A family with two brothers 3

Cha Shuai was always distracted in class, and the physics teacher picked him up to answer the questions, which were so simple that Tang Zhe knew how to answer them, but Cha Shuai couldn't answer them.

The school's basketball court is set up in the big playground. The big field for inter-class exercises has six regular courts and a total of twelve backboards.

Cha Shuai held the ball and always squeezed to the side of the third team.

The teammates asked Cha Shuai: "There is still space here, why crowd others?"

Cha Shuai said: "It's more lively next to the field!" Then he made a long-range three-pointer and scored.

A few students from the third team who were sitting on chairs saw that the arena was lively, and occasionally looked sideways.

Cha Shuai played hard. He found that as long as he scored a good goal and was applauded, the boy with big eyes from the third team would turn his head to look at him.

Even with just one glance, Cha Shuai felt that a brilliant flower was blooming in his heart.

While doing homework on the weekend, Tang Zhe approached Cha Shuai and asked in a low voice, "Have you taken a fancy to Jindou?"

Cha Shuai said he didn't understand.

Tang Zhe sighed: "Don't lie to me, the friendly match we played against the junior third team, you were off in 10 minutes, I saw it all, Jin Dou is the third junior junior alternate."

Cha Shuai thought for a while, the candidate for the third year of junior high school?which one?

Tang Zhe said: "Hey, it's that fair boy sitting next to you that afternoon."

Zha Shuai looked left and right vigilantly, making sure that Zha's mother was not nearby, and recalling those watery eyes, he pursed his lips unconsciously: "Oh, his name is Jindou?"

Tang Zhe rolled his eyes: "After a long time of trouble, you still don't know his name?"

Cha Shuai smiled on his simple and honest face, and as if remembering something, he turned his face pale and looked up at Tang Zhe.

"You, what are you...how..." He stuttered a little in fright.

Tang Zhe stretched out his hands to comb his hair, shook out his hairstyle and began to pretend to be a lover again: "We both wear a pair of pants, you can hide things from me? If you like men, you like them. I won't tell your parents, you What are you afraid of?"

Cha Shuai felt that this made sense. Besides Tang Zhe liked to take advantage of him, he was very honest and upright, so he would not betray him.

Tang Zhe was still quite curious. Although he was very clever since he was a child, it was the first time he met a friend like Cha Shuai, a male friend who liked men.

"Brother Cha, why do you like golden beans?"

"You ask me why? Why?" Cha Shuai rubbed his chin with a green tie, thought for a while, and suddenly laughed softly: "Because he is good-looking, with big eyes, fair skin, and a tall and thin figure that is very sexy. "

Tang Zhe let out a chuckle: "Hahaha, I can't see that you like fair faces and big eyes, and you're not a girl."

Cha Shuai knew that he couldn't share his secrets with others, and what he got in return were either blank stares or ridicules.

"What are you laughing at? You asked me first, and I told you this when I was your iron man. It's none of your business what I like! What's wrong with liking little boys? Do you think everyone likes black skins like Xiaoli? pig!"

Xiaoli is Tang Zhe's girlfriend, and the "black pig" alludes to Tang Zhe.

Tang Zhe was stunned for a moment, then reacted, slightly annoyed: "You say I'm a black-skinned pig? You're a guy who sees sex and looks for righteousness, and you call your friend a black-skinned pig for the sake of beauty."

Cha Shuai said: "I didn't scold you, it was you who first called him a jerk, and then I said that to you."

"He? Who is he! You don't even know the name of the person, so you're just impatient with me, right?"

Cha Shuai shut his mouth and lowered his eyes and stopped arguing. He didn't want to quarrel with Tang Zhe, and he didn't want to hurt his friendship with the friends he had identified.

Tang Zhe also calmed down, thinking that he was indeed the one who said the derogatory term "little boy" first, and brother Zha asked him not to quarrel with him in small matters, but he still insisted on the principle.

Both of them are only children, they are used to being self-centered, and making friends is also a process of testing each other's bottom line.Tang Zhe knew that Zha Shuai was reserved and eloquent, but he hid it too well. His classmates called him "silly big guy".

Tang Zhe broke the deadlock first. He patted Cha Shuai on the shoulder and said with a smile, "Brother Cha, I'll help you find out about this golden bean. Just leave it to me."

In less than a week, Tang Zhe brought back reliable information that Jin Dou will transfer schools after graduating from the third year of junior high school this semester, because Jin’s father is about to change jobs, and there is a state-owned enterprise over there. Do management work.

