Holding hands can only be happy

In 2016, I was already 27 in the blink of an eye, the age when I met Chen Xuming when I was ignorant, but I lacked her ability, stability, and gentleness to the world.I have gone through my youthful years, and when I am about to enter 30, I have given up the hesitation at this time, and I have a little more peace and the girl who is still by my side.

Sunday morning, when everything comes back to life.

The heavy curtains blocked the outside light tightly, and there was an atmosphere after dusk in the room. I lay lazily in Yaojia's arms, listening to the rhythm of her heart beating, and feeling her caress every once in a while. Touching my waist, the resonating voice from my chest is much stronger than the original one, "I found that time is really kind to you, you have hardly changed"

"Aren't you too? You're still as bad as you are." Looking up, the stars that seemed to be smiling but not smiling caused shallow and endless ripples in the originally quiet air

"Hehe, I'm old, and now I go to bed a little later, and the bags under my eyes are very deep." Yao Jia smiled, from the lips to the eyelids, the light is overflowing, dazzling and harmful

Microbiological waves.

After hesitating for a while, he still said, "I have something to tell you, but let's say it first, don't be angry"

"You said" she said seriously

"Shunjun called me yesterday and said that she is not well now. Last time she aborted the child and did not do well. It may be difficult to give birth now. Her husband's family also spoke coldly to her. Then I asked her why she didn't go for a test tube. , she said her husband didn't want to do it, I comforted her for a while and hung up the phone, nothing else"

"Yeah" always paying attention to Yao Jia's subtle expression, and seeing that she hasn't changed much, she continued: "I don't understand, obviously Shunjun can't give birth, and that man is also responsible, why don't you agree to do a test tube?"

"How do you understand other people's thoughts? After all, when will you give birth to me?"

"Let's wait until you buy a house"

"I have already saved the down payment, and it can be done at the same time"

"Wait another two years, I'm afraid of pain"

After all, he turned over and pressed me under him, lowered his head, and gnawed wantonly on my neck

"Take it easy, you have to go to work tomorrow"

"I have a measure"

Now, Shun Jun can only be regarded as a friend who knows each other very well, who can talk and listen to each other, but will never see each other.

As Yao Jia and I watched together in "囧囧 in Hong Kong" before, "It's just a knot that the subconscious wants to untie", and now it's "time to say goodbye to the past".

Since then, my life with Yaojia has also opened a new chapter.

In today's era of big data, ZG company also issued a document requiring each branch to build a system that can carry all projects to achieve resource integration.However, due to the development of many scattered data systems in the early stage, the funds allocated this time are very small. How to develop a suitable system with limited funds, the old investment promotion model is useless.

Therefore, Shen Qing decided to go to talk in person, and worried that the finance department would have some ideas, so she made a report and asked the finance department to send someone to accompany her. It was only when Yao Jia appeared in front of me that I realized that she was sent by their department, but thinking about it, which one? Do you want to come out by yourself?Aren't they all sent errands?In addition, Yao Jia and I usually don't talk about business affairs, so when we met, our eyes met for a few seconds and then we moved away skillfully. She warmly greeted Shen Qing, and when the patience at the dinner table was almost worn out, the other company finally stopped. After arriving late, I saw Yao Jia and Shen Qing hastily went up to greet her, speaking some grandiose words.

At this time, I longed to be invisible, and at the same time I said silently in my heart, I can't see me, I can't see me.People are like this, the more they are afraid of something, the more

"Little girl, what's your name?" A wretched middle-aged man, his eyes were narrowed to a slit, but his bald head with only a few hairs was extremely dazzling under the strong light.

"Yu Tong" lowered his voice with restrained anger

"Oh, good name, hahaha" The other party was obviously not reconciled to my lukewarm answer, leaned over on purpose, handed the wine glass in front of me, and firmly grabbed my hand, showing two rows of dark teeth "Come with me Uncle, have a drink, young is good, look at this skin..."

No way, I can only take the wine glass that seems to be stained with meth, and look at Shen Qing, who still has that fake smile on her face without any waves, even the curvature has not changed at all, while Yao Jia's face is calm and clear. In this way, when the man approached me, it was enough for me to catch a glimpse of the spark, I knew she had no position to make a move, and I didn't want her to come forward to make a rescue

In fact, just knowing that she is there makes me feel at ease.

