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Since then, no one has tricked him anymore, and Kagura has never snatched his rice again.

The three people in Wanshiwu began to try their best to spread positive energy in the world to him, and often took him out to see the beautiful scenery of Edo.

Sakata Gintoki gave him a wild flower picked by the roadside, Kagura gave him a thin piece of vinegar kelp, and Shimura Shinpachi gave him an old wooden sword from a kendo gym.

Together they visited fireworks, goldfish, ladyboys, speeding party, fast rescue team, comics store, Prince Yang Guoxing, and Simentong's concert...

In the beginning, it was just a normal visiting project, but later he completely became an excuse for everyone to go out to play. As long as the pretense is to take him out to relax and cure PTSD, you can take him with you with peace of mind and go to various places to have fun Happy.

He was actually a little envious.

It wasn't really his intention to resist help either, he just couldn't get out.

His heart stayed at the moment of death, indulging in all the sad things.

When he sees toys, he thinks of children, when he sees candies, he thinks of children, and when he sees young girls walking by with umbrellas and new clothes on the streets of Kabukicho, he also thinks of children.

There is always a vague smell of gunpowder smoke in the air, burning his lungs with burning pain.

He can't forget, and he doesn't want to forget.

So all he could say was, "I'm sorry."

Yinshi sighed at him: "Do you think we are pitying you? Don't be self-righteous, the old-fashioned thing of saving others has long been out of fashion in this era. People have to live for themselves, lifesaving on the beach Employees are raising wages every day, and our Wanshiwu is not a place for charity."

He couldn't help wondering: "Then why don't you give up on me?"

"It's just that I'm upset to see you. Of course it's painful to lose five children, but where did you put your wife?"

"I don't have a wife."

"Even a divorced ex-wife was once a precious wife."

"I am neither married nor divorced."

"You actually had five children out of wedlock, aren't you a scumbag?"

"I didn't have any children out of wedlock. All my children were orphans I adopted."

Yinshi was stuck, and after a while, he yelled at him angrily: "You have already mentioned such an important setting! Is it interesting to see Ah Yin embarrassing me?"

"Not interesting."

"I'm not really asking if you're interesting!"

They sat side by side on the corridor in front of the master house, the sun fell gently on their heads, and the clouds in the sky occasionally combined into cats, sometimes into spinach, and sometimes into wilted spinach.

"It's so stupid, you guy, you don't have anything important in your life except your children? Don't you want to do anything but die?"

He thought about this question seriously for a while, and finally answered: "I want to eat curry, very spicy curry."

Then he actually ate it. Although the taste was not very delicious, at least it was curry and it was really spicy.

"Is there anything else you want to do?" Silver asked.

He shook his head.

Yinshi took him to the river, pointed to the water and asked him, "Looking at it, do you have the urge to jump?"

He shook his head again, then couldn't help smiling.

He thought of Dazai who often jumped into the river.

Although we have been separated into different worlds and have no chance to see each other, Dazai will surely live the rest of his life well, right?To be honest, he was not particularly sure about this.

Gintoki was so shocked by his smile that he took several steps back. Fortunately, Shinpachi and Kagura helped to support him, otherwise he would probably fall to the ground.

"Did you see that? That guy just laughed!"

"Yes, I see."

"It's scary Aru."

He felt sorry, he had absolutely no intention of scaring anyone.

Within a few seconds, Yinshi recovered from the shock, and patted him on the shoulder: "You have had very good friends, right? Those happy days together aren't enough to make you look forward to your future life?"

"After the friendship is broken, there is no going back."

"Nonsense!" Yinshi first retorted loudly, and then nodded, "Actually, I also agree with this statement. But if the past friendship is gone, there will always be a new friendship to fill it up. It will gradually become impossible.”

Is it?

That night, he got out of the bed, avoiding Kagura and Shinpachi who were laying the floor next to him to guard him, and left a long-dried wild flower, a piece of vinegar kelp, and an old wooden knife by his pillow, planning to make a living. people get out of here.

When he walked out of the master house, he saw Yinshi who was looking up at the moon.Yinshi had anticipated his actions and was waiting for him specially.

Under the cold halo of the moon, Yinshi told him his story.

Bai Yasha, who once galloped on the battlefield, was a hero who saved the country, but was eventually betrayed by the country he was protecting.How similar is this experience to Gide?

But Shiroyasha made a completely different choice from Gide.

There is no resentment, no confusion, just take off the battle armor, live in seclusion in the market, and become a poor and unambitious good-for-nothing.

"Hey, you bastard, you speak your mind! You look down on me, don't you?!"

"No."

"You just look down on me!"

But he really didn't: "I just want to know how you did it, or what do you think? Losing everything you once cherished and arriving in a strange era, how do you get rid of those pains and nightmares?"

"One's life is to break the old self and create a new self." Yinshi smiled at him, "Actually, no one knows where to go down after going up the mountain, but if you don't go down the mountain , you can’t know your next mountain. If you want to sit and wait for death, it doesn’t matter after that. That’s what I think.”

It turned out to be the case.

Kagura and Shinpachi, who were sleeping, had leaned against the door frame at some point, smiling at him.