Cha Shuai is very disappointed, adolescence, his first love!No, it's his first crush on someone!Are you leaving?

Tang Zhe comforted him: "If you really like him, go and confess to him! Don't let youth leave regrets."

The homework in the third year of junior high school is heavy, and I don’t go home until after 9 o’clock in the evening self-study.

After school, Cha Shuai went home for dinner after playing ball, and then told his mother that he was going to Tang Zhe's home to do his homework. He went out with his homework in his arms. The actual goal was to go back to school. He squatted at the school gate and waited for Jindou to leave school.

At the end of the evening self-study get out of class, Zha Shuai saw Jindou walking out of the school gate, his heart was beating so hard that he caught up with the drums.

Cha Shuai rushed up and stood in front of Jin Dou, which startled Jin Dou, thinking he was going to rush up to fight.

"You, hello, me, I'm a sophomore in junior high school, I know your name is Jindou." Cha Shuai was so nervous that he couldn't speak very clearly.

Jin Dou sized up Cha Shuai, nodded and said, "Cha Shuai, are you busy?"

"It's okay." Cha Shuai quickly denied it, it's not right: "You know me? You actually know that my name is Cha Shuai?" A row of villains in my heart began to dance.

Jin Dou said: "Of course I know you. You play such a good game. Everyone in our junior team knows you."

Cha Shuai cracked his mouth and laughed, so happy that he couldn't find Bei.

"You don't go to evening self-study in the second year of junior high school. It's so late, why are you here?"

"Passing by, I was passing by." Zha Shuai made a very bad excuse.

Jin Dou let out an "oh", turned around and left.

Cha Shuai cheekily followed and chatted with some basketball stars on the way home.Jin Dou cherishes words like gold, and only answers "Oh, is that so, I don't know." This is a similar answer.

Back in the compound, Cha Shuai rushed to Tang Zhe's home to copy homework. After copying homework, it was almost 11 o'clock when he returned home. Cha's mother asked him why he came home so late?Zha Shuai made an excuse to say that today's homework was a bit difficult, and Tang Zhe explained it to him for a long time.

On the second night, Cha Shuai stopped Jin Dou and said, "I'll take you back."

Jindou is beautiful, with long eyelashes fluttering like a small fan. He asked, "Are you passing by again tonight?"

"No, I'll wait here for you after school, and then, then I'll take you back."

Jin Dou was a little confused by the unexpected situation, he felt that Zha Shuai must have something to do with him.

"I heard that after the exam this semester, you are leaving?"

Jin Dou nodded, waiting for what Cha Shuai would say later.

Cha Shuai thought that the exams for the third semester of junior high school would be next week, and there were only a few days left, and he was troubled for a while.

"Cha Shuai, you came to see me for two consecutive days, what's the matter?"

"No, nothing."

"Are you all right?"

"Really, nothing happened."

The lights in the night were dim, and the two of them just walked side by side without saying a word.

On the third day, Cha Shuai had already decided to confess, and he felt that he would go crazy if he didn't say anything else.

I went to camp again during the evening self-study time.

Jin Dou looked at Cha Shuai calmly: "You came to wait for me after class for 3 consecutive nights, what's the matter?"

Cha Shuai whispered, "Yes, there is something wrong."

Silence for a few seconds.

Jin Dou took the initiative to ask him, "Cha Shuai."

"Hey!"

"Are you trying to borrow money from me?"

"what!?"

"How much do you want to borrow?"

Cha Shuai blushed and hurriedly shook his head: "No, I'm not asking you to borrow money."

"Then why are you looking for me?"

Cha Shuai watched Jindou's lips move when he spoke, and couldn't help swallowing.

Jin Dou never heard Cha Shuai's answer, so he turned to look at Cha Shuai.

The next moment, Cha Shuai clasped the back of Jin Dou's head with his left hand, grabbed Jin Dou's lower jaw with his right hand, and kissed him.

The kiss reached the mouth, the kiss arrived, it was as sweet as imagined!

Before Zha Shuai had time to taste it carefully, the frightened Jindou broke free, picked up his schoolbag and smashed it, several times in a row.

Cha Shuai yelled while dodging: "I like you, I really like you, I really really like you, ouch, stop hitting me!"

In the night, I couldn't see what Jin Dou's expression was, but I could clearly see a few onlookers nearby.

