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"I found you, Mu Yang."

As soon as I raised my head, I was stunned for a moment when I met a pair of calm, light-colored eyes.Shelley actually found it!I subconsciously wanted to find a place to hide, which gave me a sense of security.It's just that there is really no place to hide in the Internet cafe, and my hand is still being grabbed, so it's impossible for me to hide under the stool while being grabbed by the wrist.

I grabbed Chen Qianhe.It's just that this action made Shelley frowned, and her thin lips curled up in a thrilling arc, as if she was smiling, but the smile didn't penetrate into her eyes, but instead added a palpitating chill.

Yi Xuelai dragged me up without saying a word.

I was startled, "What are you doing? Let go!" I grabbed his hand and wanted to break it, but his strength was too great. I could feel the pain in my wrist even when I squeezed my hand hard.

Yi Xuelai dragged me expressionlessly and pulled me out.

I tripped my foot on the stool and almost fell.I frowned, turned my head anxiously, and squeezed my eyebrows at Chen Qianhe.save me! !

I saw Chen Qianhe stood up and looked towards us, great job!

However, when Shelley turned his head, his sharp eyes swept away.That guy was ignorant, put on a helpless expression, shrugged at me, and sat down suddenly after expressing his powerlessness.

Really!It turned out to be so weak at a critical moment.

Shelley and I had a tug-of-war, twisting all the way and being dragged to the bathroom by him.He tugged at me, threw me forward, turned and closed the door.Because the brakes were not in time, I threw myself on the washstand, but fortunately I held on, otherwise my head would hit the mirror.

I stood up right away, turned my head and looked vigilantly at Yi Xuelai, whose hair was messy and expressionless.

"Shelley, the league has started, why don't you go?"

"Oh, I'm not feeling well. I'll ask you instead, why are you avoiding me?" He fixed his eyes on me, as if he wanted to see the reason from my gestures.Every time he looks at me like this, I feel very at a loss, because it means that he is a little angry, and I have subconsciously told the truth for more than ten years.This time was no exception, but I was clever, and I paused and changed my words as soon as I spoke. "I... I didn't hide from you, don't think too much."

"Oh, am I thinking too much?" Shelley approached slowly, and I stepped back step by step until my feet touched the washstand, and there was no way to retreat.

Shelley leaned forward, his hands resting on the table behind me.

His slender index finger slid down my hair bit by bit, making me terrified. When I was unprepared, he suddenly pressed my lips.

I shivered, looking at him in disbelief.

Yi Xuelai lowered her eyes, not knowing what she was thinking.Rubbing his fingertips on my lips, he whispered to himself, "Why did you let him touch you?"

At this time, I didn't dare to move, my heart was trembling in my chest, as if I would jump out of my throat if I jumped again.What does he mean by this. . .Think I'm dirty or something.

"You know, he likes men, why do you let him touch you?"

Hearing this, I was also instantly upset.Is it all because you like men, so you have to stay away, and you come to me to prevent me from getting too close to the person who likes men, for fear that I will become the same.I'm sorry I failed you.

I pushed him away abruptly, not looking sideways at him. "I'm sorry, I also like men." After saying this, I don't know how to describe my feelings. The heart that trembled because of hiding and pretending was finally broken, and the friendship I tried my best to maintain was finally torn by me. Show its worst side.

Shelley stepped back, surprised. "What did you say?"

"I said, I like men too. Are you satisfied?" I turned my face and said loudly, my voice trembling inadvertently.

I squeezed my mouth shut, tried to open my eyes wide, and controlled my tears so that I wouldn't cry.

"Is that why you avoid me?" Yischelle asked me with a hoarse voice.

"Yes, because I hate you very much." I hate that you always only treat me as a good brother, hate that you obviously don't like me but hook my heart abnormally, hate me who knows the result but still doesn't give up.After saying this, I wanted to walk past Shelley, but he grabbed me, "You don't want to hear my thoughts?" I nodded.

You really hate me so much, you want to keep a distance from me? "I nodded.

"it is good."

Shelley's hand holding my wrist gradually let go. As soon as I struggled, I fled out the door a little bit in despair.

There was a sudden muffled sound behind him, as if something had hit the wall.I dare not look back, I'm afraid that if I look back at him again, I can't help but want to cry.

After that day, Shelley never texted or called me again.And on this day, the strange thing is that the two coaches of our school and No. [-] Middle School did not participate in the league due to physical discomfort. In the end, there was a draw. Compared with other schools, this tie is a bit low, and it is estimated that they will miss the top three. Strong, of course, it is not known whether these two willful coaches are really unwell.

