Rebirth of Li Xiaoqi

Standing on the small balcony that comes with the dormitory, the small park downstairs is rendered with a slightly dim orange light, bringing an ambiguous and mysterious color.Looking up, there is no moon tonight, the sky is dark, and there is no light in sight.Nowadays in the city, no matter what season it is, it is rare to see three or two stars dotting the night sky, let alone the beauty of the starry sky.

No matter what kind of personality a person is, there will always be a day, a moment, when he looks up at the sky and finds himself so small and becomes sentimental.Loneliness is an eternal topic of human beings. Loneliness has always been hidden in everyone's heart. Even if it is covered up with happiness and joy on weekdays, there will always be such a moment, at a certain moment, that the loneliness buried in the depths will be noticed, and then any It sweeps over the body.

At the wrap-up banquet, Li Xiaoqi, as the main character, was naturally persuading and pouring alcohol. Although Guan Yong had asked him to take anti-alcoholic medicine on the way back to the dormitory, his discomfort and drunkenness had improved, but standing on the balcony of the dormitory at this time, Leaning on the railing to look at the sky is still slightly drunk, and my dizzy head is not yet fully awake.

Staring blankly at the pitch-black sky, his eyes were full of loneliness and confusion. Standing like this, he seemed to be thinking in his head, but he seemed to be thinking about nothing.After standing for an unknown amount of time, the whole person seemed even more dazed, and slowly lowered his head, his movements were as slow as the sloth in "Zootopia", his thoughts recovered but he became more confused.

Although he was looking at his hands, his eyes could not focus, and Li Xiaoqi's eyes were slack at this moment.At this time, he was no longer that popular actor who was like "popular fried chicken", but that college student who stayed in the dormitory and played games every day, living a lazy life.

In less than a year, his life has undergone earth-shaking changes. Even after being reborn, he never thought that he would become what he is now. He only entered this industry to have a job. I thought of becoming an actor and star who would be recognized on the road.Life is not without surprises, it is not without surprises.

Hands slowly clenched into fists, then let go, and then slowly clenched again.Li Xiaoqi blinked his eyes, he suddenly felt that everything was illusory, without any sense of reality.Feeling a little flustered and anxious, she walked into the house in a hurry, picked up the mobile phone on the table, and clicked on the contacts. Without noticing the time at this moment, she quickly pressed the button to connect to the call.

Lin Zhili was wearing comfortable home clothes, sitting on the sofa, with earphones on his feet, a notebook on his lap, a pen in one hand, and the other hand leaning on his lap, tapping the rhythm with his index finger , At the same time, the pen also made a record in the notebook.

While he was contemplating the melody of a certain place, the mobile phone on the low table in front of the sofa suddenly vibrated, and the ringtone followed. He wanted to answer the call after listening to the melody of this section, but glanced at the mobile phone in the corner of his eye. When I saw the name displayed above, I immediately took off the headset, put the notebook and pen aside, took the phone and quickly pressed the answer button.

"Hello, Xiaoqi?"

When Li Xiaoqi heard Lin Zhili's voice from the other end of the phone, he regretted it. It was almost one o'clock in the morning, and most of the people were asleep. If he called like this regardless of time, he was really a drunk Will do things ah.

After hearing no reply for a long time, Lin Zhili said again: "Xiao Qi?"

"Well, um, Brother Li." Li Xiaoqi responded somewhat vaguely, "drunk man" Li Xiaoqi was also a little embarrassed to disturb him late at night.

"Have you drank too much? Are you back in the dormitory now?" From Li Xiaoqi's voice, Lin Zhili could easily tell that he was already drunk.

Hearing concern from Lin Zhili's tone, Li Xiaoqi said hastily, "I drank a little too much, but I've already taken the hangover medicine. I'm in the dormitory now, so you don't have to worry."

"That's good, why, can't sleep?"

"Well, a little bit." Li Xiaoqi said in a low voice, and then quickly asked: "Brother Li, are you asleep? Did I disturb you?"

"No, I'm still sorting out some materials."

"Oh, you also told me to rest more, so you should rest more."

"Heh!" Lin Zhili's chuckle came from the other end of the phone, "You can still embarrass me, it seems that I'm not too drunk."

"I'm not drunk." This is the most common sentence of all drunk people.

"Brother Li, you don't know, I was able to meet you now because I had a part-time job day and night in my previous life." Li Xiaoqi suddenly said such an endless sentence.

Li Xiaoqi did not find a stable job before his rebirth, so he worked part-time in a 24-hour convenience store. Because the wages of the night shift were slightly higher than that of the day shift, he always chose the night shift. , working hard every day, spending more time than others, but getting only a little reward, just barely supporting daily expenses, not even enough money to buy a new skin in the game.

Thinking of the balance on his current card, there is still a part of the balance that has not arrived. Compared with the previous life, the above amount is very different. Sometimes he wonders why it is so difficult to make money?And why is it so simple?

Li Xiaoqi's words sounded like drunk nonsense to Lin Zhili's ears, so he replied with a smile: "It was really hard for you in the previous life."