Cha Shuai saw it too, and was so frightened that he almost sat down on the ground. The crowd were Cha's father, Cha's mother and Tang Zhe.

During Lengshen's free time, Jin Dou had already run away grabbing his schoolbag.

For three consecutive nights, he used the excuse of going to Tang Zhe's home to do his homework, and did not return home until nearly 3 o'clock, which aroused Cha's mother's suspicion.

Tonight, Cha's mother pretended to go to Tang Zhe's house to deliver food to the two children. Sure enough, Cha Shuai was not there. After questioning, Tang Zhe said that Brother Cha left something in the classroom and went back to school to get it.

Cha Ma made an appointment with her husband, and Tang Zhe also went to the school to have a look.

Then, caught the scene.

Cha Shuai knew that this time would be miserable, and he was ready to lose a layer of skin.

In the posture of the three trials, Cha's father and Cha's mother sat first, and Cha Shuai sat on a small bench, facing his parents, bowed his head, and listened humbly to the confession.

Cha Ma asked, "Do you know he's a man?"

"know."

"Is there anything you want to explain?"

"No."

Chaba asked, "Do you know where it went wrong?"

Shaking his head.

"You play hooligans on people, this kind of behavior is a crime."

"Ah?" Cha Shuai looked up blankly, is it so serious?

Cha's father began to present the facts and reason, and talked in a long and earnest manner.

Cha Shuai went in his left ear and out his right ear, pretending to listen carefully.

The focus of Chaba's ideological work is the harm and consequences of being a hooligan.

Cha's mother kept frowning. She felt that her husband's education was inappropriate and strayed from the topic. The gender issue was the key point. She didn't want to interrupt, so she stopped talking throughout the whole process.

Cha's father borrowed many books from the library, from self-cultivation to celebrity quotes, from disciples' thousand-character essays to Zhongyong University, put them on the desk, and punished his son to copy the books.

As Cha Shuai grows up, the way Cha's father educates his son is also being updated.

Before the age of 7, whipping is the main thing, starting from the buttocks.

In the 6th year of elementary school, the method of punishing kneeling and thinking about mistakes was adopted to follow the example of the ancients in teaching children.

In junior high school, I started copying books as punishment. After copying, I had to tell the content of the book to pass the test. First, I practiced calligraphy, and second, I improved my Chinese performance.

On the issue of educating his son, Cha Pa can be described as well-intentioned.

Zha's father found a certificate from the hospital and asked for 10 days of leave for his son.I will not take the exam before the term, and it is not a unified graduation exam. What's more, there is a doctor's certificate that the reason is sufficient, and I will not repeat the grade. There is no pressure to enter the third grade at the beginning of school.

Cha Shuai was detained at home to copy books, and the door of the room could not be closed. Cha's mother could see her son at home at any time.

According to the regulations, one hour in the daytime can go to the living room to shoot basketball for 10 minutes as a way to relax, and one hour in the evening can only be squatted in the room for 10 minutes. When you leave the room to go to the bathroom, you have to ask for instructions. It is like sitting in a prison and completely loses freedom. And it is militarized management.

In the morning when the trumpet is blown, I get up and start copying. I turn off the lights at ten o'clock in the evening and go to bed. Besides copying, I still copy.

Because he didn't take the final exam and didn't return to school to get the summer homework, during the summer vacation of the second year of junior high school, the task of copying books arranged by Cha's father was homework.

When Dad Zha came back from get off work to check, he copied the whole article in cursive handwriting.Zha Shuai knew that with this speed and the total amount arranged, he could finish copying in about 50 days and leave ten and a half days for playing.If the number of duplicate copies increases, this summer vacation will be over.

Cha Shuai went to the bathroom quietly, and when he passed the living room, he heard his parents arguing in a low voice with the bedroom door closed.

Cha's father was scolding his wife: "You stay at home full-time to take care of the children, have I treated you badly? Look at the good son you taught, what kind of stuff can you teach?"

Cha's mother retorted: "It's my father's fault whether to raise or not to teach. If you can't teach well, it's all your fault."

Cha's father was very angry: "You still blame me for the freak you gave birth to? Your whole family is perverted. Do you think I don't know? The child inherited it from your family."

Then there was a sound of smashing things in the room, and it seemed that something had been smashed on the bed.

Cha's mother said: "You want to hit me? You are the pervert. You are a dead. pervert. Clothes. crown. Bird. Beast. The child has inherited it from you."

