please save me save me

Gu Xunze looked at Qiao Lianjian, who was sitting by the bed in the opposite dormitory, swinging his feet leisurely, and the large and small bags all over the floor. His mind was blank for a while, and he asked him, "Why are you here?"

Qiao Lianjian's face was clear: "Does this still need to be explained? From today, I will be your roommate."

Gu Xunze only felt that his temples were throbbing, and he had a very headache: "Then what about my former roommate?"

Qiao Lianjian concentrated on playing the old-fashioned game console in his hand - Gu Xunze recognized it as a gift that Qiao's father bought for Qiao Lianjian. Over the years, Qiao Lianjian has always protected it very well and often carried it with him.

Qiao Lianjian replied casually while operating fluently: "I had a good communication with him and asked him to give me this bed."

Gu Xunze questioned mercilessly: "Communicate well?"

Qiao Lianjian scratched the back of his head, his eyes wandered for a moment, and he decided to tell the truth: "I also gave him a little extra compensation. Oh, people like them are easy to talk when they see money."

Gu Xunze's expression dimmed, "What kind of person?"

Gu Xunze's original roommate was from the countryside. He was dark-skinned, thin, and had an honest face.In order to get ahead, he always studied hard, and finally got admitted to this private school with strict admission requirements.But the family conditions are very difficult and cannot afford his living expenses.For Qiao Lianjian, any "send payment" may be a month's living expenses for him.

Qiao Lianjian couldn't understand why Gu Xunze was suddenly angry, so he had to change the subject abruptly: "Let's not talk about this. Anyway, I can stick to you every day again now, don't you feel happy?"

Gu Xunze laughed dumbly: "How old are you? Why do you still act like you haven't grown up?"

Qiao Lianjian took it for granted and said: "I don't want to become estranged with you, and you always ignore me, so I have no choice but to pester you shamelessly."

Gu Xunze stood there in a daze for a long while, feeling a warm current slowly flowing through his body, dredging the tendons all over his body, and soothing his stiff body.

After a game was over, Qiao Lianjian casually put the game console aside.

Seeing that the dangling long legs finally restrained Qiao Lian, he leaned closer to Gu Xunze, and there was a safe and ambiguous distance between the two of them just right.

A little less seems unfamiliar, but a little more is beyond the norm.

Qiao Lianjian maintained this subtle distance, looking at Gu Xunze without blinking.

Gu Xunze had nowhere to escape for a while.

Qiao Lianjian's eyes were pale, like fragile glass products overflowing with light.At this time, a faint smile flashed in the depths of his eyes.

Gu Xunze's breathing tightened involuntarily, wondering what Qiao Lianjian was planning.

But Qiao Lianjian just leaned over, grasped Gu Xunze's knuckle-boned hand, and gently put it in the palm of his hand to rub it carefully.The provocative low-frequency friction between the skin seems to be whispering sweet words.

Qiao Lianjian lowered his eyebrows, and said in a rare calmness: "In this world, you are the only one who can't leave me, not even an inch or a step."

Gu Xunze listened quietly to Qiao Lianjian's declaration like a domineering president, his eyes jumped suddenly, but his body temperature and heartbeat frequency spiraled and suddenly rose, and his breathing became unsteady.

He staggered his gaze and shifted to the piles of luggage that were piled all over the floor. These things almost blocked the entire narrow aisle, which brought great inconvenience to his travel.

Gu Xunze raised his forehead, and the excitement just now has long been thrown into the sky: "You don't go home on weekends, do you need to bring so many things? Are you moving?"

Seeing righteousness, Qiao Lian said sternly: "As a human being, you can't treat yourself badly. I was afraid that I would be bored, so I brought all those comics and games."

Gu Xunze gave an ultimatum with a cold face: "I'll give you half an hour, quickly clean up your obtrusive things, or you will bear the consequences."

Seeing that Qiao Lian opened his mouth wide, he looked squarely at his huge pile of luggage.For the first time, he wanted to slap himself so much: "How do you clean this up? I've never done it myself at home."

Gu Xunze folded his hands in front of his chest, determined to stand on the sidelines: "Ask you, I didn't bring these."

Qiao Lianjian complained about Gu Xunze's ruthlessness while struggling to move the heavy boxes.

