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Yu Xiaole looked at that familiar corner, and could clearly recall the scene of that summer.

This place is a bit shady, and it is a good place to escape the heat. The shelf like a bookshelf was also so dilapidated back then. There were no books in it, but some sundries.Zhan is also here to teach him his homework, and when he feels drowsy, he leans on the pillar to sleep.

Yu Xiaole felt that Zhan Yiran was a formidable person, and it had nothing to do with the praise from the teacher and dean, but what he felt personally.Although he is not short, he is a slender boy who always stands straight like a poplar tree. His beautiful lips will be pursed stubbornly, and the light in his eyes will never fade away. Such a strong person is the most powerful.In fact, this is also the case. Zhan Yiran has always done a good job, even if the superficial achievements and brilliance need more effort and dedication to maintain.

He didn't know if it was because of this reason that others liked Zhan Yiran so much. In his eyes, Zhan Yiran was indeed a shining star.

But after Zhan Yiran went to other places to study in high school, he couldn't see Zhan Yiran again. Zhan Yiran seldom came back, and even if he came back, he seemed to forget his existence and would not come to him. However, when he came back, Zhan Yiran had already left.

Counting that the two haven't seen each other for a long, long time, too many changes have taken place after each other grew up, and they can't recognize each other.

"It's the same, long time no see." Yu Xiaole stretched out his hand to Tan Shi.

Tan Shi looked at these hands for a few seconds, then reached out and held them, "Long time no see."

When holding hands, Tan Shi could feel Zhan Yiran's excited soul.

Perhaps Zhan Yiran is really too familiar with this place, so it is very easy to feel hurt here.

Tan Shi didn't take it too seriously, until when Yu Xiaole suddenly hugged him, Zhan Yiran's soul rioted again.

The disobedience of the soul has a great impact on Tan Shi. After all, this body does not belong to him. He will be very uncomfortable if he is rejected by the body.

Tan Shi tried to communicate with the soul, but it didn't work.

"Even?"

Lu Yan turned and turned, unexpectedly, he saw Tan Shi who was leaving, and before he had time to say anything, he saw Tan Shi hugging a man, and felt a little weird for no reason.

When Tan Shi heard Lu Yan's voice, his mind instantly became clear. Tan Shi pushed Yu Xiaole away, frowned and said, "Why are you hugging me all of a sudden?"

"Long time no see, don't you want a big hug?" Because Tan Shi didn't push him away just now, Yu Xiaole's eyes were full of smiles.

"Of course, this is?" Lu Yan walked over and asked curiously.

Tan Shi said: "In the past..." In Yu Xiaole's bright eyes, Tan Shi said: "Friend."

"Are you from here too?" Lu Yan looked at Yu Xiaole and was amazed.Obviously life experience is so rough and unfortunate, but why are all of them still so clean and sunny?

"Yeah." Tan Shi's gaze was on Xiaole and swept around, but Zhan Yiran's soul seemed to fall into a deep sleep again.

But he was sure that the restlessness of the soul was directly related to Yu Xiaole.

Tan Shi suddenly had a bold guess.

Everyone has a soft spot in their heart, and everyone has an original aspiration to pursue happiness. Zhan Yiran is definitely not the cold-blooded and heartless person he thought he was.Could that person be Yu Xiaole?Yu Xiaole was the only person he trusted with all his heart, and also the person who knew him best.

And Zhan Yiran's wish, could it also refer to Yu Xiaole?

And if Zhan Yiran's wish is Yu Xiaole... The first thing Tan Shi thinks of is not whether he is suitable for Yu Xiaole, but Xu Mushu.

If it was Yu Xiaole who made Zhan Yiran feel unusual, then it was Xu Mushu who made him feel.

"It is said that people who will be sent to the orphanage are physically handicapped, but I don't think there is anything wrong with you?" Lu Yan was curious.It's not his appearance association, but these two people don't look like the kind that can be raised in an ordinary family in terms of appearance, and the temperament is also somewhat innate. Different.

"I don't know." Tan Shi shook his head. There was indeed nothing wrong with this body. He said, "Maybe I think I'm superfluous." Like getting pregnant before marriage?

However, Lu Yan felt sorry for Tan Shi silently, patted Tan Shi's shoulder for fear, and said, "If they know that you are so good now, they will definitely regret their bowels. Don't be sad, the kind that can make you feel good. The parents whose children abandoned them are really not good people, they must be very, very irresponsible, maybe it's a kind of luck that you don't live with them?"