The two continued to tear each other apart, shifting responsibility for each other, saying that they had made great contributions to each other, accusing each other of being lazy, playful and indifferent, and then attributed the child's perverted behavior to each other.

Cha Shuai listened for a while, went to the bathroom silently, and went back to his room to continue copying books silently.

After the final exam, Tang Zhe stood under the window meowing like a cat, and got in touch with Cha Shuai.I couldn't get in on the phone. Cha's mother answered the phone and said that her son was sick and had chickenpox. He couldn't come out to play because the wind was too cold. Don't come up, because chickenpox is contagious.

Cha Shuai wrote the information he wanted to ask on a note and threw it down from the window. Tang Zhexun watched it and told Brother Cha the situation in sign language. The fifth floor was too high. Shouting, lest Cha Mama hear.By gesturing and matching, Cha Shuai can guess the general idea.

After more than 50 days, the depressing copying was finally over. Cha Shuai returned to all the rooms at home, including checking whether the corner of the toilet was clean.

Cha Shuai ran into the yard. Last night Tang Zhe knew that Brother Cha was leaving the customs today, so he went downstairs to guard him early in the morning.

The two officially met.

Jindou's family has left, and all the houses in the compound have been retired.

After hearing this, Cha Shuai's eyes darkened.

Tang Zhe said: "Brother Cha, don't worry, Jindou told me before leaving that he will write to me and give me his address after he gets settled in the place."

Then Tang Zhe took out an open envelope, which contained a letter from Jin Dou, half a page sparsely written.From the first few days when I left the military compound, I didn’t get used to it, but now I’m used to writing... I left an email address at the end of the letter, saying that I hope to maintain a pen pal relationship with Tang Zhe...

Cha Shuai returned the letter to Tang Zhe: "I still won't write to Jindou, and I don't know what to write. If you want to write, write it to you. He is writing this letter to you. He hopes to keep pen pals with you." Relationship, not me."

Tang Zhe said: "Brother Cha, I don't know Jindou very well, and I went to his house to establish a relationship with him because I was afraid that you two would lose contact."

Cha Shuai said: "I don't know him well either, you decide whether to write or not, I don't care about it."

Tang Zhe: "..."

When Cha Shuai came to Tang Zhe's house, Tang's mother asked Cha Shuai if he had chickenpox.

After dealing with Tang's mother, the two hid in Tang Zhe's room to chat.

"Brother Cha, have you thought about the future? Neither of us will stay here for long. My dad said that the infrastructure project has come to an end, and it will end next year at the most. By then, your family will return to the Shenyang Military Region, and our family will return to the Chengdu Military Region. Separated again."

Cha Shuai has never paid attention to Cha's father's work, so he has to go back to Shenyang?He even fell in love with Yunnan, which is like spring all the year round.

"In the future?" Cha Shuai thought: "Maybe I will be admitted to a sports school! The admissions teacher who came to the sports school last time paid attention to me. It should not be difficult to enter the sports school after graduating from the third day of the year next year. If I can't get into the sports school, I will take the technical secondary school? As long as If you don’t want to be a soldier, you don’t need to go to the military academy, and it’s not bad to go to the technical secondary school.”

Cha Shuai is very opposed to being a soldier and taking the military academy entrance examination.

Tang Zhe asked him: "Brother Cha, haven't you thought about going to university? I heard that the policy will be relaxed in two years, and universities will start to expand their enrollment. It will be much easier to take the exam than in previous years. We just caught up with the good policy."

Cha Shuai didn't understand what expansion meant.

Tang Zhe explained what enrollment expansion is, and then asked: "Brother Cha, do you have a dream? What is your dream?"

Cha Shuai thought for a while and replied, "Freedom."

Tang Zhe clapped his hands and said: "Yes, we are like-minded! Freedom, freedom to breathe fresh air, freedom to hold the hand of your lover, freedom to say I love you to others. This is our ultimate goal."

Cha Shuai was taken aback. He didn't have such a deep understanding of freedom. As long as he left the strict control of his parents, he would be free.Tang Zhe's explanation of the word "freedom" seems to be more perfect.

Tang Zhe took out an Oxford Dictionary from the bookshelf and handed it to Cha Shuai: "Brother Cha, I have something very important to tell you today, you go through the dictionary first, I'll go out and bring in something to eat."

After speaking, he got up and opened the door to go out, and closed the door by the way.

