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"This is the optimization plan for the next quarter." Liu Yu slapped the document on Liu Yuan's desk, clasped his index finger twice and said, "Secret, secret."

Liu Yuan glanced at the document and hummed.

"By the way." Liu Yu continued, "Dad said that he has an old friend over there in City H. After you officially graduate in June, he will let you study there for two months."

Liu Yuan rolled his eyes, "I'll think about it, let's talk."

"Still thinking about it? Haven't you already decided to work in the company? This opportunity is pretty good, you should make a good decision."

Liu Yuan raised his eyes to look at him with cold eyes, and said after a while, "Got it."

After Liu Yu left, Liu Yuan fell into deep thought.two months?That means we have to be separated from Mr. Gu for two months, or maybe more?

Just kidding, let alone him, even Gu Heng probably wouldn't be able to accept it, right?Think about it from falling in love to now, two people have never been separated for so long.

How about some reason to reject Liu Yu?He rubbed his neck while thinking, seeing that today's task was almost completed, and he was about to go back from get off work. When he saw the optimization plan book on the desk that Liu Yu had just brought, his expression suddenly became solemn, and he stared at it seriously for a long time.

Optimization plan... secret...

He knew that he needed a proof, a proof that could reassure him.So he took out the document bag, put the plan in it, and left the office with him.

"Has the optimization plan been given to Sun Lei?"

"Yes, Mr. Liu."

"Okay." Liu Yu nodded.

"Director Liu..." Secretary Xiao showed embarrassment, "Here, Sun Lei hasn't taken over for so long, will Zhao Yiming be fooled?"

"Of course not." Liu Yu said lightly: "You don't need to let him be fooled, you just need to let Liu Yuan know that the plan is with Zhao Yiming, that's enough."

"In addition, I forged a report form on the damage of the company's projects, and I want to show it to Liu Yuan."

When Liu Yuan entered, the kitchen was ringing with spatulas, and the smell of rice wafted through the living room. He put the document bag on the shoe-changing chair, and fell on the sofa when he entered the room.He called out: "Teacher Gu."

"Are you back?" came the reply from the kitchen.

"Yes." Liu Yuan tapped his legs and clasped his hands, "How long will it take to cook?"

"Soon."

"By the way, my brother came to see me and asked me to go to work in other places, but I didn't agree.——Huh? Talking to you, baby?"

"What?" Gu Heng held up the shovel and asked with his head sticking out.

"I said——" Liu Yuan raised his voice and was about to speak, but after thinking about it, he changed his words, "I might have to go to work in H City, Mr. Gu, what do you think?"

Going to work in H city?Gu Heng paused in his heart, and his expression darkened in an instant.

"……I."

He struggled for a while, remembering that Liu Yuan seems to be very sensitive and taboo to treat him as a child recently, he gritted his teeth and made up his mind: "This is your business, you can decide for yourself, don't think about me."

"What!??" Liu Yuan jumped up, as if shocked, and walked around the room a few times, the unknown fire in his chest became more and more intense.

What happened to Gu Heng?

Then Mr. Gu who relied on him, Mr. Gu who relied on him all the time, Mr. Gu who was willing to serve him, how could he agree to go to City H?

Still agree so lightly?

He has noticed something abnormal since last month!What happened to Gu Heng?Why is it suddenly rational?Why are you thinking normally?Why didn't you worship yourself as a god overnight? ?

Gu Heng put the soup in the pot, wiped his hands and came out, saw Liu Yuan spinning back and forth, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing." Liu Yuan looked gloomy, and replied angrily: "I'll pack my things in a while and prepare to go to City H next month."

Seeing that he was unhappy, Gu Heng didn't dare to say anything, bit his lip and sat on the sofa.

"Sometimes I really doubt it." Liu Yuan stroked his hair back suddenly, looked at him and said, "What do you think of me now?"

"What?" Gu Heng raised his head.

"Think I'm young? I'm naive? I'm not as educated as you? I'm not good enough for you? Or did I get another 'love' from someone?"

"What are you talking about?" Gu Heng sullenly lowered his voice and said, "Hey... If you keep talking, I'm going to get angry."

"Really? Is it right now that I say I want to move out of City H, and you don't care, don't you care?"

Gu Heng looked at his furious face and listened to those nonsensical words. He felt powerless and exhausted from the inside out. He no longer knew how to deal with the current Liu Yuan. Everything he said was wrong, as if even existence was a problem. mistake.

He rested his elbows on the little table and rested his forehead.

Seeing him lower his head, Liu Yuan became even angrier, "I'm going, can I go? You should be looking forward to my going, right?"

He found that he couldn't stop, and said harsh words one after another, just hoping that Gu Heng could reply him, even if he stopped him from leaving, but Gu Heng didn't, he just kept his fucking silence!

Thinking of how he used to be, no matter how angry Gu Heng was, he would coax him to comfort him, the more Liu Yuan thought about it, the angrier he became, his chest heaved violently, and he was about to explode out of control.

Gu Heng has changed!He has completely changed! !Liu Yuan kicked over the stool next to the tea table, and with a bang, the stool hit the wall and bounced far away. Seeing Gu Heng's shoulders trembling in fright, he walked over in a few strides, stood in front of him and said, "Gu Heng Heng, did you notice it?"

"From the time we started dating until now, you haven't said 'I love you' to me."

"Not a word..."

"Do you really love me?" Liu Yuan asked after taking a deep breath.

Gu Heng still sat there motionless with his head down, unable to see his expression.

This... what is this.Gu Heng smiled wryly, can't you see how much I love you and the way I do?