The mother-in-law downstairs woke up at some point, leaned against the corner of the stairs, hugged her arms, and lit a cigarette.

Even though it was a late night suitable for deep sleep, everyone was very energetic.

"It's rare that the moonlight is very good tonight, so I'll let you have a drink for free, only one drink." Granny Dengshi said.

Even if you want to push away and refuse something like a fetter, it will gradually become impossible.

The burden once thought to be lost will be carried on the shoulders again without knowing it.

"My friends call me Odasaku," he said, "you should call me that too."

Gintoki grinned widely, honestly speaking a bit wretchedly: "Odasaku, you've paid off all your debts to me in this lifetime."

Is it actually not clear for a lifetime?It's just sitting on the ground and raising the price, which I can't agree with.

The sun rises and the moon sets, and the stars move.

Like Kagura and Shinpachi, he also became a free labor force of a member of the Master House, sometimes catching cats and dogs, sometimes helping students with homework, sometimes helping neighbors mediate disputes, sometimes Avoiding the inexplicable arrests initiated by the Shinsengumi, and occasionally participating in some big events that are almost as big as saving the world.

Although life is uneventful, it is also full of flavor.

He fell in love with looking around for a chef who can make curry, and then stealing the master's hand and then returning to the master house to cook for everyone.

He and Gintoki watched the news of the anchor Yuye.

He and Kagura walk the dog with Joharu on a leash.

He and Shinpachi bravely ate the egg fried rice made by A Miao.

Occasionally when Dengshi's mother-in-law smoked, he would stand by and take a breath.But he won't smoke anymore because he doesn't want to break his quit status.

In the third year, he finally overcame his psychological barrier, spread out a pen and paper and began to write articles.

But because I was still very at a loss as to the story I wanted to write the most, I only wrote a short story about marriage, and the subjects were the boring clients that Wanshiwu often received.

He named it "Sky. Clothes Seamless".

In Japanese, "ten.yiseam" is almost synonymous with the word "innocence", which means that things are as natural as the clothes of the goddess without stitches.It also describes a person's character as simple and sincere, innocent and innocent.

He put his supernatural name on this short article, which tells the experience of a man and a woman from blind date to marriage.

But it is definitely not a happy and happy marriage.

He just used the heroine's perspective to describe a super naive nice guy.

As for why he wrote such a story, it is difficult for him to explain.

Maybe he just wants to write a very real fictional story, and he hopes that people who read it will say that this is what happened in the real place.

Because the story is very short and can be read in a few minutes, it was circulated everywhere. It didn't take long for the entire Kabukicho to be read, and people even discussed the couple enthusiastically.As a result, he had to go out less frequently to avoid being stopped by various boring people and then forced to listen to endless chatter.

"You guy said you want to be the head of the family, so you didn't just talk about it." Yinshi was incredulous.

"But the story I most wanted to write couldn't be written because an important part was missing."

"What part?"

"I have a good friend named Osamu Dazai. I regret not being able to get involved in his loneliness. I regret leaving him alone."

Yinshi looked at him strangely: "You understand, right? People can't save others, they can only walk on their own path."

"I see."

"But you still want to save that Osamu Dazai?"

"Yes." He replied, "It can't be said to be salvation, that's too arrogant, I just can't let him go. Although I don't know why, I always feel that I have to go back, and I want to rewrite that sad fate."

So the whole Wanshiwu collectively slept late and met the Immortal of Lake Toya.

"Okay, I can let you travel back." Toya Lake Immortal said to him inscrutablely, "Since you have strongly requested, then of course, this omnipotent Immortal can fulfill your wish and let you go back to the world." Go to a world where the children are still alive. After all, this Immortal is so powerful, so awesome, and so omniscient."

Because he has been emphasizing that he is very good, no one feels how good Toyako Immortal is.

Gintoki, Kagura, and Shinpachi raised their hands together and said, "We also want to go to the world over there to help."

"Okay, but you have to learn my nirvana first. Just feel honored for me, hahahaha! I won't teach others even if they ask me!"

However, no one paid any attention to Lake Toya Immortal.

Everyone in the Wanshiwu gathered together and began to meet and study the action plan after the crossing.

He didn't quite understand why it was necessary to meet head to head, and Kagura told him that the electric waves of thinking could be connected together.

It turned out that he had learned another trick.

As for how sad Toya Lake Immortal cried after that, he couldn't quite recall it.

All in all, since Lake Toya Immortal was in good condition when we met again after crossing, it means that there is no need to worry too much.

The memory of three years has been completely retrieved, and it is time to wake up from this dream.

The red-haired man slowly opened his eyes.

He first smelled the scent of wisteria flowers, and his eyes were blurred.

When his vision gradually became clear, he saw a head with messy black hair and a pair of iris-colored moist eyes, looking closely at him.

He was also gradually able to distinguish more subtle smells from the scent of wisteria flowers, such as the smell of medicine and a faint smell of blood, as well as a trace of the unique smell belonging to the man in front of him, which was neither sweet nor unpleasant, hard To describe it, it is like the smell of gunpowder, but it is very cool, it will not burn the lungs at all, and it is a little lively and mischievous.

Dazai, a dream every three years, I come back for you.