Eunuch's professionalism

The longing in my heart was too heavy, and a whole brain of thoughts flooded into my brain, and needles popped out in a dense manner, stimulating the brain nerves in a disorderly way, I raised my arm and found it was a little stiff, and the movements were not natural, maybe the soul was different It's because he can't control this body well all of a sudden.A fork coughed a few times, causing slight convulsions all over his body, and he fell back on the bed exhausted, his eyes drenched with water hung down heavily.

At this time, the mobile phone kept flashing, with a cold blue light in the dark night, it belonged to the hospital, Shao Huachi shook his hands to fish for the mobile phone, the sweat kept dripping down, and the veins on his arms were also raised due to too much force, he swung his arms to hook The mobile phone on the edge of the bedside table fell to the ground with a clatter.

Shao Huachi's eyes were wide open, his flushed face seemed to be set on fire, igniting the air around him, he bent his body, his whole body was too tilted, and rolled to the ground, before he passed out completely, Fu Chen fell into a pool of blood The picture kept replaying in his mind until he fell into a high fever coma.

His eyelids were torn open, the dizziness and heavy falling still made him feel a little nauseated, and his body was no longer like being in a stove. Thinking of the phone call from the hospital before he passed out, Shao Huachi almost sat up from the bed immediately.

"Hey hey hey, lie down!"

The woman in her twenties who just came in with a hospital lunch box and was still chewing food was Shao Yiran's colleague in the nursing home, named Mi Xue. Seeing Shao Huachi's almost transparent face, she ran over to give her to the hospital. Pressed it down, "I'm dying, the fever has reached forty degrees, and I'm going to be a fool. If I didn't see you coming to your house without answering the phone, you would really die! Finally the fever subsides, and it's not worth it. Come on, you can just calm down."

"Fu Chen...what about my patient!" He grabbed Michelle's arm.

"Loosen, loosen first, it hurts! I don't know which of you is the patient and who is the doctor. Your concern for him has surpassed the scope of an ordinary attending doctor. Last night you lay there motionless on the floor, delirious with fever. I don't know, but I still keep chanting his name." Mi Xue said angrily, seeing Shao Huachi's eyes getting sharper and sharper, she actually felt a chill behind her, "Okay, I'm afraid of you, Fu Chen went into shock last night , The hospital called you, but you didn't answer the phone, but don't worry, that kid is lucky, he survived again, and he is still under observation in the intensive care unit."

As soon as he heard that he was in shock, Shao Huachi's mind went blank, and he was about to get out of bed immediately, "I'm going to see him."

Seeing how persistent he was, Mi Xue helped him up and helped the limp Shao Huachi out of the ward. The hospital aisle was filled with the smell of disinfectant, and Mi Xue walked forward at the speed of Shao Huachi.She is enthusiastic by nature, and she doesn't mind Shao Huachi's indifferent attitude. While walking, she observed the person who made her feel a little weird since she woke up today. , but this beauty is quite difficult to get close to, both men and women seem to be separated from her by a layer, even the dean's son's pursuit is ignored, if you must describe Shao Yiran, then she is like a moving iceberg, always exuding ego The breath of mortals.

"Yi Ran, you seem to be a little different."

Shao Huachi, who was looking for Fu Chen wholeheartedly, was shocked when he heard the words. If even ordinary colleagues can find out his strangeness, let alone Fu Chen who is particularly sensitive, he still wants to stay by Fu Chen's side. He covered up all his nervousness and imitated Shao Yiran's previous appearance, and said indifferently: "What's different?"

"I can't tell. Maybe it's because you have a fever. It's not as cold as usual. I think you used to be more like an exquisite doll without a soul. You are beautiful, but there is no sense of reality, cold and no temperature. Now It seems like flesh and blood." Michelle thought for a while, and honestly said what she thought.

