He and him in another life

Just as the intersection was turning left at a red light, Sima Yi rested his left arm on the bottom of the car window, propped his head and squinted his eyes comfortably.Looking at the sparsely pedestrianized street on the right, he unconsciously recalled the scene of saying goodbye to the boy last night here, and then recalled the incident of being sent pigeons just now, but he didn't feel much anger in his heart.Sima Yi even imagined that if the two of them just wandered off, the boy would be annoyed if he was not found at the cashier.

With a pleasant snort from his nose, Sima Yi shook his head, refueled and drove away from the intersection after the signal light turned green, turning into the community.

The house is very quiet, you can clearly hear the clock's gears running, and the occasional dripping sound from the bathroom.The living room is coated with a layer of warm colors by the sunset, so peaceful.Sima Yi was holding a shopping bag in one hand and a suit in the other, standing in a daze at the entrance, feeling that everything in front of him was a bit distorted.After a long time, he took off his shoes and entered the house to sort the things he bought into the refrigerator and cabinets, and then started to prepare dinner.

Dinner, washing dishes, watching the news, taking a bath, going to bed, the extremely regular evening life comes to an end with the implementation of each item.

So the day ends, mostly as usual, with minor surprises.

Early the next morning, Sima Yi got up on time to wash, combed his hair carefully, took out the new suit from the dust bag, put it on, and put on his tie and pin on it meticulously in front of the mirror.

Not too bad.Sima Yi is very satisfied with his image, but there seems to be something missing.

From the bottom of the dust bag, I took out the leftover items that the clerk helped to wrap-pens and square towels.Sima Yi was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, and his hands were unambiguous at all - a pen, the pencil case inside the suit; a square scarf, folded and placed in the towel pocket on his chest, revealing just the right corner.

very good.Sima Yi's satisfaction with the image in the mirror increased a bit, but he still felt that something was missing.

Walking to the balcony, he plucked a small bunch of flowers from a plant in full bloom with lavender flowers, then returned to the mirror, and fastened them to the eyelets on the lapel.

Well, perfect.Sima Yi was very satisfied.

He can go to the appointment.

Drive all the way to the intersection, but not the way to turn right to work, but go straight ahead, leading to the direction where the boy left that night.

The morning light is getting stronger on the road, and the breeze and birds are singing, which is the best.

The car stopped outside the iron gate wrapped in green vines. Sima Yi got out of the car, nodded to the gatekeeper, and opened the door to enter.From a long distance, he caught sight of the young man sitting in the distance.

When he got closer, it turned out that the boy who behaved strangely that night was sitting on the grass in a casual posture, flipping through thick books, as if reciting something.

Sima Yi was not surprised, and walked up to the stele, paying silent respect to the stele.

The young man turned his head to look at his attire, smiling broadly, and finally his eyes rested on the flowers on the lapels of his suit, and his smile deepened.

After closing the book, the boy stood up and walked towards Sima Yi slowly, "What a coincidence, the page I just read happens to be written—"

Rosemary, can help recall.

Stopping behind Sima Yi, the young man pressed his forehead against his broad back, "Honey, please keep it in mind."

Sima Yi raised his head, his vision blurred by the dazzling sunlight.

Those pains that don't really exist, but are felt all the time, are the proof that the limb has existed.

Just like you, who didn’t really exist after that day, but always appeared in front of me unexpectedly, were once... no, the proof of my deep love.

Even if you become the greatest pain in my life.

Even if you become the deepest torture in my life.

Can not give up.

Covering his eyes with his hands, he laughed silently.

What a hopeless bliss.

〓End〓

dead end

"Pass the ball, Cao Ang! Why are you stunned by him!"

The boys on the court are used to being outspoken. Cao Ang didn't mind at first, but unfortunately, he was in a bad mood today.Pretending not to hear the greeting from his teammates, he saw the omissions in the defense, followed by a fake move, followed by a smooth dribble, and made a layup as if there was wind on the soles of his feet-the ball scored.

"Fuck!" The teammate obviously felt annoyed, "It's so lonely."

Guo Jia jumped out from behind and put his teammates on the shoulders, jokingly said, "Stealing your limelight, are you angry?"

Subconsciously glanced at a few girls watching outside the field, and then saw Guo Jia's expression of watching the excitement, the teammates suddenly became more irritable, "Let's go."

Seeing the person's complexion was unkind, Guo Jia quickly withdrew his hand, took a step back to avoid it, "Play a ball, don't be serious."

"Guo Jia." Cao Ang stood by the basketball hoop and put on his schoolbag at some point, "Let's go."

"Hey? Wait for me!"

With a slap on the back of his sullen teammate, Guo Jia quickly crossed the half court, hooked his coat off the basketball hoop, and followed Cao Ang.

"Why don't you fight?"

