the world in which he exists

The summer morning wind brings hot and sticky feeling early, like a child who refuses to go to kindergarten in the morning clings to his side, never leaving.

In summer, it dawns early. In winter, when I get up early and take a detour to go to the station near Lin Jianfan’s house to go to school with him, it’s still dark when I go out, and I can see the dim stars in the morning when I look up.It's cold in winter, better in summer, and it's already bright when I wake up every day.

Sitting on the bus going to Lin Jianfan's house, Gu Chaoming turned on his phone full of thoughts and checked the weather forecast for the past few days.

The temperature is getting higher and higher, and I don't know how high it will be in the days of the college entrance examination.Not afraid of high temperature, but afraid of heavy rain, too troublesome.

The college entrance examination came in front of them from the distant back when they just entered the third year of high school, but Gu Chaoming's thoughts were not related to the college entrance examination.

There is still some time left for the college entrance examination, and the nearest trouble to him is Cao Zhan, who has to deal with it at noon today.

He has nothing to do with Cao Zhan, and he doesn't know what kind of person he is.

However, just based on the brief exchange of eyes the day before yesterday, Gu Chaoming felt that Cao Zhan was not a calm and calm character, and he could stare back when others looked at him.

Get off the bus with full of thoughts, Gu Chaoming got up very early today, Gu Chaoming made a special detour to the station where Lin Jianfan took the car, in order to protect Lin Jianfan.

He beat Qiu Cheng yesterday. Although the possibility is very small, Gu Chaoming is still afraid that Qiu Cheng will come to retaliate, that Qiu Cheng will pick a soft persimmon, and if he fails to find him, he will find Lin Jianfan.

As a bodyguard early in the day, he went to the station where Lin Jianfan took a train and waited for Lin Jianfan. Gu Chaoming sat on a bench at the station and took out a water glass to take a sip.

After drinking the water, I checked the time. Lin Jianfan should go out in a few minutes, and it will take a few minutes to walk to the station.Thinking of seeing Lin Jianfan in a few minutes, Gu Chaoming smiled.

Sitting at the station and looking in the direction Lin Jianfan was about to leave, Gu Chaoming yawned sleepily and rubbed his sore eyes. The whole day of reviewing in the third year of high school and the extra Cao Zhan made him unable to sleep peacefully.

Taking out the breakfast bought for Lin Jianfan from his schoolbag, and taking out Lin Jianfan's favorite yogurt from the pocket of his schoolbag for the water cup, Gu Chaoming stood up and faced the direction where Lin Jianfan would appear.

He hoped that Lin Jianfan could see him as soon as he stepped out.

Lin Jianfan saw it, saw Gu Chaoming waiting for him with breakfast at the station.Behind Gu Chaoming is the bright and warm sunshine in the morning, half of the sunlight ran onto Gu Zhaoming's side face, raised the corners of Gu Zhaoming's lips, and illuminated Gu Chaoming's eyes that smiled when he saw him.

There were people at the station, Lin Jianfan suppressed his thoughts of running over to hug Gu Chaoming, walked quickly to Gu Chaoming, and asked him with a smile, "Why are you here today? The college entrance examination is coming soon, remember to adjust your sleep."

Gu Chaoming passed the breakfast to Lin Jianfan, and whispered in his ear: "It's okay, I just want to come and see you soon."

The bus came slowly from a distance, someone waved their hands, the bus stopped, Lin Jianfan liked to follow Gu Chaoming, he felt safe.

Gu Chaoming took advantage of other people's busy getting into the car, took the hand of Lin Jianfan who was following him, pulled him in front of him, and pushed his shoulders into the car with both hands.

He doesn't want Lin Jianfan to follow him, he likes Lin Jianfan to walk beside him, or walk in front where he can see.

You don't need to be able to reach it, you just need to be able to see it.

Gu Chaoming hoped that after the college entrance examination, he would be able to see a shining Lin Jianfan in college, which he should have had.