In the intensive care unit, Fu Chen was lying lifeless in the ward, with various tubes inserted into his body, and a heartbeat tester was placed beside him, and the curve representing the heartbeat on it proved that the person on the bed still existed in this world , Shao Huachi found a doctor to inquire about his condition, but the doctor's answer was not satisfactory. Fu Chen's situation was not optimistic. It stands to reason that the patient should have woken up long ago, but since another shock, he never opened his eyes again.

Fu Chen's life seemed to be connected with him, Shao Huachi couldn't accept such a result.In the silence, she showed a ferocious ferocity, which made Mi Xue on the side startled secretly, and felt a chill in her heart. Shao Huachi like this made her think of the phrase "Gods block and kill gods, Buddhas block and kill Buddhas".

Shao Huachi trembled and clenched his fists, as if he was trying his best to restrain the fear in his heart, revealing a kind of determination to die and live later, he asked to apply to enter the ward, under his strong request, the doctor was passive, so It was not an option for the patient to remain unconscious, so he agreed, and he walked into the ward wearing a disinfectant suit.

Holding the skinny hand of the person on the bed, feeling the temperature under the palm, "You don't care about your own life, I do. In this world, there are people who need you very much, such as me."

Outside the ward, Mi Xue looked at Shao Yiran through the glass and didn't know what she said beside Fu Chen's bed, but she vaguely felt that this woman called Bingshan Beauty was very gentle. Relationship with a psychiatrist.

Shao Huachi tidied himself up a bit, and stood guard outside Fu Chen's ward.

Fu Chen was short of blood for a while, and the hospital's blood bank was temporarily in urgent need. Shao Huachi remembered that he had seen Shao Yiran's information, and their blood types were the same, "Use my blood!"

He said to the nurse who came out without any hesitation, the nurses here also knew Shao Huachi, they didn't know the relationship between Shao Huachi and the patients in the ward, they all guessed that it was the infatuated girlfriend of the person inside, waiting outside the ward every day, rain or shine, yes She had a crush on her, who wouldn't appreciate such a girl who would never leave, so when he proposed to give the patient blood transfusion, after the blood types of the two were tested, the hospital naturally arranged surgery for them.

The two were sent to the operating room. Shao Huachi was lying on the hospital bed with a thin tube inserted into his body, and Fu Chen was lying on the bed not far away. His eyes seemed to be able to penetrate everything and reach Fu Chen directly.

The two hospital beds were not far from each other. Shao Huachi stretched out his hand and took Fu Chen's bony hand, feeling the pulse that was still beating, meandering down to the warm palm, and then opened his hand. He squeezed five fingers, slid them into the palm of his hand, inserted them between Fu Chen's five fingers, clasped them tightly, and the warmth passed on to each other went straight to his heart. Some kind of subtle, warm and humid breath penetrated into his atrium. He smiled slightly, and then closed his eyes with peace of mind. His eyes were closed, and the effect of the anesthetic blurred his consciousness.

The mood at this moment was surprisingly calm, and he really wanted to say to him: Fu Chen, I'm here, so don't be afraid.

The surrounding sounds seemed to have stopped.

Seeing this scene, a nurse pointed her eyes at the people around her, and couldn't help smiling when she saw this warm and persistent scene.

The bright red blood continuously flowed into Fu Chen's body through the blood vessels, as if he had integrated everything about himself into the other person's body, telling that I belong to you.

After the operation was completed, the doctor breathed a sigh of relief. The patient was out of danger due to the timely blood transfusion, and wiped off his sweat.

Then, he found several nurses surrounding the patient with hesitant expressions.

"what happened?"

A nurse looked at the doctor in embarrassment, and pointed at the two people with interlocking fingers, saying, "Doctor, we can't separate."

A few nurses had a hint of envy in their eyes somehow.

As if to prove this sentence, several nurses tugged hard, but they didn't pull away their clasped hands.

They were clearly in a coma, but they knew very well that the two of them were not conscious after the operation, and when people are unconscious, the body instinctively presents a state of natural relaxation, which generally does not happen.

"Forget it, push them out together." The doctor remembered such a scene, and it also appeared in his memory. It was an old couple who died almost at the same time, and then looked at the young couple, a scene that seemed familiar , nor forcibly separate them.