Cha Shuai was a little bored after waiting for a while, thinking that there is something very important?It looks so mysterious, and it takes so long to get food, so you won't have eaten it outside because of the small portion of delicious food!Absolutely.

He glanced at the dictionary, which was thicker than a brick. It was bitter and difficult to understand. Tang Zhe was there to deal with him. He casually gave him a brick and turned to eat by himself.

Cha Shuai flipped through the bricks in his spare time, and suddenly saw something flashing in front of his eyes. He stopped to take a closer look. It was a postcard with two naked men kissing on it.

He was so frightened that he hurriedly closed the brick, his face turned red and white.

Cha Shuai swallowed his saliva, as if he was a little thirsty.

Tang Zhe opened the door and came in with a pot of boiled water in his hand, but nothing to eat.

Cha Shuai didn't dare to look at Tang Zhe, feeling guilty for no reason.

Seeing his expression, Tang Zhe knew it in his heart, and asked lightly, "Have you read the dictionary?"

Cha Shuai nodded, thought for a while, raised his eyes and asked Tang Zhe, "Is this dictionary going to be given to me?"

Tang Zhe said: "You have a beautiful idea, I managed to collect it."

Cha Shuai: "..."

Tang Zhe sat down, took a deep breath, and seemed to have made an important decision, he said: "Brother Cha, this is my biggest secret, I am the same as you."

Cha Shuai: "..."

"Before I was 6 years old, I followed my mother to the women's bathhouse, and after I was 6 years old, I followed my father to the men's bathhouse. I have known it since I was a child."

In the early years, the accommodation conditions were limited, and there was no heating or water heater in the bathroom, so we could only boil water for bathing.The communal bathhouse provides a lot of convenience in the autumn and cold season, 1 women for 4 week, 2 men for 5 weeks.

Women can bring their children into the venue, 2-3 people share a shower head, and older boys are led by their fathers.

"Brother Cha, I've been looking for the same kind of people around me. I can understand all your feelings about Jindou. When I asked you if you like boys last time, didn't you have any doubts about how I could see it?"

Cha Shuai shook his head, he really hadn't doubted it, he thought Tang Zhe was too shrewd to see it.

"Where's Xiaoli? You have a girlfriend." Cha Shuai asked.

"Brother Cha, people like us live in a dark place. I am miserable and lonely. I have no siblings. I need friends. I can't let my friends discover this secret, or they will alienate me and isolate me. I only have Pretending to be a normal person, pretending to be looking for a girlfriend, pretending to be in a relationship, pretending so much that I thought it was real. I found out about your crush on Jindou, so I just stood on the sidelines. Auntie came to my house to look for you that night, I can lie Said you went anywhere but I didn't, do you know why?"

Cha Shuai shook his head in a daze. With such a large amount of information, he needed time to slow down.

"Because I can't ask for resentment, I want to see what you look like after being caught. But you were really locked up by Uncle Cha, and I regretted it again. Brother Cha, today I sincerely apologize to you. I was wrong. I want To ally with you, I want to cuddle with you for warmth, we help each other, and pursue our dreams together, because we all long for freedom."

Cha Shuai's thoughts were in a mess. Tang Zhe said so much all of a sudden, he still hadn't figured it out.

"You, you're not kidding me, are you?"

Tang Zhe burst out laughing: "Brother Cha, you know why I'm working so hard to learn English? I want to go to university, I want to go abroad, I know that there is no discrimination against gays and lesbians abroad."

Cha Shuai had too many questions: "How do you know that homosexuality is not discriminated against abroad?"

"I read it in an English magazine."

Cha Shuai: "..."

Cha Shuai asked Tang Zhe cautiously: "Which type do you like?"

Tang Zhe glanced at him calmly: "I know you like tall and thin people with fair faces, big eyes, don't be afraid, I don't like you, I only like those who are shorter than me."

Zha Shuai just laughed, and joked, "You looked like 175 in the last physical examination, right? Black-skinned pig, you have to work hard to grow up! It is very difficult to pick out people shorter than you in the north of the Yangtze River, but only in the south of the Yangtze River. "

Tang Zhe stared: "Shut up, don't call me a black-skinned pig, you are 185 amazing? Just a big fool, just a Xiuhua pillow, stuffed with straw."

Cha Shuai said: "Black pig, black pig, black pig, that's what I want to call you. I've told you all your secrets, so am I still afraid of you?"

Tang Zhe rolled his eyes, helpless.