Lin Jianfan in high school was forced to back down.Just three years of high school is not the whole of life, neither is the pain of being bullied, only the constant upward momentum is.

Gu Chaoming didn't like Lin Jianfan walking behind him, that was the position Lin Jianfan needed to stay in when he was protecting Lin Jianfan.He likes Lin Jianfan just walking beside him, slowly accompanying him to the future.

Help Lin Jianfan insert the yogurt straw in the car, and then pass the yogurt to Lin Jianfan.Even though he was hiding in the back of the bus, he still attracted the attention of a girl in front who had no intention of turning his head.

The girl was discovered by Lin Jianfan who was drinking yogurt and Gu Chaoming who was watching Lin Jianfan drinking yogurt.

The girl stopped her eyes in embarrassment, Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan knew that the girl had seen the relationship between them.Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan smiled awkwardly at the girl, and the girl realized that she was staring at others impolitely.

After replying to them with a smile, the girl turned her head hastily.

Seeing the girl turn her head away, Lin saw that Fan Song breathed a sigh of relief, before biting the yogurt straw that Gu Chaoming had inserted for him, the girl who turned her head turned her head again, raised her hands, and made a 9 with each hand.

"99."

Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan could only smile at the girl. They didn't know that when the girl turned around, their affairs would be shared with friends by the girl in a second.

The girl's face was gentle and gentle, and when she turned her head, her fingers flew off while typing on her mobile phone.

The girl at the front was typing very well, and at the back Lin saw Fan drinking yogurt and pursing his lips and laughing.

What Gu Chaoming said was indeed correct, and Gu Chaoming did not lie to him when he was on the rooftop.

Gu Chaoming has always loved him. There are people who bully him in the world, and there are also people who give them kindness and blessings.

Although it was a bit embarrassing, the girl's kindness still made Lin Jianfan feel very warm in his heart. Obviously, the yogurt that Gu Chaoming gave him was iced.

Lin saw Fan pursing his lips and snickering, while Gu Chaoming leaned on the back of the bus seat and looked at the girl in front who wished them well.

They were so lucky compared to Cen Xili, he thanked the girl for not looking at them with weird eyes.

That girl's blessing will give Lin Jianfan the courage to believe in the beauty of the world, and her kindness will add bricks to Lin Jianfan's collapsed wall of trust.

Gu Chaoming laughed silently, looked around at the people around him, and quietly touched Lin Jianfan's knee with his knee inconspicuously.

He just wanted to touch him, even Lin Jianfan didn't notice the slight movement.

After getting out of the car, Gu Chaoming couldn't help but hug Lin Jianfan in his usual fraternity posture.

An action of embracing the shoulders could not satisfy Gu Chaoming's desire to touch Lin Jianfan at all.Gu Chaoming just wants to touch his head, pinch his shoulders, hug him, and kiss him, so that he can digest the joy of receiving blessings from others.

The girl who blessed them was the first, and her blessing made Gu Chaoming temporarily forget the worries about Cao Zhan at noon.

Gu Chaoming, who was blessed by others, was "smug", and every pore revealed the joy of being blessed.

Not everyone in the world is nice, and not everyone understands differences.Gu Chaoming's "smugness" only lasted less than 5 minutes, and the warmth that he finally got was completely destroyed on the school bulletin board.

Lin Jianfan finally came into contact with the goodness and goodwill in the world, and at the next moment he was forced to face the darkness he escaped from.

After Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan into the school, he found a group of people around the bulletin board.

The bulletin board was originally a place to announce things, and it is not a strange sight to be surrounded by a group of people. Normally, Gu Chaoming would take Lin Jianfan away directly, and come back when there are fewer people, but this time Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan Fan walked to the bulletin board full of people.

Because he heard their names mentioned in the noisy noise in front of the bulletin board, what's more, he heard someone read out Lin Jianfan's phone number.