Tan Shi didn't expect Lu Yan to say such a thing.Seemingly ignorant of the sufferings of the world, the heartless son of a brother actually has a delicate side in his heart.He inadvertently thought of Xu Mushu, Xu Mushu is also a person who looks so indifferent on the surface that he doesn't care about anything, but it is undeniable that he also has his unique gentle side.

Back then when he asked Xu Mushu to give him a gift of apology, Xu Mushu really gave it to him, but he didn't use it to please him with a big fanfare, but bought a very luxurious mechanical watch that he said he liked and put it on his bedside, so that He thought for a long time before he remembered why Xu Mushu suddenly gave him a gift.And when he was angry, Xu Mushu would buy a small gift and put it on his bedside as a silent apology.

Seeing that Tan Shi seemed to be lost in thought, Yu Xiaole was afraid that Tan Shi would be sad after hearing what he said just now, so he quickly agreed with what Lu Yan said: "You are right!"

Yo, the sound is not bad too?Lu Yan took a few more glances at Yu Xiaole.He didn't know why he should pay attention to a strange boy he met for the first time, and he was not gay.

But maybe it's Yu Xiaole, a boy who is quite attractive, and it's good to be a friend?Anyway, they are Zhan Yiran's friends, so they are also his friends.Lu Yan thought to himself.

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Tan Shi still went to see the dean once. The dean looked much older than he remembered. He was only in his 30s, but now his head was covered with silver threads, and she didn't seem to care too much. He didn't dye his hair, but let the white hair and black hair get entangled together, and his upright face was marked by the years.

"Really?" When seeing Tan Shi, the dean's first reaction was surprise.

Zhan Yiran hasn't come back in person for a long time.

What made the dean even more surprised was Tan Shi's attitude. He didn't show forgiveness, but he didn't fight or hate, and he didn't mention his life experience. He was calm and unbelievable.

Tan Shi really didn't have the idea of ​​digging deep into Zhan Yiran's life experience, so what if he found it?Since they never existed, just continue as if they didn't exist.

The dean took Tan Shi to see the children in the orphanage. After seeing them, Tan Shi promised to donate books, stationery and clothes to the orphanage.

Yu Xiaole was a little disappointed, that person is still so good, and now he can make such a great contribution to the orphanage, but all he can do is to come over and do volunteer work when he has time, teaching children to play basketball, play the piano and sing What.

"Thank you children very much." Seeing Yu Xiaole's lonely expression, the dean gave him a comforting smile.The years not only left traces on her face, but also made her personality more peaceful.She looked at Tan Shi and said, "It's the same, I'm glad you have come out."

Seeing Tan Shi this time, she found that Tan Shi's temperament was a little less hostile than before, and the obsessive ambition in his eyes was gone, and he looked more mature.

All this made her very pleased.

"Now if you still want to hear about your life experience, I can tell you what I know."

Tan Shi looked at the dean indifferently: "No, it's not necessary."

Tan Shi felt that Yu Xiaole was looking at him with worried eyes, and he looked towards Yu Xiaole.

"Yeah, you obviously... don't get angry, listen?" Yu Xiaole knew that Zhan Yiran's character was the most awkward, and what he showed on the surface was basically the opposite of what he thought in his heart.

Tan Shi still shook his head: "I really don't want to know."

The three of them left the courtyard together, Lu Yan and Yu Xiaole looked at Tan Shi worriedly.

Ever since Tan Shi walked in here, he looked a bit depressed.

"Are you okay?" Lu Yan and Yu Xiaole tugged on Tan Shi's sleeve at the same time.

Tan Shi said, "I'm fine." He said to Lu Yan, "You go back first, I want to talk to Yu Xiaole for a while."

"Obviously you asked me to come and you let me go back alone!" Although he complained, he got into the car meaninglessly, waved to the two of them, and said, "Let's go first, goodbye."

"He... is quite handsome." Lu Yan looked a little ruffian just now, not the kind of ruffian that the young people deliberately pretended to be, but a kind of evil spirit that made people's hearts pounding, lingering, bad The style of the bad land does not make people feel naive at all, but it is very attractive.Yu Xiaole licked her lips.

Yu Xiaole likes men, and it's normal for all men who look at each other to have a little appreciation, but Tan Shi saw that Yu Xiaole seemed to like Lu Yan somewhat, but he didn't know whether to say the next thing.

