you are my accident

Sleeping in the middle of the night, Wang Zi was woken up by an alarm. He reached out to answer the phone in a daze, only to hear the woman on the other end of the phone say in a panic: "Excuse me, is this Mr. Wang? Mr. Shi fainted, come quickly!" Just look at him!"

"What?!" He woke up suddenly, sat up from the bed in shock, and said eagerly, "Have you sent him to the hospital yet?"

"No, Young Master Shi told me not to send him to the hospital!" Aunt Tian said.

It seems that he had some expectation of his situation, so Wang Zicai collected himself and asked, "Did you inform his personal doctor?"

"Yes, yes, he said he was rushing over." Mrs. Tian replied hastily.

"Okay, I'll be right over here."

After he changed his clothes as quickly as possible and went out, the cold wind blew, and he suddenly realized, what was he doing in the past?He's not a doctor, and it's not his turn to take care of the patients. What's more, he just finished talking a few hours ago and everyone is strangers, so what are you rushing to do now?I don't know if his girlfriend is here...

Sure enough, if you still care about it, you will be confused, he laughed at himself.

He rushed to Shi's house without stopping, and the lights in the house were still on.He rushed straight to Shi Zhe's bedroom and found that Guan Jun was already there. Fortunately, he didn't see Lin Yuanyuan, so he secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

Mrs. Tian was also here, and when she saw him coming, she said wittily, "I'll go down first."

Hearing the sound, Guan Juan turned to look at him and greeted him, and he also nodded.

"What's wrong with him?" Wang Zicai took a step forward, seeing Shi Zhe lying flat on the bed with his eyes closed, he couldn't help but feel his heart tighten.

Guan Juan heaved a sigh of relief and said, "Overdose, but I'm fine now."

"Take medicine? What kind of medicine? What's wrong with him?" Wang Zicai asked nervously.

Guan Juan gave him a complicated look, and only said three words: "Depression."

Wang Zicai's eyes widened in disbelief.

Guan Jun further explained: "Or, it's bipolar disorder."

"But... I've never heard of him, and his performance before was no different from ordinary people."

Guan Juan sighed softly and said, "How can someone like him easily mention it to others? What's more, his condition has improved and he can hardly rely on medication, so he behaved like this."

"Then why..."

"Don't you understand yet?"

Wang Zicai was stunned. Combined with Shi Zhe's behavior before, he had an answer in his heart that was ready to come out, but he refused to admit it.

Guan Juan answered for him: "That's because of you."

"I?"

"If I don't say some things, he probably won't tell you." Guan Juan sighed, "I noticed that his condition seemed to be worsening a while ago. At first, I thought he had a quarrel with his father after returning to China. As a result, it was later discovered that this was just one of the inducements.

"However, you were still living here at that time. Although Young Master Shi had emotional ups and downs, he was generally relatively stable. But since you moved away, his condition has deteriorated, and sometimes he can't control himself. If you take medicine more vigorously, there will be problems."

Wang Zicai looked at Shi Zhe's sleeping face. He didn't pay attention to it before, but now he looks really thinner, and the feeling of sadness overflows.

"Then doesn't he have a girlfriend?" Wang Zicai calmed down and asked.

Guan Jun sneered: "Do you really believe the rumors from the outside world?"

Wang Zicai said helplessly, "I saw it with my own eyes, but I didn't believe it."

"When did you meet?" Guan Jun asked in surprise.

"Some time ago, I was in the mall." Wang Zicai thought about it and said.

"He didn't explain it to you?" Guan Juan still couldn't believe it.

"No."

"I'm afraid it was deliberately misunderstood." Guan Juan said meaningfully, "Do you still remember the first time we met?"

Wang Zicai didn't expect him to mention this, he was taken aback for a moment, and then replied: "I remember." At that time, he really didn't have a good impression of this doctor in charge.

"Actually, at that time, I could see that he had a different attitude towards you, so I deliberately tested it and added fuel to the flames by the way."

Wang Zicai didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Are you testing me or testing him?"

Guan Juan said frankly: "It's all. I can see that you are serious about him, and I can also see that he still cares about you."

Wang Zicai's heart moved slightly, "How can I see that?"

