how should love continue

"The Tezuka Kunimitsu you saw that night has nothing left. He has lost his family, friendship, and even the love he gave up everything to pursue! And the only murderer who caused this result is a bastard named Keigo Atobe!" Atobe It seemed that it took a lot of effort to say these words, and the face that was originally extremely pale due to injury and blood loss became abnormally rosy.Renzu knows: that is the expression of feeling, heart, and injury.You can't let him continue, otherwise you will pass out again with this weak physique, and you must interrupt him.

Just as Ren Zuzu was about to speak, the door suddenly rang.

A big furry head squeezed in through the crack of the door. After seeing Shinobu, he showed a sweet smile, "Can I come in?"

Shinozu immediately put on a signboard smile, nodded to greet the little guy: "Hey, Xiaojian, why do you have time to find me today?"

Atobe pursed his lips, turning his head to the side.He has always disliked children, but he was disturbed by children again, how could he have a smiling face?Look at Renzu's obscene appearance again, it's as if he is helping the uncle.

The child timidly climbed onto Renzu's lap, and asked in a low voice, "Brother Renzu, what's wrong with this uncle? Doesn't he like Xiaojian?"

Atobe raised his eyebrows three times immediately.Why is Ren Zu the elder brother and he is the uncle?Classmates, how are you?Seeing that the Motobu is on the verge of eruption, the most sensible thing to do is to stay away from the crater.Renzu immediately smiled and said: "Uncle is not in good health, shall we go to Xiaojian's room to chat?"

Xiaojian scratched his head and said with a smile: "Brother Renzu is so stupid, I'm going to be discharged from the hospital today."

It was only then that Renzu remembered that Xiaojian should be discharged from the hospital.Since Atobe was hospitalized, I have devoted all my energy to this young master, and other patients have seldom asked about it.I didn't expect this kid...

"Thank you and Brother Tezuka for taking care of me! I wanted to give the gift to Brother Tezuka with my own hands, but the nurse sister said that he was not there, and my mother said that it is okay to give the gift to you. Will you pass it on for me?" The child was innocent The romantic smile made Ren couldn't bear to refuse, but he didn't know where Tezuka was, so how could he pass it on?The child's hesitation was interpreted as reluctance, "Can't you? Although I like brother Tezuka very much, I have no intention of robbing him from you!"

This kid is really not to be underestimated!During the last ward round, I accidentally looked at Tezuka a few more times, and the little guy defined him as a "pervert" and said he wanted to protect Tezuka and the like.Fortunately, I have a face that can take all sizes, so I barely became "buddies" with him through tennis.However, this little guy really doesn't give face, he pulls him to death, every time Tezuka is free, he will be dragged to play ball, and whenever he says he wants to "arrange flowers", he will say something like that little kid from Qingxue : "You are not up to standard!" Probably for this reason, Tezuka took extra care of this child, and even spoiled him a bit, making Shinozu think that he was Tezuka's illegitimate child.

"Okay, if you trust me." Not wanting to hurt the child's heart, Renzu agreed.It's just that this entrustment, I really don't have the confidence to complete it, and it may be a promise that will never be fulfilled.

"I knew Brother Renzu was the best!" Xiao Jian took out a self-made picture from his arms, which was very cute.The childish brushwork and crooked handwriting give people a feeling of deja vu. "Actually, I also like Ninzu-san very much. You are also included in this painting."

The child pointed to the blue-haired figure on the side of the tennis court in the picture, and said with unprecedented seriousness: "This is Ninzuzu-san, this is Tezuka-san, this is the grass in Wimbledon, I hope one day you and Tezuka Brother can go there to play."

Renzu stroked his big hairy head, but he didn't know how to explain it to the children, they would never have the chance to go there again.Once that man was so close to this place, but his wings were broken by life. Since then, the dream can only be a dream.I couldn't help but look up at the culprit who caused this ending, but unexpectedly saw the other party staring at the picture in my hand.

"Tie-break?" Atobe was really not suitable for dealing with children, and asked very bluntly.

"You also know tennis?" A look of disbelief.Ren Zu looked at the two people in front of him, and the gloomy mood of many days was swept away, and they were both dragged to death, not to be outdone, and looked at each other.The child is so innocent, of course he won't back down just because the person in front of him is the president of a big consortium, maybe in his eyes there are only people who know tennis and those who don't.

"Xiao Jian, don't be rude! This uncle is a tennis player just like Brother Tezuka." Before he could finish speaking, he was kicked by Atobe.

"Who's uncle, huh?"

"Why is it a tiebreaker?" Renzu couldn't understand why six or seven-year-old children would give such strange names to the pictures.

The child looked at the ceiling and thought about it carefully, and then said solemnly: "I once asked Brother Tezuka when he was the happiest, and he said that the game reached the tiebreaker. I hope Brother Tezuka will always be happy, so I hope he will always play Tie-break."

The two adults looked at each other in silence...

The tie-break means the arrival of the most exciting, brightest or most glorious moment of the game, and it also means that the most exhausting duel is about to begin.The previous results have nothing to do with it, and the results after that have nothing to do with it. People standing on both sides of the net see nothing but each other.If both sides of the tie-break are persisting, a classic will be staged; if either party gives up, the persistence of the other party will be in vain.In the tie-break of tennis, Atobe and Tezuka undoubtedly fought to the end, but in the tie-break of love, the two... no longer need to trace who gave up who, maybe the person who is best at the tie-break , is also the person who is least willing to play a tiebreaker.When the game enters the tiebreaker, there is no way out, it will definitely turn into a war, and it will definitely be a gameover with one side down!

The child shook Ninzuzu's arm lightly, "You and Brother Tezuka must be happy!" After speaking, he jumped off Ninzuzu and waved goodbye.

Watching the child disappear outside the door, Renzu lowered his head.Can Tezuka's happiness be carried by himself?

"Did you hear what that child said?" Atobe's eyes still fell on the painting.In his opinion, the unrefined pictures are even more expressive than the paintings of Van Gogh, Monet, Raphael and Leonardo da Vinci.The child captured the most important features in his opinion: Shinobu's blue hair, Tezuka's lavender jersey and his favorite green grass. The most important thing is that he does not exist in this painting. "Will you give Tezuka happiness?"

"..." It's not that I don't want to answer, it's just that I can't answer.How can you give a correct answer to a question that you don't even know the answer to?If Tezuka Ai can have half of Aijibe, or if he can treat his feelings honestly, then he can say uprightly: Tezuka Kunimitsu’s future will be carried by me, and you Atobe Keigo is already in the past perfect tense .But is it okay now?I always feel that there has been a large-scale ballroom dance between Tezuka, Atobe and myself.When Tezuka was close to Atobe, I tried to take him back; when Tezuka reached out to me, I inadvertently pushed him back to the other side; when Tezuka was far away from each other, I and Atobe couldn't help but want to be close.Sometimes the roles are switched, but the same pace is still performed.Now, one of them actually asks if he can give his partner happiness?Does this mean that for a three-person dance to turn into a two-person love affair, one of them has to quit?But who can tell himself: Why is he the one who quit?

"If you can't give Tezuka happiness, don't play this tiebreaker!" Atobe threw the picture to Shinozu, "I want to rest, you can go."