Stand-in self-cultivation

After Zhao Qiyu left, Ma Qiming was bored in the study for a long time before coming out.It's not a new thing to forget to eat when you get busy. Without the feeling of hunger, Jia Ran's cooking has become so ordinary that he couldn't be more ordinary. After two bites, he lost his mind.

He actually wants to eat people more.

Speaking of which, he hasn't let go of his desire for a long time. From the time when Jia Ran was almost raped, to his sudden illness and business trip, he was about to become a monk this month.If it was said that he had just found someone casually before, but since the two of them communicated with each other half-heartedly that day, whenever such thoughts come up again, they will feel a little uncomfortable in their hearts.

After taking a bath to relax, Ma Qiming stood on the second floor wrapped in a soft bathrobe and looked down. There was no one in the brightly lit hall, and Uncle Wang stopped watching TV dramas.Time passed by one minute and one second, and when the pointer pointed to ten o'clock, he couldn't help it, picked up the phone and dialed the number.

The phone rang twice before it was connected.

Jia Ran breathed a word, and he could hear that he was very tired.

"Where are you? Do you need my help?" Ma Qiming asked in a deep voice, and walked down the spiral staircase to Uncle Wang's room.He had to find some medicine for his throat for Jia Ran.

Jia Ran on the other end of the phone just came out of the hospital, and stayed with her sister for a long time. The excitement and longing when they first met turned into a little fear, but the good news is that during this contact, Jia Ran clearly noticed the change in her. , she mentioned Zhang Yun many times and showed no hostility towards her. It seems that this psychiatrist still has some tricks, at least for now they have become friends.

When Ma Qiming asked if he needed help, he was a little confused.Maybe it was because of the long silence, Ma Qiming called out several times in succession before bringing him back to life.

"Have you left yet? I'll let Lao Wen pick you up." Ma Qiming said.

"No, no need. I can drive back by myself!" Jia Ran subconsciously refused, he was not used to bothering others, and then he added naturally, "I'm fine."

"... How is Jia Meng?" Ma Qiming sat on the sofa and ate the ice cream he found from the refrigerator.He hasn't touched this thing for several years, and Uncle Wang said it was bought for Jia Ran.

"Let's go back and talk about it," Jia Ran hesitated. He got into the car with his mobile phone in his hand, and started the ignition carefully. "I'm not sure. You can help me... just refer to it."

Ma Qiming's hands that scooped up the ice cream stopped. Although his mouth was cold, his heart almost burned because of Jia Ran's words. "Well, come back and tell me. When you meet a traffic policeman on the road and stop you, make this number."

After hanging up the phone, Jia Ran looked at the string of numbers he sent, feeling very calm.Some time ago, he was still struggling with the huge gap between him and Ma Qiming, but now, he chose to accept the man's kindness.

There is nothing to be ashamed of, and there is no need to deceive yourself.He is still him, and Ma Qiming is still Ma Qiming.

Go back and talk about it.

When the pointer points to eleven o'clock, Ma Qiming's patience has reached its limit. He wants to see Jia Ran right now, he wants to put him on the table and fuck him hard, he wants to see Jia Ran cry and call him brother, and he also wants to see Jia Ran However, it looked cool and incontinent under him.He made another call and learned that there was a rear-end car on the highway that he had to go home, and the speed was slow.It might be eleven or twelve o'clock when I come back.

He realizes that the house is a bit far away now.

After pondering for a while, he still called Uncle Wang to ask about the situation.There are quite a few houses, large and small, under his name. There are a few in the urban and suburban areas, and scattered all over the country.Li Xiaojiang has been poor for so many years, and when he has money, he buys a lot. He has written his name in full, and he has never heard of many of them. To be precise, he has been to only a few.

The villa he lives in now is bought by himself after making money. The area is small and the location is remote. The various facilities have long been unable to keep up with the current development speed.Thinking about the girl he brought back from a bar, he would give her 20 yuan to buy a bag, Jia Ran really lost money by following him.

Not to mention that he gave Bairan a house before, which caused Jia Ran to be persuaded to quit. Thinking about it, he felt a little inexplicably guilty, and this matter obviously had nothing to do with him.

In any case, this house must be given. He likes Jia Ran very much. At least before meeting the next person, he should provide him with a better life.But if Jia Ran is willing to accept a house as a gift, there will be ghosts.

unless……

After thinking for a while, he called his friend, and after hanging up, he relaxed a lot.With a ding-dong message on WeChat, he made a choice, and decided on his first official gift to Jia Ran without much entanglement.

Calling Uncle Wang, Ma Qiming simply and rudely informed him to move this week.

Uncle Wang didn't look too surprised, as if he had expected him to make this decision a long time ago: "Okay, I'll find someone to arrange it tomorrow. It's time to move, it's too far away, your uncle, I want to go to a flower and bird market and go out in the morning I have to come back this afternoon..."

Ma Qiming smiled, and he was very relaxed in front of this man like his father: "Then I'm afraid you will be disappointed, the new home is not in the urban area, but the overall location is much closer to the city center than the current one. Newly developed in the north Villa in the middle of the mountain, four floors, the residential area is about [-] yuan, there is an open-air swimming pool on the top floor, and the yard is twice the size of the current one, your flowers and plants can be moved there and you can plant some new ones."