"At least Shi Shao hasn't asked me to treat other people." Guan Juan smiled.

The two talked a few more words, Guan Juan asked Wang Zicai how to take care of Shi Zhe, and Wang Zicai wrote them down one by one. At the end, he still couldn't help asking, "What about Lin Yuanyuan?"

"Her?" Guan Juan laughed, "Of course the two of them are not in a real relationship, they just take what they need. I can only tell you so much, the specific situation still needs to be told by Young Master Shi himself. "

Each takes what he needs...Wang Zicai said this word silently in his heart, and couldn't help but think, was it a relationship between him and Shi Zhe before that he and Shi Zhe took what they needed?

As if seeing through what he was thinking, Guan Jun said with a smile: "I know you may not be able to believe what I said, you should wait for Shao Shi to wake up and ask him again. Can you take care of him during this time?"

Wang Zicai hesitated for a moment, then nodded affirmatively, "Yes."

Guan Juan also seemed relieved: "That's good, try not to irritate him, I'll come back later."

"it is good."

"It's late, I have to go back." Guan Juan yawned, lifted the medicine box and smiled at him, "I hope you two can be a couple when I come again."

Wang Zicai also laughed: "I will accept your noble words."

After seeing off Guan Juan, Wang Zicai saw Mrs. Tian coming out of the kitchen, and asked in surprise, "Sister-in-law Tian, ​​you haven't left yet?"

"No, I made some porridge to make breakfast for you tomorrow." She said with a smile.

"You are bothered."

"By the way, how is Young Master Shi now?"

Wang Zicai said, "He's still asleep. I'll check on him later."

Mrs. Tian sighed: "It's not easy for Young Master Shi, I hope you can tolerate him more."

Wang Zicai asked, "When did he get this disease?"

"After Madam passed away, at first I thought he hadn't come out of the grief, and his temper was a bit depressed, but I found out later..." Speaking of this, Mrs. Tian sighed again, looking at Wang Zicai, "Young Master Wang, you Can you take care of him a little more?"

Looking at the earnest eyes, Wang Zicai said: "I will try my best." As long as Shi Zhe doesn't reject him again.

"That's good." Mrs. Tian said with relief.

After saying goodbye to Mrs. Tian, ​​he went back to Shi Zhe's bedroom, found a random chair and sat down on his bedside, and quietly looked at his sleeping face.Recalling the first time I saw him falling asleep, it was still in the car, and nothing had happened at that time.

Thinking about it, he couldn't help fiddling with the broken hair on Shi Zhe's forehead, and said in his heart, "Shi Zhe, you can get better soon, or..."

What else?

Suddenly, Shi Zhe's eyelashes trembled, Wang Zicai was startled, and quickly withdrew his hand, but saw that Shi Zhe hadn't woken up, but he didn't know what he was dreaming about, he was not sleeping peacefully, and his brows were tightly frowned.

Wang Zicai sighed inwardly, wanting to smooth his frowning brows, but was afraid of waking him up, so he had to withdraw his hand silently.

Early the next morning, Shi Zhe woke up in the twilight of the morning light. He was about to leave when he suddenly found someone lying beside him.He looked at the light, and it was an extremely familiar figure.

"Wang Zicai?" As soon as he opened his mouth, he found his voice hoarse.

"Hmm..." Wang Zicai vaguely heard someone calling him. He was still nostalgic for his dreamland, but suddenly remembered where he was, and immediately woke up. Looking at Shi Zhe, he asked anxiously, "How are you? Are you feeling better?" ?”

Shi Zhe said coldly, "Why are you here?"

Wang Zicai said: "Sister-in-law Tian said you fainted last night, so I came here."

"Having fainted?" Shi Zhe's face changed slightly.

Wang Zicai looked at his expression and said, "Yes, Guan Juan has been here."

Shi Zhe's expression suddenly changed.

"Then you know?" Shi Zhe stared at him sharply.

Knowing that he was talking about his illness, Wang Zi nodded.

Shi Zhe suddenly pushed him away, and said coldly, "Since you know, stay away from me!"