Twitching the corners of his mouth, he said politely, "Mr. W, I respect you!" After saying that, he raised his head and poured down a glass full of white wine. The burning pain made his throat feel like burning. He frowned and kept telling himself to restrain himself. ,restraint.

Fortunately, the man didn't do anything else afterwards, and drank some beer one after another during the period.Before the end, after toasting the red wine together, my mind was a little foggy for a while, facing the deeper and deeper eyes of Shang Yaojia, I tried my best to stay awake with the drowsiness.Maybe it's because I have good genetics, or I'm young. It's the first time I drank so much, but I was still mixed up. After going to the toilet a few times, I gradually recovered.

Finally the drinking party was over, and Yao Jia finally took me away with an excuse from Shen Qing.

In the car, Yao Jia carefully fastened the seat belt for me, stroked my cheeks, tidied up the messy hair on the side, and I said with all my might: "You will notice something if you do this, she is too fine"

"I can't control it anymore, the ghost knows how much I wanted to hit that man's head with a wine bottle just now." Looking at the anger in that beautiful eyes, I felt a little bit of sweetness.

After finally tossing home, Yaojia helped me onto the bed, and gently untied my clothes. Maybe it was because of the alcohol. At this time, she was so seductive because of her flushed face after drinking, and seduced her. Wrapped around the neck, consciousness began to gradually fade away...

In the end, I just remember falling into a deep sleep amid bouts of dizziness.

Night Breeze, it was whispers between lovers' ears, reverberating with lingering expressions.

The early morning twilight fell all over the ground, and I opened my eyes in Yaojia's arms with a splitting headache. The next second, a pair of gentle hands gently rubbed my temples. After the symptoms were relieved, I was about to get up to take a shower, but just as I got up, I fell back weakly. Looking at the smirking eyes, I angrily reprimanded: "Bastard, what did you do to me yesterday?" hoarse.

I saw her raising her eyebrows, smiling obsequiously, her breath hit my ears, and some strange feelings appeared in her body again, "It's nothing, I just did it seven or eight times, yesterday you were so enthusiastic."

I returned a disdainful look, and went to work with my waist sore and my legs weak, stepping on cotton. That day, I felt the feeling of Monkey King flying through the clouds and fog.

When the summer was approaching, Yaojia was promoted to the position of director of the finance department as he wished, and also became the youngest official in the Y city branch.

Now she sat in a more spacious office, full of vigor.

The morning she officially took office, she asked me a question

"How about I transfer you to finance?"

"Not so good"

"It's okay, I'm here. I'm just afraid that others will bully you"

"No need, Shen Qing is nice to me." Seeing the corners of her mouth drooping, I slipped into her arms and said, "Distance creates beauty. We are already in the same company. It would be too much if we were in the same department again." near"

"All right"

At the company's semi-annual summary meeting, etiquette was needed to award awards, so young girls were transferred from various departments. When they arrived at the technical department, they fell on me without any suspense. I didn't pay attention to the formal dress to present an award, who knows, when I tried on clothes that day, a pink embroidered cheongsam appeared in front of me. I felt dizzy on the spot, wishing I could just pass out like this. Are you kidding me?cheongsam?Except for wearing skirts in my primary school uniform, I always wear jeans and canvas shoes, whichever way I want to wear them.

Holding the hot cheongsam and returning home with a helpless face, Yaojia was already waiting for me at the dinner table with my mother. After tidying up his emotions and eating, he returned to the room in silence.

Yao Jia followed in and asked, "What's the matter? What happened?"

I threw the cheongsam into her hand, and threw myself on the bed in despair.

"WOW, you guys are going to wear this for awards, it's very special to combine the tastes of those old men now."

"You're enough," I said sullenly

"Come on, come on, show me what you wear first"

"I do not want"

"Come on, come on, try it"

"Then you go out"

"I'm doing something for a while, I don't want to look at you." I turned around, picked up her notebook, and typed with my fingertips. Seeing her serious look, I put it on in slow motion.

A century later, when I got dressed and raised my head to look at her, the other party had already stopped the movement of his hands, and his eyes became softer and softer, melting like spring water.

