you are so cute

That night, Ah Ci slept with Yun Ran, entangled Yun Ran with both hands and feet, and when Yun Ran moved a little, Ah Ci could sense it, opened his eyes half-awake with confusion and panic, sobbed sadly, and then put him back He hugged him even tighter, as if he was afraid that he would disappear in his sleep.

Yunran gently brushed the hair on his forehead with his hand, and saw a small piece of black and blue under his eyes.

The child must have not slept well for a long time, and he was so muddled in his own pain that he couldn't find any abnormalities in the child at all.

Yun Ran listened to what Ah Ci said just now.He knew that Ah Ci was sensitive in some aspects, but he didn't expect that the child would blame himself for all the crimes.At that time, Ah Ci was just a newborn child, so what was wrong with him?

Yun Ran lowered her head, and kissed and kissed his forehead sadly and pitifully.It's a good thing that this silly boy said something like "I'm the one who deserves to die". Fortunately, he discovered it early, otherwise if he made a big mistake at that time, he would really regret it.

He has lost enough, he can't lose A Ci again.

Ah Ci is his younger brother and also his child, how could he not want or abandon him?

What a silly kid.

Yun Ran hugged Ah Ci tightly in his arms, and then turned his gaze to Lu Changting who was sitting beside the bed holding a bowl of purple rice porridge and gently stirring it to let it cool down. Dreams that don't come.He was trapped in a dream and couldn't extricate himself, but Lu Changting was always by his side, trying tirelessly to wake him up.Although Yunran was not very clear, he still remembered how Lu Changting begged him these days just to let him eat something.

At this time, Lu Changting was probably thinking about how to feed the supper in his hand into his stomach again.

Yun Ran's black eyes looked at Lu Changting silently for a while, then suddenly said, "Changting, I'm a little hungry."

The movements of Lu Changting's hands paused, his eyes widened as if he was startled, as if wondering if he had an auditory hallucination.However, he quickly realized that he quickly put the bowl on the stool next to him. With an excited expression, he reached out to help him up, "I'm hungry. There is porridge here. It's just warm enough to eat. Do you want to eat something else? There is a small kitchen in the yard, I will help you make it!"

Yunran patted the sleeping child in his arms, then carefully withdrew, and slowly supported his limp body with Lu Changting's support.

"If you don't eat anything else, just eat porridge."

"Porridge is also good, it's good for digestion at night." Lu Changting nodded, holding a bowl to feed him, and continued softly: "What do you want to eat tomorrow, tell me, I'll get ready in the morning."

Yunran only took a bite, then took the bowl and fed him back. Lu Changting looked down at the spoon and was stunned, but he still opened his mouth to eat.

There is rock sugar in the porridge, which has a slight sweetness, and it tastes good when it is warm.During this period of time, he was suffering in his heart, and because of Yun Ran's lost soul, he was so anxious that he couldn't eat much at all. Even if he ate it, he didn't know how to eat it.

Now, watching Yunran seem to be slowly recovering a bit, eating a bowl of porridge with him again, finally tasted a little sweetness after a long absence, and diluted the bitterness in his heart.

Yunran wanted to feed again, Lu Changting hurriedly said: "You eat, this is for you, I'm not hungry at all."

Yunran was silent for a while, and said, "Changting, you've lost weight."

"You've lost a lot of weight too." Lu Changting sighed and touched Yunran's face. The face that used to be smooth and beautiful is now so thin that his chin is so thin. Lu Changting's dark eyes stared straight at him and said warmly: "Tomorrow Let's have a good meal together, huh?"

Yunran murmured, Lu Changting took the bowl back and continued to feed him, Yunran opened his mouth subconsciously, and his eyes slowly fell on the two large and small boxes placed beside the bed.

Didn't the matter about the child have any impact on Lu Changting?But until now, the two of them tacitly did not mention a word.I was afraid that if I said a word, a sharp knife would be born, and the heart that was already numb from the pain was dripping with blood, and it was even more fragmented.

Chu Mingyi was taken away by his subordinates that day when he was seriously injured and comatose. On the day Yun Shu was cremated, he appeared with a pale face. His wound was bleeding and he couldn't even walk steadily, so he staggered and wanted to grab Yun Shu's ashes. With an expressionless face, he drew his sword and pierced a hole in his body. The blood was filled, and his vision was completely dyed red.

Chu Ming also fell over at that time and fell to the ground unconscious.