That night, Qiao Lianjian really wanted to squeeze into the same bed with him.

The beds in the dormitory were inherently narrow, barely able to accommodate two robust boys.So they can only press forehead to forehead, nose tip to nose tip, and their bodies stick tightly together, and there is no room for movement.

As long as Qiao Lianjian was attached to Gu Xunze, he would be safe and disciplined. The exhaustion from the whole day surged up, Qiao Lianjian seemed to have no breath, and fell asleep almost immediately.

But Gu Xunze stared at the sleeping face in front of him through the natural light pouring in from the window, but he rarely suffered from insomnia.

After a long time, he gently pressed a kiss like a dragonfly on Qiao Lianjian's smooth forehead, and then closed his eyes peacefully.

Gu Xunze felt that perhaps Qiao Lianjian was not as dependent on him as he imagined.

Qiao Lianjian had a cheerful personality and a gentle nature, coupled with his prominent family background, it was easy to attract a large number of people around him, regardless of gender.

In his future life, he may need the company of these people more.In contrast, Gu Xunze, who was just an ordinary butler's son, looked so useless.

Just a few days after school started, Qiao Lianjian had his own circle -- but they were all ignorant playboys.

Wearing all the staggeringly expensive famous brands, exuding the rebellious atmosphere of squandering youth, as if they are the real masters of this world.

They often form a group to "have fun" together, and wink at the beauties all over the street. We Qiao Shao always get the most responses because of our good looks.As time went by, the young masters who had been so cold-eyed inevitably avoided him and threatened not to take him to play with him anymore.But it's just a joke. Although they don't know much about the world, they still know how important it is.

The huge assets of the Qiao family all fell on Qiao Lianjian, the sole legal heir—this was beyond doubt, and it was too late for those friends to curry favor with him.

Many parents even heard that Qiao Lianjian was studying in this private middle school, and specifically told their children to "build a good relationship" with him.

People are snobbish, especially people like them who wander between the upper and middle levels of society - they all hope that some high-ranking official can help them.

During the recent period, Mr. Qiao went out to spend time and drink every day, singing and singing every night, without interruption.And Gu Xunze often does exercises in the dormitory until early in the morning, by the way... By the way, wait for Qiao Lian to meet.

The temperature was relatively low that night, Gu Xunze put down the pen in his hand, stretched, got up to get a blanket, and wrapped it tightly around himself.

At this moment, there was a sound of turning the door lock, which was particularly harsh in this silent night.

Qiao Lianjian appeared behind the door and walked in unsteadily.

I don't know how Mr. Qiao "convinced" the housekeeper aunt to let him in.

Gu Xunze frowned as he looked at Qiao Lianjian's unnaturally flushed cheeks.

Gu Xunze clearly smelled the smell of alcohol from Qiao Lianjian.

This kid, it's okay to fool around, but now he dares to drink!

Qiao Lianjian fumbled unsteadily to his own bed, and sat down on it.The bed creaked unbearably.

Qiao Lianjian smiled foolishly at Gu Xunze, seeming to be a little delirious.

Gu Xunze looked at him coldly, for a moment he didn't know how to say: "Have you been drinking?"

"Yes." Qiao Lianjian was very honest, but judging from his expression, he didn't seem to feel that he had done anything wrong.

He collapsed on the bed, paralyzed into a "big" character: "Xun Ze, a girl confessed to me today. She has a pair of almond eyes, and she smiles very pretty. Tell me, should I agree to her? "

Gu Xunze grabbed the blanket on his body tightly, and after a long silence, he could only answer against his will: "It depends on your own opinion, if you like her too...just agree."

Qiao Lianjian covered his eyes with his palm, and smiled: "That's not okay, if I'm bound by a girlfriend, how can I wander around in the world in the future?"

Gu Xunze only felt a headache: "Qiao Lianjian, how long are you going to continue like this?"

Qiao Lianjian was stunned for a moment. Gu Xunze rarely called him by his name in such a serious manner. He subconsciously felt that something was wrong, but his mind was a little confused, and he couldn't think of anything after searching.

