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When Atsushi Nakajima received the order from Osamu Dazai, although he was extremely flustered and expected that he would be miserable, he never expected that it would become so miserable in the end.

He is convinced that all tragedies are doomed from time travel.

In fact, at the beginning of time travel, Atsushi Nakajima once planned to find a place where no one would hide and hide his head until everything was over.Because his traversal certificate was given to him by Master Central Plains, and when he gave it to him, he clearly told him that this was not what the leader meant.

In other words, he should actually refuse.It's just that the words of refusal moved to the lips, but unexpectedly changed into: "I understand."

No!His mouth definitely betrayed him!He didn't understand anything at all!

As soon as he succeeded in crossing, he immediately regretted it. He didn't want to be discovered by Mr. Dazai and acted privately again!

Atsushi Nakajima is actually a bit psychologically shadowed about the matter of acting privately, because the only time he did it was that he almost killed the dean due to a misunderstanding, and was caught by Mr. Dazai, if Mr. Oda was not there at the time , to divert Mr. Dazai's attention, he must be finished, and it really hurts to think about it.

In short, full of regret after crossing, he quickly hid in the mountains and made a living by pretending to be a wild white tiger.

Every day he picks wild fruits, catches mice, drinks stream water, sleeps in trees, and survives in the wilderness. Relying on his super vitality and resilience, he insists on supporting himself.

Later, he encountered a man-eating monster. A human being held a knife to fight against the monster, but he was completely unable to fight it.

During the fight, he talked to him and learned that monsters are called ghosts, and they need sunlight to destroy them, or cut their necks with a solar knife, and there is an organization that specializes in killing ghosts called the Ghost Killing Squad.

After the battle, the person who claimed to be a member of the Ghost Killing Squad was disheartened, saying that he was too weak to kill ghosts at all, and that he was going to apply for a transfer to the "hidden" department in charge of logistics.

Atsushi Nakajima tried to ask for the Japanese sword from the other party. The other party felt embarrassed at first, and then felt that he had to repay his life-saving grace, so he gave him the Japanese sword.

Up to that point, Atsushi Nakajima felt that he was coping well, but then the situation began to take a turn for the worse.

He was found by Osamu Dazai.

"Ah, I'm sorry Dazai-san! I acted on my own again! I—"

"Hush." ​​Osamu Dazai raised his index finger and gestured at his lips, and Atsushi Nakajima immediately dared not speak any more.

In fact, he didn't know that this kind of trembling attitude was what made Dazai the most uncomfortable: "Okay, Atsu-kun, I know why you also traveled here, so let's stop here, and follow me Let's act together."

"Yes!" Atsushi Nakajima said he didn't know what else to say.Every time he faced Mr. Dazai, he was respectful and fearful from the bottom of his heart.

They soon reconciled with Miss Yin. Atsushi Nakajima didn't dare to ask Miss Yin where she got her time-travel certificate, Osamu Dazai also showed indifference, but Miss Yin took the initiative to explain, which was also given by Chuya Nakahara.

"Tch, does Chuya feel happy distributing leaflets? I'll assign him the task of distributing leaflets after we get back." Osamu Dazai said so, with an unhappy expression, not very energetic.

Atsushi Nakajima asked himself and dared not guess what Mr. Dazai meant.

Afterwards, they experienced some things. Atsushi Nakajima did not understand most of Osamu Dazai's actions. All he could know was that Mr. Dazai had a clear purpose.

When Joharu appeared, Osamu Dazai asked Atsushi Nakajima to completely transform into a tiger to deal with it.

If it wasn't because Mr. Dazai was by his side, Atsushi Nakajima would never have dared to agree, because he still couldn't completely control his abilities, and complete tiger transformation would mean complete loss of control.

At that time, Dazai Osamu asked him: "We will arrive in Yoshiwara soon, Atsu-kun, do you know what this means?"

Atsushi Nakajima shook his head in bewilderment.

"It's a reunion, a super wonderful reunion!" Dazai Osamu opened his arms exaggeratedly, "I will reunite with Oda, and Xiaoyin will reunite with my brother, so this will be double the happiness."

Then Atsushi Nakajima saw Miss Yin's gaffe for the first time.

"Miss Yin has a brother?" Atsushi Nakajima couldn't believe it, he had never heard of it.

"Yes, I originally planned to arrange a step-by-step meeting between siblings according to a certain plan, but, forget it, the plan was abolished midway because of Oda's trouble." Saying that, Dazai Osamu showed a look of deep regret.

This simply made Atsushi Nakajima shudder.

He didn't dare to remind Mr. Dazai at all...but ah!Mr. Dazai's appearance is really terrifying!

No, it can't be said to be scary, but the kind that is sticky and greasy, as if it is acting like a baby.Is it poisoned?Was it plotted against?

He only dared to repeat one sentence in his heart: "We don't dare to say, and we don't dare to ask."

