[Wearing Books] School Bully Loves Little Milk Cake

From the tube of lubricant that he accidentally saw in the car when the two of them came, Jian Zhao already knew the purpose of Ke Ai bringing him to this manor.

Even though he was already prepared in his heart, he never thought that Ke Ai would be able to do this.

After taking a shower, Ke Ai was only wearing a simple shirt.

When the two were in No. [-] Middle School, there was a little difference in height itself, and now it has not changed much after so many years. Jian Zhao's shirt is enough to be used as a nightdress on Ke Ai's body, and it just reaches Ke Ai's thigh. .

Ke Ai didn't wear pants underneath, because the shirt he was wearing was white, it should have been soaked in water in the bathroom before, and it became translucent, Jian Zhao could clearly see that Ke Ai was not wearing anything under the shirt .

Ke Ai with this appearance, even though he was wearing a shirt, looked more attractive than without it.

The top two buttons of the shirt were unbuttoned, revealing the lovely shoulder sockets and delicate collarbone loosely.

Ke Ai was originally on the thin side, and after raising him for such a long time, it only made him recover a little bit, and he was still very thin.

Looking at his appearance, Jian Zhao felt an inexplicable desire in his heart besides distress.

Even though Jian Zhao's original temperament is relatively cold, he still can't escape his physical desire, especially the person in front of him is Ke Ai, whom he has been thinking about for so many years.

Jian Zhao almost exhausted all his self-control to keep his face away, he can be said to be someone who understands him better than Ke Ai himself, Jian Zhao understands Ke Ai's character, and is familiar with his uneasiness.

Even now, with Ke Ai dressed like this and standing in front of him, Jian Zhao is still sane enough to know that the reason why Ke Ai has achieved this step is that he likes to occupy only a very small part.

What's more, it's the uneasiness that arose in his heart after he gradually recovered.

In Jian Zhao's eyes, Ke Ai is of course extremely good, but Jian Zhao can see Ke Ai's anxiety and inferiority hidden in his heart.

Jian Zhao hoped that the little boy in his family would look proud and unrestrained, instead of being so cautious and worrying about gains and losses as he is now, trying to retain a person's existence by the most clumsy means.

Jian Zhao suppressed his physical desire, stretched out his hand to hold him in his arms, and Ke Ai could clearly perceive the changes in Jian Zhao's body through the tight fit of the two bodies. With a flushed face, the enthusiasm rose even more.

"Baby, can you listen to me patiently now?"

As it gradually healed, Ke Ai returned to the docile and well-behaved appearance of the past. Occasionally, he was mischievous and misbehaving, which only made people feel soft.

"Honey, you'll believe whatever I say, won't you?"

When Jian Zhao said these words again, he met his eyes seriously. Ke Ai nodded slightly, seeing the thick trust and passionate love in Jian Zhao's eyes.

Of course he believed in Jian Zhao, even if he knew that Jian Zhao was lying to him, he would still choose to believe it.

"I...Baby, since you believe in me, you should know that no matter what happens, I will never leave your side."

When Ke Ai heard this, he probably understood what he wanted to say next, and his eye circles were slightly red.

Everything he can do is very limited, and Ke Ai can be regarded as the one who knows himself best. He clearly knows how bad and unlovable he is now.

Jian Zhao is the best and the best person in his eyes. There are so many people who like Jian Zhao, but he only wants Jian Zhao to like himself.

If it was a few years ago, the two of them followed the most normal life trajectory of everyone and grew up with each other slowly. When Ke Ai had this idea, he might hold his collar with a proud face. , threatening Jian Zhao to promise to be the only one in this life.

However, for now, the completely different lifestyles of the two have caused Ke Ai to feel inferior and uneasy in his heart.

No matter how Jian Zhao knew about Ke Ai, after all, he knew nothing about what happened to Ke Ai in recent years.

Ke Ai refused to talk to his parents after being picked up by his brother from the beginning, shutting himself in his own small room.

Then later, the psychological changes have caused mental illness, autism, depression, and as time goes by, it is gradually accompanied by the urge to self-mutilate and want to commit suicide.

Ke Ai, he clearly knows what a bad person he is, he is not good, he is not obedient at all, and even his good-looking appearance has gradually become uglier and uglier because he has ruined his body in recent years .

Ke Ai felt that he was useless.

It's like a person in a desperate situation, desperately trying to grab the last straw.

No matter in his previous life or in this life, the family Ke Ai lived in since he was a child was extremely humorous. Although his parents didn't care about him in the previous life, they gave him nothing less.