During the summer vacation, time slips through the fingers. It feels like waking up early, eating, and when it is noon, it will be afternoon in a blink of an eye, and the afternoon will soon turn into evening.Day after day, even though I didn't do anything, I clearly felt that the time passing by like running water was so clear.

This summer vacation, I almost quit StarCraft, but I fell in love with novels inexplicably.Staying up late to read novels left me in a daze. After only a few days, I felt a significant decline in my eyesight. I was a little worried, but I just couldn't put down the book in my hand.

Today, the originally quiet class group was extremely lively, and there were people looking for classmates everywhere.Because today, a new round of class division has been introduced, some people are happy and some are worried.

"Stinky bastard, yo, the teacher sent a text message. Uh, yes, Class Nine. You're still in the experimental class!"

I nodded, and sent a message of congratulations to my classmates with Fatty and Lin Rui.Then I checked the news, wanting to see which class Shelley was in.However, I turned to the top of the news, and I didn't see any news from him.

I couldn't bear my curiosity, so I asked Lin Rui sullenly. Lin Rui was also sullen when I woke him up at night.

"Brother Yi is naturally in Class Ten."

As soon as I heard it, "It's next door?" It was inevitable to look up and not see the embarrassment of looking down!

"You think too much. The innovative class is naturally located next to the principal's office. It sounds like it's just separated by numbers, but class ten is separated from me by a building, and it's far away."

As soon as I heard it, I was instantly Spartan.Thinking back to when we were divided into classes, because it was difficult to see each other because of problems in different buildings, I met with a classmate from our class in the first year of high school. We looked at each other with big eyes and small eyes, and we almost didn't recognize each other.

When I heard the news from the next floor, I didn't know whether I was happy or sad, and I felt sour with mixed feelings.

After dawdling, it was time to stay up late and copy homework. I didn't dare to distract myself for a second, and kept busy while scanning the answers.After using up five pen refills, I could barely write a few words on each page.

The night before school started, I bought a lot of food, some of which were for Xiaopang, to celebrate that we were sleeping together again.Pack your schoolbags, the rest are trivial things like bedding, I am a big man, I can't fix these things, I always forget this and that, and finally my mother slapped me away, let me watch from the side, and personally Hands help me organize things in an orderly manner, I can't help but sigh that housewives are much more careful than ordinary people.

That night, I closed my eyes reluctantly, and bid farewell to my last summer vacation in high school.Baiyuncanggou, I still vaguely remember my appearance when I first entered in the freshman year of high school, young and childish.In a blink of an eye, I stood in the classroom of the third year of high school, fading away from the time when I was young, waiting for time in the changing situation.

"Hey! Hey! Brother Shen, did you know that this year's opening ceremony was given by Brother Yi!" Lin Rui threw himself on my table and looked at me expectantly.

I tapped and continued writing.Finding that Lin Rui was still standing in front of me, I looked up at him a little suspiciously, only to find that he was looking at me with raised eyebrows in disbelief. "

What's the matter?" I couldn't help asking, "Is there something on my face or something. . ? "

"No, I always feel that you have changed. If you were in the past, you would not have jumped up happily and said that Yi Xuelai is my little brother or something." Lin Rui frowned and asked, "Brother Shen, you have What's the matter with Brother Yi? I always feel that you two had a fight?"

I shook my head, stood up and patted his head lovingly, "You little brat doesn't understand the world of adults."

"Damn it, you're just a brat." Lin Rui slapped my hand away in disgust, turned around and left, leaving me where I was laughing.

It's just that I couldn't stop laughing, and Yi Xuelai and Cui Xiyuan walked side by side in front of our class.

I looked away, ignored them, and continued to do the questions.

It's just that the thoughts I just thought about were messed up. I crossed out the wrong answer I just settled, sighed, and tore off the paper a little annoyed and threw it into the drawer.

Xiaopang and his girlfriend Lingling went to the playground again.

As soon as I carried my schoolbag, I walked on the road alone, thinking that I was surprised that they could survive a summer vacation.

Suddenly, I caught a glimpse of the lonely figure in front of me, his figure was elongated by the street lights, I stopped and looked ahead.

Shelley. . .How could he go alone.

I looked around, but I didn't find Cui Xiyuan's shadow anywhere.

This is. . .I counted with my fingers, No. 40 met for the first time in nine days, and it felt like a dream.

He walked very slowly, and I followed at an even slower pace, just keeping a short distance. Walking like this, it seemed that the whole aisle was just the two of us, empty and so quiet that it was unbearable to break.

if. . .I didn't say I hated you at the beginning, is it another scene?I shook my head, and couldn't help being amused by my naive thoughts, what if, there is no if at all.

At this moment, I suddenly regretted it.