I beat Qiu Cheng in the toilet yesterday, and I had to meet Cao Zhan at noon, and someone was talking about them this morning.

No matter how small the possibility is, Qiu Cheng's revenge is still coming.

Before Qiu Cheng approached Lin Jianfan to take revenge secretly, what Gu Chaoming waited for was sheets of printed paper on the bulletin board.

Most of the things discussed by others are not good things, and it is in this special situation.

Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan to go upstairs first, not wanting Lin Jianfan to go there.Gu Chaoming could hear the discussion in front of the bulletin board, and Lin Jianfan could hear it too. He refused to go upstairs, so Gu Chaoming had no choice but to lead him to the bulletin board.

Someone in front of the bulletin board turned around and saw them, and took the initiative to get out of the way, and informed the students around him to stop talking, the protagonist is here.

The crowd's discussions became much quieter because of their arrival, and in exchange for the quieter discussions, many eyes stared at them.

It seems to stick to them and cannot be removed.

Someone was watching them with interest, to see how they would react to something on the bulletin board.

Everyone gave up their positions, and Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan easily walked to the bulletin board and read clearly the words on the white paper printed on the bulletin board.

Gu Chaoming couldn't help but gritted his teeth and cursed in front of everyone, and the onlookers were a little scared by his curse.

After Gu Chaoming swears, he immediately covers Lin Jianfan's eyes, preventing Lin Jianfan from looking at them.

Lin Jianfan's reading speed was not slower than him, he had seen everything.

Lin Jianfan saw it. He took the bus to the school station every day, saw Gu Chaoming standing by the station waiting for him, and saw the friendly smiling face of the girl on the bus.

He saw the ugly words on the printed paper posted on the bulletin board, the black and white pictures, and their contact information...

He doesn't know what's going on in this world, he just received a girl's blessing a few minutes ago, and he will face such insults a few minutes later.

I didn't make any heinous mistakes, why did you bully me like this?

I didn't do anything harmful, I just love someone, why do you use such ugly words to insult me?

Lin Jianfan can't tell whether this world is good or evil. He has received blessings from others, but he has also faced endless insults.There is no distinction between good and evil in this world.

Good and evil coexist, so is there more good, or is all evil overwhelming?

Lin Jianfan has no way of knowing, he only knows that Gu Chaoming will always be by his side in the world, good or evil.

What Gu Chaoming said, he believed everything Gu Chaoming said.

Lin Jianfan didn't know why they were publicly attacked for no reason, but still posted their relationship on the school bulletin board.

Lin Jianfan didn't know, but Gu Chaoming knew it very clearly in his heart. He was not afraid of Qiu Cheng's revenge, but he was afraid that Lin Jianfan would be talked about behind his back.

He was afraid that the Lin Jianfan he brought back with great difficulty would return to the same place, and he was afraid that Lin Jianfan would become the second Cen Xili.

He was lucky on the bus, he was lucky too early.

Gu Chaoming covered Lin Jianfan's eyes with one hand to prevent him from seeing those ugly words, and quickly tore off the printing paper with ugly words printed on the wall with the other hand.

Because of Gu Chaoming's actions, the voices of discussion among the crowd started to subside.

It is said that it is a special relationship, as long as there is a little physical touch or an eye contact, it can become crucial evidence in his mouth, not to mention that Gu Chaoming's care is true, and Lin Jianfan's protection It is also true.

Amidst the growing discussion among the crowd, Gu Chaoming grabbed the printing paper that was clumsy in his hand.

The twisted paper is Gu Chaoming's anger!

You can do whatever you want!You can settle accounts with me if you want!Why use such a despicable method, a method that Lin Jianfan can also see to retaliate?

Amidst the discussions around, Gu Chaoming seemed to have returned to the night when Gu Tao slammed the door crazily, surrounded by neighbors' discussions.

At that time, Gu Chaoming yelled at his neighbors, and he still didn't improve after so long.Lin Jianfan was standing beside them, he saw the words on the bulletin board, and he heard the discussion of the crowd.

