Burning Goose ABO

When Gu Nianhan woke up again, it was completely dark.

He blinked, moved his stiff limbs, and fell asleep beside Pei Hezhi's bed at some point.

The man at the side was reading a book under the lamp. Because of his wound, he couldn't lean on external objects, so he could only sit upright like this. He didn't know how many hours he sat.

Seeing Gu Nianhan waking up leisurely, he said, "You didn't have a good rest last night, is the sofa too hard?"

Gu Nianhan seemed to be a little sleepy, and it took a long time to come back to his senses, rubbing his temples with a headache, feeling that he had almost exhausted all his energy in that complicated and lengthy dream.

When he remembered that he was ashamed and shed tears in front of Pei Hezhi before, he felt a little ashamed and embarrassed.

In just a few days, I cried twice in front of Pei Hezhi, and I really lost all the face of the past 25 years.

He slowly propped himself up, seeing that Pei Hezhi was still maintaining his sitting posture, his back could not be bent, and he was sitting upright on the bed, he couldn't bear it: "It's getting late, let's help you lie down."

Pei Hezhi let him be selfish by carefully helping himself. In fact, the wound on his back is not a big deal, but the location is inconvenient, and the seam will be broken if he is not careful. It is better to be careful.

Pei Hezhi turned into a prone position again, he put his head under his arms, and looked sideways at Gu Nianhan.

The warm light was reflected on that pale and delicate face, probably due to long sleep, the eyes were somewhat blank from exhaustion, and upon closer inspection, there was still a touch of loneliness that could not disappear.

Pei Hezhi said softly: "I just saw you frowning all the time when you fell asleep, did you have a nightmare?"

"Hmm..." Gu Nianhan hesitated for a second, then said, "I dreamed about something that happened in the organization before."

Pei Hezhi said: "Is it a bad thing?"

His voice seemed to be shrouded in a hazy light, driving away the chill with ease.

Gu Nianhan lowered his eyes, and his eyelashes flicked slightly: "It's not a bad thing, it's just that I dreamed of a friend who was good at that time."

He is obviously hiding something. To a certain extent, Gu Nianhan is not a person who is too good at hiding his emotions. His eyes are transparent, and everything is written in his eyes.

Good things and bad things are clear at a glance.

But in any case, I am afraid that the dream is not just as simple as "a good friend".

Pei Hezhi was silent for a moment, and when he didn't speak for a long time, he had the temperament of being unable to speak, as if the surrounding atmosphere could rise or fall according to his emotions.

He said suddenly, "Do you want to hear about me?"

Gu Nianhan raised his head.

He had never heard anything about Pei Hezhi before. A few years ago, even though Pei Hezhi was indeed from the Pei family, he rarely heard about him. Pei Shangze did not show any dislike or liking for this half-brother If he had to say it, he would be like strangers living under the same roof - what's more, this roof is the entire Pei family, the chances of him meeting Pei Hezhi can be counted on the fingers.

Pei Hezhi felt his longing, and smiled at him: "If you want to hear it, lie down and sleep."

Gu Nianhan frowned, and said dumbly: "This is not appropriate."

"The sofa is too hard, it's easy to have nightmares." Pei Hezhi bewitched softly, "Hey, come here."

In the blink of an eye under the lamp, he has all kinds of amorous feelings. His black hair hangs down, making the bloody mole extraordinarily gorgeous and seductive, quite enchanting, and with his profound facial features, he really looks like the evil god who manipulates people's hearts in the Western Regions in the legend.

In Gu Nianhan's eyes before, a person's appearance was just a layer of useless skin, whether it was beautiful or ugly, it was not of much use, and good-looking was just a superficial appearance.What's more, most of the good-looking ones are the same. Even if you are stunned for a moment when you meet them for the first time, you will lose sight of everyone if you watch them too much.

But Pei Hezhi is different, he not only has a face that confuses all beings,

It is also like a beautiful and dangerous poisonous snake, once it finds an opportunity, it will entangle with it.

Gu Nianhan had absolutely nothing to do with him.

The VIP ward is worthy of being a VIP ward, not only the toiletries are comprehensive, but even the pajamas are in pairs.

He lay down next to Pei Hezhi, and the original Nuo Da's bed suddenly became crowded due to the presence of one more person. Gu Nianhan bound his arms and feet, feeling that he couldn't handle it all over.

In the dark, Pei Hezhi's voice came: "I am the illegitimate son of Master Pei, and my mother is a dancer. I was less than ten years old when I was brought back to Pei's house. At that time, my mother didn't want to marry, but under pressure I had no choice but to enter Pei's house. In fact, she was the second wife who was married, but in fact she had no right to put her name on the family tree, but she just gave her a name at will because she was afraid of being talked about by others."

Pei Hezhi closed his eyes, and his mother's face naturally appeared in front of him.