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When Fu Chen woke up, he saw only a piece of pure white.

Smelling the smell of disinfectant water lingering on the tip of the nose, I realized that this is not a paradise, and I didn't die...

Can't he even do the only thing he can decide for himself?

Then what I felt was the temperature of a breeze blowing across my cheeks, mixed with the scent of gardenias, and the curtains were blown by the open windows, bringing the breath of the outside.

He just wanted to move his hand, but found that the other end was held by someone, and the wet sweat was sticky and mixed in the palms of the two clasped hands.He held it very tightly, even if he wanted to, he couldn't pull it out. Maybe it was because the action lasted too long. He knew the familiar face. The psychiatrist in the nursing home was responsible for his mental state, but he wanted to He should have disclosed his condition to the police by the way.

How could she be here, so she saved him.

But he didn't need to be rescued, but Fu Chen, who had died once, seemed to have an aura of broken jars. Since the disaster has lasted for thousands of years, if he can't die, let's live first.

Michelle walked in, and was pleasantly surprised to find that Fu Chen had woken up, and told Fu Chen everything Shao Yiran had done these days.

After Fu Chen listened, he was speechless, and there was an indescribable crack on his indifferent expression. This woman is not a person full of emotions. Even if she saw him lying on the ground, at most she would call the police and visit occasionally. It is impossible to do such a self-destructive thing.

He rarely misjudged people, so what caused this woman to change?

But even if there is a change, what does that have to do with him.

He is but a living piece of flesh.

Unplugged the thing plugged into her body, before she said anything, she heard Michelle screaming, she hurriedly rang the call bell on the bedside, the nurse saw that the patient in this ward had woken up, and soon notified doctor.

Shao Huachi woke up later than Fu Chen. When he opened his eyes, he was stunned for a while before realizing where he was. Thinking of the memory before coma, he got up suddenly, and the traction around him made him fall back.

As soon as he turned his head, he saw the bed next door. Fu Chen sat on the other bed and looked at him. He looked much better. I have to admit that Fu Chen has a sinking face, exquisite facial features, and deep eyes. From the side, he looks a bit European. The information once said that Fu Chen has one-eighth of Italian blood. No wonder his facial features combine the three-dimensionality of Westerners and the delicacy of Orientals. If he just keeps silent, he looks more like a sculpture gallery. There is a wax figure in it.

"Your body..." He hesitated.

"It's all right, thank you for the blood transfusion." Fu Chen seemed to have never committed suicide at all, his expression and tone were normal.

"No, you are also my patient. You should do this." Shao Huachi imitated Shao Yiran's tone, no matter how strange Fu Chen's reaction was now, he didn't want to pursue it for the time being, because at least this person would never have to be so twilight again Lying heavily on the bed made him afraid that he would be gone in the next moment.

He breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, he remembered that the doctor said that as long as Fu Chen can wake up, there will be no serious problems.

"Can you please let go first." Fu Chen looked unpredictable, and just spit out these words.

Shao Huachi's face was full of question marks, as if he didn't understand all of a sudden, his face was bewildered, and on that ice beauty's face, there was something kind of cute.

Shao Huachi didn't know what Fu Chen was thinking, but after hearing Fu Chen's plain words, he felt that his ears were going to be crisp.

It's so familiar, this kind of sense of familiarity that comes over his face seems to match up with the Fu Chen in his memory.

Although his complexion was still pale, his body was still wrapped in a thick white bandage, and he was wearing a loose hospital gown, but this all showed that Fu Chen was really alive!

Joy welled up in his heart and almost overwhelmed him.

Fu Chen looked at Shao Yiran for a while, and found that she was really happy.They had a lot of contact before, and it should be said that this woman was the one he had the most contact with during the six months he was locked up in the sanatorium, but he had never looked at her carefully, maybe he had, but he didn't take it to heart. A person who does not want to live can be expected to remember others.