Her cheeks were slightly hot and she turned her head away. In an instant, she had already embraced my shoulder blades and hugged me in her arms. A suppressed voice of "You are so beautiful" came from her ear accompanied by her heavy breathing, and her cheeks were burning like dripping blood. Then, a delicate kiss came oncoming, and the hand behind him slowly moved the zipper down...

The night began again.

The next day, the car just drove to the front of the company and was about to get off when it was stopped by Yao Jia

"What's wrong"

"I called General and I chose someone to replace you, you don't have to go"

"Ok?"

"How can you show other people what you look like?"

"Are you abusing your power?"

"Whatever, and I've decided to buy you some cheongsams in the future. You look so good on such a vulgar one. I think you are very suitable for this kind of classic clothes."

"I do not want it"

"I can tell you, if you don't know how to dress yourself up like this, sooner or later I will be aesthetically fatigued"

"Huh, let me tell you too, you love to get tired and tired, I won't wear it anymore"

Midsummer is accompanied by the scorching sun and the singing of cicadas. May this unbearable heat pass away in the transition.

Do you also regret it? That incisive performance almost separated us.

As the hot sun squandered its light wantonly, Yaojia became irritable and restless. He asked her if something happened to her at work, but she was also silent. One night she came back smelling of alcohol, When I saw this, I quickly went up to support him.

She paused, her eyes gradually dimmed, she turned her head and pushed "Go away" casually.

I was provoked by her and burst out, staring at her: "Do you know what you have become? Now, you are becoming more and more selfish"

"Really?" The look of disdain made me strange

"Yaojia, don't do this, you can't do this to me." There was a slight cry and pleading in the voice, and she stepped forward and put her arms around her waist, thinking that this quarrel could stop, but she became more irritable because of alcohol , grabbed the wrist around her waist, and threw me heavily to the ground.I subconsciously supported it with my hands. When I landed, I felt that my entire elbow was almost broken.Looking straight at her, I couldn't believe that this was Yaojia who I had been with for several years.

"What did I do to you? I think you should be happy. You can go find Shun Jun whom you miss so much." The mocking tone, the cold eyes, everything, why did things develop like this.

Turning around, she began to take out the small luggage bag and pack it up. I didn't care about the pain in my hand, so I rushed up and hugged her tightly: "Don't go, don't leave me"

"Go away" The same cold hand pushed me away abruptly

Biting his lower lip tightly, he took off his clothes and rubbed against her body. Seeing that she was still expressionless, he was heartbroken, took her hand, and held the slender fingertips.But now, she looks at all this coldly, as if she is watching a clown play a joke in her eyes, and her heart gradually cools down, "Are you really sure?"

"Yes"

"I disagree"

"It's up to you, I'm leaving, just throw away your things." He threw the clothes in his hands on the ground casually, and left without looking back.

There was devastation and a mess all over the place, and suddenly a small white bottle flashed in his eyes, he grabbed it fiercely, picked up the bottle tremblingly, and calmed down a little after reading the instructions on it.painkiller?When did she start eating?Where are you hiding?I didn't know anything, only to realize that it was because I didn't care about her.

Dial the cell phone number I knew by heart, but a mechanical female voice came: "Hi, the phone you dialed has been turned off, sorry,..."

I smiled wryly, I couldn't be happier that we are in the same company than at this moment, even if she hides, there is still a place for me to find her!

The next day, as soon as I entered the company, I saw three or two people chatting together, walked to the cubicle, and asked the girl at the next table in a low voice: "What's wrong? Did something happen?"

"You don't even know?" She looked at me in surprise.

"I don't know, what?"

This curiosity let me know a shocking news, which may be the reason for Yaojia to leave.

The rural subsidiary company of the ZG head office branch in Y City took away 1000 million accounts without any reason, and did not report any projects. Just like this, the financial signature was passed, and the 1000 million was directly taken as their own.The person with the money now lives in the countryside, and he refused to return the money. All the senior management had an emergency meeting last night, and the branch leaders also rushed to interrogate him overnight, but it was still fruitless. Now it has been handed over to the procuratorate for judicial procedures.