"That's right." Although Lin Zhili couldn't see, Li Xiaoqi still nodded while talking. "However, because I was able to meet you, Brother Li, Sister Zhang, and Sister Cui, the hardship was worth it. And ah."

After a pause of two seconds, Li Xiaoqi continued: "It would be even better if everyone could be happy all the time."

Lin Zhili on the other end of the phone heard Li Xiaoqi's words, subconsciously felt that something might have happened, otherwise, it would be impossible for that dull child who usually has a reflex arc that can go around the earth several times to suddenly feel this way.

So, Lin Zhili said in a mild and even bewildering tone, "What's the matter, has something happened?"

Li Xiaoqi thought for a while, and then began to tell all the things that happened to Mo Mo, but I don't know if it was because he was not completely sober, the content of the narration was upside down, without any logic at all.Lin Zhili had no choice but to go into the study and turn on the computer. Holding the mobile phone in one hand, he quickly entered "Mo Mo" on the keyboard with the other hand to search. Soon, Li Xiaoqi's "story introduction" was not finished, Lin Zhili Already had a general understanding of the whole thing.

"So, don't you think it's too much! If I were Sister Momo, I would definitely kill him in a Gundam! But, I've already cursed him in circles in my heart!" Li Xiaoqi finally said The story is complete, and at the same time, I still don't forget to say this angrily at the end.

When Li Xiaoqi was speaking, Lin Zhili did not interrupt, but listened quite seriously. When he heard Li Xiaoqi say "curse in circles" at the end, he couldn't help laughing, feeling that Li Xiaoqi was more serious than usual after drinking. childish.

"Brother Li?" Li Xiaoqi called out in a low voice without getting a reply from Lin Zhili after speaking.

"I'm here."

"If you are here, make a sound, otherwise I thought you were asleep." Li Xiaoqi complained.

"I was a little lost in thought, so I forgot to speak, I'm really sorry."

"Then I forgive you." That arrogant little tone reached Lin Zhili's ears, and there was an inexplicable strange feeling in his heart.

"Xiao Qi, I have a general understanding of Mo Mo's affairs. To be honest, such things happen endlessly in this circle. I have seen many with my own eyes, and even experienced it. In this matter, The other party is certainly at fault, but Mo Mo, who is a victim, is also at fault." Lin Zhili said.

"What's wrong with Sister Mo Mo?" Li Xiaoqi was surprised.

"Mo Mo has been in this circle for so many years, and the other party's little tricks are nothing to be afraid of. She should have been aware of her intelligence a long time ago, but she still let things happen. This shows that she is too careless. Compared with experience, she believed in her own emotions more, which led to the current situation. Her mistake was that she didn't know people clearly, and she also made a mistake in not being cautious enough."

Lin Zhili expressed his point of view in a flat tone. Li Xiaoqi suddenly felt a little cold when he heard it. For the first time, he felt that the Lin Zhili he knew was not all Lin Zhili. Chong said: "I don't think there is anything wrong with Sister Mo Mo wanting to believe in the person she likes."

Lin Zhili on the other end of the phone paused for a moment, and then said: "Xiao Qi, I didn't say that it is wrong to believe in the person I like, but you have to see clearly whether this person is worthy of liking or not. Regarding Mo Mo's matter, We have to look at it from an objective point of view. Whether it is in this circle or in society, there must always be 'the desire to harm others and the desire to guard against others'."

Li Xiaoqi was silent. He actually knew that what Lin Zhili said was true. However, after watching anime for so many years, he was used to the beautiful family, friendship, and love depicted in the anime. He, who is bound by the bond between people, turns his head to look at the reality, the gap is too big, so big that he doesn't want to look at it.

After coming here for a while, Li Xiaoqi muttered in a low voice: "Brother Li...are you angry?"

"No."

"Really do not have?"

"No." Lin Zhili deliberately emphasized his tone, making Li Xiaoqi feel that he was not angry.

Li Xiaoqi also seemed to be relieved, and then said honestly: "Brother Li, I'm sorry, my attitude was not very good just now."

"I accept your apology." Lin Zhili said very directly, he knew that Li Xiaoqi might not understand if he said those beautiful and polite words, so it is better to let him understand in the simplest language.

"Brother Li, I have a doubt." Li Xiaoqi continued.

"What doubt?"

"You said, 'You must not have the intention of harming others, and you must have the intention of guarding against others'. Isn't it tiring to be on guard against others every day?"

"Of course it's very tiring, but this is only the initial stage of interpersonal communication. With the deepening of communication and understanding, we will gradually know whether this person is worthy of deep friendship. When we judge that we can have deep friendship, we should let go of our guard. Interact with sincerity, and the other party will give trust after feeling the sincerity. Only in this way can a good interpersonal relationship be formed. Therefore, the first step of "knowing people" is the most important. This is the most difficult step without shortcuts. It takes a slow accumulation of experience to get there.”

After a short pause, Lin Zhili continued: "Human greed is endless. We can control ourselves, but we cannot control others. Therefore, when we have not fully mastered the skill of 'knowing people', the most important thing is not to Show your heart and learn how to guard against other people's 'bad hearts'."

Lin Zhili's tone was indifferent, and he told Li Xiaoqi about his experience in the simplest words, hoping that he could gain something from it.