At this moment, she was resurrected from the dead, and seeing her so alive again, although her eyes were still cold, when she looked at her, there was hidden joy and cautious eyes. This proud girl of heaven probably never treated others Well, she saved him.There was a turbulence in the dead heart, maybe it was just because of hearing that this woman risked everything to save herself, so that he could wake up.

He is not a person who repays kindness with grievances, and he will not say such hurtful words as "I don't need your help" or "Who wants you to trouble me", but it doesn't mean that he can really appreciate her.

Facing Shao Yiran now is not only embarrassing and complicated, but also an invisible shackle is binding him. Maybe this is another type of moral kidnapping, but Fu Chen can't blame Shao Yiran for anything. She is kind and treats the patient She is responsible, and if she wastes her well-intentioned self, I am afraid that she will be worse than a beast.

It is a kind of heaviness that life must be responsible to a certain person, even if he is not willing, but this heaviness has been accompanied since he woke up.

He didn't know what she was saving him for, maybe it was just a moral concept, and he couldn't just ignore death, but after he woke up, he could also feel that she might be eager to live.

A person who has a delicate mind and is good at observing others often thinks more and more deeply than ordinary people, and it is the same. They live more tiredly than ordinary people, and Fu Chen belongs to such a person.

It was only then that Shao Huachi realized that he had been holding Fu Chen's hand, and let go obediently, with a blank expression on his face, obviously not in the mood, "Where... are you going?"

"Toilet." Fu Chen didn't have bad feelings towards Shao Yiran, nor did he have much affection, he just answered instinctively.

Hearing the sound of the toilet flushing from the bathroom in the ward, Shao Huachi suddenly realized something, and his face turned red.

Fu Chen has been waiting for him to let go, to go to the bathroom...to, toilet...to take off his pants, and then...

The screen seems to be able to automatically analyze.

Well, Shao Huachi suddenly covered his face, what was he thinking.

"Hey, Shao Yiran, what are you flirting about?" Michelle, who had just returned from buying the patient's nutritional porridge provided by the hospital for Fu Chen, saw Shao Yiran's happy face as soon as she came in. Seeing that the goddess in the hearts of everyone in the nursing home can't escape the spell of love, she still finds this style of painting so weird.

The iceberg is melting, and he is still a man two years younger than himself. I really can't imagine that this indifferent, self-restraining woman with a mortal air like you would talk about sibling love so avant-gardely.

"What nonsense?" Shao Huachi put down his hand again and said coldly.

"Why are you pretending to be prudish? Go out and ask, who doesn't know that there is a beautiful woman here in this hospital, who stays by her boyfriend every day and never gives up?" Michelle smiled narrowly. She actually prefers now Such an energetic Shao Yiran, although the previous one was pretty good, it just seemed like he had lost his soul, "By the way, are you going to show your sweetheart like this now?"

Only then did Shao Huachi realize that he was still wearing the sweat-soaked patient gown, and he could vaguely see the woman's uneven figure.

To use a word, it is the face of an angel and the figure of a devil.

Just now when he was talking to Fu Chen, is this what Fu Chen saw?

Shao Huachi felt ashamed and excited at the same time.Knowing that Fu Chen is only out of danger now, these things are secondary, but he couldn't help his heart beat fast.

Just as Fu Chen came out of the bathroom, a gust of wind blew past, and the door of the bathroom was closed.

Shao Huachi opened the bridle and sprayed water on his face. When he was preparing to replace Shao Yiran, he had done a lot of psychological construction. People's acceptance is always greater than he imagined. At least now he has a male soul. The female body itself is not as exclusive as imagined.

Maybe it is still repulsive, but compared to being able to be with that person, it seems insignificant.

He can make himself behave like Shao Yiran, he doesn't want Fu Chen to see that he is not himself, and with Fu Chen's keen sense, he will definitely stay away from him.

Fortunately, Shao Yiran is usually an iceberg beauty, so it shouldn't be too difficult to pretend to be her?

Looking at himself in the mirror, sweat stuck to his hair, his face was full of anxiety, his eyes were dull, but he still couldn't hide the coldness and beauty of this face.

