vulgar love story

Shi Qi knew very early on that he would not become a popular person.

He was obviously a man, but he had long hair that was over his shoulders. He seemed to be afraid that this would not be eye-catching enough, so he dyed his hair dark brown.

When someone he knows asks him how to make his image like this, he always answers that being a model requires work.

But in fact, he is just a small [-]-line model who can't get popular.

He didn't have the perseverance to bear hardships and stand hard work, and he didn't have any outstanding abilities. He only relied on his young and beautiful face in this industry.

Cen Lou often said to him: "You look a lot like that woman, she was so beautiful when she was young."

"That woman" was actually his biological mother, but he had never seen it, never seen it.

Before he was weaned, his biological mother died of illness.

A woman who could only be regarded as young at that time, for the so-called "proof of existence", knowing that she was suffering from an incurable disease, still irresponsibly gave birth to a child who would not have to suffer in this world.

Cen Lou said to him: "Only a woman without a brain would do such an irresponsible thing. Anything for the sake of love, and any unrealistic proof of existence, are all empty words. When you are about to die in the end, just I was the only one looking at her. The person she loved the most didn't know where to eat, drink, prostitute and gamble. Before she died, she thought that after giving birth, the other party would change their minds and look at her again. In the end, it was just adding another unlucky child for nothing. That's all."

That child is Shi Qi.

And the person who brought him back as his adopted son was Cen Lou.

That's why Cen Lou often said: "Remember, I gave everything you have today. If you relied on your scumbag father, you would have been sold to the mountains to be an ignorant and ignorant scumbag." .”

But Shi Qi always remembered that Cen Lou treated him badly when he was young.

This kind of badness is not abuse, but a kind of cold violence that is extremely heavy for children.

It seems that Cen Lou rarely looked at him with straight eyes, and sometimes he looked at him with the disgusted look of looking at garbage.

But when his face began to show the appearance of "that woman", Cen Lou changed.

The attitude towards him has become gentler, and the frequency of caring for him has also increased.

People who grow up in this kind of environment are always more mature and sensitive, Shi Qi is no exception, he is very precocious.He could see that the way Cen Lou looked at him was for others, and he also knew why Cen Lou adopted him in the final analysis.He was supposed to be afraid and sad, but he was very fortunate—fortunately, God gave him such a face, so that he could rely on it to survive.

Cen Lou's 45th birthday happened to be the day after his eldest son, Cen Ruozhang, returned to China, so the reception banquet and birthday banquet were held together.

Cen Ruozhang has been studying abroad for four consecutive years as an undergraduate and two years as a graduate student, and the number of times he has gone home in the past six years is only as long as the number of long vacations.From the age of 19 to 25, after returning to China, the relationship between him and Cen Lou seemed to be estranged and polite.

One of the reasons I have to mention is that Cen Ruozhang hates Shi Qi very much.

In fact, they had a good relationship when they were young. Cen Ruozhang was three years older than Shi Qi, and he would always protect and take care of him like an older brother.

But as he grew older, after Shi Qi received more and more attention from Cen Lou, he began to hate Shi Qi—especially in the past six years, his biological son was sent abroad to study and returned home. The number of times is very few; but Shi Qi, the adopted son who has no blood relationship with them, is by his father's side every day.

So when he saw Shi Qi, Cen Ruozhang always kept a straight face, as if he had no good temper.

But outside, and at his father's birthday party, he couldn't express his emotions too clearly.When someone greeted his father, he and Shi Qi stood on both sides.

"The eldest son is really a good-looking talent, and he is a returnee with a high degree of education. I am afraid that you will have too many candidates for future wives." Cen Ruozhang followed Cen Lou in stature.Cen Lou is still 1.8 meters 1.9 tall, while Cen Ruozhang is [-] meters [-].

Compared with Shi Qi, who is only 1.8 meters tall, he is not short at all, but he is the shortest among them.

"The second son is also full of personality. This appearance is probably able to fascinate a group of girls. Are you an artist?"

Cen Lou snorted: "What kind of artist, just an unofficial model who can't get popular. A guy who just went to a third-rate university and spent money to buy a diploma. As long as he can be half as good as his brother, I'm satisfied."

Cen Lou's words seemed to belittle Shi Qi and praise Cen Ruozhang, but Cen Ruozhang still felt uncomfortable after hearing it.

Because this seems to be a remark, but it can also prove the close relationship between their "father and son" - only Cen Lou cares enough about Shi Qi to be so worried.And Shi Qi didn't show the slightest bit of unhappiness when he was reprimanded like this.He just stood next to Cen Lou with a smile, without a word of rebuttal, looking so cute.

But in Cen Ruozhang's memories, Shi Qi seemed to have always been so obedient and obedient.Therefore, he couldn't help but look at Shi Qi a few more times. After all, after so many years, Shi Qi's appearance has undergone quite a change.

He just accidentally met Shi Qi's eyes.