Yunran hurt Chu Mingyi twice, but no one came to trouble him, probably because the people below were ordered by Chu Mingyi.And since he passed out that day, he hasn't appeared, and he doesn't know if he's dead.

Yun Ran's fingers touched Yun Shu's urn lightly, and whispered: "Father, I... don't want him to die now."

Lu Changting, who had just put down the empty bowl, was startled, looked at Yun Ran's expressionless face, immediately understood what he meant, and couldn't help sighing silently.

Sure enough, I heard Yunran say again: "He is dead now, and he will definitely chase after you, making you uneasy. You hate his entanglement so much. I don't want him to stain your eyes... so ...I, I will not let him die now."

Sometimes, being alive is more tormenting than being dead.Like him.

But at least he still has Lu Changting and Ah Ci, two people who he deeply cares about and cannot part with, and Chu Ming... just let him hold on to his rotten heart for a while and continue to live.

only temporarily.

One day, that man will still die.Because when he stabbed him with the sword for the second time, Yunran applied a kind of poison/drug made by himself on the sword. Once the poison/drug enters the body, it cannot be cured. Huge pain, tortured to death!

"And...please forgive me for one thing, I'm probably going to break my promise."

Yunran promised to disperse Yunshu's ashes before his death, but how could Yunran be willing?He was afraid that if his father was separated, he would not be able to reincarnate, and they would not be able to be a family in the next life.

"Don't worry, I will take good care of you, and I won't let that man get involved... I will take you away from this place as soon as possible!"

Yunran plans to take him and his children to Pingchang's home, put him in a secret room and set up a mourning hall, guard him all his life, and never leave.

Yunran turned his head suddenly, his pupils were astonishingly black, and he called, "Changting."

Lu Changting, who had been paying attention to him, immediately responded, "Huh? What's the matter?"

"Let's go back to Pingchang after finishing the matter here. I don't want to stay here anymore." Breathing so close to that man, Yun Ran felt that the air had become dirty.

Yun Ran's black eyes looked at Lu Changting, and grabbed his hand, "You come with me." Lu Changting immediately held back, nodded without hesitation, and said firmly, "Of course we will go with you, and I will let you go wherever you go." Where are you going? Where you are is my shelter." Lu Changting glanced at Ah Ci who was already asleep, and said softly: "There is also Ah Ci, we are a family of three."

A family of three... Yunran heard the words, the light of water flashed in her originally gloomy eyes, and she tightly pursed her white lips and slightly turned her head.

Originally, it should be a family of five.However, it was ruthlessly destroyed.

Yun Ran knew that no matter how time passed and how the world changed, the despair and pain of losing a loved one would be like a tree with deep roots, standing in the most sensitive and fragile place of his heart, forever can no longer dissipate...

Zhao Yan'er didn't expect Yunran to meet him again. When Fang Ping led him into the yard, he saw the white and thin figure under the moonlight at a glance. He had black hair, his head was slightly raised, and his face was snow-white. Fragments of bright moonlight fell in the cold black eyes.

Zhao Yan'er clenched her hands and walked closer, "Aran, you are looking for me."

Yunran continued to look at the bright moon in the sky, and after a while, he said softly: "You said that when you found out, you just saw the people in the palace throwing my child out. Then tell me how you found out My child was taken away by people from the palace."

Zhao Yan'er was slightly taken aback, and after a moment of silence, she answered in a tight voice: "Because that woman poisoned me, I happened to meet a miracle doctor who traveled around, and he found out that the poison on my body was only found in the palace. Yes, I will search in the direction of Dongyang. But it is not easy for me to sneak into the palace alone, let alone find out the whereabouts of the child... So, so I will first look for the Qi Palace related to the palace. "

However, compared with the imperial palace, Prince Qi's mansion is under stricter martial law, not to mention sneaking in, even if you get a little closer, you will be caught and questioned by the guards at the door, and if you make a mistake, you will be arrested.

"I didn't dare to venture in, so I could only wander around the palace. I didn't hope for it, but that day I saw a person coming out of the back door with a cloth wrapped in his hand... I felt something was wrong subconsciously, so I quietly followed, and then, I found out..." Zhao Yan'er's voice became smaller and smaller.

Yun Ran breathed deeply and suddenly turned back to stare at her, her fingertips trembled, and her voice trembled violently: "Did you see that child clearly? Is it really my child?"