"Playing again is not playing ball." Putting his coat back on his shoulder, Cao Ang squinted at him, "Anyway, you don't think it's a big deal to watch the excitement."

Guo Jia yelled that he was wronged, hooked his shoulders, and still smiled, "What's wrong with you? You've been dark since the morning, and I'm a little scared."

"I didn't see that you were afraid." Cao Ang sneered, "Let's go, buy a bottle of water."

The two of them took a can of Coke and turned into an alley near the school.

Speaking of alleys, they are often unclean places, and various bullying and violent incidents often occur in this narrow and dark space.As time goes by, good students naturally take a detour, for fear of provoking someone they shouldn't.And the people who have stayed here for a long time have gradually formed their own territorial divisions, and they do not violate each other.

Cao Ang and Guo Jia agreed that this place was just a recreational place where they could get out of school rules, and it had nothing to do with whether they were a gangster or a good student. As long as their fists were hard enough, they could occupy a place here.

Stopping at the usual place, Cao Ang put the cans on the back seat of the abandoned bicycle next to him, took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, lit one and handed it to Guo Jia, and then lit another for himself.

After exhaling a puff of smoke, Guo Jia narrowed his eyes slightly, "It's like this again, I don't know how much saliva you will eat after smoking a cigarette."

"Get out." Cao Ang gave him a white look, "I hate you, but hurry up and do it yourself."

Lifting up the right hand holding the can and the left hand hanging the jacket to show him, Guo Jia has a cigarette in his mouth with an innocent face.

"You can do it." From elementary school classmates to high school, Cao Ang has nothing to do with Guo Jia's pure and rogue temperament.

Suddenly, there was a burst of laughter mixed with meowing from the other side of the alley, which was a bit noisy.Cao Ang frowned and looked towards the source of the sound, and saw several young people with colorfully dyed hair squatting in a circle, probably teasing cats.

Stretching out his toes and hooking Cao Ang's legs, Guo Jia crushed the empty can and threw it into the bicycle basket, "Tell me, what happened?"

How should I say it.When the words came to his lips, Cao Ang felt it was difficult to speak.Bowing his head and taking a puff of cigarette, he said bravely, "How should I put it, um... I seem to..."

"Wait a minute!" Guo Jia interrupted him suddenly, "Aren't you going to confess your love to me?"

"Fuck! Do you believe it?" Cao Ang instantly had the urge to punch that pretty face in front of him.

"Hahaha, I'm just kidding." After putting out the cigarette butt on the concrete wall behind him, Guo Jia moved to Cao Ang's side and hooked him around his neck, his voice was low, "But tell me honestly. Have a relationship problem?"

Cao Ang turned his head to look at him, his expression was clearly saying - how do you know? !

So innocent!Write everything on your face.Thinking of this, Guo Jia smiled more cunningly, and said, "Why don't you listen to me first?"

"What's the matter?" Cao Ang couldn't keep up with his jumping rhythm, so he simply asked along the lines.

"Do you still remember the teacher who substituted for our class for a week at the beginning of school?"

"A little impression."

"What does it mean to have a little impression?" Guo Jia was obviously dissatisfied with this answer, "It's the teacher who was recruited just this year, Xun Yu, who teaches chemistry."

Throwing the cigarette butt on the ground and stepping on it, Cao Ang was deeply puzzled and helpless by Guo Jia's sudden excitement, "I know who you're talking about, what's wrong with him?"

"Are you sure you didn't miss the wrong person? It's the teacher who teaches well, has a good temper, and has a good smile."

Is he sick, or did he take the wrong medicine... Cao Ang responded with a slander, "I know, it's the male teacher who is very popular everywhere."

"Yes, that's him!"

"I said," raised his hand and patted Guo Jia's forehead. Cao Ang staggered a few steps and looked at him with the eyes of a rare animal. "The teacher did a good job, why are you so excited here?"

Holding his painful forehead, Guo Jia rarely put on a serious look, "Why am I so excited? This is called understanding the basic situation, okay?"

Cao Ang was confused by him, "Why don't you know about him? Could it be that you still want to have sex..." Startled by what he wanted to say, Cao Ang confirmed in disbelief, "You don't really want to have sex Him? He is..."

"Of course I can't pick him up."

Cao Ang breathed a sigh of relief.

"I'm going after him."

"..." Now Cao Ang was completely convinced, "You are awesome."

"I'm serious." Guo Jia's eyes seemed to be shining brightly, "I like him and want to be with him, it's as simple as that."

"no……"

"Hey, I'll go, hurry up, Cao Ang, lend me your schoolbag!"

"Ah?" Cao Ang couldn't react at all.

"Xun Yu, it's Xun Yu, I saw him!" Guo Jia explained while grabbing the schoolbag from him, "I have to impress him as a good student."

"Where's your schoolbag?" Cao asked.