The enemy is actually my wife

It was only then that she realized that powerlessness was what made her feel more hopeless than poverty.

"The entertainment industry I encountered at that time is completely different from the entertainment industry you encountered later. At that time, if you had no money, you had no money, and if you had no power, you had no power. Even if I had a good singing voice, I'm afraid I would be proud My talent is there, but so what? Others crushing me to death is as easy as crushing an ant."

Yu Fei had never seen Zhang Xi talk about the past in such a tone, whether it was true or not, at least she could hear Zhang Xi's dissatisfaction when he was young at that time.

She was really not reconciled. She thought that after entering the entertainment circle, she would be able to rise to the top and skyrocket, but she did not expect to enter another level of hell.

It's not that she hasn't asked others for help, and it's not that she hasn't begged others in a low-key manner. In order to get a chance to perform, she even put down her dignity and begged in front of her enemy, but what did the other party say?

The other party said that she shouldn't have taken this path in the first place, and she did it knowing that she couldn't do it. If so, she would have to bear the result that she should bear.

"After about two or three years like that, I became the unknown lead singer in the bar again," Zhang Xi sneered, "together with her, I became the bottom one in the world. Humanoid."

"...So you chose to abandon her later." Hearing this, Yu Fei finally spoke. It was not so easy for her to distinguish between the kindness and resentment, true and false, right and wrong. I want to ask the result, "You abandoned her and got together with someone else, didn't you?"

Zhang Xi was silent.

After a while, she said:

"……Correct."

Her throat rose and fell violently twice, her expression was also very painful, "But I can't help it..."

This time, Yu Fei couldn't understand. Even when she was listening to this matter with Liu Yi before, she was not as angry as she is at this moment, "What do you mean you can't do anything? It's hard for two people to love each other One thing, if you are not willing to give up, who can force you to give up?"

Zhang Xi smiled, "I didn't understand why Lin Yan liked you before, but now I understand that a person like Lin Yan who lives in the dark, an innocent person like you, really has something for her." Fatal attraction."

Hearing Zhang Xi describe Lin Yan in this way, even if the other party is his idol for many years, Yu Fei immediately stretched his face: "You speak well, don't take the opportunity to say anything about Lin Yan."

Zhang Xi tilted his head, "You are quite protective of her."

After saying this, her eye sockets turned slightly red as if sand had entered her: "I did give up on her, no matter how many compelling reasons there are, the result is the same..."

She will always remember the scene when she saw Cheng Xiangjian on the sidewalk when she returned from the resident singing in the bar early that morning.

That woman who looked like an omnipotent god in her youth, dressed in plain clothes, with her hair tied up with a low-quality cable tie, without makeup, was standing on the sidewalk holding a stack of thick leaflets, giving Pedestrians passed by, and she said: "Does my friend like to listen to music? Her songs are very nice, and she is also very talented. Do you want to go to the bar and listen to them when you are free?"

"Just listen to it, it won't take too much time for you..."

"The bar is not far away, it's at the corner of Mengzhui Bay Street, just listen to music, no need to pay..."

But those passers-by looked at the woman grumpily pushing her as if they were looking at something dirty: "Oh, I said I'm busy! I don't want to listen, don't get in the way, okay?"

"Look, get out of the way, I have to rush to work, unlike you homeless people..."

"Go away."

She stood at the corner of the street, quietly watching Cheng Xiangjian when she introduced her song to everyone, and she wondered what kind of person she was to push that omnipotent woman to this point.

If he hadn't met her, would Cheng Xiangjian have a good life?At least she can still have a stable income and a decent status, instead of living a humble life like a person at the bottom of society as she is now.

She was just 22 years old that year, and at that moment, she understood that the life of an adult is no longer easy.

She was finally willing to let go of her dignity, and returned to the boss company she had rejected to humbly ask for forgiveness and sign her:

"I can do anything, as long as you let Cheng Xiang meet and let me come back..." She knelt in that person's office and said.

"Xiaoxi, it's not that I won't help you. You see, the market is not what it was when you first debuted. There are so many newcomers nowadays, and the memory of the public is very short. You have wasted 4 years. 4 years ago when you..."

She lowered her head as low as she could, "Please, as long as you are willing to let Cheng Xiang see you, even if I don't sing anymore, I am willing to pay any conditions..."

"The two of you are really in love." The man smiled wildly, "I don't believe in love the least, but you are the one I like the most. I told you before, as long as you are willing to nod and do it My woman, I can bring Cheng Xiangjian, the queen of music, and the best golden song award to you in front of you."