He shook his head, it was so ridiculous, two years, he thought that child would understand.

Gu Heng felt like a lump in his throat, he couldn't tell what was going on in his heart, he just felt his whole body was completely cold.

The silence permeated the living room, Gu Heng was silent for a while, raised a thin hand, waved it and said: "Forget it."

"If you want to go, just go."

"What do you mean?" Liu Yuan tightly gripped his wrist.

"If you feel uncomfortable staying here, go back to school to calm down."

"...Aren't you willing to say it until now?"

"What?" Gu Heng raised his head and looked at each other.

"What are you talking about!?" Liu Yuan answered loudly.

Gu Heng pursed his lips, got up and was about to go to the kitchen, but was pulled back by Liu Yuan, "Do you want to tell me?"

"Don't force me!" Gu Heng bowed and shouted at Liu Yuan.

Liu Yuan was taken aback for a moment, and then laughed chillingly, "Ha! That's fine... Is it forcing you to say 'I love you'? Are you right?"

Gu Heng shook his head, pulled out his wrist and walked quickly to the kitchen.

Liu Yuan gritted his white teeth, what he hated most was Gu Heng running away!He couldn't even find a vent, so he shouted to the kitchen:

"Don't you even want to talk to me?"

"My mother made a mess with my family because of you! Can you show me something? Will you die if you say something I want to hear?"

Gu Heng's heart tightened, and the house turned upside down?What happened to him and his family...?Thinking of the mark on his neck that day, could it be that he had a conflict with his family?How could this be, he didn't tell himself at all!

In the living room, Liu Yuan said while putting on his coat: "Okay...Okay, since you have this attitude, then what's the point of my staying? I'm leaving. Please be quiet."

Gu Heng's fingers trembled, and his heart softened almost immediately. He hurried out to stop him and said, "Xiaoyuan..."

"Let go!" Liu Yuan shook off his hand, slammed the door and left.

Gu Heng fell back to the dining chair, his watery brown pupils were full of bewilderment, he exhaled heavily, his chest was still oppressively oppressive, as if something was blocked and could not come out.

In the kitchen, the lid of the pressure cooker was blown to the top by steam, and water vapor was continuously gushing out of the valve hole. Gu Heng came back to his senses, hurried to the kitchen, filled out the soup, brought it to the dining table, then sat down and waited quietly. With Liu Yuan.

When the child's anger subsides, he will come back, right?

Gradually, Gu Heng got tired of waiting, so he lay down on the table, resting his chin on his smooth and slender arms, and stared at the door with his eyes open.

After the quarrel, he no longer knew what it was like to feel hot or cold. Although he had gradually calmed down now, Liu Yuan's words were still lingering in his mind——

Teacher Gu, have you ever loved me?

Gu Heng was a little aggrieved, he knew that the child was speaking in anger, but he was still aggrieved, he put aside all these years of reservedness, met him frankly, let him browse his body, and unreservedly used what he had , One by one, all unfolded in front of him, those secrets, the thoughts that have been imprisoned and entwined for so many years, were also because he untied the shackles.

But he actually doubted whether he loved him or not.

Could it be that I am the only one who is moved by this relationship?

"Xiaoyuan..." Gu Heng whispered softly.

You know me.You... don't you, don't you?

You used to be able to guess what I was thinking, you could take me to the flower and bird market to relax during my saddest period, you could go to Qinghai to find me when I was lonely, and you could grab me when I flinched , pull me to your side.

Why, you don't understand me anymore?

Gu Heng closed his eyes, his thoughts slowly spread along a point floating in the darkness, he felt his head getting heavier and heavier, and fell asleep at some point.

During this short sleep, Gu Heng had a dream. He dreamed that he was at the train station, standing on the platform where people were coming and going, and when he turned around suddenly, he saw Liu Yuan.

And he was sitting in the carriage, sitting in the huge stone-brown train carriage behind him, the two of them looked at each other through the wide glass window, Gu Heng felt flustered, strode forward and slapped the glass window, Liu Yuan also got up and walked to the window, but did nothing, just stared at him fixedly, with a pair of thick black and moist eyes, full of nostalgia, reluctance, longing, and a trace of... hatred ?

The roar of the steam was deafening, white smoke billowed everywhere, the train started slowly, the wheels hit the rails and sparks came out, Gu Heng was so anxious that he was about to burst into tears, but he couldn't say anything, he just ran forward following the moving glass window , Liu Yuan was watching him from inside, watching every step he took while running, Gu Heng's pace was getting faster and faster, and he was chasing fiercely.Suddenly, it stopped——

Ahead... there is no way.

At the end of the platform, there was only the invisible railway track winding to the horizon, and the carriages whizzed past him one after another, blowing his hair into the air. I got farther and farther away, shrinking and shrinking, and there was a whistling sound from the top, and the thick fog filled up, and then gradually dissipated——the car was gone.

"Ah...!" Gu Heng was startled awake, the silent living room allowed him to hear his own violent heartbeat, he calmed down for a moment, and couldn't help sighing from the bottom of his heart, "It's okay, it's okay".

There was a thick white fish soup on the table, and a layer of oil condensed on the surface. When Gu Heng touched it with the back of his hand, it was already cold.So I picked up my phone and sent Liu Yuan a text message.

-Xiaoyuan, what time will you be back?I'll wait for you at home.

After sending the text message, Gu Heng went to the kitchen with the fish soup, reheated it, and then went back to the living room. Seeing that the phone was on, he took off his heat-resistant gloves and picked it up to see that it was a text message from Liu Yuan.

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