Only the child's ashes were buried in Xiangye Mountain, but even if the child was buried directly at that time, what he sees now is only a pile of bones, and he cannot distinguish the face at all.

But he still had a sliver of fantasy unrealistically, maybe the one who died was not his child at all?

Or maybe, the child didn't die at all?

He looked at Zhao Yan'er stubbornly, almost looking into her bones, how much he wanted to hear Zhao Yan'er say, "That's not your child, I was wrong."

Zhao Yan'er heard him ask this, her eyes flashed in panic, tears fell instantly, she squatted down and covered her face in a trance: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Ah Ran, it's all my fault. I'm sorry for you, But I really, really don't know what to do, and I've been living very tired these past few years..."

Yun Ran closed her eyes heavily, and smiled miserably.

Knowing that he couldn't get the answer he wanted, he still insisted on asking clearly.In fact, after asking, it made him feel even more painful.

Zhao Yan'er wiped away her tears, and suddenly said in a low voice: "No matter what, you still have Lu Changting, and Ah Ci... Ah Ran, I'm the one who should be damned, but you must live well. Definitely."

Yun Ran opened her eyes and looked down at her with a depressed expression.

"How did you solve the poison on your body over the years?"

Zhao Yan'er bit her lower lip before saying: "That doctor back then gave me some medicine, which can only relieve the pain when the poison occurs."

Yunran just looked at her silently for a moment, then said coldly: "Then you can continue to take medicine in the future. If you die, you won't be able to return my child's life."

Zhao Yaner's heart was shocked, she raised her head to look at him, she couldn't believe she was let off like this, "Aran..."

Yun Ran leaned down slightly, and patted her head twice with his hand, as if returning to the willful and friendly relationship when the two first met, but in today's situation where things are changing and people are changing, there is a strong sense of love. Sad, "I was helpless back then and I regarded you as my first family member. I trusted you so much and gave my child to you..."

Zhao Yan'er's throat was choked up, and he hesitated to speak, but Yun Ran straightened up, turned away, and stopped looking at her coldly, "You go, leave now."

"Aran, I..."

"Let's go!" Yun Ran shouted.

Zhao Yan'er stood up slowly, her eyes lingering on Yun Ran's silhouette, and after a while she said in a low voice: "A Ran, no matter what, please live a good life." Then she turned around and left quickly , the figure quickly disappeared into the darkness.

Yun Ran glimpsed it from the corner of his eye, but stood still.A Zhan and Lu Changting pushed the door together and quickly walked out of the room after Zhao Yan'er left.

A Zhan didn't delay at all, just nodded at Yun Ran and then walked in Zhao Yan'er's direction silently.

When Yun Ran patted Zhao Yan'er's head just now, he had Miying Incense on his hand. The faint scent could quickly permeate through the skin and penetrate into the blood, causing the body to emit a strange scent that could last for three months.

Even if A Zhan lost track of her in a short period of time, he could still find her through a flying insect carried in the bamboo tube, so that he could find out her whereabouts.

"Aran, did you find out that she thought she was lying?" Lu Changting grabbed Yun Ran's hand, interlocked his fingers, and asked softly.

Yun Ran leaned her head against his shoulder, and then withdrew her unfocused eyes, and said in a low voice, "I don't know, I just can't let go of my suspicion about her..."

According to Zhao Yan'er, Dongzhu should have known that he was doomed to die, so he changed the two children, and threatened her with poison to take good care of Ah Ci.And the last time Zhao Yan'er was poisoned, the doctor found out that this kind of poison needs to take antidote every year to survive.

And Zhao Yan'er has lived until now, where does the antidote come from every year?Since Dongzhu intends to threaten her with poison, it is absolutely impossible to give her the antidote all at once.There must be some key to this that was concealed by Zhao Yan'er.

She refused to say, Yunran had to investigate by herself.

Pretend to let her go, and then follow the clues.Yunran originally planned to send someone else, but A Zhan came over with a face full of grievances. He couldn't speak, so he stared at Yunran intently, and finally successfully accepted the job.

Maybe Zhao Yan'er didn't lie, and her antidote was given by the genius doctor. Maybe, Dongzhu exchanged children in a hurry and then poisoned Zhao Yan'er, and didn't have time to think about how to give her the antidote later. matter.This time, I might not be able to find anything.

Yun Ran also knew that he was too persistent, but he was unwilling to give up. He wanted to track down Zhao Yan'er, and he wanted to find out the truth of the year... just for the dim hope in his heart.