn't have any special feelings because of this. The boy's heart beat faster.When boys and girls in junior high school started to fall in love and began to pair up to try to fall in love, Tang Jing had been studying without distraction, and he didn't know the word homosexuality.It wasn't until the summer vacation of the second year of junior high that he happened to stand off the stage and saw Ye Liguang radiating infinite light on the stage, that he realized that he would also be dreaming of someone, and that he also had the ability to like someone.It was also because he fell in love with Ye Liguang that Tang Jing started to get in touch with the homosexual group, and realized that he might be born with a crook.

He didn't know what the people around him would think, but Tang Jing learned from the Internet that although the general public is slowly accepting such a special group, most people in the youth who speak freely are contemptuous of this group. Some people are not only unwilling to accept, but can even be said to hate homosexuality, seeing it as a heterogeneous existence.Tang Jing always took outsiders' opinions of him very lightly, but he didn't want to become a laughing stock for others because of this.

For more than a year, he has been silently watching Ye Liguang in the center of the crowd in the corner, because Ye Liguang has never been ambiguous with any girl, he once made the assumption that Ye Liguang likes the same sex as him, but he rejected it in the next second ——There are more excellent boys around Ye Liguang than excellent girls, but the way Ye Liguang gets along with them is not very different from the pattern of good brothers he knows.So Tang Jing naturally thought that Ye Liguang had seen too many outstanding people since he was a child, so he just had high vision.

At this moment, Tang Jing couldn't help suspecting that he was hallucinating.He never thought that Ye Liguang would tell himself so frankly that he liked a boy.Reminiscent of the fight between Ye Liguang and Li Mingqi, he just felt like another bomb was thrown straight at his heart.Not only Ye Liguang, could it be Li Mingqi too?However, Li Mingqi has always had girlfriends, hasn't he?

Pretending that he heard it wrong, but evilly fantasizing that Ye Liguang is the same as himself.Tang Jing had already sat up from the bed, his left hand hung down, and he tightly grasped the quilt in his hand, confirming:

"Ye Liguang, do you know what you are talking about?"

Ye Liguang on the other end suddenly smiled, but there was a trace of coolness in that smile, which was deeper than the bitter autumn wind at night.

Ye Liguang has been brilliant since he was a child, and he has never made any major mistakes. He knows that his sexual orientation is different from others, but he does not think it is a mistake.Everyone walks in this world and strives to live a good life. He has the right to choose what kind of person and whom he likes.It's just that when he first realized it, he had indeed been depressed for a long time, and he didn't dare to tell the people around him.But later he found that it was too difficult to give up liking Tang Jing, so he remained calm and chose to let his emotions go.He liked Tang Jing, and he only told Liu Tianyu on the night of his graduation from the third year of junior high school.

Now, to be able to show a more real image of myself in front of Tang Jing, it is definitely impossible to say that I am not afraid, but what is more, it is the ease and freedom from the release of heavy secrets.

"Tang Jing, I'm not joking with you." Ye Liguang turned his head and looked out the window. The flickering lights of Wanjia were reflected in his beautiful peach blossom eyes, but he was a little sober and drunk, "You know what? I told you Every word is sincere."

Every word Ye Liguang said, "Zi La Zi La" carried an electric current along the phone, spreading to all limbs and bones, and finally gathered at Tang Jing's heart. Tang Jing felt very hot, but also felt that he was injured by the electric shock.He just told himself that he likes boys, so he said such ambiguous words to himself, could Ye Liguang see that he also likes boys?Or do you simply think it's fun to tease yourself?

"Tang Jing, do you want to know who I like?"

Ye Liguang's voice lowered a bit, his soft words seemed to lie on someone's shoulders, enticing and coaxing in his ears.Tang Jing subconsciously remembered the time when Ye Liguang accidentally kissed his face, and he hummed softly.He seemed to feel Ye Liguang's scorching breath gushing behind his ears, cheeks, and neck through the voice on his mobile phone. Tang Jing couldn't help but tremble, only feeling that his mouth was a little dry from being teased.

"Do you know what's going on in my head when you're sitting next to me?"

Ye Liguang couldn't help but think of Tang Jing sitting quietly and obediently on the seat, looking down at the writing questions seriously.Those handsome eyebrows, those unintentionally seductive Danfeng eyes, those white and smooth cheeks, the beautiful and slender neck... the Adam's apple couldn't help rolling and rolling, Ye Liguang's lips were slightly dry, he subconsciously stretched out his tongue and licked it. I heard my voice hoarse, with a long-held longing:

"I want to hug you hard and kiss you."

