No one loves Dai Xiaojing

In a word, what happened before Dai Xiaojing made Lu Bei uncomfortable, but since he changed his mobile phone to record fingerprints, he knew that Dai Xiaojing hadn't messed around now, and Lu Bei would forget it, and he wouldn't. Hold on to it, it's on the line.

The entertainment industry is only that big. Lu Bei often meets people who have had an affair with Dai Xiaojing before, and sometimes they have to cooperate.

Dai Xiaojing didn't talk to Lu Bei about who did it to him in the first place, so Lu Bei didn't know very well about Dai Xiaojing's being green or donkey in the past, so he didn't feel much about it, let alone making things difficult for him. Dai Xiaojing's predecessor.

He was very calm, as if nothing had happened, and everything was business-like.

But now that Jinnan's incident has been going on all along, and Lu Bei knows, he can't calm down.

He was very angry, angry with that surnamed Jin, and also angry with Xiaojing.

He was angry with Xiao Jing, a worthless idiot, and felt sorry for this idiot.

Lu Bei was still sour.

The sentence with the sour surname Jin: Dai Xiaojing became what he is now because of him in Jinnan.

"Now,"

Lu Bei looked at Dai Xiaojing fixedly, and said in a deep voice, "Give me the phone. Don't make me say it again."

Dai Xiaojing looked at his face and heard his tone, panicked and a little bit annoyed: "What are you doing?"

Lu Bei suddenly raised his volume, and his tone was also very heavy: "Give me the phone!"

"What are you yelling at!?" Dai Xiaojing had never seen Lu Bei being so fierce outside the play, and suddenly his whole mind became even more unclear, and he didn't know what he was thinking. Covering it tighter, "I'll go back—"

Before Dai Xiaojing finished speaking, he saw Lu Bei turn around and open the door, as if he was about to get out of the car and leave.

"Hey! Lu——" Dai Xiaojing didn't dare to call Lu Bei's name loudly outside, so he turned around and opened the car door, hurried after him, dragged him to the car, and finally stuffed him back into the driver's seat. Drilling back into the passenger seat, I couldn't tell whether to laugh or cry, "This is your car, why are you going? If you want to go, I will go..."

"You go." Lu Bei sneered, "Anyway, you have somewhere to go."

"..." Dai Xiaojing frowned, "Are you sick? Oh, you... I won't quarrel with you." He lowered his head to fasten his seat belt, and lowered his volume, "Go back and argue with you, You drive first."

Lu Bei didn't drive, but still stared at him: "Send me his number or WeChat."

"What are you going to do?" Dai Xiaojing couldn't help but yelled, "You're endless, aren't you?"

"I told him not to harass you anymore," Lu Bei said.

"No more! It's like that tonight, why is he looking for me?" Dai Xiaojing frowned, slumped on the back of the chair, lowered his head and said, "Stop talking, drive and go back."

"Give me his number." Lu Bei repeated.

"Don't, don't be endless!" Dai Xiaojing stammered anxiously, "You are about to become a third person, can you be more mature? Just, just him, just Jinnan's character, I am better than you Understood, I wish I didn't have anything to do with him, you are still rushing to give him a clue, and even send him a message to scold him, in case he can't find something to make trouble? Tomorrow's headline will be that Lu Bei insults the newcomer in private. Do anything to drag you out to whip the corpse. If you don’t become popular, you should suppress him. If you become popular, you deserve it. I can't do anything to you, and I can disgust you for a while, do you need it?"

"I don't need it, or do you not want to tear yourself apart?" Lu Bei asked.

"Then there's no need to tear your face apart. Can I just run away when I see him in the future?" Dai Xiaojing broke down, "What's the matter with you? Lu Bei, you're not right now, do you know? I didn't drink tonight. Ah! Have you taken the wrong medicine?"

"The wrong person is you, Dai Xiaojing." Lu Bei said, "I said the last time, give me the phone."

"The battery is out!" Dai Xiaojing shouted.

Lu Bei looked at him silently for a while, stopped talking, looked away, fastened his seat belt, and drove.

Only then did Dai Xiaojing heave a sigh of relief, and went to secretly observe his expression again.