Hearing this, apart from being shocked or shocked, no one knows how big the loopholes in the company's management are for such a large amount?How did that person do it?Mysteries followed one after another, but now I have no energy to think about other things, what should I do with Yao Jia?

Walking heavily to Yaojia's office, this time, looking at the sign of 'Finance Department Director', there are mixed feelings.

Without knocking on the door, she pushed the door open and entered, and sat on the chair opposite her.

Pale cheeks, the originally clear peach blossom eyes seemed a little slack at this moment, the blue color under the eyes was particularly abrupt, took a deep breath, and said: "I know all about it"

"Oh, I didn't expect it to spread so fast." He reluctantly pulled the corners of his mouth, and his face was almost as stiff as an icicle: "This happened half a year ago, and that person signed it, but I didn't receive any risk warning during this period." , The perpetrator was detained, and he refused to spit out a single point. I have decided to take the blame, even if I am not the main one, it would be enough for me to take the blame."

"Don't think about it anymore, it's useless to pursue it now, no matter what, I won't leave" she looked at her firmly

"I might lose my job." The look in her eyes made me feel relieved. These days, she is finally willing to face me squarely.

"Then I'll support you." After I finished speaking, seeing her surprised look, I leaned forward and pulled her neck, and kissed her actively regardless of the astonishment on her face.

When she was dazed for a moment, her lips whispered in her ear, "The door was locked when I first came in."

Immediately, I was pressed on the large desk, and the documents, pens, and phone were scattered all over the floor. She pressed my shoulders tightly, her eyes were full of flames, and she kissed heavily.

Fingers intertwined, hair intertwined, indulging in each other's breath while panting.

Floating life is like a dream, and what is engraved is only embracing and staying together. If two hearts are fused together, they are enough to fight against the whole world.

On the war-torn battlefield, sometimes even if you are besieged on all sides and know that you can't get back, you have to fight to the end.

Fortunately, this incident was finally passed without any danger. The head office was worried that the scandal would have a great impact, so it decided to take it all internally and not pursue relevant responsibilities.

In the chatting of colleagues, there are rumors that this year's mid-year award in the branch office is probably lost

But for me, I am almost so happy that I will be side by side with the sun. As long as Yao Jia is fine, her career will not be affected.

Money, it can be food and clothing, not everything.

Later, I took the opportunity to ask Yaojia when she started taking painkillers, but she pecked my lips indifferently and said that it was during that time that she had a severe headache and was afraid of disturbing my sleep, so she would take it at night. Hearing this, he blamed himself even more.

In the relationship, it is destined that whoever loves deeply will pay more. The only thing I can do is to live up to her in this life.

At the end of June when the turmoil is gradually subsiding, water gardenia is refreshing, bid farewell to the simple and beautiful magnolia, and Yingfeicao welcomes Yaojia's birthday after a long time.

As the flowers wither and bloom, facing what fate has given, as long as you have the courage, it will eventually turn into a smile on your lips.

One day, after dinner, I took her back to the room in a hurry. After hesitating for a while, I mustered up the courage to pick up the guitar that was dusty and cleaned by me now. Lost the sentence "Since it is so reluctant, don't play it"

I looked at her puzzled, my current state of mind has nothing to do with the past, what I was struggling with was that I hadn't sang for a long time, and I was afraid of something going wrong, although it was only me and her, I always wanted to present her with the best.Cleared up my emotions, cleared my throat and said: "I wrote this song myself. I haven't studied it professionally. It's just a hobby. If it's not good, um." have to accept"

Slowly plucked the strings:

one person one heart

change a contract

hold your hand till the end

no phase separation

One pair for life people

Through the change of seasons

traces of time

portray the most beautiful

I love you

Singing softly and raising her eyes, she stubbornly turned her head away, clearly seeing the twinkle in her eyes.Get up, gently put the piano back to its original position, walked to her side silently, buried her head deep in her neck and rubbed it, and said, "Husband, I love you, happy birthday!" Then the kiss came over, the tip of the tongue was lingering, and the heat reached the heart.

Yaojia, you still love to be brave...

In fact, the current me can also be relied on by you.

(I didn’t write out all the words, because I still feel that this is a song that only belongs to me and Yaojia)

A gust of autumn wind swayed, and the orange leaves scattered like rain, and even the faint traces indicated that this was a season of missing.

