nostalgia

When Li Suran returned to the office and just took a sip of warm water, Shen Yao walked in with a gloomy expression.

"What's wrong with you?" Li Suran put down his teacup and walked over.

Shen Yao lay down on the chair dejectedly, and said, "The brats are really hard to manage now."

"Are you seventy or eighty? Brat? You're not much older than them."

"But I'm much more mature than them."

Li Suran teased: "You are mature and still care about them. It's such a big deal, just say no to it."

"You don't know! That kid named Xia Rui is so attractive. I think he has a problem with his position. I wanted to help him change it. You don't even know how upsetting I was with his righteous expression when he refused. .” After finishing speaking, he still looked annoyed.

Li Suran laughed: "You don't look like you are a teacher, and you say you are mature, so you are clearly a child."

Shen Yao rolled his eyes at him, and muttered: "You don't speak for me either.".

It was indeed like a son blaming his mother for saying that other people's children are good, Li Suran burst out laughing at the thought.

"Still making fun of me?"

"No, I think Xia Rui is very talented, but his personality is not very gregarious. Such a person should be cultivated well, so as not to arouse his rebellious psychology."

Shen Yao patted his head: "Oh, I almost forgot that you also taught their class. No wonder I heard other students say that he only listens to you. Do you have a good relationship with him?"

"It's not particularly good, it's just that the relationship is relaxed compared to him and others."

Shen Yao suddenly got up and stretched out his hand to hook Li Suran, brought him into his arms and said, "Li Suran, you know that, right?"

"what?"

"I'm a jealous jar, you know that?"

Li Suran stretched out his hand to hug Shen Yao back, patted his back with a smile, and saw Shen Yao's expression from the mirror next to him, clearly showing willful and domineering.

Why didn't he realize that Shen Yao, who had a strategizing face, also had such a side? !It seems that - since they got together, he is not quite the same as before, at least not the same as him in his own eyes.

Li Suran smiled: "Yes, I know. So you mean you don't want me to get too close to others?"

Shen Yao twisted Li Suran's waist, and Li Suran hit him on the back.

"I said Li Suran, in your heart, am I so unreasonable?"

Li Suran looked at Shen Yao, and after thinking for a few seconds, he frowned and nodded heavily.

"You!" Shen Yao was extremely angry, and stared at him: "Why am I being unreasonable, when did I become unreasonable? Tell me, tell me."

"Hey, you're being unreasonable at this moment. Also, I see that you mentioned me and Xia Rui, and you're obviously not very happy." Then she complained in a low voice: "You also said that you don't want me to get close to others."

Shen Yao pressed Li Suran heavily into his arms, and said word by word in his ear: "I really won't interfere with your friendship circle. I just don't want you to be too special, especially in the eyes of others. , I'd be jealous."

Li Suran pursed his lips and smiled, hugging Shen Yao tighter: "Thank you, Shen Yao."

"Fool, tell me what to say thank you."

"Really, I am very grateful to you. If it weren't for you, I don't think I would have survived in Japan before. Thank you for being by my side during that time."

Shen Yao stroked Li Suran's soft hair, the scent of the pleasant shampoo filled his breath, and suddenly felt that everything was worth it.

Ding ding ding.

Li Suran let go of Shen Yao apologetically, went to the desk and picked up the phone, the caller ID read: Yi Yan.An octopus suddenly appeared behind him, Li Suran shook his head helplessly and answered the phone.

"Yi Yan, um, he's here, yes, okay, okay, then you should be careful, see you later."

Hanging up the phone, he slapped Shen Yao on the shoulder: "Why do you breathe on my neck, it makes it itchy, do you know?"

Shen Yao was wronged: "Then you want me not to breathe?"

"I want you not to breathe into my neck, it's itchy."

Shen Yao approached slowly, and raised the corners of his mouth with an ambiguous expression: "So your neck is so sensitive."

"What, what?" Li Suran backed away blushing.