After a while, Dai Xiaojing slowed down his tone, and reasoned with him with a flattering smile: "I'm really going to run out of battery, and I said that I will block him in front of you when I get back, and block both WeChat and mobile phones. I'm really not I don’t want to scold him, but I just think it’s unnecessary. I’ll put it aside when I was back then. I’ll definitely scold him. You can’t hold me back, and no one can hold me back. No, it’s unnecessary. I scolded him as if I was still thinking about something. How about giving him face? I just don’t want to have anything to do with him, good or bad. If you scold him, he can It’s not over. I suspect that he is a bit of a dramatic personality, really, I’m not kidding you, I really think it’s a bit like this, the more you talk to him, the more energetic he will be, and if you ignore him, he will feel even more uncomfortable.”

Dai Xiaojing muttered along the way, but Lu Bei never spoke, and drove the car back to the underground parking lot of the apartment where the two lived together.

When the car came to a complete stop, Dai Xiaojing got out of the car, closed the door, and looked back to see Lu Bei's car reversing—the car was going backwards and heading for the exit.

"..." Dai Xiaojing was stunned for a few seconds before returning to his senses, "Hey! Why are you going? Hey! Hey!"

The car quickly drove out of the parking lot.

Dai Xiaojing: "..."

He lowered his head and was about to call the nervous Lu Bei, but he happened to see the system page that the phone would automatically shut down when it ran out of battery.

He said to himself in despair: "Damn it, I told you all, my phone is really out of battery!"

In short, from this moment on, Dai Xiaojing and Lu Bei unilaterally "lost contact".

He hurried back to Lu Bei's house to find a charger, turned on his phone, and immediately bombarded Lu Bei's social accounts in all directions.

——It was all blacked out.

Dai Xiaojing repeated his old trick, went to the business hall the next morning to get a new card, and called Lu Bei again, but he never answered the first call, and was blocked again when he called the second time.

"..."

Okay, last time it was Lu Bei who deliberately left a step for him, but this time he won't.

Dai Xiaojing searched all the houses of Lu Bei that he could find, but he still couldn't find anyone. He asked the community security, and they all said that Lu Bei hadn't been here recently.

There was nothing he could do, the longer the time dragged on, the more panicked he became, his heart fluttered and his hands trembled a little.

Lu Bei had never done this before.

Dai Xiaojing was very scared, afraid that it was really over this time, and Lu Bei really didn't want him anymore.

The more he thought about it, the more he felt that this was the case, his eyes were so anxious that his eyes were sore, the car stopped on the side of the road, lay on the steering wheel and began to cry.

He didn't know how many years he hadn't cried like this, and his whole body was shaking from crying.

On the way, Hualin sent a video to Dai Xiaojing. He glanced at the name, threw the phone away in disappointment, and continued to lie there crying.

The phone kept ringing, and every time he looked at it with hope, it was Hua Lin, an idiot, who was so angry that he directly blocked him.

After a while, Shen Weixing sent a message: Hua Lin said you blocked him, what's wrong with you?all right?

Dai Xiaojing doesn't want to reply to the message sent by his own son.

Shen Weixing sent a voice request, but he didn't answer, so he called again.

Dai Xiaojing also blocked him.

Then Lu Changan and others also came to look for him, and he was all blocked.

He didn't have the relaxed energy to chat in the group last night at all. He couldn't find Lu Bei for almost 24 hours. Lu Bei really came this time!

Dai Xiaojing lay on the steering wheel and cried for a long time. Suddenly, he had a flash of inspiration, grabbed his phone, and released Shen Weixing from the blacklist.

Dai Xiaojing: Can you contact Lu Bei?

Satellite: Did you finally reply to the message?We are all panicked, are you okay?

Satellite: Where are you?I will look for you

Satellite: Don't be overthinking it!

Satellite: Are you okay?

Dai Xiaojing: I'm fine

Dai Xiaojing: Can you contact Lu Bei?

Satellite: Did you really quarrel?

Satellite: Originally, I was still persuading him in the morning, but he didn't answer me, and finally blocked me ==

Dai Xiaojing: Can you ask Lu Southwest, I was blocked by Southwest and have not been released, you can ask him

Dai Xiaojing: Don’t say I asked, let Southwest go and find out where his brother is now

Satellite: OK, I'll ask

Satellite: But don’t be too hard on yourself, don’t scare me, really, you should at least release Hua Lin first, and talk to him, we’re really afraid that you’re too hard on it, don’t!