Wang Zicai was not prepared for his push, and took a big step before standing still.Except when he was drunk, he had never seen Shi Zhe so groggy, so he couldn't help but froze.

Shi Zhe probably didn't expect that he was so out of control, so he was also stunned. He propped his forehead with his left hand and said, "Sorry."

Knowing that he was in an emotional state, Wang Zi was silent for a moment, then changed the subject and said, "It's still early, do you want to sleep for a while before going to work?"

"Go to work?" Shi Zhe sneered, "The old man made me empty, where else should I go to work?"

Hearing this, Wang Zicai was shocked and said, "What?"

Shi Zhe looked at him firmly, and only said a few words: "Shi Hao is coming back."

Having said that, Wang Zicai understood a lot.Shi Hao's return means that Father Shi gave him some power, but... "That's not the case."

Shi Zhe looked gloomy, and said, "You really think that old man doesn't know about my illness? I had a fight with him yesterday, that's all."

"What are you going to do?"

"What else can I do?" Shi Zhe raised the corners of his lips sarcastically, "Then we can only recuperate at home obediently."

Wang Zicai didn't know how to comfort him. Unlike Shi Zhe, he was born in a harmonious family. He had his parents to protect him from the wind and rain, and his elder brother to support him. That's why he was so presumptuous in the past.These disputes between wealthy families seemed normal in this circle, but they were actually far away from him.

Shi Zhe looked up at him, and said sarcastically, "Now you know how down and out I am, why don't you hurry up?"

Instead, Wang Zicai sat down and asked him calmly, "Why should I leave?"

"Do you still have expectations of me?" Shi Zhe said coolly, "Or do you sympathize with me? Pity me?"

"I didn't sympathize with you, nor did I pity you." Wang Zicai said, "I didn't understand why you pushed me away every time you were nice to me, but now I understand."

"Oh?" Shi Zhe looked at him with raised eyebrows.

"Because you are a coward, why would you run away from me if you like me?"

Shi Zhe suddenly smiled and said, "I like you? Are you still acting affectionate?"

"Then why did you stop me last night?"

Shi Zhe was silent, because even he himself didn't know how to answer.

On the one hand, he wanted to be gentle with Wang Zicai, but on the other hand, he knew that he was hiding a violence that even he couldn't restrain.In the past, he didn't believe in feelings, and even sneered at them, but since meeting this person, he has become vacillating, and even backed down repeatedly.

Wang Zicai softened his attitude and said, "Let me stay, okay?"

Unexpectedly, Shi Zhe said, "No, you go."

Wang Zicai couldn't help but said, "Is it because I know about your condition?"

Shi Zhe didn't speak, and Wang Zicai continued: "Then I think I should bear part of the responsibility."

"Nothing to do with you."

"Guan Juan said a lot to me last night." Wang Zicai said, "I think he was your personal doctor last night and should understand your psychological state better."

Shi Zhe's expression moved slightly.

Wang Zicai said, "He said you like me."

"That's what he said was wrong." Shi Zhe interrupted him.

Wang Zicai spread his hands helplessly: "Is it so difficult to admit that you like me?"

Shi Zhe turned his face to the side, and said softly, "Go back."

Wang Zicai stared at him for a moment, then suddenly said: "Well, you don't want to see me anyway, so why should I stick my hot face to my cold ass, then I'm leaving."

After he finished speaking, he closed the door smartly and made a "bang" sound.

Hearing the sound of closing the door, Shi Zhe turned his head and looked at the empty bedside, lost in thought.

After a long time, he got up from the bed, as if he suddenly woke up, rushed out like crazy, and rushed out of the house.He looked around, but it was too late after all, and he couldn't see the familiar figure again.

Just as he was about to go back to the house in a daze, someone suddenly patted him on the shoulder from behind and said with a light smile, "Are you looking for me?"

Shi Zhe turned around abruptly, only a smiling face came into view, and he said shyly, "You haven't left yet?"

Wang Zicai blinked and said, "Go? Why should I go?"

He took a step forward, moved closer to Shi Zhe, and said softly with some ambiguity: "Aren't you reluctant to part with me?"

Seeing Shi Zhe frowned, Wang Zicai added with a smile, "Or, just pretend that I don't want you."