Shen Yao bullied Li Suran to nowhere to retreat, his face was getting closer and closer, and Li Suran's face continued to heat up.

Just when Li Suran was thinking wildly, Shen Yao's lips were already very close to Li Suran's.

Suddenly one corner of the mouth raised, evoking a smirk, and then the lips moved to Li Suran's ear: "Tell me, what picture are you thinking now? Did you associate it with what I just said?"

When he turned to leave, he was slapped hard on the head by the person behind him, and he could imagine Li Suran's anger from embarrassment at this moment.

Shen Yao consciously turned around, bowed his head and admitted his mistake without thinking for a second, but it was a pity that there was only one word in response:

"roll!"

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Yi Yan adjusted his black-rimmed glasses to make himself look more dull, put on a disposable mask, his neat short hair was covered by a slightly longer black wig, and looked at his plain and neutral attire, and then he was familiar with it into the campus.

That way it won't be discovered by fans.

This is also the price of being an artist, there is no room for freedom at all.

When they walked to the old playground, Li Suran and Shen Yao were already waiting there, Yi Yan waved his hand to greet them.

Seeing them standing side by side in the sunset, Yi Yan thought for no reason of the person whose smile pointed directly at people's hearts. Although he rarely saw him smile, the only time he smiled was when he spoke to Brother Li Suran unconsciously. , the smile dazzled his eyes.If there hadn't been that incident, maybe Brother Su Ran would have been with him all the time, thinking of this, Yi Yan felt a little sad, although Teacher Shen had nothing to say to Brother Su Ran, but the cinnabar mole in his heart was not so easy to smooth out.

"Yi Yan, you are too courageous, why don't you wear a hat and sunglasses?" Shen Yao said worried for him.

"Mr. Shen is fine, the more you dress like that, the more suspicious you will be, and" Yi Yan pointed to his head proudly: "I wear a wig, and now I have left my gender behind, who would doubt me?"

"Okay, Yi Yan, let's hurry up, I'm really afraid that something might happen." Li Suran glanced around from time to time.

"Well, I'm going to trouble Teacher Shen." Yi Yan said.

"Then you go to that classroom, I'll watch out for you here." Li Suran said while chasing them away.

After walking into the classroom, Shen Yao fiddled with his SLR camera and said, "Yi Yan, I can't fully explain to you how to master this lens. You, that side of you looks better, let's get started."

Yi Yan is actually a good-looking boy, with red lips and white teeth, completely different from the pretended expression in the commercial posters. Shen Yao recently criticized Yi Yan's "thousand pictures, one face" on the Internet. I have also heard that, after all, he is not from a major, and he has never been able to do a professional job in controlling the expression on his face. Now he is only supported by his popularity.

Shen Yao and Yi Yan became acquainted after Li Suran's car accident. At that time, they were the only ones who knew about it, so they took turns to take care of Li Suran.

Under Li Suran's various pleas, the two kept silent about this matter in front of others, so during that time, only the two of them comforted and supported each other.

Yi Yan was called away by his manager's phone. It seemed that it was an emergency situation. He didn't even have time to say hello to Li Suran. Sorry for leaving in a hurry.

Shen Yao came out to look for Li Suran's figure, and saw him squatting on the ground, holding a can of drinks, drinking one after another, while the other hand was fiddling with the half-dead weeds beside him.

That look, like a high school student who is only seventeen or eighteen years old.

Toggle the button again, focus slowly, and look through the viewfinder at the profile of the beautiful young man not far away, his glazed eyes and straight nose bridge.

People can't move their eyes.

The shutter kept pressing like a maniac.

It's like the picture is moving, one by one is frozen.

He still loves to pat his eyes.I remember when I was in Japan before, Li Suran's eyes were soulless lakes, only worry, nothing else, and then the sunlight slowly revealed.

Because of me?It's because of me, the corner of Shen Yao's mouth slightly raised.

Maybe he shouldn't be so unconfident, maybe those who used to really fade into the past tense with time, the past tense forever.