According to the age division of this world, it seems that Fu Chen has already grown up.

Then it should be impossible to feel completely indifferent to such a body, right?

Cough, cough, Shao Huachi coughed violently.

The more I think about it, the further I go!

His appearance should be quite sexy and attractive, no matter how you look at it, it will make people feel sorry, make people commit crimes, and make people want to burn themselves...

Although Shao Huachi thought a lot, but when it comes to practice, he is still stretched. The theoretical knowledge is not rich, and the practice is even zero. There is nothing in his head except modern knowledge.In particular, he has to maintain the iceberg image of the ice beauty. Even if he wants to express his concern, he doesn't look like that, and often the words don't express his meaning.

But gradually, she began to have no intention of getting close to Fu Chen, and hoped to take good care of Fu Chen in life.

Fu Chen's condition is very bad, not referring to his body, but mentally.

Fu Chen often stares at one place in a daze, as if his mind is gone.

He is not Shao Yiran, he is completely helpless in terms of psychology, and he didn't even say technical terms in order to prevent Fu Chen from discovering his abnormality. Only at this time did he realize that one person wants to completely replace another Whether it is living habits or the other party's professional field, it is unlikely.

Even if he followed Shao Yiran for half a year, he couldn't replace her work.

Shao Huachi resigned. Before he felt that he and others found out that he was suspected, he resigned from the job decisively. The only good thing is that Shao Yiran saved a deposit, which was a bonus from the previous laboratory, and some mothers remarried. The deposit is enough for him to last for a long time.

This day, when he entered the ward with the packed meals, what he saw was Fu Chen staring out of the window with a lost soul. Every time at this time, he felt that Fu Chen's soul was not here, Shao Huachi felt, What he saved was only a body.

"Stay away from me, if you don't want to be in bad luck." Fu Chen warned him calmly.

"Then it's unlucky, I don't mind, come and eat." Shao Huachi couldn't be moved.

He could hear such words every day, and he knew that it was Fu Chen who was driving him away.

People are always dissatisfied. In the past, he only thought that meeting Fu Chen was enough, but now he wants more.

"...Why? You don't need to go to this point. Now that the case is over, you and I should terminate our labor relationship." Fu Chen really didn't understand what the woman in front of him was thinking, and insisted on sharing his burden and burden. trouble.

"You are my patient, and I will take care of you to the end." Shao Huachi chose the most suitable answer.

"I want to leave the hospital."

"It will take a while... The doctor said that you still need to be hospitalized for observation." Shao Huachi peeled an apple and said without looking up.

Fu Chen just looked at him quietly, with an unpredictable light in his black and quiet eyes.

What Shao Huachi was most afraid of was Fu Chen's eyes, which made him irresistible without arguing, "Okay, I'll ask later, and I'll take you home after I'm discharged from the hospital."

Fu Chen's expression became more and more empty, half smiling, half crying, and strangely calm, "I don't have a home." Never have.

Shao Huachi's heart twitched, and he said after a long while, "I'm talking about going back to my house, what do you think? You can follow me too. My house is big and has a place for you to live in. Of course you have to pay the rent, it's just rented to you. I'll ask Ask the doctor about your situation, and then decide when to leave the hospital."

Fu Chen stared at Shao Huachi's fleeing back for a long time before falling asleep again.

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In the ward, as far as the eye can see, it looks like a world wrapped in white, and the people on the hospital bed are sleeping lightly.The black hair was scattered on the bed sheet, which was particularly shockingly black compared to the white bed sheet.Here, not many people come to visit.Because of Fu Chen's particularity, there are often medical staff in this ward. He has solved many vicious cases for the local police. This is why the police have always taken good care of him even though they suspected that he had a motive for committing the crime.