He wanted to ask Yu Xiaole if he would like to spend his life with him?

Yes, Tan Shi chose to complete the task.What prompted him to do so was the reminder of Zhan Yiran's soul.

He has to keep in mind that this is just a task.If there is no conflict, it is natural to follow his own preferences, but if there is a conflict, he must have a realization that his ultimate goal is eternal life, not just staying in a certain world.

The most important thing is that he is not Xiao Jinchen, Ye Zhou, or Zhan...he is Tan Shi, and what he is living now is just someone else's life.

Tan Shi's heart returned to the coldness it had when he chose eternal life.

Yu Xiaole came by car, but Tan Shi drove here. Now that the weather has turned cold, Tan Shi didn't intend to blow the cold wind outside, so he invited Yu Xiaole to the car to talk.

Yu Xiaole sat in the passenger seat a little cautiously, and moved a few times uncomfortably before sitting upright.

Yu Xiaole didn't know if it was because the two hadn't seen each other for a long time. Now he felt that apart from his appearance, he had a bit of the appearance in his memory, and they were all so pretty and fair. The girl seemed to make the other party and him angry for several days.However, that sense of familiarity was strangely gone, even if it was a hug, the original feeling could not be regained.

In his imagination, he... misses Zhan Yiran, but now they are sitting opposite each other, but suddenly they don't know what to say, and feel a little cramped for no reason.

Tan Shi pondered for a while, and said to Xiaole, "I like you."

"..." Yu Xiaole suspected that her ears were ringing and she heard wrong.

Tan Shi looked at Yu Xiaole, and said again: "I like you, the one who wants to spend a lifetime with you."

"You must be joking with me, right?"

"No, I'm telling the truth, there is absolutely no joking." Tan Shi said: "This decision is not made temporarily, in fact... I always remember you, you are my only friend... You are really good , You envy me, but what you don't know is that I actually envy you even more, you are so optimistic, cheerful, like a little sun, very warm when you are by your side."

Yu Xiaole listened, but felt that something was wrong.

He thought, if Zhan Yiran really wanted to say such things to him, it must not be in such a tone, right?Such a serious and deep tone made him feel like running away. He felt that Zhan Yiran didn't like him as much as he said.

"I've been alone all these years, and now I want to settle down, and the only one who can make me really settle down is you, Xiao Le." Tan Shi stared at Yu Xiaole after finishing speaking, waiting for his statement.

Yu Xiaole looked up at Tan Shi, then quickly lowered her head, and after a while, she organized her words and courage to say to Tan Shi: "Yeah, I want to tell you something I didn't want to tell you originally ...I told you last time that I knew that I liked a man since I was in junior high school, it was you, it was you who made it clear to me, I like you, and you are always in my heart in my dreams."

"I've been waiting for you. No matter how longing and lonely you are, there are still a lot of reasons why you don't go to others for it. I know what kind of person you are. If you are not perfect, you will definitely not want it. "

"I've thought about many, many scenes of meeting you, but I still didn't expect our meeting to be in that situation, and I haven't recognized you yet. I thought I could, But……"

"Although it sounds insincere..." Yu Xiaole pursed her lips, and spoke with difficulty: "After meeting you, I found that I can no longer find the feeling I had at the beginning. Obviously you are still you, and I also put You have been in my heart for so many years, standing in front of you, even if I hug you, I can never get back the feeling of heartbeat and love."

"I don't know why, but you can't lie to yourself about this kind of thing, and I don't want to lie to you...I'm sorry! I'm really sorry, I..." Yu Xiaole lowered her head lower and lower.In Yiran, he told the secret that he had been hiding and could not reveal, but he refused when Yiran confessed.All this made Yu Xiaole's heart in a mess, and he felt his contradictory heart clearly and vaguely.

Obviously, I should happily agree, and jump up happily, even if I put my head on the roof of the car, I will not hesitate!

Tan Shi was startled when he heard this.

I didn't expect to hear such an answer, so contradictory, but it happened to reveal a secret.

Yu Xiaole loves Zhan so much, but now she rejects him and has no feelings for him anymore.This is because he is not Zhan Yiran...

Lu Yan didn't notice this, Xu Mushu didn't notice it, and even Wu Yunong didn't notice it.

Yu Xiaole felt it with her heart.

The person he loves is not Tan Shi, but Zhan Yiyan who will no longer appear in front of him.