When he first entered Pei's house, his gender had not yet been differentiated, but his features were clear and handsome, and he was tall and straight. He didn't look like a child who could be differentiated into an Omega.

Although the second lady was married into Pei's family, she was famous but not well-known. After all, there was still the wife of the house, Ru En, who was in charge. Her position in the Pei family was once in a state of embarrassment. Less sneaky gossip.

The one who suffered was the young Pei Hezhi. Most of the children in the Pei family's yard didn't like him very much.When he was robbed, he fought with others, and when he had a dispute, his mother would drag him back and beat him up, scolding him: "There are so many good things in the world, and what people want is obediently given to them. It's not like you can't buy them when you go home." , Why do you have to argue? Next time you are disobedient, believe it or not, I will break your leg?"

He has been educated since he was a child, not to fight or grab, not to be in the limelight, the lower the profile, the better, so that no one will take him as a thorn in the side.It's a pity that Pei Hezhi has been very hostile since he was a child, and he couldn't bear others to ride on his head. Once he couldn't hold it back and broke his cousin's son. That time he was beaten by his mother for three days and three nights and couldn't get out of bed.

Later, when he grew up a bit, he was pressed to the ground and beaten, pulled his hair and pushed him into the water, where Pei's father and the second wife could not see, and forced him to eat the soil on the ground like an animal. He just stood up, patted the dust off his body, and said "it's okay" with a smile.

After four years of trembling and trembling, the second wife could not sleep day and night when Pei Hezhi was about to divide his gender. After learning that her son had differentiated into a top-level Alpha, she was first happy, then numb, and finally went crazy and embraced. Looking at him, weeping loudly.

The second lady told him that he must not let others know that he is an Alpha, as long as the eldest lady is still alive, he must always be a Beta.

At such a young age, he has to hide his joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys in his heart, know how to be considerate and sophisticated, he has to be cautious, always hide in the shadows, and don't want to rob the Pei family of anything, so the doctor won't bring him up test knife.

"I didn't have that many thoughts at the time. At the beginning, I was planning to establish a company outside. I just wanted to get ahead quickly, and then take my mother away. Pei's family is a small courtyard, and the servants provide food and drink. To her It doesn't seem to be much different from the high walls of the palace. All my hopes are pinned on her, and my efforts and actions are all for that goal."

Until that day, the second wife died.

At first she just had a headache and fatigue, but gradually she started to stare in the mirror in a daze, talking crazy words by herself, and she didn't get better after seeing a doctor, and then she jumped off the roof.

"Do you know how I felt?"

Pei Hezhi turned his head, his eyes were piercingly cold in the dark night.

"I don't believe that she committed suicide, nor do I believe that she is crazy, even if the forensic doctor can't determine anything on her except suicide."

When he was speaking, Gu Nianhan thought he could hear Sensen's teeth grinding, but he didn't hear anything. Pei Hezhi's voice was still so light and heavy, as if he was telling another trivial matter that had nothing to do with him.

But even so, Gu Nianhan's back was caught off guard.

Holding his own cold hand with both hands, Pei Hezhi's laughing voice seemed to ring in his ears: "You're shaking so hard, are you afraid of me?"

Gu Nianhan suppressed his voice: "It's just... a little cold."

Pei Hezhi's voice still sounded very gentle: "To cool down at night, the quilt should be thicker."

That kind of coldness dissipated without a trace in an instant.

Gu Nianhan was distressed and afraid, and was about to be driven crazy by such contradictory feelings, but he couldn't understand which one was the real Pei Hezhi.

He bit his lip, unable to bear the heart to break away from the other party, and shook Pei Hezhi's bony hand firmly: "It's all over."

Pei Hezhi laughed lightly, his voice hoarse: "Yes, it's all over. Sometimes the time of more than ten years is like blinking an eye, leaving you no time to complain, just like this Flashed by."

is not that right.Gu Nianhan thought silently in his heart.

The life in the organization, the life after meeting Pei Shangze, all the things I experienced, all the people I met, they came in a hurry and left in a hurry. Pain will subside in time.

He stared at the dark ceiling, and suddenly felt: If you have been stuck in the past and cannot extricate yourself, then what is the meaning of life?Since life cannot be ended, it can only move forward.

Gu Nianhan's eyes shone slightly.

He has never been so enlightened like this moment, it seems that the things in front of him are finally becoming clearer when the clouds and mist are lifted to see the moon.

In his past, Pei Shangze was his whole world, as if the world had collapsed, and there was no need for him to exist anymore, as if he had been around the axis for too long, and he almost forgot that he was a flesh and blood individual.

No matter how much you love, no matter how much you hate, wouldn't it be too sad if even the pain of life would be taken to the grave?

Pei Hezhi's voice fell on his ears, not heavy, but sonorous and powerful.

"It's time to let go."