Gu Chaoming couldn't stop the sound from spreading, he could only block the mouths of the speakers.

Gu Chaoming looked around at the crowd, and cast a cold, fierce and threatening look at the discussing crowd.

The threat was successful, many people looked at him and closed their mouths consciously, but some people looked at him with disdainful eyes instead.

Fearing that those people who stayed any longer would hurt Lin Jianfan even more if they spoke rudely, Gu Chaoming glared at the crowd who were arguing, took Lin Jianfan's hand and led Lin Jianfan away.

He wanted Lin Jianfan to go upstairs so that he could settle the score with Qiu Cheng, how could Lin Jianfan let him go?Gu Chaoming, who was so angry, knew it was impossible after thinking for a second.

The paper was patted on Qiu Cheng's desk, very fragile, with a hole broken by Gu Chaoming's resentment.

After Qiu Cheng's desk withstood Gu Chaoming's forceful palm, it was kicked over by Gu Chaoming.

Lin Jianfan had never seen Gu Chaoming so angry, and Gu Chaoming was always gentle and careful with him.The few words Gu Chaoming yelled at him on the night he committed suicide were already the most aggressive appearance of Gu Chaoming towards him.Seeing Gu Chaoming kick over Qiu Cheng's desk, Lin Jianfan was also startled.

Gu Chaoming was very angry when he found out that Lin Jianfan had committed suicide, but it was towards Lin Jianfan. His anger was extinguished in front of Lin Jianfan, and now it was Qiu Cheng in front of him.

Who is Qiu Cheng?Bullying Lin Jianfan and turning Lin Jianfan into a stranger to him, he wished he could kick Qiu Cheng to death so that Qiu Cheng would never use such despicable methods again.

The desk fell to the ground with a loud noise, and the students in the class hid aside in fright, and the books in the belly of the desk fell to the ground. Gu Chaoming kicked Qiu Cheng's desk over, and then kicked Qiu Cheng. Quickly dodged.

Lin Jianfan wanted to hold Gu Chaoming back, but he couldn't hold back at all, and almost hurt himself.

After all, Qiu Cheng was also a bully in the class. When Gu Chaoming beat him, in order not to lose face in front of his classmates, Qiu Cheng fought bravely with Gu Chaoming even though he knew he couldn't beat him.

If you couldn't beat yesterday, you can beat today?Qiu Cheng has no confidence in himself, but today's Gu Chaoming is worried, not as strong as yesterday.

Seeing that Fan wanted to fight, Gu Chaoming pulled him back and told him to leave.

In the morning, he pushed Lin Jianfan in front of him, and just walked to the school, he was able to protect his posture, and pulled Lin Jianfan behind him, the thing he didn't want to see still happened.

The students in the class saw the bullies fighting in their own class, and some of them hid far away and hid outside the classroom to watch at the door of the classroom.

In the fight, you have to devote your mind to protecting Lin Jianfan. When Gu Chaoming was distracted, Qiu Cheng wanted to take the opportunity to punch.

Seeing that Fan was afraid that Gu Chaoming would be injured, he grabbed Gu Chaoming's arm and pulled Gu Chaoming away just like he did when he pulled Gu Chaoming behind him to protect him in front of Gu Tao.

Gu Chaoming was pulled so that he staggered, seeing that Qiu Cheng's fist was about to hit Lin Jianfan.

At the critical moment, a strong arm grabbed Qiu Cheng's fist.

Lin saw that Fan was ready to be beaten, but the fist didn't land on him.

After Gu Chaoming stood firm, he immediately pulled Lin Jianfan over and pulled Lin Jianfan back behind him.

A strong arm held Qiu Cheng's fist and shook it: "What are you doing?!"

You Xin had been the president of the student union and the captain of the basketball team at any rate. Although he had retired in his senior year of high school, the majesty of the president of the student union was still enough to keep others from moving around with a single word.