Gu Xunze earnestly said: "Keep a little distance from those young masters, you should also give up that kind of life. You should be a little self-motivated, otherwise, do you want to inherit Qiao's family like this? Uncle Qiao left suddenly, but I can't teach you anything. In the future, you have to walk alone. I, and Aunt Qiao, can't be with you all the time. "

Qiao Lianjian seemed to be listening carefully, but he didn't.The flush on his face gradually receded, and his delicate face was sharp and angular.He said without thinking: "Are you leaving me?"

Gu Xunze knew that there was nothing to reason with a drunk person, but when he heard this sentence from Qiao Lianjian's mouth suddenly, he still replied ambiguously: "One day."

Qiao Lianjian didn't speak, and the expression on his face was hidden behind layers of night, which made people feel unpredictable.

There were one or two thunderclaps outside the window, and the night wind was rumbling, and the tightly closed windows vibrated uncontrollably.The sharp rays of light split the dark sky and divided the connected sky into two.

It seems that there will be a heavy rain later.

After a long silence, Gu Xunze laughed at himself: "What title do I have to be by your side for a long time?"

After all, Qiao Lianjian was not on the same road as him, and he should have understood this from the very beginning.

But he thought he had walked into Qiao Lianjian's heart, so he began to be complacent, and for a moment forgot that their backgrounds, growth environments, and established futures were all very different.

There is an unbridgeable gulf between them.

He didn't dare to tell Qiao Lianjian his feelings.Qiao Lianjian's way of thinking about things is very simple. He even feels that there is nothing in this world that he can't overcome if he is serious.

Gu Xunze could imagine Qiao Lianjian smiling, but the eyes watching him were focused and sincere.He would definitely say indifferently: "What is the gap? Just build a bridge. If it doesn't work, just fill it up."

But this is not what Gu Xunze is afraid of.He was worried that one day he would become Qiao Lianjian's hindrance and his burden, which was the most painful thing.

Before Gu Xunze could figure it out, another huge accident happened without any warning.

Gu Boxun suffered a myocardial infarction while working, but the rescue failed, and he died unexpectedly.

Gu Xunze was in class when he received the news.The head teacher called him to the corridor outside, with a solemn expression on his face.Gu Xunze's palms were covered with sweat. He thought that something he hadn't done well recently, and he was a little nervous.

The homeroom teacher seemed a little unbearable. After considering the words that Gu Xunze could most accept, he opened his mouth slowly and told him the sad news.

Gu Xunze watched numbly the head teacher's mouth opening and closing mechanically, feeling confused.

Why can he understand every word the head teacher said, but he can't understand it when they are combined together?

His father... his strong and great father... how?

Is anyone vulnerable in the face of life and death?

"Gu Xunze!"

A familiar voice woke him up.

At the other end of the corridor, there was a figure running towards him quickly, becoming the only focus of his sight.

Qiao Lianjian stopped in front of him and stopped the car in time.He was out of breath, and beads of sweat were glistening on his forehead.

Qiao Lianjian had just heard the news, so he didn't dare to delay for a moment, and rushed over immediately.

The homeroom teacher fulfilled the duty of communicating, and looked worriedly at Gu Xunze who seemed to be nailed to the spot, but decided to leave some space for these two people, turned around and left.

Gu Xunze stared blankly at Qiao Lianjian who was breathing disorderly in front of him, his lips trembled a few times.

Why are you here?

Did you also hear that ridiculous news?

Does this mean that what the teacher said just now is true?

Qiao Lianjian raised her hand distressedly, and wiped away the tears from the corners of Gu Xunze's eyes with her soft fingertips.

Gu Xunze realized belatedly that he was crying cowardly.

Qiao Lianjian grasped his hand tightly, warm and powerful: "You helped me through that dark and heavy time, and now, I'm here to accompany you."

He gently hugged Gu Xunze into his arms, his movements were so cautious, as if what he embraced was a fragile treasure: "It's okay, I will always be here."

Gu Xunze's mind went blank.

All language loses its original meaning and becomes dull.The surrounding scenery gradually faded away all the colors and turned into a pale, only the warmth of Qiao Lianjian's embrace was real, which made his thin and helpless body find the only fulcrum.

Is it really okay?

What is left of him now?

In this world, he is already... alone.

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I don't want to post in Jinjiang anymore. . .so tired