Shao Huachi had been away for a long time, and there was only a little ticking sound in the quiet ward. Maybe he had slept too much recently, and he couldn't sleep well. He opened his dull eyes and kept looking outside. The clear sky was reflected in his eyes, but There seems to be no focus, a pair of hands stretched out of the quilt, glowing blue, this is what Captain Wang can see when he comes in. The person who came in is surnamed Wang, the captain of the bureau, Fu Chen used to call him Uncle Wang.In middle age, he is a little fat. He is the colleague of Fu Chen's second adoptive father. He has worked with him before. He is very aware of Fu Chen's keenness and insight. When he wanted to drive Fu Chen back to the orphanage, he wanted to take this child in. , but because of family factors, he could only watch the child go through so many adoptive families, and Fu Chen became more and more silent, until now he didn't even talk much. Since Fu Chen's accident, he also came to visit her from time to time.

Today is the funeral of Fu Chen's younger sister. Logically speaking, as the only remaining relative in the world, Fu Chen, who has not yet terminated the adoption relationship, should be present.

Fu Chen didn't seem to hear it, and his movements didn't change, like a statue.

"Do you want to go? You are out of the dangerous period. If you want to go and see, I will give you instructions."

"She wouldn't want me to go, why bother to dirty her path of reincarnation." Fu Chen closed his eyes, his hoarse voice was like a broken gong jar.

Captain Wang was poor at words. He still remembered the scene when the little girl insisted on Fu Chen being her elder brother. He sighed secretly and patted Fu Chen on the shoulder, "Take a good rest, don't... get overwhelmed, you still have a long time to go." The way to go, the little girl's death is not your fault."

It's not your fault. This is what Fu Chen has heard the most. Many times he also wants to think that it's not his fault. He didn't do those things, so why should he be blamed!But the guilt in my heart, the crying I could always hear when I dreamed back at midnight, and the distorted faces full of accusations and resentment, did not stop appearing.

Captain Wang did not know when he had already left. When Shao Huachi came back, he saw such a soulless Fu Chen.

"Actually, you still want to die."

Fu Chen didn't answer, maybe he didn't hear it, maybe he heard it but he acquiesced, Shao Huachi looked at him and made some terrible decision in his heart.

That night, it was dark in the ward.Fu Chen lay on the bed with his eyes closed, and occasionally the wheelchair rolled and footsteps could be heard in the corridor, but he still couldn't fall asleep.

Suddenly, he felt someone standing beside the bed.

There is only Shao Yiran in this ward, so it goes without saying who it is.

Fu Chen didn't know what she was going to do, so he closed his eyes and continued to pretend to be asleep.

But after a long time, there was no movement, and this feeling was quite creepy.

Then, he heard the sound of a slight knife falling to the ground, and then the figure slammed into the chair.

Only then did Fu Chen realize that something was wrong, and opened his eyes suddenly.

Turn on the bedside lamp, and saw Shao Yiran collapsed on the chair, with a pair of blood-stained hands hanging on the armrest, below was the knife that cut the wrist, and there was a long mark on the wrist, blood was flowing, dripping on the floor superior.And the woman leaned on the chair, still conscious, looked at him, smiled slowly, and said firmly: "You really suffer from insomnia every day."

At a time like this, I'm still in the mood to joke around!

Why would she do such a crazy thing.

Fu Chen hurriedly pressed the calling bell, perhaps because he was too nervous, his hands were trembling, and he pressed it for a long time before he pressed it down.

"Why did you do this!" Fu Chen scolded angrily, took out the bandage at the head of the bed, took Shao Huachi's hand, and wrapped it around him to stop the bleeding. The wound was deep. If he didn't find out, she might die soon. ...

Shao Huachi didn't resist, just looked at him like this, then rushed over, and gently hugged the stiff Fu Chen, "You really only care about other people's lives, but not your own, so just live for me, okay? If you live I will live, if you die I will die."

Apart from this method, I don't know what else to use to keep you.

He put his hand on Fu Chen's chest, feeling the shock. Maybe Fu Chen was not as calm as he appeared on the surface, "Otherwise, what you saw today was my dead body, so what do you care about will bring bad luck to me in the future?" Luck? So, why not give it a go? Give it a try, okay?"