"Tang Jing, I have liked you for a long time."

Tang Jing only felt that countless gorgeous fireworks exploded in his mind, and then went blank for a while.The whole body seemed to have a fever of 40 degrees Celsius, and the right ear close to the phone was even more red at this time, and the attractive blush even spread to the neck.Tang Jing covered his violently heaving chest, his eyes were flustered, he stared at the WeChat voice call interface, and pressed the hang up button with his slender fingers.

Ye Liguang's bewitching voice disappeared, and the empty room returned to its original tranquility, leaving only the "thump, thump" heartbeat in the chest. Tang Jing felt his disordered breathing, and his consciousness gradually returned.

Ye Liguang just said, Ye Liguang just said, he likes himself for a long time? !After feeling all these real facts, Tang Jing tightly covered his reddened eyes, letting the turbulent joy and sweetness sweep over his narrow heart, he clenched his teeth, barely letting the tears of excitement flow out of his eyes.

Ye Liguang on the other end stood there stunned, staring at the screen showing the ended voice call, his uneasy mood turned into endless disappointment, he threw the phone aside in annoyance and sadness, and grabbed his short hair at the temples with both hands, I just felt that a heart that was up and down, fell hard at the moment Tang Jing hung up.

How could he not think of it?It was because I was too lonely and courageous, self-righteously magnified the elements that might have a good impression on Tang Jing from the slightly different emotions that Tang Jing gave him, and uttered all my inner thoughts as soon as my brain got hot.He could even imagine Tang Jing's shock, annoyance, and even disgust with him at this moment.

How did it become like this?Ye Liguang lay helplessly on the bed, staring at the pitch-black ceiling above his head, thinking that the future between him and Tang Jing might fall into darkness, his heart was soaked in the cold acid water, with bitter twitches twitching out. Feeling.He should have known that from the moment he fell in love with Tang Jing, he put the decision-making power in Tang Jing's hands. With the rapid growth of his feelings, the decision-making power became a sharp dagger. It's possible to be fatally hit by Tang Jing.

If Tang Jing is still willing to be friends with him, if Tang Jing can let himself be by his side... Ye Liguang thought humbly.

Finally sorting out his mood, Tang Jing remembered that he had hung up on Ye Liguang's call so abruptly.Ye Liguang's occasional distressed look appeared in his mind, Tang Jing picked up the phone again, mustered up the courage to make a voice call again.Since Ye Liguang likes him, he should also tell Ye Liguang that he likes him too.

"Hello, Tang Jing." Ye Liguang quickly answered the phone.

"En." Hearing Ye Liguang calling his name again, Tang Jing couldn't help but smile, his voice was a little nervous, "I'm sorry, I didn't hang up on purpose just now."

"It's me who should say I'm sorry," Tang Jing called him again, and Ye Liguang's complexion improved a bit, and his dead heart also regained some vitality, "I know what I said, it must have scared me. is you."

"A little bit." Tang Jing never lied, he nodded, his nervous voice was filled with joy, "But I'm very happy."

"Ye Liguang, I think I'm very lucky."

"I've liked you for a long time too."

Ye Liguang tightly held the phone in his hand, and froze for a while.

There was never a moment when his mood was like this, all kinds of turbulent emotions suddenly gathered together and ran wildly in his chest, so that he couldn't describe it with exact words.Surprises, sweetness, sourness, and even crazily throbbing heartbeats were all given by Tang Jing.

"Then do you want to be my boyfriend?"

Ye Liguang's voice trembled slightly.Tang Jing also heard Ye Liguang laughing.

"it is good."

Tang Jing also heard that, and he was laughing.He nodded vigorously.

The two of them tacitly did not continue talking, enjoying this quiet and beautiful moment in this night that was destined to be restless.

Listening to Tang Jing's soft breathing, Ye Liguang imagined that Tang Jing's indifferent and beautiful face would be because of his shyness, his joy, and his expression that no one else had seen before. Ye Liguang felt so soft in his heart. It was a mess, and then the desire to get closer to Tang Jing rose up.

"Tang Jing," Ye Liguang spoke again, and found that his voice was unreasonably hoarse.His mind is full of Tang Jing's beautiful and docile eyebrows and eyes, as well as the plump and colorful lips dotted with a touch of bright red on the white and smooth cheeks. Ye Liguang couldn't help it. He said, "I really want to kiss you." kiss you."

A subconscious word "good" stuck in his throat, Tang Jing's face turned red, and he felt his body was very hot.