After being thrown away by You Xin, Qiu Cheng didn't say a word, and his eyes were a little unhappy.

You Xin told the two of them to stop fighting with the majesty of the former student union president, and signaled Lin Jianfan to take Gu Chaoming away with his eyes.

Lin saw that Fan received You Xin's eyes and immediately pulled Gu Chaoming away clearly. Gu Chaoming was forcibly pulled away, and then turned to stare at Qiu Cheng, who was blocked by You Xin.

You Xin came a step later than Gu Chaoming, and did not see the paper that Gu Chaoming tore off on the bulletin board, but the discussions on the side of the road were enough for him to piece together a complete process.

When he arrived, he saw the scene of Gu Chaoming and Qiu Cheng fighting. After telling Gu Chaoming to leave, You Xin picked up the paper on the ground that Gu Chaoming had made a hole in. He read the words on it that were harsh even just looking at it. Lin sees the contact information of Fan and Gu Chaoming.

"You posted this? Do you know this is a violation of privacy?" You Xin frowned and yelled at Qiu Cheng.

Qiu Cheng thinks You Xin is eccentric, why are you yelling at me like that?Why are you so angry when it comes to me?When we get to Gu Chaoming, let Gu Chaoming go?

"I didn't post it." Qiu Cheng lied.

You Xin held the torn pieces of paper in his hand, and in a serious and serious tone, he said loudly to the people watching the theater inside and outside the classroom door: "I don't care who posted it, but these things are other people's private affairs. There are also other people's phone numbers. I came here once in the first year of high school, and now I want to call again? Is there a second victim? Are you too busy?"

This is the first time that You Xin, who has been calm for three years, has lost his composure at school, the first time he has gotten angry at school, and it is also the first time he has formally expressed his views on their attacking Cen Xili with gossip.

For the past three years, he has always been the image of a gentle gentleman. When others talked about Cen Xili, he just told them to stop talking. This time he really faced the topic that he had not responded to at the beginning.

The crowd of onlookers whispered, and You Xin put away the few sheets of printed paper in the way he used to be the president of the student union: "I will pass these to the teacher. There is a camera on the bulletin board, and whoever posted it will know."

After speaking, You Xin walked towards the classroom door, and the crowd automatically moved out of the way for him.After You Xin left, the crowd exploded. There were so many explosive news in the morning.

Everyone is curious to discuss and express their opinions. The teacher reminds them not to talk small things in class or let them stop.

Lao Chen soon found out about the fight, and Lao Chen severely criticized Gu Chaoming.It's almost the college entrance examination and you still go to fight?Old Chen was furious when he heard the news.Lin Jianfan was also brought into the fight, and the paper posted on the bulletin board was related to Lin Jianfan, which made Lao Chen even more troubled.

It's not long before the college entrance examination, and Lin Jianfan will graduate soon, so he can relax a bit, and don't have to worry about what happens to Lin Jianfan and his illness relapses.

When things go wrong, no matter how you guard against them, there are still unexpected things.

While worrying about Lin Jianfan's mental state, he was also worried about Gu Chaoming's college entrance examination. These two people have never let him stop since their third year of high school.

After being scolded by Lao Chen, Gu Chaoming was still thinking about what happened at noon. Qiu Cheng sent Su Bing a message saying that Cao Zhan came to the school to find them.

As soon as he was scolded by Lao Chen, Su Bing showed him disturbing information. It was easier to meet Lin Jianfan at school, and it was more troublesome. Gu Chaoming didn't know what Cao Zhan was thinking.

"School is school, I'm so bored." Gu Chaoming shook his hand and left. As soon as he came out of the office, Su Bing dragged him to read Qiu Cheng's message. He was blessed by that girl in the morning and thought today was a good start, but it was only one morning. It's already a mess.

"Where are you going?" Su Bing asked Gu Chaoming who had gone away.

"Toilet." Gu Chaoming said without looking back.