"Okay, okay, I still want to grow some vegetables, so I can eat without worry." Uncle Wang narrowed his eyes with a smile.

He does not intend to hang this villa under Jia Ran's name.It's impossible for him to accept a house, and half a house is useless, but the two of them will definitely not refuse to move in together.It should be fun to slowly infiltrate this little bastard step by step.When things come to fruition, add his name—he is almost moved by his thoughtfulness.

Jia Ran finally came back before 12 o'clock, and Ma Qiming felt like a young bride who had just entered the door and was waiting for her husband to come back, feeling aggrieved.After carrying Jia Ran into the bathroom, he tried his best, but he still lacked interest, so he had to temporarily suppress his desire, and assumed the posture of talking in the first half of the night and working in the middle of the night.

"Did you eat?" Jia Ran asked.

Although Ma Qiming's voice was calm, his words had already been exposed. "Eat, you're doing okay."

"Oh." Jia Ran replied wearily, flattening her face to the ceiling and not knowing what she was thinking.

"What you want to say on the phone, you can say it now."

Jia Ran was so annoyed, it was like a slide show in her brain, the picture of Jia Meng standing in the dark living room going mad and throwing her grandma to the ground angrily, the picture of her hugging herself and crying, countless were sealed Today's memory reappeared back and forth like a demon.

"Say." Ma Qiming raised his arm and squeezed it, tilting his head to look at him.

Jia Ran stared at Ma Qiming, who was sitting by the bed talking to him, and thought in a trance that they were an old married couple. Before going to bed, the husband heard his wife lying on the bed saying that she didn't know how to be a good girl...

Bah bah bah!What are you thinking!Jia Ran tilted his head and pulled his arm out of Ma Qiming's hand, and said sullenly, "Please give me an idea, my sister's chemotherapy is over. What should I do now?"

Ma Qiming also went to bed, casually picked up the book on the bedside table and flipped through it absently, "What do you want to do?"

Jia Ran looked at the halo on the wall, turned his head after a while, and for the first time spoke out his fears and worries in front of this person without reservation.

"I don't know. She's finished chemotherapy now, and she'll be discharged from the hospital in a while. It's absolutely impossible for her to live alone if she rents a house. It's an unaffordable expense for her to continue to recuperate. I can't afford it now."

Ma Qiming said without thinking, "You don't have to worry about money."

Jia Ran looked at the dim profile of the man under the lamp, and it was a lie that he wasn't moved. He continued: "And... I don't want to take care of Jia Meng alone. I'm afraid of being controlled again, and I'm also afraid that one day I will Break down and give up this hard-won path. Sometimes I feel that I am not human. After being taken care of by you, my sister's condition has stabilized. I actually had such a good idea..."

"En." Ma Qiming didn't say anything, just reached out and stroked his cheek like petting a dog.

The two were silent for a long time, and Jia Ran finally spoke slowly under his silent encouragement: "Let's end this nurturing relationship."

Ma Qiming turned to caress his soft hair, twisted a strand and played with his fingertips.

"Yes," he said, "I respect your choice."

"Until I'm ready, Jia Meng is still living in a nursing home. I'll clean up the old house and pick her up sometime."

"Well, as long as you think about it."

Although this matter is still not perfectly resolved, he cannot deny that it feels really good to have Ma Qiming behind him to take care of him.Heaving a sigh of relief, he took out the book from under the man's hand, and said casually: "Stop pretending to be a cultured person, you still read the book with the book upside down."

Ma Qiming reached out and flicked his forehead, leaving a red mark, then got up and pressed it, pushing Jia Ran's pajamas onto his collarbone.

Jia Ran trembled all over, and the moment his hand touched his skin, he reacted almost immediately. He was at an age when he was walking on the road and seeing a girl hard, and he held it in for too long.Involuntarily, he stretched out his hand and hooked it around Ma Qiming's neck. He twisted his legs, trying to take off his pants.

"If there's anything you're worried about, let's talk about it. Only after I've solved it for you can I work hard for you, otherwise it won't be fun enough." Ma Qiming asked.

Jia Ran thought for a moment, then shook his head.

Ma Qiming is still a little worried: "You have more minds than anyone else, I don't have time to think about it carefully, but most of the entanglements are related to these substances, right? I give you, whether you accept it or not is not important to me. , because I won’t change my approach because of this. You can’t expect me to sweep shared bicycles to work every day like you, can you?”

Jia Ran didn't hold back, cursed "fuck" and immediately retorted: "I can drive to work now."

Ma Qiming continued: "What can you think about? Climb higher, go farther, catch up with me, gain absolute equality, and equate giving and reward. What you get from me will come sooner or later." Give it back to me one day, will you?"

Jia Ran pursed his lips without saying a word, and then nodded. He did have these thoughts before.

"Childish." Ma Qiming shook his head, not knowing whether he was laughing at him or himself.

"Look back in a few years and see how brave you took the first step when you had nothing." As if wanting to end this conversation, he put his finger into Jia Ran's mouth and stirred it twice, playing with him. The soft tongue completely rejected this person's thoughts of speaking.The crystal saliva left along the corners of the mouth, leaving a small pool of water stains on the pillow, both pure and erotic.Just as he was about to make the next move, Jia Ran suddenly grabbed his wrist, turned over and rode on him swiftly.

"I believe in you." Jia Ran stared at him without blinking, the tip of his nose was sweating, "From today, let's start again."