Surviving in such an environment until he grew up, how could he not have the slightest pride.

It's just that, for Ke Ai, the pride in his heart is not even one iota comparable to that of Jian Zhao.

In Ke Ai's eyes, Jian Zhao is really outstanding and dazzling, while he himself is like a gray mouse in the dark, unlovable.

Therefore, Ke Ai chose to let go of his pride, and tried to keep Jian Zhao in the most clumsy and most low-level way.

It's not that Jian Zhao doesn't want to have a relationship with Ke Ai, on the contrary, since he was in No. [-] Middle School, he has thought about it since he learned that this little kid is not the underage he thought.

For so many years, he walked alone, and in countless lonely days and nights, he also had fantasies.

It's just that what he wants is different from what this poor kid in his family wants to give him.

For Jian Zhao, that matter is dispensable, Ke Ai's mental health is more important than everything else in his eyes, especially after being reminded by a psychiatrist, Jian Zhao knows more clearly that Ke Ai cannot be let down because of some things. Have knots.

"You...really won't leave?"

Ke Ai raised his head and asked courageously, his eyes were full of uncertainty, and his eyes were erratic with a bit of hesitation.

Jian Zhao keeps saying that he won't leave, but seeing himself like this, he really won't dislike him, won't he really want to leave him?Ke Ai wasn't sure at all.

Seeing Ke Ai's appearance, Jian Zhao's heart skipped a beat. He originally thought that he would spend all his time with Ke Ai for such a long time, so that Ke Ai could feel safe.

But I didn't expect that he was still the same as before.

"Baby..."

Jian Zhao can't tell what mood he is in right now, the pain in his heart is almost overflowing.

He doesn't dislike Ke Ai's appearance of worrying about gains and losses, in fact, it's the same if he goes too far.

For Ke Ai who looked like this, he was full from the beginning to the end, and his heart was full of distress.

Ke Ai looked at the unnatural expression on Jian Zhao's face, and thought that he was displeased with what he said, so he panicked and wanted to explain a few words out loud.

"Baby, if you don't believe me, I will be by your side every day for the rest of your life. When we are both old and can't walk anymore, maybe you will believe me, right? "

"Jian Zhao... I believe in you, don't be angry with me, okay?"

Jian Zhao pulled him violently again, and hugged him forcefully in his arms, and the two bodies were tightly pressed together.

"I'm not angry with you. I'm seriously emphasizing a fact with you. Baby, you don't have to worry so much about whether I will be angry. In fact, I will never be angry with you."

"I know you... It doesn't matter if you don't worry about me. You see, when the two of us were separated in China... I have come here alone for so many years."

Ke Ai couldn't think about it at all, he couldn't control it when he thought about it, and wanted to cry.

He has had a hard time living abroad for so many years, how can Jian Zhao ever feel comfortable when he stays in the country alone?

Ke Ai's obedient appearance was held in Jian Zhao's arms. His docile appearance was like a cat. Jian Zhao was just an ordinary person, an ordinary person who couldn't resist the charm of the person he liked.

After finishing these words, his breathing became much heavier without any trace. Seeing Ke Ai's worried look on his face, he suddenly stopped struggling to explain something to him, and slightly lowered his head and kissed him. touched Ke Ai's lips.

For couples who are passionately in love, the best way to eliminate the sense of security.

Ke Ai was a little out of breath from his kiss. If it was normal, he would have already frowned and wanted to hide aside, but he didn't today, so he let Jian Zhao ask for it.

After the kiss was over, Jian Zhao pressed Ke Ai on the big bed, and the inside of a pair of black tubes was filled with scarlet. Jian Zhao stared at Ke Ai's eyes, and then emphasized to him one after another: "Baby , what should I do to make you truly believe that I like you?"

When Ke Ai heard this sentence, tears couldn't help but raged, he buried his face in his arms, and then said to him with sobs: "Jian Zhao... I know you like me, I always knew... ...but I don't think I'm worthy of your liking..."

Ke Ai himself thinks that Jian Zhao is more suitable to have a sunny and enthusiastic partner who shares the same goals with him and can accompany Jian Zhao to do what he wants to do most.

Instead of being like myself, who can't do anything and will only drag him down.

When Ke Ai thinks about this, the more he can't help but loathe himself.

Jian Zhao dragged the back of his head, looked seriously into Ke Ai's eyes, and emphasized to him word by word, his magnetic voice was now slightly hoarse.

"Baby, how can I let you know that the one I like is the most worthy of my liking."