She knelt on the ground with her body straight. After listening to the man's words, as if she had been sentenced, she asked:

"... As long as I want, can you let her go and her company?"

"Yes," the person picked up a pen and wrote something on a piece of paper. After a while, she threw the check on her knees and said, "Liu keeps what he says. As long as you go talk to Cheng Xiang See, make it clear, when you come back, be my pet well, don't say let her go, even the debt she owes me can be written off."

She knew that person was resenting what Cheng Xiangjian said when he heard that he wanted her to have dinner with some bosses:

"As long as I, Cheng Xiang, see you one day, you don't want to humiliate Zhang Xi like this."

Now that Cheng Xiang has lost power, he can indeed mock her with great fanfare.

He stood in front of Zhang Xi, raised one foot, and then slowly stepped on Zhang Xi's thin shoulder, patted Zhang Xi's face humiliatingly with the pair of polished leather shoes, and said disdainfully: " Originally, you weren't worth my time, but Cheng Xiang saw that woman was like a stone in a hut, smelly and hard, and treated you like a treasure.

Now I want to see what kind of reaction she will have when she holds someone like a treasure in the palm of her hand and speaks to her sternly. "

She slowly clenched the hands on her knees without saying a word.

"I want her to watch, to watch you rise from the bottom to the top, to watch you step by step to the top, and to watch you marry me in front of everyone."

After about a century of silence, Zhang Xi finally found his voice:

"it is good…"

"I promise you."

***

"After I separated from her, she quickly made a comeback. For me, the result couldn't be better." In fact, the overall development of the story Zhang Xi told was roughly the same as what Liu Yi told Yu Fei that day. It's not much different, but there are some discrepancies at the ends of the twigs.

When he said this, Yu Fei clearly felt that Zhang Xi was very relieved when he said this.

She didn't know how to define Zhang Xi's thoughts at the time, saying that it was right was not right, and saying that it was wrong was not all wrong.

If that first love hadn't died in such a decisive way later, maybe this matter would have been submerged in time, and all the scars would have been healed by time.

"But I don't know, she actually knows all of this." Zhang Xi seemed to be mocking his young and ignorant self, "She knows everything, but I still let me do it, want to see but can't see, want to love And can't love."

and so…

"She's dead."

Even though he knew the result a long time ago, when he heard Zhang Xi say this with his own ears, it still shocked Yu Fei a lot.

"Obviously I worked so hard, obviously I told her to live a good life, and obviously I'm about to save enough money..." Zhang Xi's beautiful face flowed two lines of beauty. After more than 10 years, she mentioned it again. In the past, I finally paid a heavy price for my arrogance and arrogance when I was young and ignorant.

"She passed away for so long, but no one told me... I didn't even see her for the last time, and she had been buried for half a year before I knew it."

"Half a year, everything will be corroded..."

Yu Fei looked at Zhang Xi sitting on the dressing table and weeping silently, her mood was extremely complicated for a while, she wanted to comfort but didn't know where to comfort her.Because it seems that no one is at fault for this matter, and everyone is forgiven, but some people pay the price with their lives for this, no one can blame anyone, no one can blame anyone...

But there is one person who can never meet again.

Probably because Zhang Xi, who had become extremely powerful, suddenly shed tears at this moment because she never mentioned the bitter past of those years in front of others. She was indeed regretful and annoyed, but that person Never again.

She thought that if she wanted to live well in this world, she had to have power and influence, fame and fortune, and put others under her feet, overlooking the heroes of the world.

But she just forgot that there is another word in this world called plain.

It took her a long time to understand, to wake up, maybe at that time, when they were at their worst, Cheng Xiangjian would not feel so frustrated, even though there was only a ten-square-meter place, but that It is their home.

She ruined that home, ruined the woman who stood in front of her calmly and asked her if she wanted to go home with her.

It's too late.

"I know, it doesn't make much sense for me to say these things now...Liu Yi, she was only thirteen or fourteen years old when I first met her, and now she is almost as old as her sister was when she died."

Zhang Xi raised his eyes and looked at Yu Fei with a cold and arrogant expression. She said, "I came to you and told you this, not to ask for your sympathy. I just want you to help me say something to Liu Yi." talk."

"I'm sorry for her sister, but I will never forget what caused it."

"I will make those people pay the price they deserve."

"Every."

"I can't escape."