Yaojia was sent to study at the headquarter of the Imperial Capital. The night before her departure, I accompanied her to pack her luggage, and she said hesitantly: "This time, maybe I will meet Chen Xuming."

"See you later." Seeing my answer, she shrugged and understood her temptation.

Stepping forward to wrap her arms around that thin waist, leaning on her weak arms, her heart was overflowing with happiness.

This person said that she would take care of everything for me, and now she has indeed done it. I have seen her hardships along the way, and I feel distressed, but more importantly, I support and accompany her.

There is no concealment between Yaojia and I. I also talked to her about Chen Xuming, but she didn't seem to care about it at the time. Now it seems that this guy is silently remembering it!

At the end of summer and autumn is cool, facing Yaojia's business trip, what follows is tossing and turning and missing

At night, I hug the pillow she used to sleep on instead of the slender arm that will always hold me in my arms. During the day, all that appears in front of the computer is Yaojia's smirk that often smirks.

Sitting in an empty room for a day and a half, wondering if Yao Jia, who was far away in the imperial capital, would walk around wearing a skirt again?I wonder if she has worn the trousers prepared for her?The weather over there should be cooler than here. After all, there is a big temperature difference between the north and the south.

After thinking about it, he placed the phone on the table, turned on the front camera, picked up the guitar in the corner, and happily played the song "Why not", and sent it to her without looking at it again, carrying I am full of thoughts.

Yes!Even if moths fly to the flame, why not give up the world for you?

But after a while, the phone rang, and when she picked up the phone, her serious voice came, "Well, I listened to the song, it's not bad, it's better than last time"

Without talking about her, imagining her arrogant appearance on the other end of the phone, I grinned, and even the corners of my eyes smiled.

A week later at the airport, I was really surprised when I saw Yao Jia again. The person in front of me changed from a head of straight black hair to a dark brown with big waves parted in the middle, complementing the already flirtatious facial features , it can only be said that now he is an out-and-out goblin who can swallow Tang Seng alive.

"What's the matter, I'm so excited that I can't speak." The ruffian's voice came, and only then did it feel a little familiar

"Didn't you go to study? Why did your hairstyle change?"

"On the last day of free time, I went to get my head permed. I think it's more professional." He fiddled with the big spring-like curls next to his cheeks

"Okay." It's true that she has the enchanting charm of a mature woman

"Why don't you recognize me when you change your hair?" She asked with a smirk

"Yeah, I really don't know each other anymore." Seeing that familiar smile, I deliberately wanted to annoy her

"It doesn't matter if you don't know me, you just have to remember where you are." She whispered close to my ear, which seemed more like a whisper to outsiders.

"Where is it?" I asked confusedly.

The word "down" choked me to death

In the later days, I fully understood the price of beauty. Comrade Yaojia, like me, was unwilling to go to the barber shop to wash his hair. It turns out that even hot curly hair needs to be washed and then curled and blown. Every time Yao finishes washing, I have to grill 'mutton skewers' for an hour. Business should also be good.

But how could that shameless evildoer allow me to tease me wantonly so easily, she also euphemistically said, "Look, I have developed another skill of yours, so don't thank me too much, hahahahaha..."

Throughout 2015, I didn’t write anything, because Yaojia and I experienced some very dark moments that year, and there were endless quarrels every day.

It's actually very bad to be glaring at your lover, exposing each other's weaknesses, tearing them away with your own hands and splashing hot salt water, no one can feel good.

Among them, a large part of the reason is attributed to Yaojia's eagerness for success in the promotion, and her temper has become more and more serious because of some unsatisfactory things in the middle, and sometimes some small things will ignite the flames of her anger.Even in that incident, she was extremely rough. During those days, when I saw the mottled blood, I was surprised at first and then became accustomed to it. I felt anxious and uncomfortable. Everything I did for her was useless, until one day I He was admitted to the hospital because of infection and fever.She just woke up, but when her eyes full of fragments looked at me, all the grievances were completely eliminated.

Because I just want to record some more pleasant things, in fact, I often feel that if I don’t want to and don’t recall, some things seem to have never happened.