Satellite: I've never seen you like this

Satellite: Lu Bei is pretty good, but you can find better ones, don’t worry about it

Satellite: Ask Shang Wendong and the others to come out for a drink, all come

Satellite: nothing can get through

Satellite: Don't overthink it

Satellite: Where are you now?

Satellite: We really need to call the police

Dai Xiaojing: Leave me alone, you can ask Lu Southwest first! ! ! ! ! ! !

Satellite: Okay, okay, okay, don't worry, don't get excited, I'll ask now!

Dai Xiaojing threw away the phone, curled up in a ball on the driver's seat, hugged his head, and cried again.

I panicked that I would never find Lu Bei again, and felt that I was in my 30s, and I was still in such a mess. Compared with before, I hadn't made any progress at all. It was like, I was a waste in this life, and I deserved not to be loved in this life.

Not worthy of being loved at all.

He seemed to have returned to more than ten years ago, and became that Dai Xiaojing curled up in the corner again.

He can even feel the pain of being beaten up by his mother at that time, and he can hear her asking over and over again: Do you think Jin Nan really loves you?You feel?what do you thinkWhere do you think?Do you think there is something about you that makes people love you?

He did not.

He is useless, and he has been useless all his life. From childhood to adulthood, although his parents are like that, they are not short of his food and clothing. The resources he has enjoyed since birth are things that many people will never get in their lifetime.

When Shen Weixing had a meal with his sister, his pocket money was tens of thousands per month.

In the end, Shen said what he did and what he was.

When everyone talked about Shen Weixing, they said he was inspirational, and when they talked about Dai Xiaojing, they were lucky to be reincarnated, otherwise they would not have known what it was like.

You are right.

So no one should love him, he is stupid to think that when Jin Nan said that he loved him, he really loved him, so stupid that Jin Nan's mother came to ask for money, he still thought that the matter had nothing to do with Jin Nan, and thought about secretly He ran away on the balcony and eloped with Jinnan.

If it weren't for this, his mother wouldn't have locked him up and beaten him so hard for so long.

Dai Xiaojing picked up his phone again and sent Lu Bei a WeChat message.

Dai Xiaojing: I blocked Jinnan, and I let him die

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Dai Xiaojing: I scolded him

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Dai Xiaojing: [Chat screenshot]

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Dai Xiaojing: [Voice] Look, I'm really scolding Jinnan, I'll scold you as much as you want me to, don't blackmail me

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Dai Xiaojing: [Voice] You ask me, hiccup, I will do whatever you ask me to do, and I will do whatever you say in the future, please don't, hiccup, ignore me... Lu Bei, don't be like this, woo... sorry……

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Dai Xiaojing: [Voice] I won't lie to you again, just say something to me first... I'm sorry, I, hiccup, I apologize, I, hiccup, I'm just... I'm, it's Jinnan who said he loves I, I didn't plan to talk to him, he loves me, I don't talk to him, I love you, but... hiccup, but, hiccup, but I just want to hear him say it twice more, sorry, woo woo woo...

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Dai Xiaojing: [Voice] I'm sorry, I was wrong, cough cough... cough cough cough cough... hiccup... I'm sorry, don't ignore me, don't be angry with me... I will never do this again... hiccup...cough cough...

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In a daze, in a daze, Dai Xiaojing saw the things in the car moving again, talking and discussing.

He hadn't seen it for a long time.

He heard their voices getting louder and boiling, as if they were all holding big trumpets against his ears.

They are saying that he deserves it, that he has been like this all his life, that no one will love him, that he is not worthy of being loved, that Lu Bei will never want him again...

Dai Xiaojing leaned on the back of the chair, raised his head, and heard them yelling in his ear, reminding him of this, suddenly laughed, shaking his whole body from laughing.

Smiling and laughing, he suddenly stopped for a few seconds, the corners of his mouth gradually pulled down, and began to cry again.

It's hard to live.

From a long time ago, as early as when he seemed to have just remembered, he felt that living was really uncomfortable.

He knew that he was worthless, especially useless, he couldn't learn anything well, and he couldn't compare with anyone, but he was just so worthless, and he didn't want to compare himself to anyone, he just wanted to be loved.

But if you're so useless, you won't be loved.

If no one in this world loves me, why should I come to this world?

Dai Xiaojing asked himself this question many, many, many times.

There was never an answer.

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