Shen Yao didn't know how Li Suran survived the first year alone in Japan, and it was the second year that he found Li Suran because he went to Japan to hold a seminar.The seminar lasted for a month due to various reasons, and within this short period of time, Shen Yao lost his heart in that home called Li Suran.

He thought he would stay in the house rented by Li Suran, but Shen Yao always felt that this was a mistake, or it was the beginning of getting lost.

Shen Yao has always had the habit of carrying a camera with him, he feels that this way he can record all the good times at any time.Perhaps Li Suran's charm was absorbed into the lens and introduced into Shen Yao's eyes.

He has gained too much shooting experience and skills from behind the camera, but there is no such thing as a free lunch, and what he pays is his heart that has been dusty for a long time.

That smiling, silent, empty face was silently blocked in Shen Yao's head, and would come out for a walk from time to time, Shen Yao never realized that love is actually very simple, this is love.

Frightened into sweat by his own thoughts, how could he forget that Li Suran had someone he loved deeply and couldn't let go of, how could he forget the lessons learned from himself and Lin Xu?

But why not?Li Suran and Zhong Jinxi were still not together in the end, and the past with Lin Xu might make him know how to love better.So why not?

Li Suran finally saw Shen Yao holding the camera, he walked over to block his camera and said, "Hey, pay the copyright fee?"

Shen Yao hugged Li Suran forcefully.

"This is at school!" Li Suran exclaimed.

"There is no one around, I just watched it." Shen Yao stubbornly refused to let go, "You never told me why you agreed to me back then, I want to hear from you now."

Seeing that no one around was holding Shen Yao so stubbornly, Li Suran quietly leaned on his shoulder and said, "I've thought about it for a long time before deciding."

"It's really been - long, I've been chasing you for a whole year!" Shen Yao interrupted Li Suran's words, his voice muffled around his ears.

"When I first arrived in Japan, I seemed so at a loss in this strange city, and I couldn't fit in with everything around me. Except for class, I would go home and work in my small corner. I had no friends and refused to communicate with others. At that time, I felt like this Life is pretty good, I am very busy during the day, but I sleep very peacefully at night, so I don’t think I will think of anything about him.”

Sure enough, the backline of the person in his arms was a little stiff, Li Suran patted Shen Yao's back, paused for a while before continuing: "This kind of life is very fulfilling, but it's too deserted, and I often feel like I'm the only one in this world People exist. Until you broke the law of my life.

"I began to feel that someone needs me, and I have someone I can rely on. Even though my daily life is the same as before, at least I have someone I can talk to. You don't know how powerful words are. It can relieve a lot of depression in my heart. s things.

"When you confessed, I was really surprised. I never thought that there would be anything other than friendship between us. At the same time, I also understood that this kind of relationship has changed. No matter what my answer is, our relationship will return to the past. It’s not before, so I’m afraid, I avoid you, I push you away, but why are you so stupid, insisting on hanging on a tree?”

Shen Yao looked directly at Li Suran, with almost willful stubbornness in his eyes, his lips touched the center of Li Suran's brow, and then he sighed and said: "I don't know why I persist, just looking at you, every part of my body All the cells are asking me not to give up, just looking at you, I am paranoid that you should have happiness, and the person who gives you happiness - can only be me."

"So you insist on it for a whole year?"

"So, you can't let me down. I really have never been so attentive to a person."

Li Suran was moved, but what he blurted out was: "Haven't you ever taken Lin Xu seriously?"

"For Lin Xu, of course I've been serious about it, but—hey, didn't I talk about this topic with you before, I won't talk about it now, why pull Lin Xu out to reduce your sense of guilt, let me tell you, Don't even try to escape in your life, as long as it's something I grab, you won't let it go."

Li Suran hugged Shen Yao tightly, trying to give him a certain sense of security.

This kind of life is also very beautiful, isn't it? Although he doesn't love Shen Yao so much now, he is willing to try to fall in love. It is not easy to meet someone who loves him so deeply, and Li Suran has no reason to push him away That kind of people.