These words were like a curse, Fu Chen looked at him blankly, maybe he had known Shao Yiran for so long, and he was not as shocked as today, this woman, only at this moment, walked into his heart.

"OK……?"

"OK……"

"..."

Shao Huachi's soft questioning voice kept entwining Fu Chen, getting tighter and tighter, until he couldn't break free from this woman's control.

Every second of time passed, but Fu Chen never pushed him away.

Until the on-duty doctor who rushed over separated them, looking at the empty embrace, Fu Chen felt the softness and dependence of the woman for the first time, and the long-lost heart began to beat.

When lying on the hospital bed and being pushed away, the way Shao Huachi looked at him was something Fu Chen would never forget.

In order to fear that Fu Chen would not believe him, Shao Huachi hit hard, but the rescue was timely, and he stayed in the hospital for another month before they returned to Shao Huachi's rented house.

During this period of time, no matter how cold Fu Chen was, Shao Huachi pretended not to notice it. Of course he knew that his previous behavior was similar to that of a mentally disturbed person, and he only needed to achieve his goal.

After that, Fu Chen followed Shao Huachi to his residence. Everything looked the same as when he was in the nursing home. Shao Huachi couldn't learn how to cook and clean, and he had to spend another sum of money to hire a helper.

I don't know if it's the news of his sister's funeral, but Fu Chen still doesn't look very energetic, and talks less and less.

But Shao Huachi no longer had the fear he had before, because he knew Fu Chen's character very well, and he probably wouldn't seek death anymore, even if life was difficult.

In Fu Chen's heart, he is the one who takes care of him, and he can't help but hate all those who are kind to him.

That's why Shao Huachi broke the boat and decided to threaten his own safety.

It was the weekend, the helper asked for leave, Shao Huachi went out to the supermarket to buy vegetables, and planned to cook for Fu Chen when he came back.

When I came back, I was faced with a dark room.

He was startled, "Fu Chen?"

No one responded.

"Fu Chen, where are you!?"

"do not scare me!"

With the open window and the falling curtains, Shao Huachi was startled, and ran to the window to look down.

There is nothing, but sweat is all over the body.

He searched all the rooms, including the bathroom and kitchen, but he couldn't find Fu Chen.

Just when he was in a state of desperation, he suddenly heard a soft knocking sound.

Is it a cupboard?

When he opened the cupboard, he saw Fu Chen hiding in it, not daring to look at him at all.

Instead, he held his head and muttered something very lightly.

Shao Huachi only heard it when he got closer, it was "Don't hit me..."

He thought of what happened to Fu Chen when he was a child mentioned in the information, hugged Fu Chen, his movements were gentle, for fear of scaring Fu Chen.

But Fu Chen was still like a frightened bird, his body was very cold, and he resisted his hug very much.

He patted Fu Chen on the back lightly, with tears in his eyes, "I won't hit you, and I won't hit you again."

Shao Huachi said these words tirelessly until the trembling of the person in his arms stopped.

He felt that the clothes on his chest seemed a little wet.

Fu Chen, are you crying?

That night, Shao Huachi hugged Fu Chen who was hiding in the closet like this until dawn. He didn't remember when he fell asleep, but he only remembered being woken up by a burst of fragrance.

He walked into the living room, and he saw Fu Chen wearing a bear apron, who was coming over with a plate of ham sandwiches and milk, and looked at him with a smile on his face: "What are you staring at me for, wash up and get up and eat."

Shao Huachi couldn't speak for a while, "You...who?" You've been possessed!

Fu Chen frowned, "Fu Chen, your former patient."

Shao Huachi opened his mouth, and finally made sure of one thing after some side-talking. Fu Chen couldn't remember what happened last night at all, and there was a fault in his memory. Perhaps these memories were all locked into a deep corner of his memory.

But Shao Huachi was very happy that Fu Chen could forget those painful memories, whether they were real or pretended, he thought, as long as Fu Chen was willing to face a new life again.

And he will be with him.

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