There should be some dissatisfaction and contempt in Cen Ruozhang's eyes, because that was his state of mind at the time.But even if Shi Qi found out that his brother had such feelings for him, his eyes were still soft, even the tear mole under the corner of his right eye was gentle.

That night, after Cen Ruozhang took a shower, he went to the small yard to smoke.

In fact, I have not forgotten that this is the place where he and Shi Qi often came when they were young.

In a yard full of flowers and plants, any disgusting insects will crawl out and fly over in summer.Cen Ruozhang has never been afraid of insects, even daring to catch cockroaches and caterpillars with his bare hands.But Shi Qi was just the opposite, he was so delicate that a white moth could frighten him to tears just by mentioning it in front of his eyes.

Obviously, he was such an introverted and timid child, but now he has a tall stature... and even has an overly delicate and beautiful face.

It seemed strangely possessed, thinking of Shi Qi's smile and that charming tear mole, Cen Ruozhang felt his throat itch.

Just as he was thinking about it, Shi Qi appeared beside him.

Shi Qi changed into a loose-fitting short-sleeved shirt, he was slack and casual, with his long hair tied behind his head, his voice seemed to be different from what he remembered, but it was still nice.

Shi Qi said to Cen Ruozhang, "Welcome back."

After a brief absence, Cen Ruozhang regained the attitude he should have when facing Shi Qi: "You don't need to welcome me."

The relationship between them didn't become bad after Cen Ruozhang went abroad.Especially before Cen Ruozhang went abroad, when Cen Ruozhang noticed that Cen Lou's eyes began to shift a lot to Shi Qi, the relationship between them began to change.Especially when he was still in the rebellious period, Cen Ruozhang said a lot of vicious things that he would never say now, and did too childish things that he would never do now.

"We will still live together in the future." Shi Qi took out a cigarette, lit it, took a puff and slowly exhaled smoke rings, "Right, brother?"

The Shi Qi in my impression is not like this.

He should be shy and reserved.

It won't be like now with long hair, smoking a cigarette, and a lazy and sexy face.

"Don't call me brother." Cen Ruozhang hated Shi Qi's tone of meaning when he called his brother, "Your surname is not Cen."

"..."

It is impossible for Shi Qi to be surnamed Cen in his whole life.

His status in the Cen family will always be that of an adopted son with a foreign surname.

But the human mind is very strange.

If Cen Lou had changed his surname to Cen when he took him in, even if he was an adopted son, others would not find it strange.But for so many years, he has kept his biological mother's surname, not one day was surnamed Guo Cen, but instead, some gossip started, some people suspected that he was actually Cen Lou's illegitimate son.

"But in Dad's opinion, it's about the same." Shi Qi didn't change his expression, "We're not much different."

"..."

At any rate, Shi Qi's mother was the lover who almost entered the wedding hall with Cen Lou. Although she betrayed Cen Lou in the end, Shi Qi did not shed a drop of Cen Lou's blood.But Cen Ruozhang's mother was a woman who was several years older than Cen Lou. Back then, she thought she would marry Cen Lou after giving birth to a son, but now she doesn't know where she is.

"At least my surname is Cen." Cen Ruozhang left this sentence and went in.

Shi Qi went back to his room, to be precise, it was Cen Lou's room.

His and Cen Ruozhang's rooms are on the left and right of Cen Lou's room respectively.But what Cen Ruozhang didn't know was that Shi Qi's room was connected to Cen Lou's room later, and they have been connected together for many years.

When Shi Qi went back, Cen Lou had just finished taking a shower, so he was only wrapped in a towel.

This 45-year-old man still maintains a strong and strong figure.

He asked Shi Qi: "How is it?"

"What else can I do?" Shi Qi nestled on the rocking chair.In front of Cen Ruozhang he was smoking cigarettes, in front of Cen Lou he had sugar in his mouth, "My brother has always hated me, it's not like you don't know it."

"Now that you are grown up, you should know how boring the previous quarrel was."

Cen Lou walked into him, kissed his face, then his neck, and sniffed: "Smoking again? It smells like smoke."

This is why Shi Qi eats sugar.

But now he is going to ignore Cen Lou's question, and instead said: "My brother must still be brooding over the fact that you insisted on sending him to study abroad... Well... After all, he wanted your attention so much at that time. His performance was so outstanding. But in the last six years... well... the one who was with you was not his biological son, but my unrelated adopted son..."

"It is precisely because he is outstanding that he was sent to study abroad, what's wrong?" Cen Lou pulled Shi Qi over and turned his back to him.

"...Wait a minute? Do you want tonight? Here?" Although the question was uncertain, Shi Qi still lay there obediently according to Cen Lou's wishes, "Brother is next door. All right?"

"It won't be discovered." Cen Lou took off Shi Qi's clothes and covered his mouth with one hand, "As long as you don't make a sound, nothing will happen tonight."