He also wanted to go to the toilet to smoke to relieve his troubles and sorrows. He had no cigarettes in his hand and promised Lin Jianfan that he would not smoke again. Gu Chaoming held back and walked to the toilet door, just in time to meet You Xin who came to the toilet.

In the morning, You Xin helped Lin Jianfan grab Qiu Cheng's arm. Gu Chaoming wanted to thank him. Although You Xin was silent in the office, one yard counted. Without him, Lin Jianfan was injured. Gu Chaoming still wanted to thank him .

Before he could say thank you, he just walked into the toilet, and Gu Chaoming's anger was ignited again.

"Gu Chaoming likes Cen Xili, why does he say he likes Lin Jianfan?"

"He said it himself this morning, and someone else posted it. Didn't you see it?"

"I came late and only listened to what they said, so please tell me."

"Let me tell you, their relationship is very chaotic. Su Bing also likes Cen Xili. He looks for a girlfriend so hard to cover up the fact that he is gay. But Lin Jianfan is good-looking. Who doesn't look good-looking?" like?"

"Hahaha, face is everything."

"You said what if Su Bing also likes Lin Jianfan? But I heard from the second class that Cen Xili is sitting with Su Bing now, and Gu Chaoming is sitting with Lin Jianfan. What You Xin said in the morning, someone said that he just likes Cen Xili... ..."

"Slow down, talk so much, I can't figure it out."

"That's why they have a complicated relationship. It has been so complicated since the first year of high school, and then Lin Jianfan was added."

"Hahaha, the few of them are together..."

You Xin coughed deliberately, Gu Chaoming was not so civilized, he kicked the door of the toilet directly.

The door slammed with a bang, and the two turned their heads in shock. The protagonist of their discussion appeared in front of them, and the two hurriedly pulled up their trouser zippers and fled.

Even when going to the bathroom, you can hear amazing rumors and gossip. The scene of the first year of high school is repeated, but the protagonists become him and Lin Jianfan, and the innocent Cen Xili and Su Bing are also implicated.

Gu Chaoming walked up to You Xin in annoyance: "Thank you."

A word of thanks, thank him for grabbing Qiu Cheng's hand, and thank him for his words in the morning.

Gu Chaoming didn't hear what You Xin said in the morning, but later he heard Su Bing give a general idea.

"What kind of attitude do you think You Sanjin has?" Su Bing asked Gu Chaoming after repeating You Xin's words in the morning.

Gu Chaoming was almost annoyed to death: "I don't know."

In fact, after hearing Su Bing's recitation of You Xin's words in the morning, he began to hope that You Xin liked Cen Xili, after all, Cen Xili liked him so much.

The best ending is that the people you like also like you.

You Xin's attitude Gu Chaoming hasn't figured it out yet, and Gu Chaoming is not in the mood to care about You Xin's attitude for the time being. Cao Zhan will come to school at noon, so he has to be prepared.

It's not too late to think about You Xin's attitude in the future, what's more, it's not their business, it's You Xin and Cen Xili's business, no matter how much they care about Cen Xili, only you know about feelings.

Gu Chaoming looked at Su Bing and said, "Let's not get involved with them. You Xin said it's a private matter, so let's leave it alone."

Su Bing looked at Gu Chaoming. They had been resisting You Xin ever since Cen Xili's liking for You Xin was exposed in the first year of high school. Now Gu Chaoming said not to get involved.

Su Bing said: "I think you seem to have matured."

Gu Chaoming smiled: "Where do I have it?"

I still have the same impulsiveness and violence, the roots left by Gu Tao are deeply buried in my blood.

"I think so." Su Bing said.

"I don't think so." Gu Chaoming said.

"What you see is not all of you."

Gu Chaoming laughed. He looked into the distance, as if looking at the future of him and Lin Jianfan.

He waited for the arrival of the college entrance examination in the turmoil.

In the chaos of war, the young man wears sharp armor and is always invincible.