It's a pity that being so well-behaved did not satisfy Osamu Dazai, but he suddenly changed into an orderly attitude: "Dun Jun, after thinking about it, I think it's time to assign you some difficult tasks, just treat it as a favor to you before." The unauthorized actions are all on the condition of letting bygones be bygones, do you think?"

What can Atsushi Nakajima do?He could only nod in agreement.

"Don't be too nervous. If you do well, I won't be angry if you act without authorization in the future." When he said this, Osamu Dazai's tone was cold and unconvincing.

But then Dazai Osamu was very brisk: "In short, you can give me the sun wheel knife now. I will hypnotize you and make you forget everything about me until you see me again. The switch to retrieve the memory is me Oh, it’s very recognizable, right? The mission is a simple and boring undercover mission. I always feel that after you completely forget about this mission, you will be able to complete it satisfactorily with a high probability.”

In the end, Osamu Dazai really got what he said.

Every time Atsushi Nakajima recalled the experience of being beaten to the brink of death by Wuyou, and then being turned into a ghost, he felt sad from his heart.

There is no other reason, it is simply that being a ghost is too painful.

It is indeed very good to obtain the blood ghost technique that can freely control the ability of tiger transformation, but the hunger that penetrates into the soul is too terrifying. Every time I think of it, my heart trembles. Even if you have to die, you can't comfort the hurt little heart.

In comparison, the director of the orphanage was more gentle. Although he also starved him, he never made him hungry enough to want to eat people all the time.

Drooling over every living person in front of me, I really don't want to recall that feeling.

And it wasn't just this that caused Atsushi Nakajima to feel sad whenever he thought of it, but also his sincere psychological activities at that time.

God, he really thought he was a ghost at that time, and there would be a long ghost life in the future.

After completely forgetting everything about Mr. Dazai, all he tried his best to recall was the incident in the orphanage. He felt that he had lost a place to go back to, and from now on he could only devote himself wholeheartedly to Lord Wu Mi.

He imagined a lot of things at the time.For example, what is the value of your own existence, and what is the meaning of life? What kind of situation should the dean be like? For example, if Mr. Wu Mi ordered him to kill, how should he execute it painfully.

In short, he was genuinely troubled, contradictory, shaken, thinking, and suffering from thinking.

He didn't even know that he could make his thoughts reach that philosophical depth.

He felt that Mr. Dazai would burst into laughter if he singled out any one of them.

It's too shameful, until he dies, he won't tell others what's on his mind, absolutely keep it a secret!

But it also makes sense.

Osamu Dazai successfully pushed Atsushi Nakajima to a dead end with an overly hard-core order. Atsushi Nakajima realized that he was no longer a human being, and finally had nowhere to escape, so he could only grit his teeth and face everything.

So Atsushi Nakajima has figured out a lot of things. He has seen himself through and accepted himself like never before.

After his tragic death and his return to human status, he was surprised to find that the vampire technique could still be used.

No, it's not the blood ghost technique, but he accepted the tiger, and the tiger accepted him, and he finally learned how to coexist peacefully with his own abilities.

Compared with these gains and losses, Atsushi Nakajima found that he was constantly beaten when he was a ghost, bruised, healed repeatedly, repeatedly chopped, and finally he was killed by a terrible female doctor... Those parts are not worth mentioning.

The above is the self-summary of Atsushi Nakajima in this incident.

And then - Nani? !Dazai-san and Oda-san are kissing!

"Hey, you're too noisy." Akutagawa stared at Atsushi Nakajima with disgust.

"Sorry!" Atsushi Nakajima subconsciously apologized, and then found out that the person talking to him was Akutagawa, which was a bit pleasant. "It's you!"

Akutagawa was even more disgusted: "Don't be surprised, it was obviously not like this when I first saw you."

"I'm really sorry." Atsushi Nakajima felt even more ashamed. "I injured you before, and left you on the ground. You couldn't move at that time. If you encountered a beast——"

"Shut up." Akutagawa couldn't listen anymore. Although he knew it was rude to interrupt others, he decided to be rude directly, so as not to keep his ears from being tortured. "I lost to you at the time, but my skills were inferior to others. It's nothing. You don't need to apologize, because I will work hard to improve myself in the future and defeat you in turn."

"Ah..." Atsushi Nakajima opened his mouth, not knowing how to respond.

"Also, I know that you are Dazai-san's disciple, so you don't need to explain anything. And I am Oda-san's disciple, I hope you can clarify that too."

Akutagawa's expression was too serious, so even if Atsushi Nakajima didn't realize it at all, he nodded subconsciously.

Seeing Akutagawa showing some satisfaction, Atsushi Nakajima suddenly felt that he might be able to gain a friend for this.

"Then Atsushi-kun, what do you think of the relationship between Oda-san and Dazai-san?"

Eh?

If you don't mention this, Atsushi Nakajima will really forget why he was shocked before talking to Akutagawa.

But...why did the topic suddenly change here?

Looking at Akutagawa's expression, Atsushi Nakajima suddenly had a bad intuition.

I'm afraid this is a proposition!